light dances from the ceiling
of the graveyard of our past deaths
every day I want to but I know that I will never regret
and when I stare out sideways
my eyes meander on the sunsets
and oh I crave the forest
solitude and some good rest

I wish I owned a classical guitar - demo

prod. maybe @theyalreadyleft

out on all platforms

pills keep on hurting me, you dont see nothing
memories keep fading, its gotta mean something 
my hearts in the ashtray, cause i keep on smoking
dead in a few weeks, well that's what im hoping

that's what im hoping, that's what im hoping
that's what im hoping, that's what im hoping
that's what im hoping, that's what im hoping

lines on a tuesday, you hate me everyway 
so ill end it quickly, on periscope live 
so make up your mind, im running out of time 

running out of time (that's what i'm hoping)
im running out of time (that's what i'm hoping)
im running out of time (that's what i'm hoping)
im running out of time (that's what i'm hoping)
i'm running out of time (that's what i'm hoping)
make up your mind, im running out of time

theres poison in the well

music video out nowwww:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-WQ4Np-g0Eg

prod. maybe @theyalreadyleft

out on all platforms

before you leave me (before you), let me down easy (let me down)
before you leave me (before you), let me down easy (let me down)
before you leave me (before you), let me down easy (let me down)
before you leave me (before you), let me down easy (let me down)

what bout our future that we talked about
fake promises, you guilty on all accounts 
im just trying not to hate myself
im just trying not to kill myself 
just wanna feel something
just wanna feel something
life without you im adjusting 
life without you im suffering
you hate me i deserve it
im okay on the surface 
but deep down, im just worthless 
in your home i always felt like a tourist 

before you leave me (before you), let me down easy (let me down)
before you leave me (before you), let me down easy (let me down)
before you leave me (before you), let me down easy (let me down)
before you leave me (before you), let me down easy (let me down)

before you leave me (at least one of these is laced right)
let me down easy (at least one of these is fent right)
before you leave me (i hope one of these is laced right)
let me down easy, before you leave me

before you leave me (the cake is a lie) (mv in description)

a cover of 'i like you' by 'dandelion hands'

i like you (dandelion hands cover)

prod lilwannasleep

out on all platforms sunday

and the worst part about it (worst part about it)
i dont hate you (i dont hate you)
girl i want to and i hate the fact that i still love you (love you)
i really miss them blue eyes, i really miss your great smile
so tell me, how did your heart mend so easy?

just dont forget me
just dont forget me (just dont forget me)
but please, love, kill me 
just dont forget me
just dont forget me (just dont forget me) (dont you forget me)
ive been such a mess, since you left me 
so im begging, dont forget me 

and the worst part about it (just dont forget me)
i dont hate you (just dont forget me)
girl i want to, and i hate the fact that i still love you (love you)
i really miss them blue eyes, i really miss your great smile
so tell me, how did your heart mend so easy?

dont forget me

prod maybe @theyalreadyleft
sc exclusive 

i was trying not to relapse, but im in the matrix
i was hoping you didn't see that, i know you hate it 
just take me back to when you fell in love with my fragrance 
it's dirty in my cup but you know you're my favorite 
might just sell my soul to get on some playlists 
they aint really depressed, they just faking
been alone in this world, i been patient 
lost the girl of my dreams cause im stupid 
you could ask her, shed tell you im worthless 
but i promise, im tryna find a purpose 
purpose, purpose 
i swear, im tryna find a purpose

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remix w/ my brother @coldhart
music video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H0hKmdyHD0o

(me)
and the worst part about it (worst part about it)
i don't hate you (i don't hate you)
girl i want to, and i hate the fact that i still love you (love you)
i really miss them blue eyes, i really miss your great smile
so tell me, how did your heart mend so easy?

