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"still I don't know much (p. doublemydose x sorrow bringer)"

shout out to sorrow for the inspiration and letting me flip his brilliant track "slow motion".

LYRICS:
“still I don’t know much” 
(by doublemydose  )
On and on my head won’t cease the chatter 
Echoes of decisions heavy like a clatter 
Searching for the peace in a world that’s madder 
In a world that’s madder than before
  Trying to find the truth 
Avoid the fucking patterns 
Spinning in confusion dreams I try to flatter
 Fuck It got to focus 
Or I might just lose the matter
 Losing it all again  
Voices in my ears they just talk too much
 Lost track of the years still I don’t know much
 Every step I take feels it’s the wrong direction 
Why do I focus on these imperfections?
 How can I look at my own reflection ?
Every step forward I feel the rejection  
Voices in my ears they just talk too much
 Lost track of the years still I don’t know much
 Every step I take feels it’s the wrong direction 
Why do I focus on these imperfections? 
Why do I focus on these imperfections?
Shadows seem to dwell behind my reflection  
Can’t seem to focus I’m just too affected 
Can’t seem to focus I’m just too affected
 Decisions that I fear I just talk too much 
You I never hear we fell out of touch
 Can’t seem to focus I’m just too affected  
Decisions that I fear I just talk too much
 You were never here we fell out of touch

Can’t seem to focus I’m just too affected  
Choices that I fear when I said my heart was shattered
 Voices in my ears they just talk to much to me
 Everything we had you just said it wouldn’t matter 
Back and back again spirits seem to taunt me
 Whispers in my ears I feel them haunting

doublemydose - the vault

still i don't know much

still I don't know much (p. doublemydose x sorrow bringer)

everything you hear by me.
"the haunting" - instrumental (prod. doublemydose)

this will be the FINAL mix, seriously, for streaming platforms. LMK what you think. cheers,
-dmd

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the haunting

the haunting (original mix)

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MY OLD/MAIN SOUNDCLOUD I'm still locked out of until further notice :( - PLZ stream and support here and stay tuned for lyrics and the release on streaming! Cheers to sorrow bringer for letting me remix and flip this track. <3

why feel more? (prod. doublemydose & sorrow bringer)

OFFICIAL RELEASE that will finally be going up on streaming. Stay tuned for lyrics and streaming release!

numb the pressure (prod. hxrxkiller & doublemydose)

OFFICIAL VERSION I'll be putting on SPOTIFY & STREAMING, stay tuned and much love <3

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doublemydose - the haunting (prod. doublemydose)

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"still I don't know much (p. doublemydose x sorrow bringer)"

shout out to sorrow for the inspiration and letting me flip his brilliant track "slow motion".

LYRICS:
“still I don’t know much” 
(by doublemydose  )
On and on my head won’t cease the chatter 
Echoes of decisions heavy like a clatter 
Searching for the peace in a world that’s madder 
In a world that’s madder than before
  Trying to find the truth
Avoid the fucking patterns 
Spinning in confusion dreams I try to flatter
 Fuck It got to focus
Or I might just lose the matter
 Losing it all again  
Voices in my ears they just talk too much
 Lost track of the years still I don’t know much
 Every step I take feels it’s the wrong direction 
Why do I focus on these imperfections?
 How can I look at my own reflection ?
Every step forward I feel the rejection  
Voices in my ears they just talk too much
 Lost track of the years still I don’t know much
 Every step I take feels it’s the wrong direction 
Why do I focus on these imperfections? 
Why do I focus on these imperfections?
Shadows seem to dwell behind my reflection  
Can’t seem to focus I’m just too affected 
Can’t seem to focus I’m just too affected
 Decisions that I fear I just talk too much 
You I never hear we fell out of touch
 Can’t seem to focus I’m just too affected  
Decisions that I fear I just talk too much
 You were never here we fell out of touch

Can’t seem to focus I’m just too affected  
Choices that I fear when I said my heart was shattered
 Voices in my ears they just talk to much to me
 Everything we had you just said it wouldn’t matter 
Back and back again spirits seem to taunt me
 Whispers in my ears I feel them haunting

still I don't know much (prod. doublemydose & sorrow bringer)

This is the final version of my all original song "void". This is the version that will officially end up on streaming and my album. Inspired by my homie @frakbeats instrumental of the same title ("void"). Much love, I'm so glad I'm back!

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LYRICS:
Darkness closing in these four walls again
Darkness envelopes me in these four walls again
I got something to say again
Why do my thoughts speak the loudest in a room full of people
I'm feeble
A void you'll see
How do I begin to express what I'm feeling?
It's like everything I say to people no meaning
Even at my loudest no one hears me when I'm screaming
It's demeaning oh oh
Everyday in my head I replay she's leaving
She never believed me
She will never see me now
She never seemed to hear me out
She never seemed to hear me out
I'm becoming someone better than her
Darkness now I will detract it
Lord this life is full of madness 
Strengthen me to just last it
Let my body burn to ashes
Don't waste money on a casket
Music for me is more than passion
God show me to help the masses
Why do my thoughts speak the loudest in a room full of people?
Darkness envelopes me
Darkness envelopes me
Darkness envelopes me
Why do my thoughts speak the loudest in a room full of people?
Lord my stomach's sick can't last it help me strengthen to surpas it.

void 2.0 (prod. doublemydose)

invaded (p. by doublemydose)

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LYRICS:
Sinking lower I'm swallowed by the dark
Crippled still by your very last remark
Lord lift me up for my soul to depart

why feel more?

