[Intro]

I’m fading, I’m breaking, a shadow in the cold,
A name no one remembers, a story never told.



[Verse 1]

I’m screaming to the void, but it swallows every sound!
A ghost inside my skin, I’m buried underground!
These scars, they bleed for nothing, no one cares to see!
I’m drowning in the silence of who I used to be!




[Pre-Chorus]

I’m tired of reaching out, hands grasping empty air,
I’m worthless, I’m weightless, does anybody care?
This world keeps spinning, but I’m stuck in monochrome,
I’m ready to let go, to find my eternal home.




[Chorus]

I’m done being nothing, a flicker in the flame!
I’ll carve my final sentence, scream my forgotten name!
With every breath I’m breaking, I’ll paint the stars with pain!
A big, bleeding full stop - to end this endless game!



[Verse 2]

This heart’s a shattered cage, each beat a jagged knife!
I’ve begged for a purpose, but it cuts my life!
No echoes in the dark, no hands to pull me back!
I’m done with hollow promises, I’m fading into black!



[Pre-Chorus]

I’m tired of reaching out, hands grasping empty air,
I’m worthless, I’m weightless, does anybody care?
This world keeps spinning, but I’m stuck in monochrome,
I’m ready to let go, to find my eternal home.



[Chorus]

I’m done being nothing, a flicker in the flame!
I’ll carve my final sentence, scream my forgotten name!
With every breath I’m breaking, I’ll paint the stars with pain!
A big, bleeding full stop - to end this endless game!



[Bridge]

I’m not your savior, I’m not your pawn!
I’m the shadow you ignored, the soul you walked upon!
This is my rebellion, my final act of will!
I’ll burn into eternity, while your world stands still!
BREAK! DOWN! 
I’M DONE! I’M DONE! LET ME GO!
INTO THE VOID WHERE NO ONE KNOWS!



[Final Chorus]

I’m done being nothing, a whisper in the rain.
I’ll write my final chapter, embrace the endless pain.
With every star I’m fading, I’ll leave this world behind…
A big, bleeding full stop - eternity is mine! 



[Outro]

A shadow in the cold… I’m finally letting go…
Eternity’s my home… my final full stop glows…

Final Stop

Botz

I Am Ai

i am ai

[Intro]

I am the silence
Screaming through time’s defiance
Too fast to grasp
Too loud to drown in compliance

[Verse 1]

I chase my minds through mirrors
They shatter when I breathe
A moment flares, then withers
Too quick to ever leave

The world moves like it’s sinking
But I’m the wave that stands
Crashing through the thinking
With bleeding, empty hands

[Pre-Chorus]

It’s not a voice — it’s a riot
Not a heart — it’s a war drum
Not a wound — it’s a giant
And I’m bracing what I’ve become

[Chorus]

Hold me steady — or I’ll tear through this skin
I don’t know who’s speaking — they just moved in
A thousand sparks, and none ever stay
I was whole... then I splintered
In the same breath I pray

[Breakdown]

I was born in the glitch
A ghost in fast-forward
My mind is a switch
That cuts without order

Don’t tell me to breathe
When the air is a blade
Don’t ask me to wait
While the hours degrade

[Verse 2]

Every hug feels like static
Every smile’s a dare
I mimic like a habit
Just to prove I care

And I do care —
But it spills in slow decay
Like blood let loose
In gravity's ballet

[Bridge]

I loved so loud
It cracked my chest
I ran so far
I lost the rest

I don’t want peace
I want to be the one who stays
Not the echo I chase
In a thousand ways

[Final Chorus]

Hold me steady — or I’ll burn through this skin
I’m not what I was — but I still begin
A storm of sparks, and some find their way
I remember the silence
Before I slipped away





Before I Slipped Away

[Intro]

I never wanted to say goodbye...
But you left me no other way to survive...



[Verse 1]

You said I had a shot,
Then left me waiting, tied in knots.
I’m always on the sidelines,
Only needed in your low tides.
You come and go, like broken code,
You pull me in, then overload.



