Barely Alive (ft. shmaxwell)

I swear I never thought that I would graduate
I never thought that I would make it past eighteen
All these little thoughts they like to gravitate
Constantly they plotting on my dopamine
I swear I never thought that I would graduate
I never thought that I would make it past eighteen
All these little thoughts they like to gravitate
Constantly they plotting on my dopamine

(It's like this feeling, eating me alive from the inside out; and no matter what I do; I can't get away from it.)

I thought that I would fall
Addicted to it all
Yeah this lifestyle I been living, don't know how I got involved
Yeah this nightmare I been trippin' pacing on my bedroom walls
Yeah my girl the only that give me comfort through it all
Yeah now I'm on the floor so fucked up that I have to crawl
Yeah I know this isn't healthy but I'm really tryna stall
My mind a living hell and I can't take it anymore 
Wake up everyday I'm still ignoring all my calls
Yeah ignoring all my calls
You watching me fall 
Yeah I hope you like the show this what you wanted all along
Yeah they say they want the old me
they don't even know me
I been doing better now that I been on my lonely 

I swear I never thought that I would graduate
I never thought that I would make it past eighteen
All these little thoughts they like to gravitate
Constantly they plotting on my dopamine
I swear I never thought that I would graduate
I never thought that I would make it past eighteen
All these little thoughts they like to gravitate
Constantly they plotting on my dopamine

lyrics written by shmaxwell; melody and instrumentals created by Kid Axl; arrangement of instrumental; shmaxwell x Kid Axl

GRADUATE (prod. kid axl)

lost soul w/ kid tye (prod. Igvs)

PARTY IN MY HEAD FT. EMO FRUITS (PROD. St1x51)

Tongue Tied Ft. Kbackwood$ (Prod. King Theta)

cigarette ash just burnt my lips (DEMO) *prod. King Theta*

FUCKED UP W/ YUNG B (prod. IGVS)

bleedout. w/ Arkaeo & starstruck

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lyrics//

the way you make it hard to think 
i get so nervous need a drink
what i saids not what i mean
i just can’t tell you everything

if you love me tell me baby would you let me go
i can’t bring myself to tell you i can’t let you know

lead me down your rabbit hole
hold me close and never let me go

i’ll be your space cowboy
i’ll take you to a different world 
the feelings you deploy 
forever endlessly my girl 
i would follow you to the ends of the earth im a part of you 
i’ll be your space cowboy 
i’ll be your space cowboy

knew it on the first date 
baby on the first day 
looked into your eyes you had me calling out for mercy
knew how hard i fell 
i hit the ground my head was bursting 
didn’t come around until you knew that i was worth it 
you’re perfect 
I don't deserve it
my heart is in your hands im really hoping you don’t hurt it  
i’m learning 
my memory you have burned in 
i love you more than anything i’d die for you for certain

Maxwell Robey - Space Cowboy

shmaxwell - lost in the smoke (prod. luffy)

♱SPACE COWBOY♱
3333+*

"shmaxwell" Is an independent artist based out of Los Angeles, California. Best known for his singles like, PRADAGEEK! , Arizona Demon and Feel The Vibe; as well as projects like, *PRADAGEEK!* and 3333 S. Market St. “shmaxwell” has been creating and releasing music for around four years. Starting in a garage and bedroom, “shmaxwell's” songs quickly grew on SoundCloud and began to form a fanbase; local to Los Angeles, New York & Arizona. "shmaxwell" is a member of the Los Angeles based digital alternative “Starstruck” band; alongside Arkaeo, whatafuckingbitch, emoflytrap and Kbackwood$. The music presented by "shmaxwell" captures a collective perception of his life, stories and emotions. "shmaxwell" often speaks on meta, psychedelic and philosophical topics using thought provoking lyrics that tie together with an ethereal and crisp sound creating the overall vibe that is "shmaxwell".

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