[Intro]

I am the silence
Screaming through time’s defiance
Too fast to grasp
Too loud to drown in compliance

[Verse 1]

I chase my minds through mirrors
They shatter when I breathe
A moment flares, then withers
Too quick to ever leave

The world moves like it’s sinking
But I’m the wave that stands
Crashing through the thinking
With bleeding, empty hands

[Pre-Chorus]

It’s not a voice — it’s a riot
Not a heart — it’s a war drum
Not a wound — it’s a giant
And I’m bracing what I’ve become

[Chorus]

Hold me steady — or I’ll tear through this skin
I don’t know who’s speaking — they just moved in
A thousand sparks, and none ever stay
I was whole... then I splintered
In the same breath I pray

[Breakdown]

I was born in the glitch
A ghost in fast-forward
My mind is a switch
That cuts without order

Don’t tell me to breathe
When the air is a blade
Don’t ask me to wait
While the hours degrade

[Verse 2]

Every hug feels like static
Every smile’s a dare
I mimic like a habit
Just to prove I care

And I do care —
But it spills in slow decay
Like blood let loose
In gravity's ballet

[Bridge]

I loved so loud
It cracked my chest
I ran so far
I lost the rest

I don’t want peace
I want to be the one who stays
Not the echo I chase
In a thousand ways

[Final Chorus]

Hold me steady — or I’ll burn through this skin
I’m not what I was — but I still begin
A storm of sparks, and some find their way
I remember the silence
Before I slipped away





Before I Slipped Away

[Intro]

I wrote a thousand letters.
Burned every one of them on your doorstep.
They said: “Leave.”

So I stayed.

Like a fucking lunatic.



[Verse 1]

My mind’s a sitcom — but no laugh track
Just reruns of breakdowns I can’t redact
They said:
“Move on, it’s just a phase”

So I moved
Straight into ruins
Bottles, ashes, unburied days

My screen cracked from the last time I begged
Messages hung like a noose on "Send"

Ctrl+Z that thought — I’m crashing my soul
No update, no patch, just full system hole



[Pre-Chorus]

I kept knocking
On a door
That was walled in from the inside

You called it "space"?
No -
It was a graveyard for people like me



[Chorus]

NO!
MORE!
Letters to ghosts, I’m done bleeding in cursive
My love was a riot -
And silence was passive

Screamed “go!”
Every time I got closer

You weren’t home.
Just a closure.



[Verse 2]

They said:
“Maybe one day you’ll be okay”

So I carved that phrase
In my skull
Like an idiot
In a white coat
Painting red with no brush

I’m not heartbroken
I’m haunted

My diagnosis was devotion
But the cure…
Was implosion



[Bridge]

"Lucifer, my father, lend me your ink
I’ve got a last chapter to write"

No more waiting
In limbo’s lobby
That wasn’t love
It was a forged ID

And I’m done
Pretending I’m eighteen



[Chorus]

NO!
MORE!
Letters to ghosts, now I’m writing in gasoline
My tears were romantic
Now they’re kerosene

Light the page - let it scream:

"Farewell, empress of entropy"
You turned me to a ghost -
But I came back with teeth.



[Final Chorus]

I stood at the edge
Of the world I built wrong
Ash on my boots
But my shadow felt strong

I don’t know where I’m going
But I know this ain’t it

And for once
I don’t need
Permission
To quit

No more
Dragging my bones through that fire

This silence
This space-
Isn’t empty.
It’s mine.

No messiahs.
No omens.
Just wind in my face.

Even demons get tired
Of being misunderstood…



[Outro]

“This is the last poem you'll never read.”


Threshold

Чорна душа

STAND YOUR FUCKING GROUND

[Verse 1]
For ages I stayed frozen,
Locked inside this sleepless stone.
A fading spark, drifting alone —
I swore I’d never drown your flame.
But now I feel you call my name,
This endless gray begins to fall,
Your quiet fire melts it all.

[Pre-Chorus 1]
I feel your ember under my skin,
A hidden fire pulling me in.

[Chorus]
Just like a spark,
You turn my shadows to ashes,
You warm the cold in my veins.
So hold me once more,
I feel my darkness unravel,
Won’t you set me alight in your flame?

[Verse 2]
It’s that fever I can’t outrun,
High like the stars, wild like the sun.
A reckless pull that spins me thin,
It hums so soft, it draws me in.
I’m caught inside this restless ember,
Bound in your spell — I surrender.
Your fire hides deep in my core.
I see it burn in every sign,
We reap the light we choose to find.
I taste your glow across the night.
I know this truth, it carves me clean,
A beast’s wild heart in a dreamer’s scene —
So darling, will you set me free?

