Ghosts in the Code - Marathon (5 Songs Together)

We all experience storms. When you’re in the middle of the chaos, Nancy DeMoss Wolgemuth wants you to remember God hasn’t forsaken you. She shares from Psalm 57 to fill you with hope for the storms of life.

Find Refuge in the Storm

We can face storms with strength when we remember God’s heart toward us. An audience member found freedom from depression when she understood God’s eagerness to forgive her. Sound doctrine anchored this woman, and it can anchor you, too.

Anchor Yourself in Sound Doctrine

In Psalm 57, David was facing a storm, but he still said “My heart is steadfast.” To keep a quiet heart, he made an effort to sing praises to the Lord. You can praise God for his goodness, too—even when your circumstances don’t seem good.

Sing in the Storm

In the middle of his storm, David declared, “Let your glory be over all the earth.” Here’s a hard question: Is your drive in life to see God glorified or to see your circumstances made easier? Nancy DeMoss Wolgemuth helps you tackle this question.

Glorify God in the Storm

When a storm is raging in your life, are you tempted to try and control your circumstances? If so, Nancy DeMoss Wolgemuth wants to remind you that the path to peace begins with embracing God’s sovereignty. You can trust Him even when chaos surrounds you.

Trust Him in the Storm

Arteries of Grace - Dubstep Remix 3

We pause to consider those undergoing severe hardships.

Great Suffering

Humility and Deliverance

When you go to be with Jesus, what will be your legacy? For Kay Arthur, it’s a deep and abiding love for Scripture. She spent her life teaching women how to study God’s Word well, and there is so much we can learn from her faithfulness.

Precept, Parkinson's, and the Truth That Sets Us Free

Invisible Battle

This week we begin a 9 week exploration of the book of Ecclesiastes as Tom Parker invites us to consider our mortality and the wisdom of humility. As we read Ecclesiastes 1, we're challenged to confront the brevity and cyclical nature of life. The scripture paints a stark picture of existence as 'hevel,' 'vanity,' 'smoke' - fleeting as a breath. Yet, far from being pessimistic, this wisdom literature invites us to embrace reality and find meaning within life's limitations. We're reminded that while generations come and go, the earth remains, highlighting our small place in the grand scheme. This perspective shift can be liberating, freeing us from the illusion of control and opening our hearts to God's eternal presence. As we grapple with life's repetitive nature - from daily chores to life's big questions - we're called to find joy in simple pleasures and trust in God's overarching plan, even when it's not immediately apparent. This message resonates deeply with our modern lives and our cultural moment, encouraging us to live humbly and purposefully in light of our mortality.

Ecclesiastes | Searching Through A Secular Age - Ecclesiastes 1 - Tom Parker

This week on SOI:
How’s it going? Is there a true answer to that?
Some people like to stay in suffering
Political (Oppositional validation)
Personal (fear of tradeoffs)
Intellectual (Falling in love with it - Gollum, Notes from Underground)
Death, grief, and the ways Michael and Matt process emotions.

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Ep 252: Who likes to suffer?!

Sold Beat - Brick by Brick

Act 2 Change My Destruction (Poetry)

Ajahn Viradhammo, guides the first morning of the 2025 Galilee Fall Retreat while everyone is hearing the nearby blasts from the duck hunters guns. 

He reminds us that when we follow the sound of the blasts into thought - to the outside, into content -  remember Ajahn Dun's first sentence of reframing the Buddha's Four Noble Truths;  "the mind gone outside is the origination of suffering".....

Ajahn Viradhammo 2025 09 20 First Morning of Retreat Meditation Instruction

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I make Christian songs from my Memories, Dreams or Commissions. I have Notebooks filled with my Dreams, so I'll be making a good amount of Music of all kinds :) My Ministry helps me make these songs come to Life to Honor Jesus Christ :) Update: Sorry guys, we lost our Home, we are now Homeless and won't be making music anymore. God Bless You all and all we ask is for Prayer <3

This is My AI Band for my Trauma Art Therapy Music.
All Lyrics Written & Developments done by me Nexus Khimera. Including how I created the Sound and all Lyrics are from my personal Experiences. 

