give up (prod b07gem)

give up

prod @pearlblade
reuploaded w slightly better mix

>lyrix<

it wasnt so bad til i woke up
always thought ud have my back but u dont huh
nvr txt me back, shoulda spoke up
i just got this bag ima blow summ

we started w a bottle now its empty
thought i seen it all til u met me

i liked the way u move, liked the look in ur eyes
now i feel such a fool that i could fall for ur disguise
love can b cruel what u made me realize
u made me realize

i only came here so i can party
when i take this pill im disembodied
i nvr look back at what we started
light my problems up liek arson

u made me realize [pearlblade]

xoxoswitch - cut my eyes out (xoxoswitch)

out on all platforms https://open.spotify.com/track/1z3itERIals334jmHI6TN0?si=a07eecb23a334d41
https://soundcloud.com/offaflat1
https://soundcloud.com/olakanjiru
produced by me + https://soundcloud.com/bleakboi

cover art by https://soundcloud.com/jeskivaca

Offaflat: 
I dont know why do u hurt me so i i i dont know why this took so long

I dont know why do u hurt me so i i i dont know why this took so long
I just popped a tram cuz i dont know where to head
I just rock moncler cuz when its cold i get sad
Ur the one that pulls me closer
I wish i could do it over

Kanjiru: 
i dont know if you still want to be with me 
i dont fucking care if they still hates us 
tylko z toba jakos jeszcze chce sie zyc mi 

but i know that i love you
please stay with me 
dont kill me in my sleep 
chce zawsze przy tobie byc 

i dont know if u still want to be with me 
i dont fuckn care if they still hates us 
tylko z toba jakos jeszcze chce sie zyc mi 

everything is fucking hard for me 
tell me if you want to die for me 
only person that i've killed is me 
i will commit suicide for you

Offaflat:
I dont know why do u hurt me so i i i dont know why this took so long
I just popped a tram cuz i dont know where to head
I just rock moncler cuz when its cold i get sad
Ur the one that pulls me closer
I wish i could do it over

offaflat & kanjiru - Wish i could do it over (Pawl4k + bleaky)

winks
https://www.instagram.com/1winks1/

prod sif
https://www.instagram.com/deathmetalmilf/
https://soundcloud.com/sif666

b07gem
https://www.instagram.com/zzzgem/
https://soundcloud.com/b07gem

souljahkitty
https://soundcloud.com/souljahkitty
https://www.instagram.com/souljahkitty/



dirt ~ b07gem, souljahkitty, ( Prod sif )

prod by me<3

lyrics:
why’s it so hard to stay alive?
i can’t keep fighting my whole life
too weak to hold my bones together
souls are fractured, luv has died

why’s it so hard to stay alive?
i can’t pretend that i’m alright
i- i’ll see u on the other side
why play pretend when i’d rather…?

die
lost in the stillness
it’s torture
drowning in my feelings
rather be alone
i’d rather hide away
sought shelter
my walls became my hiding place

is- is this something familiar?
heart racing
there’s something sinister…
pulling down my soul
every single night and day
why play pretend when i’d rather..?
(die, die)

no one can see u when ur all alone
no one to be there when ur on ur own
SOS plz someone come and rescue me
obsessions always gets the best of me
i kno you’d die but would u kill?
why u always act confused whenever i say:
i’ve been hexed plz someone should confess to me
one question could u plz answer me…

why’s it so hard to stay alive?
i can’t keep fighting my whole life
too weak to hold my bones together
souls are fractured, luv has died

why’s it so hard to stay alive?
i can’t pretend that i’m alright
i- i’ll see u on the other side
why play pretend when i’d rather…?
die

lost in a dark place
i can't pretend that i'm alright
i- i'll see u on the other side

trapped in a crawl space
i can't pretend that i'm alright
i- i'll see u on the other side

why's it so hard to stay alive?

@corpsekittyy
lay my body on the floor of ur bedroom
too barred out i dont know what the fuck to do
who the fuck are you
stay away i cant fw u
vampire gang kitty wrist slit drug crew

i regret all this wasted time
want to kill myself just to see u smile
fuck my life
rail another fucking line
hurt myself know i never could survive

need a doctor im running out of options
let my life decay im so disgusted
hate everything want my soul to fade away
never want to feel this way

@cloudiiscape
all the colors looking greyed out
why does every single day
just look the same now?
doesn’t matter who i’m with or what we talk about
cause in my memory their face is always blurred out
aphantasia can’t see nothing
like the lights are out
only feeling like myself 
when no one else around
living life like it’s roulette
and i’m the gun now
roll the dice
inflicting pain like i’m a sadist

let the past decay as i fall within
only choice i have til i meet my grave
who do i run from?
who do i save?

why's it so hard to stay alive?

cloudii

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