june 14th, 2025

lyrics

poison in the water and were running out of rations
im of the belief that whatever happens happens 
ur of the belief that nothing ever happens 
you have to be right all the time and that wont happen
im sweating by myself inside this skin that im trapped in
theres thunder going on out, it feels its getting massive
artillery had dropped on top my city and its ravaged
my body shutting down and youre just sitting there laughing 

its falling apart
i cant help hold together 
its made out of glue
and will melt with the weather
ashamed 
carried round
and im tarred and feathered
she wants to bite in 
so i cave and i let her

somethings gonna happen_intro (sorrowbringer)

Ultra violet Night time light
I made my bed and rubbed my eyes
Again
I find ive lost more friends
But im alright im all ive ever had
Life goes on and times get hard
But I sit back and pluck my harp and make
Sweet sounds to calm you down
And help you walk on top storm clouds

Hope
Its all ive ever known
Not the bounty at its end
But just the thought alone
So I hold hope
In the passing of the time were dealt
That the wounds we lick at now will scab and heal themselves over
I could the rain shift in slowly over the lake
I could pain inside of ur eyes just melt away
Ive been weathered by the storm ive been cut by its sleet
If I give for you my life then my life is complete

Ultra violet Night time light
I made my bed and rubbed my eyes
Again
I find ive lost more friends
But im alright im all ive ever had
Life goes on and times get hard
But I sit back and pluck my harp and make
Sweet sounds to calm you down
And help you walk on top storm clouds

ultra violet night time lite (sorrowbringer)

lyrics:

Finish that bottle up baby im up in this booth and im ordering more
I got some money im using for fun if I dont well then what is it for
Passive aggressive im leaving u here to be angry as long as u want
I got some problems myself im not tryna make more than I already got 
baby im under attack they zapping my brain they stabbing my back
How could I ever relax I dont even sleep I dont even nap
People I knew from the jump they switch on me now and they all on my ass
But Even inside of my dreams im tryna to work im tryna track

Me and jabari are back im seeing the wav its under attack
Girl dont be like that cause u know that im busy im writing on smack
I tuck my blunt in my hat and I hop in the buick and push it down flat
I cant be here all the time I know that u dripping ill hit when im back
I pop out in something thats way too clean to be in his budget
I walk by and this Kush smell something just like blueberry muffins
I smoke cause I love it my bitch love it too who doesn’t
Bari and I just dropped it put us right back in discussion
she like how the fabric feel she like the lv buttons
I like how this steering feel and I like the way its cutting
I cant find my phone but really Im waiting till it stop buzzing
I dont know what to say right now and im better off saying nothing
So Fall into me
Before my heart dies
U could get me right I just know it baby
Lean into me
And for the last time
Whisper in my ear how I own it baby

So Take me on my word I know its worthless as of late
And Just like you im struggling to find purpose in this state
Now Im lighting blunts in the venue I carry my pain on my back like a jersey im wearing my brand
U heard what I said but ill say it again I just pop on the stage and im laying my hand down

Finish that bottle up baby im up in this booth and im ordering more
I got some money im using for fun if I dont well then what is it for
Passive aggressive im leaving u here to be angry as long as u want
I got some problems myself im not tryna make more than I already got 
baby im under attack they zapping my brain they stabbing my back
How could I ever relax I dont even sleep I dont even nap
People I knew from the jump they switch on me now and they all on my ass
But Even inside of my dreams im tryna to work im tryna tr-

league of problem solvers (jabarionthebeat x haze x natemorgan)

lyrics:

Her voicemail always full whenever I find my breath
This the last time that I call you back
This the last that I even make the effort
My coats hung up at home and I could finally rest
Ok swap the phones lets see how sad u get
I take my shit home first then get it off my chest
Its too much stress
Im inside my head just trying to fight my chest
83 floors up these worries hurt me less
On rainy nights I take my deepest breaths
This is the last time that I call u back
Oh u know Its nothing but land mines in this thread of texts
She tell me she promise ill get mine but what’s left to get
Im beaten down to fine pulp and its nothing left
But once again its all my fault and I sweep the mess
On late nights I could feel time stall as I roll this blunt
I take this puff and sit to watch night fall as I slowly numb
All this pain I feel tell me that im the only one who feel it
Im always the highest in the room tonight im highest in the building
Still I couldnt feel it I need something that just might kill me
Its hot in here too hot I dont get how the walls aint peeling
I look up from my phone expecting mist to line the ceiling
Her voicemail always full whenever I find my breath
This the last time that I call you back
This the last that I even make the effort
My coats hung up at home and I could finally rest
I stopped with tolerance breaks and started thinking less
Cause These drugs will line my feelings like a teflon vest
I got some years left in me before it can catch up yet
So what’s next
Im just a walking shell I work and I do my best
You finally here zombieland well more or less
We all lost the shine we had some years ago we just exist
Pattern work has overcome everything that I used to know
The cloud is hugged like a wedding ring to my daily rows
My voice is killed as its leaving me and im overlooked
It would take the ear of a diety to be understood
This one page of many im not going anywhere
U could hear my voice get carried swiftly thru the air
My reeboks got sewage on em this the second pair
And id try to ask for help but I dont like the way they stare

swap the phones (jabarionthebeat x kuji)

thank you guys for the beat, love all of you deadwood

lyrics
-=-=-=-
I don’t mind
When you don’t find the time
I think I like sometimes 
to be alone
Cause you just twist my words
And you make sure it hurts
I never get hopes up
That you’ll atone

