I’ll b ur space cowboy 🗣️🗣️🗣️

going to the highest roof top and screaming these lyrics 👽🤠

(COVER ART BY @htp.dylan)
I don’t wanna stop pretending
But I don’t wanna feel this pain anymore
I know ill hate the fucking ending
But I hate the way that u can just ignore

You know what?
Fuck it and fuck you
I made my bed to lay in
And you stay pretending
Stage lights blind
I cant see you
And it’s better like that

Did a few lines in the back
You talk to me like we ain’t go bad
You’re perfectly fine
Im wasting my time
We’re Better off in our own separate lives

But I’m not sayin I don’t miss you
I don’t wanna fuckin lie
I see the way that he looks at you
Maybe it’s better that you’re not mine

pretending

[lyrics]

i say why you wanna know?
girl why u moving slow
uh

i tried to change my ways
stuck up in cocaine
and everybody looking at me with a sad face
percy in my nose xanax in my coat
sipping lean pour a 4
yeah that's the way
mclaren drive
im moving 33
im sipping wokhart codeine
im a dirty kid
i dont care what the haters finna say
im just a junkie and i like it that way
okay

here we are crashed another car
fucked up popping beans
have u ever gone this hard
i dont think you have
i dont think you know
what it's like to live like kid fucking benzo

it ain't a good life, its just a sad life
im crying in my room
cutting wrists every night
im mixing up my sprite
till im alright
and that's never alright
fuck the past life

i'm so detestable
so neglectable 
my life is incomprehensible
at the festival i was high as fuck
drowning in the drugs
screaming fuck your love
here we go tryna find a way out
no way out, so i'm falling back down
i need some molly that's sassafras
i fucked it up and did another bag

i blow the bag out then i blow cologne
weed up all inside my coat
oxycontin in my nose
woah
im a rapper and a singer
shoot you with a chopper while im riding in the dinger
i'm such a lonely guy
getting high like all the time
so lost inside my mind
oh girl i need to decide

what do i do what do i say
i don't even fucking know where i am today
what do i do what do i say
i'm alone in my mind and there's no escape
burning in depression constantly
my mind is such a bad place to be
psychedelics can numb it all
want to escape eternally (woah)

woah woah oh
answer your voicemails girl i'm alone
please pick up your fucking phone
i don't know anymore
tried to call but no response
just tell me what do u want
please just put your faith in god
oh, put your faith in god

what do i do what do i say

Past Life (prod.cursedstorm)

did u get the red flowers beside ur wardrobe?

ghost town w/ brecken

(cray)

all this pain up on my body i dont like dis, 
she say its not fair, i got scared, i light this
please just stop here, ive lost you, my highness
the world was so bright, like ur eyes, ur iris (x2)

i try to fix dis shit but i cant even fall asleep
in the corner of my room is where i sit and weep
so many sins ive done so i just pray my soul to keep
they really out to get me demons why they follow me

(ford)

why they following when I don’t got nothin give
life short
Put a slice on my own wrist

trouble some ever since I was a kid
never wanna live all alone like this

always thought I could make better eventually 
only to know that I’m failing the penalty
oh it’s getting so hard
every single night I’m falling apart
and every time you lie I take it too far

i wanna quit it and look at stars
wait til I’m fitted and living on mars
we gon be planets apart

(cray)

its a common occurence when they walk out on me, oh shit
im done with this life, imma light up a spliff,
was bright as a kid i had so much to give
im liking your presence, but i cannt live

and if i drop and fall, baby please just stay back
why u causing all the problems, why u say that
on the drive home im homesick i hate that,
i took a light dose but it feel like i wont wake up 

all this pain up on my body i dont like dis, 
she say its not fair, i got scared, i light this
please just stop here, ive lost you, my highness
the world was so bright, like ur eyes, ur iris (x2)

(ford)

and if I had another night to tell you something that I wanted to
i would honestly just wanna prove
i only ever wanted you

i dont like this w/ brecken [out on spotify now]

i really wanna live the dream life, shit but it turns out <3

lyrics: 
this is everything I have I don’t know if this gon work out,
I really wanna live the dream life shit but it turns out,
I don’t know what I want but what if this does work out,
maybe I could help my parents so they never have work now,

up inside my head the voices yea they tell me to stop,
there’s a lack of understanding they don’t know this is all I got,
It really makes me think who would I be without this shit,
maybe lost in my life, without this music I would not be shit,

I started two years ago, I progressed a bit ,
and I lost A couple friends on the way but it is what it is,
to the people I have now sorry for being so distant,


I can’t find myself so I made it my life mission,
seek out for help find somebody to listen,
all I see is flaws in myself how I fix this?
I rely on smoke at night to get me to the next day,
without it, it’s like kryptonite it bites me on my worst days,
I don’t drop enough so I gotta up the work rate,

she said I don’t see no flaws you don’t need fucking fixing,
I know you feel lost I can join u with ur mission,
I know that it’s hard living life with addictions


make ur last wish drop the penny in the fountain
we been climbing too long to drop up off this mountain
i been here im soon gone, eighteen years im counting,

