in cycles

waiting it out

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NO SAMPLES
Prod. CROWS PEAK

Lyrics:

if im being honest i dont think i can
see another tomorrow 
if i do i might just lose my shit
i can only hold. on for so long
until i let it slip
down this path i go
down this blackened way back in the mist
crawlin for my legs are weak 
am i live or fast asleep
do for me the angels weep
or do they all just point and laugh
face of christ i seen it
the disgust upon his distant face
drown me in these sorrows 
lay my body with the fuckin waste
kill me quick, dont do with haste
procastinate the grave i lie
bring it quick 
dont wait too long
you sayin that it aint my time
look away you seen my tears 
and couldnt be fucked to say goodbye
i dont wanna hear you screamin out for me
or askin why
if i wake up 
close my eyes
and hope that they dont open gain.
cause when im fast asleep 
i see my peace 
i see what couldve been.
in this fuckin life that i have suffered through
and writhe up in.
rest aint in my future
push myself to death
i cant prevent.
whats the point if all our purpose is.
just to wait to die?
why the fuck we wait?
why the fuck we just keep pushin by?
why dont i grab that .45
and push it to my temple.
pull that fuckin trigger
all this fuckin shit so tempermental.

WHY DO WE KEEP PUSHING BY?

[intro]
i don't wanna save you
i'm tryna find the damage
im tryna find the damage
under ur decay, selfish
do u think that i should leave?
do u think that i should leave?
[/intro]

i don't wanna wait too long
these drugs had left me way too gone
so imma just sing my songs
double up my dose
so i don't feel wrong
baby i am not that strong
i just hide inside myself
i hate myself
when i fall down ion' even try to save myself

baby come n watch the fuckin stars explode
and our worlds fall down, it's like my heart u know
like it's so damn cold
we could turn this into a new start, u know
we could build a new home, out of frostlands snow

i been hiding pain too long
i think smth in my brain gone wrong
i keep pourin out my drinks too strong
just to wash down all these pills oh god
i can't be saved by a song
i keep trying but i break myself
i fucking hate myself

i don't wanna wait too long
these drugs had left me way too gone
so imma just sing my songs
double up my dose
so i don't feel wrong
baby i am not that strong
i just hide inside myself
i hate myself
when i fall down ion' even try to save myself

i don't wanna save you
i'm tryna find the damage
im tryna find the damage
under ur decay, selfish

i don't wanna wait too long
these drugs had left me way too gone
so imma just sing my songs
double up my dose
so i don't feel wrong
baby i am not that strong
i just hide inside myself
i hate myself
when i fall down ion' even try to save myself

exploding stars (4lexf x Poppy Ozu)

baby do u wonder where we go when we die
i been tryin to distract but i do in the night
tell me what's the matter n i'll tell u it's fine
help me feed the patterns that's consuming my mind
i feel judgement passing thru ur serpentine eyes
and i feel pain amassing from the things that i find
this is just what happens when i don't keep to myself
u can tell that this is passion from empty bottles on the shelf 

all my friends are dead
at least the ones that care
i've only got my head
it's all that i have left
for i had lost my heart
amongst the worst of them
at least inside my art
i've found whole new friends
although it's growing dark
we keep our lights on bright
this dilemma's stark
do i die or fight
crystal heart, this shit is made of ice
distant sparks remain within my sight
do u feel these words i write
i've poured my soul i've spent my whole damn night
but nobody cares so i'm wasting time
i know life's not fair so i'll just take what's mine

3:38 AM (wraithontheporch)

it's time to rise again my love
for the stars are now all burnt up
there's smth to be said about trust
when i'm pushing through my pain to open up
my heart is weighed down by rust
and shadow men are gripping on my throat
i keep spitting up fucking blood
petrified, i still don't wanna go

rise n shine my love
i've relit the star above to fight the cold
it's time that we break free of our pain
i'm here to help you carry all the weight

it's time to rise again my love
for the stars are now all burnt up
there's smth to be said about trust
when i'm pushing through my pain to open up
my heart is weighed down by rust
and shadow men are gripping on my throat
i keep spitting up fucking blood
petrified, i still don't wanna go


rise n shine 2 (wraithontheporch x ne'erdowell)

i've seen things that u won't believe
moon light shining thru the maple trees
as you lie here merging souls with me
pearlescent tears running down ur cheeks
i see everything u do and i know everything u feel
just let me see the you that you percieve as being real
shadows hide the truth and with them i had made a deal
to read into your soul to find the parts of you to heal