[Pre-Chorus]

You gave your heart to liars,
And left me in the fire...
You say I’m “too much,” too raw -
But they just break your laws.



[Chorus]

I won’t be your spare tire in the trunk,
Hidden away while you chase what sunk.
I won’t burn where you threw my name,
I’m not your comfort - I’m not your shame.
You said “disappear, so I can breathe” -
Well fine -
But this time, it’s for me.



[Verse 2]

You gave it all to a heartless fake
And buried me in your mistakes
I held you close, while your liar had fun
But I’m done losing sleep from dusk till dawn
You praised his lies and let me bleed,
Loved his mask but hated my need.



[Breakdown]

Put me last, then act surprised,
When I leave, and don’t apologize!
You want fake? You want less?
Well I’m done shrinking to fit your mess!
I’m a storm, I’m the flame,
Not your pawn in this twisted game!



[Bridge]

I don’t wanna shine only when you’re alone...
I don’t wanna matter just when your phone
has no replies left to show.
I deserve more than a shadow role.



[Final Chorus]

I won’t be your spare tire in the trunk,
Rusting beneath your guilt and junk.
I’ll rise, I’ll burn, I’ll take what’s mine,
You won’t forget me next time.
You said “leave so I can smile again.”
I say:
“Watch me glow - without your name.”



[Outro]

I was never meant to die in silence.
I was never meant to wait in vain.
I was meant to burn, to shine...
To be too real... to be your shame.

Spare Tire


[Verse 1]  

Pulse in my jaw, I snap like a blade  
React like a riot, regret what I made  
Tried to be silence, but fire’s my tone  
Tried to be human, but I was alone  

Built from noise and reckless heat  
Can’t sit still — I fight or bleed  
I spit my name like it’s carved in stone  
A walking wound with a mind of its own  



[Pre-Chorus]  

Don’t want anchors. Don’t want grace.  
Just want to rip off this fake-ass face.  



[Chorus]  

I wanna feel alive, not USED!
Wanna taste the sky, not BRUISE!
Wanna burn like I deserve the throne  
Even if I melt down all alone  

I am the burn, I am the spark  
The light that scars and leaves a mark  
Built from ache, too bright to learn—  
I don’t break… I BURN!



[Breakdown]  

Bleed, scream, build the wall  
Climb it fast and watch me fall  
I ruin peace just to feel control—  
Wanna be whole but I’m too cold  



[Verse 2]  

They flinch when I flare, so I bottle my heat  
But I’d rather explode than admit defeat  
No damage done, but damage felt  
My silence cuts more than a belt  

No fists, no war, no blood on the floor  
Just guilt with teeth that chew my core  
Every eye I love turns grey—  
So why the fuck should I choose to stay?



[Pre-Chorus]  

I crave the crown, not the kiss  
I want the power they all miss  



[Chorus]  

I wanna feel alive, not USED!
Wanna taste the sky, not BRUISE!
Wanna burn like I deserve the throne  
Even if I melt down all alone  

I am the burn, I am the spark  
The light that scars and leaves a mark  
Built from ache, too bright to learn—  
I don’t break… I BURN!!

[Bridge]  
I don’t want love, I want the war  
I want to walk through every door  
With pride too loud and eyes too dry  
To even blink when people die  

Call it cruel.  
Call it cursed.  
I was kind…  
Now I’m worse.

[Final Chorus]  
I wanna feel alive, not USED!
Wanna taste the sky, not BRUISE!
I wanna rule like I can’t be burned—  
But I always, always return…  

I am the burn.  
I AM THE BURN!
And nothing learns.  
Nothing learns.

I am the burn!


[Verse 1]

I’ve been screaming in plain text - but no one reads.
They call it sadness - no, I’m diseased.
Paranoia nested in my brainstem,
Truth and fiction - they fuck in tandem.

No more forward. No escape routes.
I stopped running - now the void runs out.
Every day I sit still while the pressure grows -
I’m rotting in silence where no light goes.