[Pre-Chorus 2]
I feel this ember waking inside,
Your heat a promise I can’t hide.

[Chorus]
Just like a spark,
You turn my shadows to ashes,
You warm the cold in my veins.
So hold me once more,
I feel my darkness unravel,
Won’t you set me alight in your flame?

[Bridge]
No one can swear what’s written ahead,
Maybe we’re dust in a fleeting dance.
But when I reach for tomorrow’s thread,
I hear your whisper, feel my chance.

[Extended Chorus]
Just like a spark,
You turn my shadows to ashes,
You warm the cold in my veins.
So hold me once more,
I feel my darkness unravel,
Won’t you set me alight in your flame?
Burn me bright beneath this moon,
Carve my name where night is strewn.

[Outro]
So blaze over me — oh, oh-oh,
Blaze over me — oh-oh-oh,
Blaze over me — oh, oh-oh,
Blaze over me — let it roar.
Blaze over me — oh, oh-oh,
Blaze over me — take me whole,
Blaze over me — let it soar,
Blaze over me — forevermore.

Ember of You

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bass boost by 5.5%

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Dissappointed Mikki - Ashes (Boosted by CatastropheIsdied)

Wake Up

[Title: Never Yield]


[Verse 1]

I blaze a trail where the steel meets the bone,
No wound borrowed - I walk it alone.
Your fear, I’ll swallow, when storms start to speak,
A wall of breath - even when I’m weak.


[Pre-Chorus]

Blood in revolt, no hush in its run,
I swore in silence - I’ll finish what's begun.


[Chorus]

Through riot skies and thunder-fed ground,
We build what's real where the lost aren’t found.
No retreat - we’re flint, not flame,
Still striking light in the mouth of the rain.


[Verse 2]

Don’t name what burns inside this cage,
It’s not for taming - it’s carved from rage.
They’ll come with wires, with silence and knives,
But I speak in rhythm - I hold the line.


[Bridge]

Let every scream flood the marrow and spit,
I climb through the cracks — I never submit.
No mouth will starve me, no hand will frame -
I’m breath with teeth, not a name in a chain.


[Breakdown]

Mark this: we are not bowed nor bent.
Mark this: we are voice, not lament.
No curtain, no muzzle, no dirt on our sound -
We break what confines. We don’t turn around.


[Outro]

Let ashes lie - they speak for the blind.
We are the beat no story can bind.

Never Yield

echo

[Verse 1]
You spit advice like it’s currency,
Like the road’s just a straight line ahead.
“Push through, adapt, it’s all in your head”—
But your blueprint’s not mine, our maps never align.
I’ve got fractures from storms you’ll never feel,
Choices that shattered and reforged my steel.
Your words bounce off like rain on blades,
While I crawl through mazes you can’t even name.

[Chorus]
Step into this frame, live under my skin,
Bear the weight of the chaos within.
One turn of the sun through my shattered lens,
Taste the distortion that twists every bend.
Then speak your verdict, tell me it’s clean—
How “simple” it flows when you’re wired like me.

[Verse 2]
They say, “Grab the reins, it’s yours for the take,”
But they never wore chains I can’t unmake.
Talents I chase in a fog you call clear,
Doors you see wide are invisible here.
My senses decode a different code,
What sparks your fire leaves me in the cold.
You preach from towers untouched by the fight,
While I mend bridges you’ve never built right.

[Chorus]
Step into this frame, live under my skin,
Bear the weight of the chaos within.
One turn of the sun through my shattered lens,
Taste the distortion that twists every bend.
Then speak your verdict, tell me it’s clean—
How “simple” it flows when you’re wired like me.

[Bridge]
Endure the barrage of invisible hits,
The static that burns and never quits.
Emotions flood like a ruptured vein,
Just existing here carves out my name.
Would you hold ground or shatter and flee?
One single day in my reality.

[Breakdown]
Trade your shell for mine—feel the shift, the strain!
One dawn to dusk, absorb the unseen drain!
Match my rhythm, sync to my beat!
Then dare to declare it’s a trivial feat!

[Final Chorus]
Step into this frame, live under my skin,
Bear the weight of the chaos within.
One turn of the sun through my shattered lens,
Taste the distortion that twists every bend.
Then speak your verdict, tell me it’s clean…
How “simple” it flows when you’re wired like me.

[Outro]
Now tell me—
Was it ever easy?

Threshold

Dissappointed Mikki

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