so just let me see the parts of u that u don't care to share
and i'll let you know the parts of me i hide when i'm impaired
sometimes when i look at u i'm stuck and i just stare
i feel like i'm hurting you and that shit makes me scared
sometimes there's just demons in my head i try to fight
i'm bloodied without reason then i'm sad and wanna die
at least in certain seasons i can have a sense of life
but honestly those times get fuckin faded in the night
i get so damn drunk n wasted tryna kill the time
i've mixed that shit with every drug i've ever really tried
the sense of slowing breathing and weight upon my chest feels right

i don't wanna die right now
i been getting lost in sound
my emotion's started holding ground
decisions i have made break down
as the simplest concessions aren't found

u know what goes around comes back round
karma ain't somethin that forgets
imma make sure that u get what u get
at least before i die right now

i don't wanna die right now
i been getting lost in sound
my emotion's started holding ground
decisions i have made break down
as the simplest concessions aren't found

u wont believe (ithappensnatrally)

PROD. LORDZUKO

VERSE 1 (BEARGUTS):

everywhere i go i seen the dark that i brought wimme aimin at the sky n prayin that these hyrda tryna bless on me these dried out lands only miles of old chimney my summoner gon die trying if he do not walk with mr
i replaced my own with the hand of a theif my left eye started rotting so i took one from a sheep sacrificial grounds underneath where i go sleep everytime i rest my head its to me that they speak spirits from below cordinated my omen bled defeat everyehere i go i knoe my lead follows me eyes in the ramparts n they looking strsight through me the cobblestone walls desecrated n smothered by entities

i up my fuckin sword n slice these mimics that get in my way im beyond fucjed up wouldnt wanna live life ny other way i still find myself wandering where you went onnat foggy day incantations tell me i need slay all my enemies pissin on yer grave you aint string enough to haunt me
everywhere i go i seen the dark that i brought wimme im aimin at the sky n prayin that these hyrda are tryna bless me these dried out lands only miles of old chimney


VERSE 2 (CROWS PEAK):

hands clasped
praying hopelessly into the sky.
amalgamate of hate
all that sin that you comprised.
i done my deal i done my time 
i cannot compromise.
what the fuck would you do if you staring out my eyes?
i look unto the world and wonder where it all went wrong
the sorrows.
i threw em down the well but still im numb.
the blood up in the sink.
old razors in a hole up in a wall. (huh) 
standing there and waitin for the fall.
i know you heard the call but also know that you
hung up.
cause where the fuck was you
all the sadness that come up.
you left me there to wallow
you left me there to rot.
everywhere i go i am aware of all.
all the dark i brought.

CROWS PEAK & BEARGUTS - ALL THE DARK I BROUGHT

first release as solune 🌙

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Kill the Flesh

This track was made by AI for a fan tribute by Jordan Thomsen on YT made this track to be a fan tribute I gave the lyrics and beat, and he put it together so please don’t copy claim this is a disclaimer that none of this is real it's not an official release so please enjoy.

Also, Another Disclaimer:

This is an AI-generated track and is not an official XXXTENTACION song. It is a fan-made tribute created for entertainment and to honor his influence on music.

Make sure u follow, like and comment what other AI originals u want me to make and I'll create them.

(Cover Art Made by @xxdjwilliamsxx on DeviantART)

(Jordan's YT Channel @Jordan.Thomsen)

𝕏𝕏𝕏TENTACION AI - Bonnie & Clyde『Generated Original Song』『Fan Made』『Made by Jordan Thomsen』

baby look up it's a blood moon
please just calm down im tryna love u
why u so sad all the time
baby please what's the fuckin issue
why do u get mad when u cry
baby please just take this fucking tissue
we can work this out in time
if u cared enough, girl

baby look up at that red rock
lately our fighting feels nonstop
i think it's a sign that we should just talk
maybe then we won't feel lost
it's not fair how i'm seen as dirt
i see their stares and i can tell they're hurt
so fuck them then i don't define my worth
by what they think i'm much more than that

baby look up it's a blood moon
i've done everything i could to show i trust you
i been drinkin things that'd kill you
just to work up half the strength to say i miss you
tell me girl if u felt as sad as i do
would u pop pills till ur seizin in the bathroom
this is my life now i'm headed for the backrooms
i'm just an addict with a passion for the venues
music is the only thing i ever do
imma fucking die with a microphone
baby when i die would i ever know?
i think i just gotta learn to let it go

