LYRICS:
I was clearly in denial
Now I have opened up these eyes
Saw me as simple sexual desire
You stole from me
Until I broke apart in the end

Then you took from me
The best years of this life

You were my mystical gaslighter
I was just your play toy for hire
But I fell into your spell
And was locked inside that hell
When you trapped me in your room
And turned the key

You were there
Only for your own damned pleasure

Do you have to tie me up
Behind those bars

Turned off the lights
Told me they were on
So I couldn't see
What you did to me

Cuz you were my mystical gaslighter
I was just your play toy for hire
But I fell into your spell
And was locked inside that hell
When you trapped me in your room
And turned the key

You turned the key

Gas Lighter

Visions of the void

LYRICS:
City lights like a thousand eyes
They watch me move they see through lies
I’m a shadow running through the night
Chasing echoes of a neon fight

Can you hear it calling me...

A broken chord a shattered plea...

Neon whispers in my head
All the things you never said
They loop they haunt they won’t let go
A siren’s hum beneath the glow

Static skies in electric blue
Every street feels like déjà vu
I’m a glitch in the urban stream
Caught between a nightmare and a dream

Can you hear it calling me?
A broken chord a shattered plea

Neon whispers in my head
All the things you never said
They loop they haunt they won’t let go
A siren’s hum beneath the glow

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Static Skies & Broken Chords

LYRICS:
We were always
Falling apart
From the first breath in
From the earliest start

Taking all the air
Enter into our lungs
With that began
Start of demise

Can we ever
Start where it began
Rewind beginning
Do it, over again

The flowers that you held
Will wither and die tomorrow
Through it all
Never saw my future sorrow

But now that you're out the door
Those two immortal souls
Just blinked then died

Stuck in mud tracks
Can't lift my feet
Stuck in quicksand
Time to retreat

Stuck in mud trucks
Can't lift these feet
Luck seems to flash by
Accept defeat

Defeated
I can't fight this war any more
Defeated
Don't want nothin' from no one
No more

Leave it alone
Let this soul die
Just like the flowers
You held long ago

Stuck in mud trucks
Can't lift my feet
Stuck in quicksand
Time to retreat

Stuck in mud trucks
Can't lift these feet
Luck seems to flash by
Defeat

[Instrumental]

Stuck in mud trucks
Can't lift my feet
Stuck in quicksand
Time to retreat

Stuck in mud trucks
Can't lift these feet
Luck seems to flash by
Defeat

Defeated
I can't fight this war any more
Defeated
Don't want nothin' from no one
No more

Defeated
I can't fight this war any more
Defeated
Don't want nothin' from no one
No more

Stuck in mud trucks
Can't lift my feet
Stuck in quicksand 
Time to retreat

Stuck in mud tracks
Can't lift these feet
Luck seems to flash by
Defeat.

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DEFEAT

Daniel Powter’s 2005 anthem "Bad Day" reimagined through an 80s darkwave synth — where brooding melodies breathe life into a timeless song.
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LYRICS:
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Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go

You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

'Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song 
Just to turn it around

You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work on a smile 
And you go for a ride

You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down 
And you really don't mind

You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well, you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song 
Just to turn it around

You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work on a smile 

And you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down 
And you really don't mind

You had a bad day

Oh, what a horrible day...
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong

You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well
Oh, that strong

And I'm not wrong
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

So where is the passion 
When you need it the most

Oh, you and I
You kick up the leaves 
And the magic is lost

'Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song 
Just to turn it around

You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work on a smile 
And you go for a ride

You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel 
For one more time
You had a bad day

You had a bad day

Ah, yeah yeah
Had a bad day
All the week

Had a bad day
Ah, la la la la
Had a bad day
Ah la la la la 
La, la

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BAD DAY

FREQUENCY

FREQUENCY [prod. yung whitetee]

In parts of Asia, to lose one’s face is to lose one’s name — a quiet collapse of identity.
Guilt and atonement blur the lines between self and shadow, until the body moves but the name does not return.
This song lives in that space — between recognition and disappearance.

DEUTSCHE BESCHREIBUNG:
In Teilen Asiens bedeutet es, sein Gesicht zu verlieren – und damit auch seinen Namen.
Schuld und Sühne verwischen die Grenzen zwischen Ich und Schatten, bis der Körper weitergeht, aber der Name nicht zurückkehrt.
Dieser Song spielt in genau diesem Zwischenraum – zwischen Erkennen und Verschwinden.

LYRICS (ENGLISH):
Awake
Without a name

I Walk
Through glass
I Fade
Through frame
Remember me
No one came

The Streets
Once again
The Steps
The same
I Never asked
I took the blame

So Close
Can you hear my voice
So Low
Inside the noise

A Name I Lost — It calls me still
A Name I Lost — Against my will
It Moves through glass and skin and rain
A Name I Lost — But I remain

Lost!
Carry me
Lost!
Lost!
Bury me

A Name I Lost — Still calls from far
A Name I Lost — Defines who we are
It Glows in dust and time and pain
A Name I Lost — Yet I remain

Awake
Without a name

Awake
Without a name

LYRICS (DEUTSCH):
Erwacht
Ohne Namen

Ich Gehe
Durch Glas
Ich Verblasse
Durch Rahmen
Erinnere dich an mich
Doch niemand kam

Die Straßen
Wieder einmal
Die Schritte
Die Gleichen
Ich Fragte nie
Ich Trug die Schuld

So Nah
Hörst du meine Stimme
So Tief
Im Geräusch

Ein Name, Den Ich Verlor — Er Ruft Mich Noch
Ein Name, Den Ich Verlor — Gegen Meinen Willen
Er Zieht Durch Glas Und Haut Und Regen
Ein Name, Den Ich Verlor — Doch Ich Bleibe

Verloren!
Trag Mich
Verloren!
Verloren!
Begrab Mich

Ein Name, Den Ich Verlor — Ruft Noch Von Weit
Ein Name, Den Ich Verlor — Bestimmt, Wer Wir Sind
Er Glüht In Staub Und Zeit Und Schmerz
Ein Name, Den Ich Verlor — Und Doch Besteh Ich

Erwacht
Ohne Namen

Erwacht
Ohne Namen

A Name I Lost

I’m dirmardor.
My music lives in the field of Shadow Future Pop — a blend of electronic pulse, dark romantic tension, and the steel edge of Neue Deutsche Härte.
Each track builds its own small world of contrast: softness against pressure, clarity within distortion.
The sound draws from synth depth, cinematic structure, and the emotion of real voice.

SoundCloud is used only to publish my work, created with SUNO V5.
No collaborations, no commissions, no cover requests, no marketing offers – inquiries will not be answered.

🎧 All tracks are free to download – no subscription, no paywall. Just sound, offered for your attention.

Everything runs under the name dirmardor – sound, visuals, words, video.
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SINCERE IMPOSTER is an intimate collection of artists who write, perform and/or produce a curious mixture of New Wave, Dance, EDM, Folk Rock, Metal, Art Pop, Electro, Dreamwave & Experimental World Pop. Collectively, it's a genre known as QUIRKPOP --- Music that tries to push the creative limits of traditional pop.

SINCERE IMPOSTER is curated by two musicians, both living within the same body, sharing a similar existence. They identify as Danielle & Dave. They are both psychologically and musically confused. However, both are extremely and unapologetically sincere. 

Influences include Weird Al, Nathan Fielder, David Lynch, Rosalia, Monatik, Atarashii Gakko!, Rammstein, T-Pain and T-Swift. Danielle & Dave's favorite inventions are the vacuum and the peach pitter. Their father is simply known as Vessel... who may be an entity or a god.



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