I can’t find myself so I made it my life mission,
seek out for help find somebody to listen

this is everything I have I don’t know if this gon work out,
I really wanna live the dream life shit but it turns out,
I don’t know what I want but what if this does work out,
maybe I could help my parents so they never have work now,

up inside my head the voices yea they tell me to stop,
there’s a lack of understanding they don’t know this is all I got,
It really makes me think who would I be without this shit,
maybe lost in my life, without this music I would not be shit,

life mission [michael harrison]

"bad news"
(prod. autrioly)
written and performed by brvdy808 & riley into.

bad news

bad news + riley into (prod. autrioly x Daniel Saint)

prod me

mind of damage
fall back each time
hesitate if i see anger
caused in every crime
wrap it up and then turn us in 
light flashing, was i meant to win
call him up just to let him sin 
nights replay, autumn to spring

i got poison in my veins
drinking soot to ease to pain
heavy water keeps it in 
where to start, where to begin
yeah i can’t control whats here 
body freezing below fear
there’s no point if there’s no damage
to see is proof it happened

somebody show me the score
gotta keep it up, need to keep him wanting more
dont do well under pressure
way too tough to show him affection
i dont wanna hear you out
all you ever seem to do is shout
i don’t wanna hear you if you’re loud
never seem to listen, just freak out
you’re so crazy


i don’t know myself anymore
rotten to the core
they own the demons next door
drag me to the floor
i see the red, is that yours 
spread all on my porch from last night
tell me that i’m right
no way for you to win every fight
pick at the wounds i healed and
battle with my own mind
i will repress every feeling i’ve felt
no way to win if i’m calling for help

damage

lyrics:

my friends all hate me they think
im not smart
and i hate every part
of me

i used to see the light
but now i hate the stars
i won’t get very far
i think

and i drink
and i drink
and i sink into nothing
i believe i can believe
but i don’t think anything’s coming
i dream
of dreams
of my blood running cold
well it seems

everyone leaves

everyone leaves

everyone leaves

i’ll carve out a palace inside of my skin
if i meet someone anytime i’ll let them in
and maybe you break all my bones just for fun
i can’t take anymore, i’m done

and i drink
and i drink
and i sink into nothing
i believe i can believe
but i don’t think anything’s coming
i dream
of dreams
of my blood running cold
well it seems

everyone leaves

everyone leaves

everyone leaves

everyone leaves

and i end my night
with a sendoff
a toast
a blade by the tub and my life in a note
i don’t think they’ll read it
they’ll put it in a bag
but i don’t care much for the life that i’ve had

everyone leaves (prod. irby)

lyrics// 

youre unbothered when i walk by 
and you only waste my damn time
 i dont think that we can do right 
no chance im not waiting for this green light 

[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle


but ill never say i never let u down 
u were half the reason that i got out of this town
guess ill never get it back huh?
4 months and you left me in the background
aint it funny how we go seprate ways
and we turn right around i swear we never change
and all i wanted was a soul i could save 
u just rot and decay 
six feet inside my grave 
and i would ask you i know u dont listen
if its too much a hassle i’ll go back in the basement
it’s hurt that you’ve discarded the picture that we painted


[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle

[vito]
you call and call
embrace the fall
back to the wall
is where i belong
and i count every second your away
my memory of you has fade to grey

i can pull myself back in real time
lie and say i feel fine 
iv been on a decline 
wish that i could rewind
and take it back to you and i

[pre chorus]
all we ever do is run
and fess up on our broken trust
i wish that i could be the one
iv been tripping on your fucking love

brittle w/ VITO [cxrter]

follow my instagram @shmaxwelllll

lyrics//

the way you make it hard to think 
i get so nervous need a drink
what i saids not what i mean
i just can’t tell you everything

if you love me tell me baby would you let me go
i can’t bring myself to tell you i can’t let you know

lead me down your rabbit hole
hold me close and never let me go

i’ll be your space cowboy
i’ll take you to a different world 
the feelings you deploy 
forever endlessly my girl 
i would follow you to the ends of the earth im a part of you 
i’ll be your space cowboy 
i’ll be your space cowboy

knew it on the first date 
baby on the first day 
looked into your eyes you had me calling out for mercy
knew how hard i fell 
i hit the ground my head was bursting 
didn’t come around until you knew that i was worth it 
you’re perfect 
I don't deserve it
my heart is in your hands im really hoping you don’t hurt it  
i’m learning 
my memory you have burned in 
i love you more than anything i’d die for you for certain

Space Cowboy

prod. chemicalfarm 
co. prod. dylan houghton

heart shaped lakes

♱SPACE COWBOY♱
𖤐STARSTRUCK𖤐
3333+*

"shmaxwell" Is an independent artist based out of Los Angeles, California. Best known for his singles like, PRADAGEEK! , Arizona Demon and Feel The Vibe; as well as projects like, *PRADAGEEK!* and 3333 S. Market St. “shmaxwell” has been creating and releasing music for around four years. Starting in a garage and bedroom, “shmaxwell's” songs quickly grew on SoundCloud and began to form a fanbase; local to Los Angeles, New York & Arizona. "shmaxwell" is a member of the Los Angeles based digital alternative “Starstruck” band; alongside Arkaeo, whatafuckingbitch, emoflytrap and Kbackwood$. The music presented by "shmaxwell" captures a collective perception of his life, stories and emotions. "shmaxwell" often speaks on meta, psychedelic and philosophical topics using thought provoking lyrics that tie together with an ethereal and crisp sound creating the overall vibe that is "shmaxwell".

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