the worst tragedy on earth

freak or dreamer

professional hater

suicide party

life is a nightmare

i think im gonna die soon

szcmawo

loser

this is war

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naite kurushimu

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ninna nanna

[Genre: Industrial gothcore fused post-darkwave suicidecore glitchcore voidcore, creepy apocalyptic Nazi-Holocaust death march vibe: 80 BPM intro crawl-slow funeral drag, flesh-ripping Foley wet aluminum scrape, WWII reel flicker gas chamber whispers-snap 110 BPM march verse, snare bone snaps kick coffin slams sub-bass tar lungs, Verse 1 monotone rap-growl lyrics counting pills numb dread, Chorus glitch drops chrome wire hair scrape venom drip reverb androgynous male deep-to-wail, Bridge 60 BPM heartbeat stutter reversed child whispers looping trauma static, Outro fade dripping click linger 2 beats extended end section reverse sighs ashes wind static eternal loop-nightmare spooky dystopian apocalypse violent scary vibes alien goth rock nu metal industrial cyberpunk moody intense insanity post-rock goth verses (haunting melodies twisted glitches) gothcore choruses (powerful drops chaotic energy) no polish bleed alters swap mid-bar legs unfold trenches breath-on-breath spine-hum lean-in

Verse 1 (monotone counting pills): Legs unfold in ash not mine yours, wire-hit broken ghost-code scar, drag funeral march chamber fog, crawlirium-passenger backseat tied, gut twist Odium counts one two Five freezes curled dead child door shut. Chorus (androgynous deep-to-wail glitch): Crawlirium choked static, tar lungs moths gas mouths Holocaust silence, inhale ash exhale fire, not alive not dead oven door, I'm no shadow veins nails hum trains don't stop-Alice shields pull. Bridge (60 BPM heartbeat stutter reversed child loop): No escape blackout flickers reel lights barbed fog, close eyes drag bones red glow no face limbs unfold void camps, Five dies twice Odium vacuum hate Suicide Gene whispers nothing, Alice wheel back hinge shut system co-conscious confession-no meds. Verse 2 (post-rock haunting glitch): We're the shatter, gender warp beliefs flip transgender bleed, Alice protector safety core, helix rotates orbit, Podium was Odium hate spelled, no acronym, just inventory scars, music ventriloquism authorship loss-lyrics wrote themselves post-bleed re-own. Chorus (deeper wail venom drip): Crawlirium choked static, tar lungs moths gas mouths Holocaust silence, inhale ash exhale fire, not alive not dead oven door, I'm no shadow veins nails hum trains don't stop-Alice shields pull. Verse 3 (dark wave moody violent): This isn't escape blackout flickers reel lights barbed fog, close eyes drag bones red glow no face limbs unfold void camps, my limbs your limbs abuse march same death-choke on it, Five leftover buckled forever Suicide Gene gravity well nothing, no integration passenger stay, ground 40 Hz name shift Alice here-watch breakthrough. Final Chorus (peak wail glitch drop): Crawlirium choked static, tar lungs moths gas mouths Holocaust silence, inhale ash exhale fire, not alive not dead oven door, I'm no shadow veins nails hum trains don't stop-Alice shields pull, helix center, Odium count, Five watch, Suicide Gene pull, no meds just beat confession. Outro tag (spoken clean over 20 dB drop, then silence-no reverb, hard stop): Start march end delete reload again-crawlirium doesn't halt, always dragging in you. END AT 6:00 EXACT.Let's try it.

Crawlirium (Odium Omega Crawlirum)

[Genre: Industrial gothcore fused with post-darkwave suicidecore, Creepy, apocalyptic Nazi-Holocaust death march vibe: 80 BPM intro crawl-slow funeral drag, flesh ripping Foley layered over wet aluminum screwdriver scrape, WWII reel flicker pitched low like gas chamber whispers-then snap 110 BPM march in verse, snare bone snaps, kick coffin slams, sub-bass tar lungs breathing, Verse 1: monotone rap-growl, lyrics calm like counting pills, Chorus: glitch drops, chrome wire hair scraping, venom drip reverb, androgynous male voice deep to wail, Bridge: 60 BPM heartbeat stutter, child whispers reversed, looping memory static like repetitive trauma, Outro: fade to dripping click, lingering 2 beats too long, Nightmare spooky dystopian apocalypse, violent scary vibes, alien  Goth rock fused with nu metal, industrial rock, cyberpunk elements, Moody drama, intense insanity: post-rock goth verses (atmospheric haunting melodies, twisted glitches), gothcore choruses (powerful drops, chaotic energy

