feat @bloodsekai prod @1zakuro

[@bloodsekai]
hands off your scarlet wrist
it hurts to live like this
your blood comes out your neck
red's cheap when you're desperate
it's so quiet in here
all the desks are stacked near
i'm still shedding my tears
my tongue drops in my mouth

[@imsorryhori]
she's a vampire
at night she's never tired
if i said she wasn't cool id be a liar
to be like her, is what i desire
how do i fall in love?
i've tried so hard but i've got no luck
i guess ill find out when she sucks my blood
i really hope i fall in love

[@bloodsekai]
hands off your scarlet wrist
it hurts to live like this
your blood comes out your neck
red's cheap when you're desperate
it's so quiet in here
all the desks are stacked near
i'm still shedding my tears
my tongue drops in my mouth
my teeth are red

scarlet wrists (w/ bloodsekai)

diss on my friend hunty heres his roblox: https://www.roblox.com/users/171050426/profile

everything by jayjay

perspective of hunty's brother

lyrics: 
i hate my fa* brother!!! lyrics

found a dildo in his closet
i rlly wish he didnt exist but they tell to just deal with it

he dresses as a femboy online
i wish my parents didnt fuck in 1989

(verse)
-faaa**gottttttt melodic over lyrics
fuk u hunty
fuk u hunty
fuk u hunty
fuk u hunty 
ur a f**got
ur a f**got
ur a f**got
ur a f**got
go hunty 
go hunty
go hunty
go hunty
fuckin f**got
fuckin f**got
fuckin f**got
fuckin f**got


he works at fuckin starbucks
i just want a brother that i can love
i have such bad, bad luck
i really hate this shit man fuck!

2k hours on rust
his keyboards full of crust
when im near him i feel crushed
i hate you hunter rust!

(verse)
-faaa**gottttttt melodic over lyrics n another melody
fuk u hunty
fuk u hunty
fuk u hunty
fuk u hunty 
ur a f**got
ur a f**got
ur a f**got
ur a f**got
go hunty
go hunty
go hunty
go hunty
fuckin f**got
fuckin f**got
fuckin f**got
fuckin f**got


huntyyyyyyyy went to the party
huntyyyyyyyyy went to the party
huntyyyyyyyyyyy went to the party
huntyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i hate you hunty

i hate my f**got brother!!!

feat + produced by @1zakuro

lyrics :

[@1zakuro]
cross my heart
n i hope to fkn die
i stay up thinking
of u n everyone
that fkd my life
i swear its hard
4 me to even 
want 2 try
cos youre cold
to me
n without u
i cant survive

[@imsorryhori]
i hate myself
i need some help
i know that im not doing well

you make me out of my mind
you said you need some time
your prolly seeing other dudes
while im sitting online

ill say goodbye
(say goodbye)
to my life
(to my life)
i will die
(i will die)
engulfed inside of your lies

[@1zakuro]
cross my heart
n i hope to fkn die
i stay up thinking
of u n everyone
that fkd my life
i swear its hard
4 me to even 
want 2 try
cos youre cold
to me
n without u
i cant survive

cross my heart and hope to die (w/ zakuro)

produced by @bloodsekai

i just rewatched ReLIFE and omg i love it so much i had to make a song about it 

lyrics:

im a stupid loser neet
from my problems i fleet
why the fuck did she end it?
shes the one i wish id be

ooouuooouuugghhhhhh
ouuooughh
ooouuooouuugghhhhhh
x2

ill restart my life!!
never forget about my times
ill restart my life!!
those memories will never diee
ill restart my life!!
i cant wait to do it
because i am a nuisance

im so glad rio asked me to ReLIFE
but im so sad that you had to fucking die
x2

im a stupid loser neet
from my problems i fleet
why the fuck did she end it?
shes the one i wish id be
x2

ooouuooouuugghhhhhh
ouuooughh
ooouuooouuugghhhhhh
x2

ill restart my life!!
never forget about my times
ill restart my life!!
those memories will never diee
ill restart my life!!
i cant wait to do it
because i am a nuisance

