(Verse 1)
I'm so emotionless
One Thousand yard stare every day no empathy
What was that you said every night you want to play
You really want to know
Please don't run away from the facts
A personality disorder
Just a little psycho
Yeah they call me a little psycho
Sick boy
A little psycho
Psycho
But you know I love you from the bottom of my empty heart
Chorus (0:50-1:20 - Gothcore Nu-Metal Drop: Intense Industrial Riffs with Violent Edge, Chaotic Drums, Powerful Kick Startles, Distorted Screams Layered for Aggressive Psychotic Despair and Suicidal Rage):
Antisocial Personality
What the fuck staring into the void
I just want to love
What does that feel like
I'm just
Just a little pretty Sociopath
I told you don't ask
A little psycho maniac
They call me a sociopath
On my way to complete
A Anti social Suicide
There's just to much dead in my eyes
It's social Suicide
It's social Suicide
Verse 2 (1:20-1:50 - Electronic Rock Fusion: Glitchy Cyberpunk Synths with Sinister, Creepy Undertones, Aggressive Ambience, Building Emotional Intensity with Twisted, Suicidal Echoes):
I don't like to tell anybody
It's so embarrassing
When I get paranoid
That your thinking so horrible of me
I didn't ask for this
My parents made me feel like shit
For every fuck
For every hit
I numbed my body and mind from everything
I smile
As they take it out on me
Chorus (1:50-2:20 - Intensified Industrial Fury: Violent Distortions with Creepy Overtones, Insane Glitch Drops, Dramatic Vocal Wails for Dystopian Nightmare and Aggressive Suicidal Breakdown):
Antisocial Personality
What the fuck staring into the void
I just want to love
What does that feel like
I'm just
Just a little pretty Sociopath
I told you don't ask
A little psycho maniac
They call me a sociopath
A Anti social Suicide
There's just to much dead in my eyes
A Anti social Suicide
There's just to much dead in my eyes
It's social Suicide
Bridge (2:20-2:50 - Dark Wave Breakdown: Spooky Ethereal Waves with Aggressive Pulses, Psychotic Whisper Layers Turning Creepy and Suicidal, Hypnotic Beats Stuttering into Scary, Violent Chaos with 3D Panning):
I can't help it was I born like this
I don't think so but I did all the brain scans they wanted 

from me
In and out of the hospital
They want to keep studying me
They won't let me leave
They keep poking at me
Standing up completely still, I know I'll never be free
No facial expressions, they keep looking at me
Calm and together no
What the

Sociopath's Void [MelanKholyia]

genuinely losing it
song: collapse- amotti
second part of the song is better imo

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This is My AI Band for my Traumacore music Trauma Art Therapy Music.
All Lyrics Written & Developments done by me Echos or Nexus Khimera. Including how I created the Sound and all Lyrics are from my personal Experiences. 

Welcome I'm Nexus Khimera Or Echos. I have been a vocalist & lyricist since I was 15 , now I'm 38. My doctors asked me to try it for therapy. I never stopped. I have been diagnosed with Antisocial/BPD Cluster C Personality Disorder, Dissociative Identity Disorder, CPTSD/ PTSD. I've had DID since I was young around 5 next 15 then through 19 to 38. My alters have been writing since 15, to help realise stored buried trauma & use their voices helping them to crawl to the surface. I'm a survivor of sexual, physical & emotional abuse & victim of domestic violence. My alters told me to start creating music here, when I started here I got sick, after playing them over and over. I got nauseous my guts were speaking to me, I could feel them surfacing. Crawling around MelanKholyia N the system. From family, to their friends and every one I tried to get close would abuse me, abandoned me or used me as a doll until I was as hollow as the echoes of the fundamental nothingness the obsidian womb. This is my Trauma Art Therapy. Bringing Mental Health Awareness to music notes. If you struggle with | Dissociative Identity Disorder | Antisocial Personality Disorder CPTSD PTSD. This music just for us <3.
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