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lyrics:
why’s it so hard to stay alive?
i can’t keep fighting my whole life
too weak to hold my bones together
souls are fractured, luv has died

why’s it so hard to stay alive?
i can’t pretend that i’m alright
i- i’ll see u on the other side
why play pretend when i’d rather…?

die
lost in the stillness
it’s torture
drowning in my feelings
rather be alone
i’d rather hide away
sought shelter
my walls became my hiding place

is- is this something familiar?
heart racing
there’s something sinister…
pulling down my soul
every single night and day
why play pretend when i’d rather..?
(die, die)

no one can see u when ur all alone
no one to be there when ur on ur own
SOS plz someone come and rescue me
obsessions always gets the best of me
i kno you’d die but would u kill?
why u always act confused whenever i say:
i’ve been hexed plz someone should confess to me
one question could u plz answer me…

why’s it so hard to stay alive?
i can’t keep fighting my whole life
too weak to hold my bones together
souls are fractured, luv has died

why’s it so hard to stay alive?
i can’t pretend that i’m alright
i- i’ll see u on the other side
why play pretend when i’d rather…?
die

lost in a dark place
i can't pretend that i'm alright
i- i'll see u on the other side

trapped in a crawl space
i can't pretend that i'm alright
i- i'll see u on the other side

why's it so hard to stay alive?

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ft @godboat

(cloudii)
all eyes on u
all eyes on u

on a leash of the mind
u can never do without
a disease u can’t fight it
you’ll never make it out

you’ll never make it out
you’ll never make it out
you’ll never make it out
-out
-out
-out
(all eyes on u)
(hollow out ur heart)
(become bulletproof)

…


(godboat)
u lie who said
ur the one
mechanical and u sing like current
it couldn't be like u want it; had it
listen to it where'd u go

all eyes on u
touching peak on the beat
all eyes on u
rest in peace resting beautiful

(cloudii)
hard to ward off
cannot stave off
it’s ur grave now
welcome to PERSONA

you’ll never make it out
you’ll never make it out

Sightless ft God Boat

Yeah huh
Baby I don't have to run from shit 
Nah, you gone hide
I been throwin' weight
Baby, exercise (yeah)
See under the mask
Baby, ain't no surprise
All those thoughts inside 
They gone keep me up at night
I been sleepin one eye now its bloodshot all the time
I been awake for like 3 days now
Drinkin' Pipeline Punch now I'm up and down
And my Stummy hurt, I got racks under the shirt

I been so assured, baby you're not the one
I got airlink texts askin' you want some fun
Don't know what you wrote, but I know that you went
I know that you give it up, but its not time for lent
Grabbed you by your hair and threw you out on cement
Now I'm lookin' fresh as fuck while you on some fent
Tryna find a brand new flow that I just invent
Or I stole it, ah ah, or I stole it, ah ah
They'll never know
but I'm cookin' on the stove, yeah
Burnt my Mac n Cheese now its time to burn a home down
Recordin' this shit right next to Oscar's home
All this shit be imaginary, Foster's home
I be poppin' shit, oxycodone 
I be higher than a bitch with my umbrella
Ey, ey, Eyyy

1012252 freestyle (Prod. Aloa)

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blood dripping from cuts to your skin
darkness resides where there’s places to hide
swallowed alive by your sins
marionette
you are nothing but flesh to decay
a vessel with no host remains
alone til your grave
(blegh)
death will soon seal your fate
don’t pray for it’s too late
puppets are tethered forever and there’s no escape
darkness deceived you to become something that you hate
the evil you used to dispel is what you became

MARIONETTE [GLAR3]

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Reap what u sow
You’ve always known
The weight of your sins on your soul
Darkness awaits
You’ve sealed your fate
I’ll now have my way with your soul

YOU’RE JUST LIKE ALL THE REST
SCARED FOR NOTHING
YOUR BODY’S ON THE SHELF
(PSYCHO)
YOU CAN’T FUNCTION WHEN
THERE’S NO ONE LEFT TO HELP
THERE’S NO SAVING
NOT EVEN FOR YOURSELF
(PSYCHOPOMP)

THERE’S NO ONE TO BLAME
SO KEEP BLAMING YOURSELF
WHEN WILL U REALIZE THAT
NO ONE REALLY CARES
(PSYCHO)
NOTHING EVER CHANGES
STOP HOLDING YOUR BREATH
DO YOU FEEL SORRY FOR ANYONE
BUT YOURSELF?!