baby look up it's a blood moon
please just calm down im tryna love u
why u so sad all the time
baby please what's the fuckin issue
why do u get mad when u cry
baby please just take this fucking tissue
we can work this out in time
if u cared enough, girl

blood moon 2 (the mateo)

dancing on the porch
drinking in the rain
wasted on the floor
distracting from the pain
love me once more
and with you i shall remain
swaying under stars
embraced within our arms
life's been getting hard
but i know u don't mean harm

i never thought i'd get this far
i never thought i'd be okay
when i think of all the harm
that's graced me i just hide away
i've been used and maimed and scarred
i've sacrificed my mental state
to try appeasing darker arts

i've felt much more like wasted space
the longer i can feel ur heart
the more i've tried to save myself
the less i've felt it's ever helped
music is the only thing
that's ever saw me open up
i know i'm something broken baby
but i'm so damn full of love
i know i'm something more than crazy
just let me try to prove myself

dancing on the porch
drinking in the rain
love me once more and with u i shall remain

dancing on the porch
drinking in the rain
wasted on the floor
distracting from the pain
love me once more
and with you i shall remain
swaying under stars
embraced within our arms
life's been getting hard
but i know u don't mean harm

emotional checkpoint (wraithontheporch)

“Lost in the Flame” is a dramatic lofi hip-hop track exploring themes of loneliness, memories, and introspection. With melancholic melodies and atmospheric beats, it captures the feeling of wandering through the shadows of the past, facing regrets, and the weight of memories that never fade. Perfect for late-night listening, studying, or reflective moments.

Starlight Express - Lost in the Flame

i tried to leave u alone
every time i wanna let go
you'll be back with all your lies n ur empty words
you said u love me but i know that u never cared

and i tried to just go with the flow
but your lies are too hard to let go
ur failed attempts to hurt me just seem to fill me with hope
that you'll die alone n i'll never know

baby girl i shall kill you tonight
the voices told me where you go when you hide
i'm on the way you shouldn't bother to fight
since i had learned from prior victims my love
and i know u feel safe in ur home
just go to sleep baby i'm in the walls
i'm watching over u, gripping this stone
just one wrong move and you'd never know

i tried to leave u alone
every time i wanna let go
you'll be back with all your lies n ur empty words
you said u love me but i know that u never cared

leave u alone (Chill Sebs x aton x Vlex)

this is the end for real this time
i've been popping pills n getting wasted
i been blackin out inside of basements
girl u keep sending me reels online
i been too fucked to even reply
i been too turnt to even say shit
i guess tonight imma really die
my vision's fading out into pitch black
loving on u imma miss that
the way u switch up gives whiplash

this is my death baby girl don't cry
it's been a matter of time
this fate my dear
everything's changed now it's dark red skies
in absense of love
it's without u here
i can see straight fucking thru ur mind
i feel ur pain and all ur fears
and i see everything that u hide
yeah i know ur stained my dear

this is the end for real this time
i've been popping pills n getting wasted
i been blackin out inside of basements
girl u keep sending me reels online
i been too fucked to even reply
i been too turnt to even say shit
i guess tonight imma really die
my vision's fading out into pitch black
loving on u imma miss that
the way u switch up gives whiplash

this is the end, for real this time... (cassettes and cigarettes)

let's turn off the phones let's just spend time
let's try to make it home with just our eyes
let's just be here in the present
and try to get along under this sky
maybelline kisses we're soul tied
i hope you understand this message
just turn off the phone i'm tryna talk to u
i'm tryna make sure u get this

sometimes, i don't feel like ur here
but that's okay, i know that it's hard
some nights, drugs take me from here
but that's okay, i've done it before
one day, i'll be dying my dear
but that's okay, i've had a talk with the stars
and baby, i'll be waiting for you
i know you'll say, i'm joining you too

let's turn off the phones and our life lines
and try to get along with eachother
i'm sick of how i live within the night time
and writing stupid songs that get nowhere
baby girl u know that i love u
so please turn off the phone and exist here
the world is burning down but i trust you
i've turned off my phone so we could spend time

let's turn off the phones let's just spend time
let's try to make it home with just our eyes
let's just be here in the present
and try to get along under this sky
maybelline kisses we're soul tied
i hope you understand this message
just turn off the phone i'm tryna talk to u
i'm tryna make sure u get this

turn off the phones (wraithontheporch)

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