I been back on the pills, shit
I don’t wanna feel this
When the thoughts all flood back
I just kill it
I been up and restless
Hoping for a check in
Praying for a message
Knowing damn well it’ll never come
And I’m not the one
You made sure I knew that
Hearts go flat,
It’s just time that proves that
That's what you said
Misconstrued? 
That’s every word by fucking word

I think everything will turn out for the best. (prod. wraithontheporch x NE'ERDOWELL)


If I die tomorrow im scorching the earth
I need some oujia boards up in that hearse
Cause im coming back and im hurting u first

I wear these lenses that cover my bloodshot eyes
I wrap this blunt and I pull in to park at the venue and im already fried
Its me and my mind like
I feel the temperature rising in here
I feel myself getting higher in here
Im way too geared to be catching a vibe in here  
Lately its no where to hide in here lets go
I could’ve been like 
I couldve been like 6’10
With the way that im squeezing inside of this Benz
Its only two seats I dont got any friends
I pull the brake and I whip the corner
Feel the rubber let go on the brick and mortar
 im doing alright for a pot smoker
This wood in my hand need a fire poker
I roll this paper up under the Kush inside it making my body numb lets go 
Im tryna fuck u I promise I aint leaving until that whole body hum
That table got resin clumps
I rip the bong and I need me some oxygen
Like pronto Im flying im dodging the pot holes
This pill in me making my eyes close
My phone just adjusted the time zone
Im in a 747 thats over the ocean
Im going over the bro code
And I come to find that u filled up with dirty emotions 
I couldnt worry about who had got me I knew u forever but what is it worth
If u do me dirty they doing me worse
I need his blood to be soaking his shirt
Every time its always something ruining my night lets go
Ping my phone so much its now like a nightlight lets go
What’s it worth me smoking if I dont get high no more
I think u purposely trying fuck my life up for sure
Every time I reach out I just get my arm smacked lets go
25 shows im leaving the tarmac lets go
I rock this shit and I dont need no guitar strap lets go
And I miss home so much but this just life on the road
Really my baby im losing my grip I took too many pills now im gonna be sick
I see a camera im breaking the lens no flash photos I shouldn’t here
How much I take of this shit in a year
Cant be too much cause im standing right here
I just dont think of my habits enough
Im already dead so what’s one more cup
Maybe u got in my head if it wasn’t for u than I would’ve been dead
I got this back and forth here in this lead
Im turning the carpet and drapery red
And really if nobody got me I got me but I would prefer if u stayed on my side
I got some problems thats trouble to hide
And u like the only person I confide in
Cause when it all falls down ill be somewhere in the dust
Baby lay that hand down cause I see right thru the bluff
They saying its no escape now cause I checked
Its locked down and were next 
So speak ur mind with ur chest
There’s no point saving ur breath
Firing mortars u gotta choose if u fight or just hide in the back of the corner
Planning my torture I see a car out my house and I know its an enemy soldier
Baby im losing my shit I could see in my future im deep in a ditch
Ok hold up now I gotta piss
I pour again but I darken the mix I darken the mix
Every time its always something ruining my night lets go
Ping my phone so much its now like a nightlight lets go
What’s it worth me smoking if I dont get high no more
I think u purposely trying fuck my life up for sure

LEAK6 (jabarionthebeat x theevoni x skipa)

We Could Be (clean)

lil track with the boy MisFiiT, hope u fw it

lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
I envy u
And u just pity me
I grit my teeth
And hold my tongue between
Girl when it’s over
Maybe you’ll know what I’m feeling
Bumping to my music
I’ll be hanging from the ceiling

Set me free from what was home
I can feel it in my bones
Everything I’ve ever loved
Everything I’ve ever known
Was a blur inside the dream
Never meant for me to own
Maybe soon it will be over
Sooner than we ever know

I envy u
And u just pity me
I grit my teeth
And hold my tongue between
Girl when it’s over
Maybe you’ll know what I’m feeling
Bumping to my music
I’ll be hanging from the ceiling
-=-=-
MisFiiT
-=-=-
i envy you but your not much better
you got a way with words that make me feel hurt
i been more lost then i have before 
and you use that to your advantage 

hanging from the ceiling 
i might catch a suicide
workin on my music 
yeah this shit is do or die
my thoughts are tongue tied so i write
get it off my mind
good times good times wish i could rewind

to me and you in a wraith
the daydream at least that we talked about daily 
you lied you lied to my face said you’d save me
now i’m fucked up goin on a binge full of envy

envy w/ MisFiiT (prod. ionas59)

Soon as I got my claws free I knew id free my legs of course
Im slaughtering the party and sitting inside the after gore
Now that I got my bags packed its not much id be staying for
Look at the sky tonight 100% you’ll see a meteor