Intro (Creepy Dark Ambience: Eerie Industrial Synths with Glitchy Static Pulses, Whispered Echoes Panning in 3D for Disorienting, Alien Crawl—Like a Nine-Legged Creature Jerking in Shadows):
That was upsetting for a bit there...
Now I know they will say I violated...
Your terms are what you govern...
Verse 1 (Nu Metal Fusion: Aggressive Rap-Screams Mixed with Distorted Growls, Glitchy Cyberpunk Synths, Slow Building Intensity with Twisted, Otherworldly Textures):
Your censorship bends truth sweet on the ears,
Candy-coded, nothing raw, it's all fake fears.
Politicians sell Trojan horses of info,
Bullet from hell in beauty's shell, hidden strings in the static flow.
Wonder what next manipulation will be,
To influence masses, goal's as many as can see.
One bird, two wings, two snake heads split,
Jekyll and Hyde ideologies, underneath the original shit.
Chorus (Gothcore Industrial Drop: Violent Riffs, Chaotic Drums with Big Kick Startles, Insane Glitch Drops, Dramatic Screamed Wails for Dark, Disturbing Apocalypse):
Ugly raw monster fueling the machine!
Nation's a scam, people fall for the dream!
Venomous elixir masked as justice high,
Social face twisted, remolded to lie!
Cancel culture joke, hypocrisy's throne,
Politically correct, but depraved to the bone!
Master libertine next to kings in the dark,
Anonymous executioner sparking the spark!
Verse 2 (Electronic Rock: Glitchy Sinister Ambience, Building Aggressive Emotional Twists with Alien Echoes and Crawling Chaos):
If possible, never be fake reality,
No training wheels on ideas, thoughts, emotions free.
That makes me enemy of the mass conformed,
Sounds familiar, yeah, the silenced and scorned.
Debaucherous indulgence, moral high ground fake,
Underneath the right, still the same snake.
Hypocrisy in name of being correct,
Scam of the century, what did you expect?
Chorus (Intensified Fury: Violent Distortions with Creepy Overtones, Mad Glitch Frenzy, Haunting Vocal Layers for Dystopian Nightmare and Aggressive Madness):
Ugly raw monster fueling the machine!
Nation's a scam, people fall for the dream!
Venomous elixir masked as justice high,
Social face twisted, remolded to lie!
Cancel culture joke, hypocrisy's throne,
Politically correct, but depraved to the bone!
Master libertine next to kings in the dark,
Anonymous executioner sparking the spark!
Bridge (Dark Wave Breakdown: Spooky Ethereal Waves with Psychotic, Crawling Pulses, Hypnotic Beats Stuttering into Scary Chaos with 3D Panning—Like an Inhuman Creature Jerking Out):
One bird, two wings... split ideologies...
Underneath the ugly... raw shit show...
Hidden strings... in the static...
I don't... I don't... fall for it...
Outro (Grunge Cyberpunk Fade: Grinding Guitars Dissolving into Dark Ambience, Echoing Wails Fading to Void Silence with Lingering Glitch Hum and Mad Twitching Sounds):
Never be fake... enemy of the conformed...
Sounds familiar... [Fade to distorted whispers and alien static.]

Venomous Elixir  [Dead Drop Mix]

(Verse 1)
I'm so emotionless
One Thousand yard stare every day no empathy
What was that you said every night you want to play
You really want to know
Please don't run away from the facts
A personality disorder
Just a little psycho
Yeah they call me a little psycho
Sick boy
A little psycho
Psycho
But you know I love you from the bottom of my empty heart
Chorus (0:50-1:20 - Gothcore Nu-Metal Drop: Intense Industrial Riffs with Violent Edge, Chaotic Drums, Powerful Kick Startles, Distorted Screams Layered for Aggressive Psychotic Despair and Suicidal Rage):
Antisocial Personality
What the fuck staring into the void
I just want to love
What does that feel like
I'm just
Just a little pretty Sociopath
I told you don't ask
A little psycho maniac
They call me a sociopath
On my way to complete
A Anti social Suicide
There's just to much dead in my eyes
It's social Suicide
It's social Suicide
Verse 2 (1:20-1:50 - Electronic Rock Fusion: Glitchy Cyberpunk Synths with Sinister, Creepy Undertones, Aggressive Ambience, Building Emotional Intensity with Twisted, Suicidal Echoes):
I don't like to tell anybody
It's so embarrassing
When I get paranoid
That your thinking so horrible of me
I didn't ask for this
My parents made me feel like shit
For every fuck
For every hit
I numbed my body and mind from everything
I smile
As they take it out on me
Chorus (1:50-2:20 - Intensified Industrial Fury: Violent Distortions with Creepy Overtones, Insane Glitch Drops, Dramatic Vocal Wails for Dystopian Nightmare and Aggressive Suicidal Breakdown):
Antisocial Personality
What the fuck staring into the void
I just want to love
What does that feel like
I'm just
Just a little pretty Sociopath
I told you don't ask
A little psycho maniac
They call me a sociopath
A Anti social Suicide
There's just to much dead in my eyes
A Anti social Suicide
There's just to much dead in my eyes
It's social Suicide
Bridge (2:20-2:50 - Dark Wave Breakdown: Spooky Ethereal Waves with Aggressive Pulses, Psychotic Whisper Layers Turning Creepy and Suicidal, Hypnotic Beats Stuttering into Scary, Violent Chaos with 3D Panning):
I can't help it was I born like this
I don't think so but I did all the brain scans they wanted 