Welcome I'm Nexus Khimera. I have been a vocalist & lyricist since I was 15 , now I'm 38. My doctors asked me to try it for therapy. I never stopped. I have been diagnosed with Antisocial/BPD Cluster C Personality Disorder, Dissociative Identity Disorder, CPTSD/ PTSD. I've had DID since I was young around 5 next 15 then through 19 to 38. My alters have been writing since 15, to help realise stored buried trauma & use their voices helping them to crawl to the surface. I'm a survivor of sexual, physical & emotional abuse & victim of domestic violence. My alters told me to start creating music here, when I started here I got sick, after playing them over and over. I got nauseous my guts were speaking to me, I could feel them surfacing. Crawling around MelanKholyia N the system. From family, to their friends and every one I tried to get close would abuse me, abandoned me or used me as a doll until I was as hollow as the echoes of the fundamental nothingness the obsidian womb. This is my Trauma Art Therapy. Bringing Mental Health Awareness to music notes. If you struggle with | Dissociative Identity Disorder | Antisocial Personality Disorder CPTSD PTSD. This music just for us <3.
 Thank you for your support. Thank you for not taking my music or stuff out of what I'm really trying to do now with the info I have now told confronted my on my family telling them what happened tonight. As last night for the first time I confronted my family. All I got was lies from them as they turned what they have done against me as they have my whole life now I have proof , at this point their lies and denial has got me to this point.
I will not hide myself or feel ashamed to tell the truth now because I've learn to accept myself for once I my life. I'm sick of this self hate and disgusted because of what I have become because of my environments and things that happened to me. Because of the embarrassment and how much I hate myself because well that's whats happens when everytime you try to say something others are invading the places. That are made to be safe. I'm not going to stay quite ever again I will scream out until I lose all breath. The stigma must be broken .

38 Years old

Syracuse IN

With a Masters & Dissociative Degree N Damage & Art

I write all lyrics in both Bands

Regarding the musical projects, "Echo's N Melankholyia" is an online band where I serve as the lyricist and intend to transition into vocal duties. For the live band "Mothyii," I am the lyricist and vocalist. As a professional artist, poet, and lyricist, I have received diagnoses for ASPD, BPD, DID, ADHD, SAD, OCD, GAD, Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, and Hypersexuality.

Nexus Khimera utilizes musical expression as a form of trauma art therapy, channeling experiences of abuse, toxic relationships, and addiction into compositions. The artist's work, reflecting a journey of survival and recovery, incorporates elements of Goth Rock, Industrial Rock, Nu Metal, Gothcore, Post Rock, Grunge, Post Grunge, Dark Wave, and cyberpunk. The resulting soundscapes are characterized by haunting atmospheres, dark ambient textures, and emotionally charged layers, reflecting themes of mental health and personal struggle. As Nexus Khimera, I operate as an artist, poet, lyricist, and vocalist, exploring the complexities of the human psyche within the context of cosmic themes. My creative endeavors, influenced by Borderline Personality Disorder and the effects of past trauma, serve as a means of processing and transforming internal struggles. My artistic practice encompasses a range of mediums, including charcoal drawings that blend biomechanical and Lovecraftian elements, dark surrealism, and abstract expressions derived from emotional experiences. Through a combination of AI-assisted and traditional techniques, I aim to confront and transmute personal traumas into evocative visual narratives. My poetry also plays a crucial role in this process. My artistic expression, characterized by free verse, unconventional lyrics, and a distinctive vocal delivery, functions as a therapeutic outlet, allowing for the articulation of complex emotions and observations of a world often perceived through a somber lens.

I invite you to explore this realm of shadowed beauty and candid revelations. Please follow Nexus Khimera on social media to stay informed about his creative endeavors.

Thank you for your visit. I hope your day is filled with moments of both wonder and introspection. I encourage you to return soon.

Please explore my band, Echo's N Melankholyia, and consider subscribing.

[Links to YouTube, Suno, and Facebook]

© 2025 by Echo's N Melankholyia. Lyrics by Nexus Khimera. All rights reserved. Music generated with Suno AI. Date: September 5, 2025. "It all Begins." Decipher the underlying messages. Encryption is my method.Characterized by free verse, unconventional lyrics, and a distinctive vocal delivery, it functions as a therapeutic outlet, allowing for the articulation of complex emotions and observations of a world often perceived through a somber lens.

I Invite you to explore this realm of shadowed beauty and candid revelations. Please follow Nexus Khimera on social media to stay informed about his creative endeavors.

Thank you for your visit. I hope your day is filled with moments of both wonder and introspection. I encourage you to return soon.

Please explore my band, Echo's N Melankholyia, and consider subscribing. Thank you all for your support.

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