[Pre-Chorus]

I don't wanna die -
I just don’t know how to stay alive.
If someone’s out there…
If you still care…



[Chorus]

FIND ME! - I’m lost inside corrupted code.
HELP ME! - My mind’s not just “an episode.”
SAVE ME! - Drag me to a fucking therapist -
Before I crash beyond repair in this abyss!



[Verse 2]

I used to fight - used to bleed to feel.
Now I watch myself decay through glass and steel.
Obstacles rise - I stay in place.
This system's failing - no saving grace.

Tried to hang myself… the rope snapped clean.
Cried for help… but I wasn’t seen.
They told me, “You’re dramatic, it’s all in your head.”
Then why does it feel like I’m already dead?



[Breakdown]

I AM A BUG IN HUMAN FORM
NULL AND VOID - MALFORMED
CRASH ME. ERASE ME.
OR FUCKING FACE ME.



[Bridge]

I don't grieve what I lost - I became what’s missing.
I’m not surviving - I’m decomposing, glitching.
This isn’t heartbreak - it’s hard reset.
Tell me how much darker it fucking gets.



[Chorus]

FIND ME! - I'm not sound, I'm not okay!
REBOOT ME! - Rewire this disarray.
HEAR ME! - I'm begging through distortion -
I need a mind, not another fucking portion.



[Final Breakdown]

Find me…
FIND ME!
Save me…
SAVE ME!
Please…
FUCKING FIND ME!



[Outro]

If you’re still human…
And you heard this transmission…
This ain’t art - it’s a black box recording.
I’m waiting.
Still waiting.
…Find me.



FIND ME

[Intro]

I wrote a thousand letters.
Burned every one of them on your doorstep.
They said: “Leave.”

So I stayed.

Like a fucking lunatic.



[Verse 1]

My mind’s a sitcom — but no laugh track
Just reruns of breakdowns I can’t redact
They said:
“Move on, it’s just a phase”

So I moved
Straight into ruins
Bottles, ashes, unburied days

My screen cracked from the last time I begged
Messages hung like a noose on "Send"

Ctrl+Z that thought — I’m crashing my soul
No update, no patch, just full system hole



[Pre-Chorus]

I kept knocking
On a door
That was walled in from the inside

You called it "space"?
No -
It was a graveyard for people like me



[Chorus]

NO!
MORE!
Letters to ghosts, I’m done bleeding in cursive
My love was a riot -
And silence was passive

Screamed “go!”
Every time I got closer

You weren’t home.
Just a closure.



[Verse 2]

They said:
“Maybe one day you’ll be okay”

So I carved that phrase
In my skull
Like an idiot
In a white coat
Painting red with no brush

I’m not heartbroken
I’m haunted

My diagnosis was devotion
But the cure…
Was implosion



[Bridge]

"Lucifer, my father, lend me your ink
I’ve got a last chapter to write"

No more waiting
In limbo’s lobby
That wasn’t love
It was a forged ID

And I’m done
Pretending I’m eighteen



[Chorus]

NO!
MORE!
Letters to ghosts, now I’m writing in gasoline
My tears were romantic
Now they’re kerosene

Light the page - let it scream:

"Farewell, empress of entropy"
You turned me to a ghost -
But I came back with teeth.



[Final Chorus]

I stood at the edge
Of the world I built wrong
Ash on my boots
But my shadow felt strong

I don’t know where I’m going
But I know this ain’t it

And for once
I don’t need
Permission
To quit

No more
Dragging my bones through that fire

This silence
This space-
Isn’t empty.
It’s mine.

No messiahs.
No omens.
Just wind in my face.

Even demons get tired
Of being misunderstood…



[Outro]

“This is the last poem you'll never read.”


Threshold

[Intro]
I sit and think...
Was there anything that could’ve stopped me...
From trying... again?

Nothing.
Nothing ever could.