(PSYCHO)
(PSYCHO)
See death often?
(PSYCHOPOMP)
Lying in a coffin
(PSYCHO)
(PSYCHO)
See death often?
(PSYCHO)
(PSYCHOPOMP)
Lying in a coffin

(Everyone everywhere has secrets)
(But I won’t stand for that)
(I will not allow anymore secrets to be kept from me)

DIEEEEEEEEE

PSYCHOPOMP [GLAR3]

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yuh yuh yuh
i’m the voice that’s telling u “do wrong”
better do sum damage ‘fore i end this song
this is ur last chance, proceed to slit, u won’t be here for long 
yeah u better take a switch blade and bloody up the walls
wrist slit slit flesh incisions
ur skin so numb that u can’t feel it
ur heart is strung from rotten sinews 
on ur knees beg for forgiveness

yuh
know you’ll never get back what u lost
bitch don’t test me or u will get crossed
i’ve been that devil lurking on ur shoulder 
‘lil demonic hell spawn’
better take a switch blade and cut into
ur forearm
severed from ur flesh oh yes but really is it so wrong?
now ur body’s out there rotting in the boneyard
pleading for ur soul again u got me laughing so hard

(evil laugh)

yuh
both feet nailed to the cross
i detest thee i see all ur flaws
i am the puppet master u follow along 
listen to my voice when i say “ur all alone”
you’ll always be and you’ll never escape 
i control ur life every fucking mistake 
playing with ur knife if my favorite game
[GLAR3]

i- i’m the-
i- i’m the voice that’s telling u “do wrong”
better do some damage ‘fore i end this song
this is ur last chance proceed to slit u won’t be here for long 
yeah u better take a switch blade and bloody up the walls 
wrist slit slit flesh incisions
ur skin so numb that u can’t feel it
ur heart is strung from rotten sinews 
on ur knees beg for forgiveness

EVIL MODE [GLAR3]

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GLAR3 Bubonic like the plague
don’t even try to run
you’ll never escape
no remorse for your soul either way
LOL: Loss of Life
what a waste
i might hate you more than myself
if you hate me 
either kill me or kill yourself
808’s at death’s door
hear them knocking?
soul eater with my scythe
smoking backwoods
i could smoke you like a backwood
on your high horse like you on that K dust
operate off the gas G-36
take your soul to the sky like a G6

HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA

LOSS OF LIFE [GLAR3]

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who ever knew u could be so selfish?
such a shame like no one else
all alone in ur castle helpless
only one u can blame is urself

who ever knew u could feel so hollow?
see the scars? ur an angel fallen
before u turned ur blood was bright red
now it’s black and ur soul is..
haunted, daunted
think that u should drop dead
our world would be better if u weren’t ever a part of it
such a shame that it turned out like this
only question i have left to ask is:

who ever knew u could be so selfish?
such a shame like no one else
all alone in ur castle helpless
only one u can blame is urself

who ever knew u could be so selfish?
such a shame like no one else
all alone in ur castle helpless
only one u can blame is urself

selfish
selfish
selfish
selfish
helpless
helpless
helpless
helpless

selfish
selfish
selfish
selfish
helpless
helpless
helpless
helpless 

SELFISH [GLAR3]

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BLOOD
BLOOD
BLOOD 
BLOOD
ALL I SEE IS RED
ALL I SEE IS BLOOD

BLOOD 
BLOOD
BLOOD 
BLOOD
ALL I SEE IS RED
ALL I SEE IS BLOOD

a fallen angel
never to go home
who ever knew 
that would be this way?
but here we are
a knife in ur hand
now all i see is..
now all i see is..

BLOODBATH [GLAR3]

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ft @corpsekityy

(cloudii)
nightshade, they say i’m a psycho
eyes glare everywhere that i go
beauty and poison intertwine
perfect for those with selfish minds
nightshade, they say i’m a psycho

if you leave i will find you
u can run but u can’t hide
leave your body paralyzed

(corpsekitty)
can't feel ur warmth beside me
flesh so cold i'm dying
stay inside i'm silent
i don't go outside bitch

i'm so sick, excise it
what's the point of trying?
blood drip on ur face 
i can't wait til i'm dying

uh uh
i'm too high to fucking function
fucked up 
all i want is more destruction 
dead behind my eyes, i feel nothing
watch u bleeding on the floor
can't let u trust me

Nightshade ft corpsekitty

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