I'll restart my life!! || ReLIFE (p. bloodsekai)

alex g break cover 
thank u for listening 
#disgusted

break

i think she wants me dead

(reupload) original by. @redizesux ft.hauntedsad

perfect way to end things

red dress xoxo

@bloodsekai 

(lyrics)
as i look at you 
you cut me up
you throw me out
you say im not much
you know what you’re doing
youre driving me crazy 
ask if i love you
thats a maybe

as i look at you 
you cut me up
you throw me out
you say im not much
you know what you’re doing
youre driving me crazy 
ask if i love you
thats a maybe

i don’t know what youre talking about 
i got blood in my hair and it’s running down
you know that it gets to me i’m scared
talk about your trauma i had my share

i don’t know what youre talking about 
i got blood in my hair and it’s running down
you know that it gets to me i’m scared
talk about your trauma i had my share

as i look at you 
you cut me up
you throw me out
you say im not much
you know what you’re doing
youre driving me crazy 
ask if i love you
thats a maybe

as i look at you 
you cut me up
you throw me out
you say im not much
you know what you’re doing
youre driving me crazy 
ask if i love you
thats a maybe

as i look at you 
you cut me up
you throw me out
you say im not much
you know what you’re doing
youre driving me crazy 
ask if i love you
thats a maybe

as i look at you 
you cut me up
you throw me out
you say im not much
you know what you’re doing
youre driving me crazy 
ask if i love you
thats a maybe

romantic killer prod bloodsekai *all plats*

sexual fantasy

im locked away cause I'm a pissbaby drug addict so I can't record nor do I have speakers :(

ana carolina (demo)

ill stop spamming this preset i need to get my others from my old computer

its 6 o clock and im trying to stay up
gotta catch the bus to school man this really sucks
i hate talking to people cause theyre always super rude
so i stay by myself and im always mute

im at lunch and i just wanna eat
a group of guys came up to me
can you record a video
i said sure then they gave me the phone
i was already in a bad mood
then they grabbed the phone and recorded me too
they laughed at me and said look at you
and i sat there and cried i didn't know what to do



everyday i suck up the pain
but i just want it to end so ill find a way
when will it all get better? it feels like never
when will it all get better?
its so much pressure


im finally home and i run to my room
my mom bursts on inside and says whats wrong with you
she said ever since the year started ive been rude
but im scared of telling her what ive been going through

everybodys mad at me
i live in pure misery
i get a message from a friend
its the same video again
my heads in the pillow while i cry
why cant i just fucking die
i look around for old bed sheets
so no one will find my dead body

everyday i suck up the pain
but i just want it to end so ill find a way
when will it all get better? it feels like never
when will it all get better?
its so much pressure




































when will it all get better?

the synth stuff is still being made its just so annoying that i have to switch computers to make a song 😭

all of my friends think that im lame
i did everything that i could to change
why cant i just fit in?
i wish they would notice it


every night i start to cry
my mental health just kills my mind 
im losing faith in jesus christ
ill die way before 25

my beds my medicine
but i still feel sick
from staying in so long
but im still so scared of going out
im giving up and falling on the couch


i wish that i could just change

im destroying my brain

my thoughts just make me insane

just take away my pain

every night i start to cry
my mental health just kills my mind 
im losing faith in jesus christ
ill die way before 25


ill die before 25

wanna cry T-T
prod.dead yami

lyrics:
i hate myself
i really do
and im just shaking without you
waiting for a text back
but i can see what ur listening to

do u hate me?
i dont have no clue
can i stick our lips with a fuckin glue?
stab my heart i wanna die like this
pop it yeah jus like a balloon

its been 21 hours
still waiting for ur message
i can buy u all flowers
i know ur not that selfish x2

i just wanna go back to the dream that i saw
i thought i dont need that downers no more 
lets kill everyone that we hate from
but i hate raw meat oh no no no

dead corpses on the dance floor
blood and gutz on the disco ball
im such a fucking loser i know
im such a fucking loser i know

selfhate level %101!!!

i thought about it everyday

cute cannibal gf x eaten gutless bf cover but really bad and i will redo it later but not now

friendzone victim slits your throat in his car ASMR

Bianca Devins [Willow cover]

my last song <3 thanku everyone for listening

prod me

i know its all my fault
i cant scream any louder
i dont have any power
im worthless im a coward

i jus want it to end
i jus rlly miss my friends
but im stuck inside this hell
becus theres bonds i cannot mend

i know its all my fault
i cant scream any louder
i dont have any power
im worthless im a coward

jus kill me
im waitin for my exit outta here
do u hear me
i dont wanna live another year

i know its all my fault
i cant scream any louder
i dont have any power
im worthless im a coward

i know it's all my fault

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song creds in song bio
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#DISGUSTED
i don't wanna leave my room today

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