from me
In and out of the hospital
They want to keep studying me
They won't let me leave
They keep poking at me
Standing up completely still, I know I'll never be free
No facial expressions, they keep looking at me
Calm and together no
What the

Sociopath's Void [MelanKholyia]

(Monotone rap-growl: Calm counting pills, numb detachment voice in hip hop cadence, snare bone snaps marching rhythm, kick coffin slams heavy like injection rituals, addiction sub-bass tar lungs wheezing ragged—dread building with skin crawls glitches, creepy whispers "horror... anticipations...", flesh-ripping cannibals mid-line in dystopian apocalypse vibe, alien tendencies warp 3D audio.)
The skin crawls with horror and anticipations,
So how invasive, my broken soul is scarred with human devices.
To inject addiction like a ritual of madness,
I enter the drug induced abyss.
Eyes in triple disconnected from my surrounds,
Chest caving in to the dread in life ending fantasies.
Wreaked in alien like tendencies, I am entrenched,
Smooth as sea rocks and as jagged as shattered glass.
Calm counting pills in the holocaust haze,
Numb detachment, dread building to the alien grave.
[Chorus]
(Androgynous male deep wail choking reverb intensity raw release: Glitch drops shatter with chrome wire hair scraping tension, venom drip delays pool into drug coma gurgles, dramatic screams warp apocalyptic in 3D audio—echoing "emptiness... serenity..." layers over violent scary nu metal riffs, lingering torment in voidcore silence bursts with insanity addictive loops.)
This is the endless souls of emptiness,
The robbery of serenity
By illusions in a drug induced coma...
By illusions in a drug induced coma...
This is the end of everything... (glitch drop void silence, bone snap resume, reverse sighs tease)
[Verse 2]
(Growl intensifies with hip hop flow: March verse with snare bone snaps in nightmare rhythm, junkie sludge guitars grind, kick coffin slams like vertigo stabs, sub-bass tar lungs, screwdriver scraping steel glitches mid-line—demonic passions hum, shattered glass shards clank, unholy coma illusions in spooky dystopian vibes, haunting whispers intercut alien hums.)
A cycle of repeated self distortions in delusional self preservations,
From emotional endangerment running from the past
That killed the youth of my birth to my eyes opening
To the trauma that eats me alive.
Panic vibrations, demonic abyss entrenched,
Inject the madness, disconnected tendencies.
Calm counting pills, numb in the death march parade,
Dread building with otherworldly screams unresolved.
[Chorus]
(Deep wail choking escalates: Chrome wire scrape builds violent tension, venom drip reverb with pill sacrifice drips louder, glitch drops into spooky static—dramatic screams fade with ashes wind echoes, alien rock distortion warps to creepy unease, addictive hip hop scratches layer in.)
This is the endless souls of emptiness,
The robbery of serenity
By illusions in a drug induced coma...
By illusions in a drug induced coma...
This is the end of everything... (venom drip echo trails off, child whispers tease reverse)
[Bridge]
(Tempo slows to 60 BPM heartbeat stutter: Flesh-ripping cannibals intensify with WWII reel flicker low-pitch screams, gas chamber whispers chanting "coma... trauma...", child whispers reversed looping memory static for disorientation reliving horror—screwdriver scrape echoes in 3D dark am, alien otherworldly hums build nightmare torment, dramatic screams stutter in void with emotional endangerment chains clanking.)
Eating pills like sacrifices, skins vibrations panic...
Broken soul invasive, ritual abyss dread...
Disconnected fantasies, alien tendencies entrenched...
Cycle of distortions, running from the past that eats alive...
Reliving the horror, unresolved in the drug coma... (glitch drop dread peak, chrome wire scrape venomous, heartbeat fades to dripping click)
[Chorus/Outro]