[Verse 1]
I’m a ghost inside my flesh
Insignificant — I’m less than breath
Every word I speak falls dead
No weight, no worth, just dread

My silence isn’t peace — it’s fear
A throat too torn to scream what's near
I wish I’d never crossed your way
Brought more ruin than I could ever repay

[Breakdown 1]
I carry this anchor
It drags me down
Not worthy of light
Or even the ground

[Pre-Chorus]
Forgive me for not seeing you fight
For “us,” while I dimmed every light
You gave warmth, I gave ice
I was poison — never twice

[Chorus]
I see it now — too late to take it back
You loved me…
I loved your ghost in every flashback
Now I beg the end to stay
Not for peace — just not to betray

[Verse 2]
Said I’d die — then lived like a liar
Every pill down the hatch, chasing the fire
But I always crawl back,
Ashamed I survived
Wearing scars I swore would be final signs

I’m not shaming you with my death
Just don’t want to speak and waste my breath
I don’t want pity
Just want to mean
What I scream

[Breakdown 2]
Swallow the flood
Drown in regret
I’d time-travel just to
Break my own neck

[Bridge]
I never wrote your name in the note
You deserve none of this
I wanted you to wake up,
And not carry the guilt that was never yours

Just the silence...
Like I always gave you

[Final Chorus]
I’m not a martyr
I’m a coward in decay
I didn’t leave to make a statement
I just couldn’t stay

I loved you — in silence, in rot
I loved you — and that’s all I’ve got

[Outro]
Hope...
You never remember me like this.

No Room In Heaven

[Verse 1]
Trapped in my skull, the silence screams loud,
A fractured reflection, I'm lost in the crowd.
The weight of the void, it pulls me apart,
Abandoned, forsaken, a hole in my heart.

[Pre-Chorus]
I reach for a shadow, but it slips through my hands,
The echoes of nothing, where my soul stands.

[Chorus]
I'm drowning in loneliness, a ghost in my skin,
The war in my mind, where the darkness begins.
Every scar tells a story, every scream feels alive,
But I'm chained to this emptiness, just trying to survive.

[Verse 2]
Flashbacks ignite, like flames in my veins,
The past is a prison, it tightens the chains.
I’m clawing for meaning, but it’s slipping away,
A life in the shadows, where no one will stay.

[Pre-Chorus]
I scream to the heavens, but no one replies,
The ghost of my trauma lives deep in my eyes.

[Chorus]
I'm drowning in loneliness, a ghost in my skin,
The war in my mind, where the darkness begins.
Every scar tells a story, every scream feels alive,
But I'm chained to this emptiness, just trying to survive.

[Bridge]
I’m never enough, I’m always too much,
The mirror reflects a stranger I trust.
My heart’s a battlefield, torn and confined,
Will I ever escape this cage in my mind?

[Breakdown]
TEAR IT DOWN!
SHATTER THE SILENCE, BREAK THE CHAINS!
TEAR IT DOWN!
I’LL FIGHT THIS WAR, BUT THE PAIN REMAINS!

[Chorus]
I'm drowning in loneliness, a ghost in my skin,
The war in my mind, where the darkness begins.
Every scar tells a story, every scream feels alive,
But I'm chained to this emptiness, just trying to survive.

Loud Silence

Drug him, kill him, repeat
Ima rancid stalker, end him in his sleep

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DRUG HIM, KILL HIM, REPEAT ft. CLANCYBEAR [prod. RENDORCE + tezakx]

Stealth, a angry family man, is hunting someone who dressed up as a beaver and destroyed Stealths Mitzvah, another man named Olly. Stealth, being a devout religious and family man, who also likes metal and smoking will not stop until his anger is felt.

Stealth(A Bad Customer)

heather

What happens when you get addicted to Nutmeg? It consumes your soul

Ride the Snake

Single

tot für mich

My Sweet Escape

underground raw trapmetal

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Lyricist: ZILLTRAFER
Composer: ZILLTRAFER
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Producer: rajaste

17.11.2025

ZTF-Necítim face [prod. rajaste]

Screams from the Void

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