(cold hart)
now i'm staring at the skyline (at the skyline)
'cause you hit me from the blindside
in the bathroom black hair dye
now we're driving in the silence
and there's so much on in your head
yeah, there's so much going on to keep up 
but the same old shit don't get old with you, i promise 

(me)
and the worst part about it (just don't forget me)
i don't hate you (just don't forget me)
girl i want to, and i hate the fact that i still love you (love you)
i really miss them blue eyes, i really miss your great smile
so tell me, how did your heart mend so easy?

just don't forget me 
just don't forget me (just don't forget me)
but please, love, kill me 
just don't forget me
just don't forget me (just don't forget me) (don't you forget me)
i've been such a mess, since you left me 
so i'm begging, don't forget me

just don't forget me

dont forget me (remix) (feat. cold hart) (music video out now)

prod @michaelharrison1

just please don't leave (please don't leave)
i'm such a fiend (i'm such a fiend)
i miss your touch (i miss your touch)
so don't be mean (don't be mean)
junkie my blood again, mixin' these scripts i'm just
mixin' these scripts i'm
mixin' these scripts i'm not okay
mixin' these scripts i'm not okay
but take me with you (take me with you)
i know you want to (i know you want to)
so take me with you (take me with you)
i know you want to (know you want to)
and you might hate me for it (hate me for it)
but you can't let me go (let me go)
you can't let me go, you can't let me

and you might hate me for it (hate me for it)
but you can't let me go (let me go)
you can't let me go, you can't let me

you might hate me for it

prod maybe @theyalreadyleft
feat @alphieafterlife

(me)
you're still on my mind (still on my mind)
can't get you out my mind 
although i try, although i try
but it never works out, if you take my hand i believe i could fly 

(me)
i'm the worst you don't gotta remind me  
the truth hurts, got it buried inside of me 
i miss when you were right beside of me 
get some sleep i'll be there in the morning 

(alphie afterlife)
uh uh uh uh
uh uh uh uh uh uh 
if you could see me now
if you could see me now, how would you feel?
i had to leave to let you heal, and when you slam the door
and when you slam the door, it makes me want to die

(me)
you're still on my mind (still on my mind)
can't get you out my mind 
although i try, although i try
but it never works out, if you take my hand i believe i could fly

if you could see me now, how would you feel? (feat. alphie afterlife)

music video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrLD48OKLvA

prod @michaelharrison1

all plats soon

kill me slow, need you here
i cant breathe without you dear 
i dont want, you away 
cut me deep, it hurts my brain
miss your touch, im in your skin
kill me slow and watch me sin
drink your blood, tastes so sweet
i stalk your page, you call me a creep
you know that i do what i want
but the only thing i want is you 
and i know you stay playing my songs
if i take more would i be wrong?
i still wear that bracelet that you made me
i'd be lying if i said i don't miss ya 

you know that i do what i want (do what i want)
but the only thing i want is you (want is you)
and i know you stay playing my songs (playing my songs)
if i take more would i be wrong? (would i be wrong?)
i still wear that bracelet that you made me 
i'd be lying if i said i don't miss ya
so kill me slow, need you here
i can't breathe without you dear 
i don't want, you away
cut me deep, it hurts my brain
miss your touch, im in your skin
kill me slow and watch me sin
drink your blood, tastes so sweet
i stalk your page, you call me a creep

confessing my love to you over pictochat (music video in description)

feat @bleedingcomputer
prod @acecrave

(bleedingcomputer)
i watched you fall, with a smile on my face 
you were my light until, you brought me into the dark 
i was living for the thrill, that's when my life turned to hell
i'd sell all that i have, for me to stop missing your smell
you'll haunt me everyday, it only makes me hate you more 
there's not a single thing, that could change my mind (that could change my mind)

(me)
i just want you, to save me
i'm selfish, i know it 
i can't breathe, without you
you hurt me, tie the noose 
tie the noose, tie the noose 
but with you, i can't lose, i can't lose 
remember that place that we called our home? (that we called our home)
now you flying through the sky while you playing my songs (playing my songs)
relapse again, while you're sleeping on the phone (sleeping on the phone)
damn, i really miss our facetime calls (really miss our facetime calls)
need a little time, can you please just stall? (can you please just stall?)
if i fell off a cliff, would you catch me or watch me fall? (watch me fall)
fall, fall 