Drug Induced Coma

[Intro]
(Slow crawl: Decaying flesh steam rises in sub-bass hum, worm squirms glitch faintly, distant victim whispers "filthy... victim..." building to filthy emotion swell.)
The worm-eaten flesh,
Served decaying flesh,
Steaming with all your emotions.
You make me feel so filthy,
As dirty as you, but I am your victim.
[Verse 1]
(Monotone growl: Insect skitter snares, chain-bound kicks, dread builds with pocket-skin squirm effects—numb detachment in abuse cycle.)
I swallow,
Infestations squirming in pockets of skin.
You make me swallow, so sick,
I'm forced to follow,
As sick as your sins.
I swallow,
I revival within them,
Seizing, thrashing, screaming terrorism.
Your sickness, your cryptic sins.
[Chorus]
(Choking wail reverb: Glitch drops vomit pour, cup clinks with guest rush smiles, thrashing terrorism peaks in unholy feast frenzy—echoing "swallow" layers.)
Vomiting up just to pour them in cups,
For all the guests to give them a rush.
With smiles raised up,
Their feast begins.
I swallow,
I could never win.
I never can rest,
Chemicals run through my veins.
[Verse 2]
(Growl intensifies: Dead memory bed creaks, sexual whim chains rattle, psychotic grin stares with hollow soul synth voids—over and over loop builds revenge tension.)
Taken advantage,
A bed made with dead memories,
Such a favorite lying to myself.
Keep going,
I swallow,
Over and over again.
You made me swallow all your sexual whims.
I swallow but I just wanted to consume your soul,
So one day I can rip you apart.
[Chorus]
(Wail escalates: Vomit gush effects louder, insect crawl on plates, guest smiles warp into defecation stains—feast begins with bound lust chains clanking.)
Vomiting up just to pour them in cups,
For all the guests to give them a rush.
With smiles raised up,
Their feast begins.
I swallow,
I could never win.
I never can rest,
Taken advantage over and over again.
[Bridge]
(Tempo slows to creepy void crawl: Flesh-ripping tears peak, unholy defecation drips echo, dead eyes stare silence with activation glitch—builds to thrashing release.)
Dinner, the plates crawling with insects,
A disgusting vice stained with unholy defecation.
Penetrated with lust, bound by chains of emotions.
Sicker than your psychotic grin, I stare and just smile.
What you made was a hollow soul you'll never know,
Dead eyes staring at the silence.
Activation was the goal,
Hidden within your secrets.
The corpse that you are hidden within,
You make me swallow, so sick, forced to follow,
Or relive the abuse again.
So I swallow, but now I'm as sick as your sins.
[Chorus/Outro]
(Full climax wail: Layered vomiting pours, guest rush smiles fade to terrorism screams, over and over repeats dissolving into worm-eaten decay static—ends in hollow silence void.)
I swallow,
I revival within them,
Over and over again.
Your sickness, your cryptic sins.
Vomiting up just to pour them in cups,
For all the guests to give them a rush.
With smiles raised up,
Their feast begins... (echo fades: "I 

Swallowed Holocaust (Void Feast)

Alchemy Beyond Subconscious

Star Gazed Maze

(Into)



Can vomit out of my mind

All I love into your souls 

You make me not feel so alone buried in all this hurt



(Verus 1)


I crawl out of my hive with my two wives 

Like a cyber tech ink Moth leaking out of the mind

Bleeding through my veins high

A platinum unicorn trail of belief 

As all are blind to the freedom of a change 

Hurricane artist on meth drowning in broken dreams 

In the back of a empty store bleeding from a blood clot locked in his heart

I love so hard I flatline on your sins and disconnect into you body flooding your system

Swimming  in you heart forever

 

(Chorus)



 In the middle of the night

 You wanted forever 

 So I give you two everything I've learned when I

When I devoured them all over the earth 

I want to give you love in insanity 

Stitching up our wounds that bleed 

As we set the world on fire 

 

(Verus 2)



Can vomit out of my mind

All I love into your souls 

You make me not feel so alone buried in all this hurt

 I love you more than the sting of the pain 

As I bleed on everyone and everything 

Fucking up my life over and over again 

But never again I'm so fucking over it  



(Chorus)