LYRICS & DESCRIPTION COMING - this is the final VIP version that will be uploaded to streaming

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numb the pressure - single

numb the pressure

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numb the pressure (prod. HXRXKILLER & doublemydose)

LYRICS COMING SOON AND MORE INFO. SHOUT OUT to @sorrow_bringer for making this song come alive.
-dmd

LYRICS:
Stuck in the dark where the shadows play
Fighting my demons but they won't fade away
Whispers in the wind they all got something to say
But I built my throne on the ashes they have made
I'm so sick of trying for the sake of other people
Fed up with people fucking acting like they know me
I'm so sick of lying just so that I feel equal
All of these feelings inside of me grow
Three years down with nothing to show
And God only knows I've been storming the weather
But I'll sin again I've done it once I'll do it better
Hope nobody feels the way that I do
Still you fucking left now I'm feeling so used
Wish I had the words to hide the abuse
Everyday that goes by you're tightening the noose
Wish there was a way that I could fucking choose
As the days go by I'm more and more confused
I don't even know what am I doing
Inside of my head a constant commotion
Coping instead with bottles of potion
When will I learn to stop getting loaded
And all of these habits are dragging me down
Pulling me deeper inside of my tomb the ground
Raise me from my tomb
Stuck in the dark where the shadows play
Fighting my demons but they won't fade away
Whispers in the wind they all got something to say
But I built my throne on the ashes they have made
I'm so sick of trying for the sake of other people
Fed up with people fucking acting like they know me
I'm so sick of lying just so that I feel equal
All of these feelings inside of me grow
Three years down with nothing to show
And God only knows I've been storming the weather
Father forgive me help me be someone better
Be someone better
To this earth I'm tethered
Help me be someone better
Help me be someone better
I'm not the same anymore
Used to feel alive now it's just feeling cold
Searching for a way out now I'm stuck in this hole
Never stay the same
I'll never take the blame
Bitch you cut me out and to you I'll do the same

be someone better - single

be someone better (ft. sorrow bringer)

be someone better (prod. sorrow bringer & doublemydose)

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LYRICS:

Trapped in decisions I relive
I would give it all if I had enough to give
No more chances this is it
How will I rise from such a deep crypt
Show me how to rise from the abyss
Teach me how to try to forgive
Winter winds I'm losing pace
Now noticing the lines through my face
Time is a thief that comes to take
Drowning from the memories I can't seem to shake
Clouded from the gray
You never felt the same
Guess you wouldn't have me I'm the one to fucking blame
Knew you'd be the one who'd walked away
Now I relive it every fucking day
Now I relive it as the days go by
I'm losing time I feel the fright
Grow within me
From me you walked away
What was I to say
In the end you were just the one that ran away
And I feel so empty
How could you forgive me?
How could you forgive me?
How could you forgive me?
Some say to pick myself back up
Six feet under is the ground I'll touch
Winter winds I'm losing pace
Now noticing the lines through my face
Time is a thief that comes to take
Drowning from the memories I can't seem to shake
Clouded from the gray
You never felt the same
Guess you wouldn't have me I'm the one to fucking blame
Knew you'd be the one who'd walked away
Now I relive it every fucking day
Now I relive it as the days go by
I'm losing time I feel the fright
Grow within me
From me you walked away
What was I to say
In the end you were just the one that ran away
And I feel so empty
How could you forgive me?

forgive me?

forgive me? (prod. sorrow bringer & doublemydose)

Produced entirely by doublemydose. This is the final version I'll put on streaming. 

Available for free use, lease, or for your videos and downloads enabled as long as you credit me (e.g. aurora by @doublemydose) and provide my linktr.ee/doublemydose - if not I WILL FIND YOU. AND SUE YOU.

If some of you heard the initial track I put on SoundCloud ages ago, you'll hear this recreation finally come to fruition.

aurora - (original mix)

new one entirely produced by me, I hope you get lost in it. will be updating my Spotify soon and all streaming to include all my new releases, stay tuned. I'm back!

alive with you

"falling downward"
sorrow bringer and I on the beat, all vocals by doublemydose

LYRICS:
Through the frost in the mirror all I see is past sin
Breath turns to smoke as I sit and watch the world spin
Thoughts cave in my very lungs when the dose hits
Static in my skull let the silence crawl in
I’m still falling downward now
Veins run dry from the faith I vow
Stare at the sky cause the stars look afraid
Deal with the devil because he calls my name
Yuh yuh
Yuh yuh
I’ve broken your heart
We drifted apart
Sick of people always trying to act like they know me
Judging every word I say assuming it’s the old me
Guess I took too much yeah these drugs goin’ to kill me 
Puking out my guts till I spark up the doobie 

I’m still falling downward now
Veins run dry from the faith I vow
Stare at the sky cause the stars look afraid
Deal with the devil because he calls my name
Yuh yuh
Yuh yuh
Im so beyond repair
Too many moments you weren’t there
Now it’s just the torment that I deal with
Full metal clip to my head make it spill quick 
I’m still falling downward now
Veins run dry from the faith I vow
Stare at the sky cause the stars look afraid
Deal with tue devil because he calls my name
Yuh yuh
Yuh yuh
He’s calling my name
Yuh yuh
Yuh yuh
Yuh yuh
Yuh yuh

falling downward

it's never easy

Shane/Shilo, aka doublemydose
I took the red pill down the rabbit hole
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This is my backup account, follow my main @doublemydose - but I'm currently locked out of it- seemingly for good! Until further notice stream here!

STAY TUNED For exclusively BASS festival, music, that blissful-warping-morphing bass EDM. You can go crazy and hype to, altogether maintain a lot atmosphere. REZZ, BTSM, and Subtronics are some of my influences for this side project.

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