I'm alive!
Life has been getting in the way again but uhhhh
enjoy my unchanged garbo music

A light a the end of the tunnel so far away

Distant from forever ago

🍂 That annual moment when your weather app says "perfectly balanced" but your brain chemistry says "absolutely not."

Written during a 3:17 am spiral about how my SAD lamp is still in a box from last year's breakdown while everyone else seems to have their shit together enough to coordinate outfits with falling leaves. This track is for everyone whose "autumn aesthetic" is just surviving until spring.

Produced entirely in my bedroom between therapy appointments I can't afford and pumpkin spice lattes I definitely can't afford. The bass-line mimics my serotonin levels (steadily declining), while the synths represent the $40 candle I bought instead of groceries.

For my listeners dealing with the season change: What's your most unhinged fall coping mechanism? Mine is calling eating soup in bed "honoring the harvest" 🥲

If this resonates, you might need therapy. If you can't afford therapy, welcome to the club - we have seasonal depression and memes.

Seasonal Depression (His)



POV: you're 26... or 27... (honestly who's keeping track anymore) and realize Cinderella lied to you about how adulthood works

This is what happens when childhood Disney magic meets adult anxiety, student loans, and the realization that Prince Charming doesn't have good health insurance. Written after a particularly unhinged therapy session where I connected my quarter-life crisis to Belle having Stockholm syndrome (more to come on that....)

If you've ever cried to Toy Story 3 while taking your antidepressants, this one's for you bestie ✨

Made this in my bedroom with pixie dust and the emotional weight of my millennial-hybrid existence. 

Stream it while you doom scroll or during your commute to a job that requires 5 years experience for an "entry level" position.

Special shoutout to my therapist who said music and Disney is "healthy processing" and not "concerning fixation" 🏰💊

CW: mentions of mental health, medication, existential dread, and Disney Fantasies that I can't even afford to visit anymore :(

Disney and Depressants (40 mg BID)

Metaphors are like little word pictures that help us understand complex ideas by comparing them to something familiar.  They're super useful for making our language more colorful and expressive, almost like painting with words! Sometimes, though, we use them so often we don't even realize it, and they just become part of how we talk.  Honestly, in the grand scheme of things, whether we use a metaphor or not might not always be a big deal. The main point is conveying our message, right? So, let's keep those creative comparisons flowing! 💡✨ #MetaphorMagic #Wordplay #CommunicationIsKey 🗣️🎨

A Metaphor

But wait! Cruise, what are supposed to be learning??...Be patient now, we just got on this ride!

This captures that specific millennial anxiety about constant upskilling pressure while the traditional education system becomes increasingly irrelevant. The rhyme plays with the urgency and FOMO around learning opportunities while highlighting how we're all just doom-scrolling through saved courses we'll never actually take.
The tone hits that sweet spot of "therapy-core" self-awareness mixed with economic fatalism that resonates with the 26-34 crowd who are watching AI potentially make their expensive degrees obsolete while still being told they need to learn more to stay relevant.
Perfect for that 3 AM spiral when you're adding another Coursera course to your cart while your student loan payment reminder sits unread in your inbox! 🎵

Last Chance Learning - Magic Cruise Control Episode 2

I just post my own original music for me, but glad to share it here with you.

New tracks tagged #Therapy-core