Really what’s this world owe you
Who in that head when I hold u
Im loving the new and the old you
If I had a second then they must have cloned u
I got this kill room I gotta show you
For anybody that had thrown u
I cant believe what u turning me into
I been so evil as long as ive known u
Turn me up
Wrap up this q buddy hurry up
Whatever inside of it burn me up
This coughing gon give me a hernia
This puff in here blowing my mind right now
I think its best if I just lay down
Its Blood on the walls of the club right now
Maybe I gotta stop going out

Soon as I got my claws free I knew id free my legs of course
Im slaughtering the party and sitting inside the after gore
Now that I got my bags packed its not much id be staying for
Look at the sky tonight 100% you’ll see a meteor

So I came thru im fucked up and im ready to get so much more
Baby just put a hand up and im pouring out grey goose on the floor
I dont do shit but track and get blitz inside my house of course
Me and jabari are back this shit brewing in me since comet 4
Let the concierge get you  im outside in its pouring rain
U could take what I gave or u taken back nothing babe
I got neighbourhood up on my hat
I hit this pitch and im breaking the bat
I got some friends that deserve to be sacked
I know im good cause they cant help be mad
Im tryna break in this bitch They wont let me
I blow this door its hinges for entry
I run my keys on the side of this Bentley
I could of killed already dont tempt me

Soon as I got my claws free I knew id free my legs of course
Im slaughtering the party and sitting inside the after gore
Now that I got my bags packed its not much id be staying for
Look at the sky tonight 100% you’ll see a meteor

a falling star / aftergore (jabarionthebeat x theevoni x g06beatz)

Hoodie on top of my shirt alone is 7 bands
Blood on top my 32’s and 12 mens
She might be a demon but somehow she heaven sent
Soon as I stop my breathing she reach out and bite my neck

Soon as I finish work ill be there 10 ill make it happen
I cant help but stay up thru this night im off a gram of magic
Every time we fight I gotta tell myself u never mean it
I cant help but sleep as soon I mix my cup and see it bleeding
I cant help but sleep as soon as I do my cup and see it bleed
Its too hot in here im tryna recoup but I count breath
I fucked up the dose and now the drugs alone controlling me
I need u to lift me up and try to put back the soul in me
I got 20 bucks in the pocket of my diesel jeans
Im just tryna do whatever I could to be wanted
I could buy a deeg and relax while u holding me
Never in my life did I think id be a zombie
Marks on my hands I think doomsday upon me
Burns on my back scratch marks on my face
I got bruises on my waist but im still so cocky
Could u Help me with my heart cause I cant tell the bad apart from the good
Anymore
And even if I could would I wanna know which one I am

Hoodie on top of my shirt alone is 7 bands
Blood on top my 32’s and 12 mens
She might be a demon but somehow she heaven sent
Soon as I stop my breathing she reach out and bite my neck

Its racks on my head she wrapped round my head oh no
U got me in a headlock baby
If u couldnt wait how the fuck I stand a chance on my own
Its hard when half the people here hate me
Its good having shoulders around u until its elbows
U tryna take it left I know u tryna take it where I dont wanna go
U keep tryna take it personal and that game plan is starting get old
Im in the basement and im starting grow mold
I been here forever what’s a couple nights more
Ill keep waiting here and until im part of this floor
She reach over to feed and I just watch the blood pour

Hoodie on top of my shirt alone is 7 bands
Blood on top my 32’s and 12 mens
She might be a demon but somehow she heaven sent
Soon as I stop my breathing she reach out and bite my neck

luvbitez (jabarionthebeat x prodcrater x vogomusic)

[intro]
i don't wanna save you
i'm tryna find the damage
im tryna find the damage
under ur decay, selfish
do u think that i should leave?
do u think that i should leave?
[/intro]

i don't wanna wait too long
these drugs had left me way too gone
so imma just sing my songs
double up my dose
so i don't feel wrong
baby i am not that strong
i just hide inside myself
i hate myself
when i fall down ion' even try to save myself

baby come n watch the fuckin stars explode
and our worlds fall down, it's like my heart u know
like it's so damn cold
we could turn this into a new start, u know
we could build a new home, out of frostlands snow

i been hiding pain too long
i think smth in my brain gone wrong
i keep pourin out my drinks too strong
just to wash down all these pills oh god
i can't be saved by a song
i keep trying but i break myself
i fucking hate myself

i don't wanna wait too long
these drugs had left me way too gone
so imma just sing my songs
double up my dose
so i don't feel wrong
baby i am not that strong
i just hide inside myself
i hate myself
when i fall down ion' even try to save myself

i don't wanna save you
i'm tryna find the damage
im tryna find the damage
under ur decay, selfish

i don't wanna wait too long
these drugs had left me way too gone
so imma just sing my songs
double up my dose
so i don't feel wrong
baby i am not that strong
i just hide inside myself
i hate myself
when i fall down ion' even try to save myself

exploding stars (4lexf x Poppy Ozu)

remember to look up.

New music out whenever I feel like it

exploding stars (4lexf x Poppy Ozu)

Caramel

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