This Side Up - Single

This Side Up

Genius Lyrics

This Side Up (Remastered 2023)

i been feelin' like killing myself...
after way too long here stuck in this hell
and i dont remember what its like
to want something more out of life...

i been feelin' like i dont really belong here
askin for help but that shit just fall on deaf ears
and i dont really know where tf i should go from here
like goddamn i been feeling this way for years...

thats why i abuse the pills now
how many more till im under the ground?
and im so fucking tired of all this shit
i wanna make like my wrists and fucking split...

i wanna...
fall off this fucking earth
cuz where im going i wont need a hearse
i wanna blow my brains over the stars
you can read my obituary on fuckin mars

if i take my mind off this shit
ill just go through it again in the morning...
i cant restart my life
nothings ever gonna be okay 
thats just a lie
now im giving up
yeah, its time to spill this blood......

maybe it's time

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why feel more? (prod. doublemydose & sorrow bringer)

“You VIP” is a high-energy party anthem that captures the thrill of nightlife and self-confidence. With its punchy rhythm and bold flow, the track celebrates youth, freedom, and the joy of living in the moment. Bottles pop, confetti falls, and the night feels unstoppable — this is the sound of people who shine without apology. With a catchy hook and an empowering vibe, DJ skeenoxxx delivers a pure club banger for those who know they’re VIP every night out.

You VIP

alone

𝙢𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙞 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙪𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨

Lyrics:

[hero]

i'm feeling it lately
i'm tending to daydream
all these shots i wish i'd hit
maybe it's better i continue to miss
feel free to hate me
cause i do too
and i know me much less than i probably know you

so run run run
it's a loaded gun
pointing at my skull
i do this shit for fun
and i puff that green
anger another nun
write another song cause i'm feeling numb
run run run
it's a loaded gun
pointing at my skull
i do this shit for fun
and i puff that green
anger another nun
write another song cause i'm
(haha)

[weepings]

I've been grindin just to get out vicious cycles
I've been zoning crafting shit just like I'm michaels (yuh)
I know it's been hard but we will fight through (yuh)
pop out to the party I will find you there
~
take a shot of that vodka
babe you know I want ya
I've been steady sippin
singin lala yeah
I don't do this shit to get my guap up yeah
pull up to the function it's a pop up yeah
~
and I find myself taking the short path
my head on your lap
mental in war camp girl
imma stress and a mess cause you are my world

[hero]

so run run run
it's a loaded gun
pointing at my skull
i do this shit for fun
and i puff that green
anger another nun
write another song cause i'm feeling numb
run run run
it's a loaded gun
pointing at my skull
i do this shit for fun
and i puff that green
anger another nun
write another song cause i'm feeling numb

www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgV9jx7hvds
PRODUCED BY MATTHEW MAY

Run Ft. weepings [prod. matthew may]

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