(bleedingcomputer)
why don't you got sympathy?
show me that you care for me, but you won't
blood drips onto the hoodie, that you love so dearly
who to blame? it's only you 
who to blame?
who? who to blame?
it's all just, all just, you

you cant save a damsel if she loves her distress (feat. bleedingcomputer) (prod. acecrave)

prod @michaelharrison1

look at the stars tonight, look at the stars tonight 
in the south of france baby look at the stars tonight 
i miss them times with you i miss them times with you
don't lie that you don't too don't lie that you don't too

crying off the shrooms tonight 
can't believe you found another guy 
you know i miss you every single night 
just give me one more chance, i wanna try
i don't got myself right now i don't got myself right now
so i really need you now and i really need you now 
more than ever, more than ever 

lot of broken hearts in this party girl can you show me some dance moves?
nervous at your grandmas house doing bumps of fent in the bathroom
miss your bleach blonde hair laying on me covering all my tattoos
watching the constellation in toulouse i can't forget you
lot of broken hearts in this party girl can you show me some dance moves?
nervous at your grandmas house doing bumps of fent in the bathroom
miss your bleach blonde hair laying on me covering all my tattoos
watching the constellation in toulouse i can't forget you

crying off the shrooms tonight 
can't believe you found another guy 
you know i miss you every single night 
just give me one more chance, i wanna try
i don't got myself right now i don't got myself right now
so i really need you now and i really need you now 
more than ever, more than ever 

lot of broken hearts in this party girl can you show me some dance moves?
nervous at your grandmas house doing bumps of fent in the bathroom
miss your bleach blonde hair laying on me covering all my tattoos
watching the constellation in toulouse i can't forget you

constellation in toulouse (rough demo)

prod @michaelharrison1
pic by me in toulouse france

and it's just something about it
then you calling my phone just to doubt it
didn't wanna lose you, it's a lesson
can we start again? it's just a question
is there hope or is it just fiction?
can you please just give me a second 
wanna shoot up the whole place, not lying
opiates got me feel like i'm flying

can we start again?

prod @theyalreadyleft

met a new girl and i liked it 
but it feels like i'm cheating
cause you had to leave me (ah, fu-)
you're so damn perfect 
and i know that i'm useless 
i take percs cause i'm nervous 
i take percs cause i'm nervous love
he stole your heart from me but did he earn it love?
how do i move past this, can you tell me love?
crushing up this oxy i can't get enough
don't want you to leave (don't want you to leave)
i want you for me (i want you for me)
i can't let you be (i can't let you be)
you're all that i need (you're all that i need) 
you're all that i need (you're all that i need) 
you're all that i see (you're all that i see) 
i'm breaking it down, you're all that i need

what feels better love or an oxy 80 mg?

A dandelion hands cover with a bullshit guitar instrumental

why do you miss the ones that hurt you? (dandelion hands cover)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Rx1tk4-dt0
prod @michaelharrison1
spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/4W1yMAFOe4Kx9X5Fh5T4A9

yeah i heard you got a new guy 
manhattan you on the east side
getting blinded by the street lights
it's the end but it's alright 

i miss you
why'd you have to leave? cause baby i miss you 
there's oxy in my system baby i miss you 
i'm not sober anymore cause baby i miss you
i miss you

yeah i heard you got a new guy 
manhattan you on the east side
getting blinded by the street lights
it's the end but it's alright 

i miss you
why'd you have to leave? cause baby i miss you 
there's oxy in my system baby i miss you 
i'm not sober anymore cause baby i miss you
i miss you (i miss you)
yeah i heard you got a new guy (heard you got a new guy)
manhattan you on the east side (you on the east side)
getting blinded by the street lights
it's the end but it's alright 

i still think about you all the time i know that you know that
new girl think she found my heart but we know that you stole that
took that last minute flight so i guess it's a throw back
they can't take my love from you yeah we know that you own that
yeah we know that you own that (yeah we know that you own that)
yeah i know that you own that (yeah i know that you own that)
and i just wish we could go back 

imiss u

long awaited.. for Cali <3

movie: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

song: how to never stop being sad by dandelion hands (instrumental) slowed

how to never stop being sad

what goes, comes

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