I Drank The Radiance

Why is an anchor
Why is death impossible
Why is something ending
Why is within us
Why distintegrates
Why listens

Y Disintegrates

Gather the splinters of will.
Restore the yes that was.
Kindle the fire in its ash-shaped form.
For I am cleaved—
And the cleaving is deep—
But even my turning away
Turns within You.

Even My Turning Away Turns Within You

First Arcanum

The air changed.
It was not silence—
But the sound that silence rides in on,
Full of bees and burning snow.

And then—
Not a figure, but a weight,
Descending behind my sternum,
As if the Name itself had bent toward me
And would not unbend.

The Unheard Hymn

“It is not by instruction, but by illumination, that the soul is initiated into the mysteries.” (Stromata 5.11)

Tears of Clement

The breath-surge that opens the veil. The gushing forth of the unseen that stirs all things. 

The piercing axis, the veil of memory, the sharp fourth is wholeness through fracture.

Aeolyma

"They believed the divine was not to be studied, but to be undone into." 

In unknowing, we are not blind—we are struck radiant
by the presence that cannot be contained in thought.
For the One who is all
withholds Himself
until we forget our name enough to hear it.

Nihil Scire Omnia Scire

Curdled Grace

like broken jars to carry what cannot be contained, spilling more than they can hold

Adoration

ambient synth + shortwave theohauntology experiments

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