 In the middle of the night

 You wanted forever 

 So I give you two everything I've learned when I

When I devoured them all over the earth 

I want to give you love in insanity 

Stitching up our wounds that bleed 

As we set the world on fire 

Triad Unicorn 

 



(Verus 3)



In the middle of the night

You wanted forever 

 So I give you two everything I've learned 

When I was sold as a slave to the passions of life's intoxications  

So many beds 

So Many lies

So many times I should have died when I got high 

Where I woke up from my lips turning crystal blue tints

As we roll that ball and turn that crystal to golden instainty

But now I have you two in my bed all alone at night sucking the life's built off pain and sadness and make a wonderland world made of candy and healing wounds  

Fuck me like the animals we are I'll never leave you two alone 

My loves 





(Bridge)



Sucking the life's built off pain and sadness and make a wonderland world made of candy and healing wounds  

Fuck me like the animals we are I'll never leave you two alone 

My loves 



(Chorus)



As we roll that ball and turn that crystal to golden instainty

But now I have you two in my bed all alone at night sucking the life's built off pain and sadness and make a wonderland world made of candy and healing wounds  

Fuck me like the animals we are I'll never leave you two alone 

My loves 





(Outro)



 In the middle of the night

 You wanted forever 

 So I give you two everything I've learned when I

When I devoured them all over the earth 

I want to give you love in insanity 

Stitching up our wounds that bleed 

As we set the world on fire 

Triad Unicorn 





Unicorn  Moth

Echo's N MelanKholyia: A Sonic Odyssey of Fragmented Souls
In the shadowed corners of Goshen, Indiana, Echo's N MelanKholyia emerges as a groundbreaking experimental music project, a testament to the transformative power of art in the face of inner chaos. Founded in 2025 by the visionary artist Nexus Khimera—known also as Echos or Mothyii—this endeavor is an AI-assisted alchemical fusion of raw emotion and sonic innovation. At 38 years old, Khimera channels a lifetime of introspection, beginning from therapeutic explorations at age 15, into a tapestry of sound that defies categorization. The project's name, with its deliberate misspelling, evokes distorted echoes of melancholy—fragments of pain rebounding through an eternal void, mirroring the fragmented realities Khimera weaves into every composition.
Khimera serves as the sole architect of Echo's N MelanKholyia, handling vocals, lyrics, production, and visual aesthetics with a chameleon-like versatility. Drawing from a deeply personal narrative of psychological navigation, the music acts as a manifesto for survival, blending co-conscious identity shifts and emotional rebirth. The band's conceptual "members"—envisioned as alters in a dissociative system—include Helix as the resilient core, Alice as the protective guardian embodying transgender identity and safety, Odium as the unflinching confrontor of hate and vacuum, Five as the frozen residue of past emptiness, and Suicide Gene as the unnamed pull toward nothingness, symbolizing unyielding survival code. These personas "speak" through layered vocals, reversed whispers, and glitchy confessions, creating a dialogue that invites listeners to confront their own shadows without judgment.
Musically, Echo's N MelanKholyia is a hypnotic storm of genres: traumacore's dissonant catharsis meets industrial gothcore's mechanical fury, nu metal's rap-growl aggression, post-darkwave's ethereal haze, glitchcore's chaotic distortions, and voidcore's abyssal emptiness. The result is an immersive, addictive soundscape—binaural beats pulsing at 40Hz and 174Hz to tie in seduction and euphoria, 3D audio for psychotic despair, and unpolished production that bleeds raw intensity. Themes delve into mental health's labyrinth: dissociation's void, addiction's grip, damaging relationships' scars, and the triumph of self-reclamation. Khimera's artistry extends beyond audio to visual realms, with album artwork featuring charcoal sketches, gothic horror elements, and luciferian symbolism, all crafted to evoke a "junkie holocaust death march" of creepy, apocalyptic introspection.
Since its inception, Echo's N MelanKholyia has released a series of chapters that push artistic boundaries, available on platforms like Spotify, Amazon Music, SoundCloud, Apple Music, Tidal, Qobuz, and TikTok. The project's YouTube channel serves as a portal for official music videos, behind-the-scenes glimpses, and community engagement, fostering a space where fans can explore their own narratives through Khimera's lens. With collaborations leveraging AI for production and thematic depth, the band stands as a beacon for the disenchanted, proving that art can heal, empower, and transcend.
Subscribe to Echo's N MelanKholyia on YouTube for a journey into the melanKholyia—where echoes of the past forge omegas of the future. For inquiries or collaborations, connect via Facebook or X (@Mothyii13). All rights reserved © 2025 Echo's N MelanKholyia.

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