This project began on February 11th, 2021 when I recorded the beat to Only Time Will Tell from my Korg Volca Drum. The album was completed on October 27th, 2024 with the final export of Paradoxical Undressing. I uploaded the project the next day, on October 28th, 2024.

Written/Performed/Recorded/Mixed/Mastered entirely by myself using Ableton Live 10 Intro.

The album artwork is a photograph of myself, taken and edited by me; a piece I call "Figured I'd put the rumors to bed."

I've been creating/uploading visual art on my Instagram @lief_liechty since 2017.
I have also created and am currently creating video projects on YouTube @lief_liechty.

"My Inexorable Compulsion" is my sophomore (second) LP, the first being "The Moment You've All Been Waiting For...," an album I created and uploaded in the fall of 2020.

Free HQ download of this album and more on my Bandcamp.
Thanks for reading and listening.

Long-Term

Purplish Blue With A Hint Of

As You Can See

Lostenaire

As Easily As It Arrives, It Departs

A slow-burning descent into digital captivity.
“Stay Awhile” reflects the transformation of connection into commodity, where freedom is promised but attention is harvested. A haunting composition shaped by analog synths, glitch textures, and cinematic atmosphere. The voice cuts through with quiet urgency — spoken, sung, unraveling. There’s no cage more effective than the one we choose ourselves.

Lyrics:

the promise was freedom
but we were the price

it started in wonder, a simple thread
where voices connected, not sold or fed
we spoke like gold, no goal in sight
a place for words, for wrong and right
no weight, no push, just breath and thought
but that bright room is already lost

stay awhile
this isn’t a trap

stay awhile – the feed is calling
stay awhile – your time is falling
stay awhile – it won’t take much
just your gaze, your soul, your touch

then came the scroll, the endless run
a like, a click, a viral stun
the screen a stage, the mind entranced
as time slipped out like thinning chance
a platform wired to wants and speed
the human form now just a feed

the loop breathes slow
and memory blurs

stay awhile – the feed is calling
stay awhile – your time is falling
stay awhile – it won’t take much
just your gaze, your soul, your touch

the market breathes but leaves no space
for thought, for pause, for human grace
searching for self in endless glass
but all we find is what will pass

image by image, frame by frame
we chase the light, forget our name
the net shines bright but cuts through skin
it offers freedom, locks us in
the phone burns hot like frozen flame
we lose ourselves and feel no shame

stay awhile
you’re almost real

stay awhile – the feed is calling
stay awhile – your time is falling
stay awhile – it won’t take much
just your gaze, your soul, your touch

your silence is noticed
but not by them



Stay awhile

Roaches mate with only own kind

You killed from behind the door

You're trying to rape my mind

Do you want my apolozies?

Be Me Be Me Same As Me

Be Me Be Me Same As Me

Be Me Be Me Same As Me

Be Me Be Me Same As Me

I can love faster than you

I can die faster than you

I can fuck faster than you

I killed me fuck you

(Interlude)

You're actual idiot ants

You were bloody clown

I'll shove your face into the vomit

Go to fucking hell!

You dragged me into a swamp

You killed my birds

You want to watch me die

You crush my bones

(Interlude)

Be Me Be Me Same As Me

Be Me Be Me Same As Me

Be Me Be Me Same As Me

Be Me Be Me Same As Me

You get good grades on tests,

but you're being devoured by society

I'll shove your face into the water

I'll kill you!

I can love faster than you

I can die faster than you

I can fuck faster than you

I killed me fuck you

(Interlude)

Be Me Be Me Same As Me

Be Me Be Me Same As Me

Be Me Be Me Same As Me

Be Me Be Me Same As Me

I can love faster than you

I can die faster than you

I can fuck faster than you

I killed me fuck you

(Interlude)

Faster than you

I can love faster than you

I can die faster than you

I can fuck faster than you

I killed me fuck you

I can love faster than you

I can die faster than you

I can fuck faster than you

Kill Me Kill Me Fucking Me


This is my first song!
Let's listen it!
Recorded, written, and screamed by me.

Same As Shit

Uncanny (Part 1) is the beginning of a psychological descent. TDC plays the antagonist — a voice that infects, invades, and hunts the listener, who becomes the protagonist in this horror trap rap experience. It starts with the creeping sense of being followed — not in the streets, but in the mind.

Using vivid imagery, aggressive trap rhythm, and a terrifyingly poetic flow, Jessica tells the story of how trauma doesn’t knock — it breaks in. Each bar pushes further into the psyche, unleashing common fears: darkness, abandonment, drowning, loss of control, and death. But unlike a normal horror story, you can’t run away. You’re trapped in your own head.

As the song nears its end, the production begins to distort — words slur, vocals layer in confusion. This isn’t random. It’s deliberate. The distortion reflects the psychological breakdown—the experience of dissociation itself. The listener begins to feel physically nauseous, disoriented, as if something is wrong — exactly how it feels to lose your grip on your reality.

This is more than music. This is a mirror.

Uncanny Pt.1 The Infection

Vats of Viscera

PIZZA INFERNO: IL FORNO DEI MORTI

Expressing Myself through, Lyrics and Music is my way of cooping in this world <3

20 year old guy, just trying to make it in the music scene.

Ich bin dirmardor.
Meine Songs entstehen aus künstlerischer Zombiose – zwischen Fragmenten, Datenlicht und dunklem Taktgefühl.
Hier auf SoundCloud findest du die musikalische Seite davon:
Tracks aus meinen acht Projekten, die weiterhin bestehen – von KI-generiertem Synth über elektronische Düsternis bis zu echten Songideen.

🎧 Alles steht kostenlos zum Download bereit – ohne Abo, ohne Paywall. Einfach Klang im Austausch gegen Aufmerksamkeit.

Im Rahmen der Neugestaltung läuft alles unter dem Namen dirmardor – Bild, Ton, Text, Video.
Mehr dazu findest du im Link unterhalb.


I’m dirmardor.
My songs emerge from artistic zombiosis – moving between fragments, data-light and a dark rhythmic undercurrent.
This is the musical side of it:
Tracks from my eight existing projects, still active – from AI-driven synth layers to deep electronic gloom and real songcraft.

🎧 All tracks are free to download – no subscription, no paywall. Just sound, offered for your attention.

With the new direction, everything now runs under the name dirmardor – sound, visuals, words, video.
You’ll find more about it in the link below.

New tracks tagged #darklyrics