July 21st 2025 INf3stxtion EP

Failed Album turned EP, only 1 song was lost

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i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death
i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death
i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death
i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death

oooooooh and i'll never change
oooooooh and i'll stay the same

i dont know why i cant stand it enough
i dont know why i cant be enough
i dont know why my genetics just suck
i dont know why am i not enough

oooooooh 
oooooooh 

i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death
i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death
i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death
i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death

oooooooh and i'll never change
oooooooh and i'll stay the same

i dont know why im not enough
i dont know why im so alone
i dont know why im so dethrown
i know that i'll forever be alone

oooooooh
oooooooh

i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death
i will be khhv till the end and
 will be khhv till my death

oooooooh
oooooooh

oooooooh and i'll never change
oooooooh and i'll stay the same
oooooooh and i'll never change
oooooooh and i'll stay the same

K.H.H.V.

i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
i dont know whats right or whats wrong
i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
why wont you let me have a chance
i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
i dont know whats right or whats wrong
i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
i just dont want this to be one sided

you think you're so fucking cool walking right into school
you just want some attention i just want some kind of plead
i dont think you're worth it, destroying my life for you
im just so obsessed but im nothing without you
You're playing me like a fool i just wanna be so cool
i hate looking like a ghoul, when i go into the pool
you make people like tools you make me wanna drool
you make me wanna drool, i'll see you at school

i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
i dont know whats right or whats wrong
i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
why wont you let me have a chance
i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
i dont know whats right or whats wrong
i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
i just dont want this to be one sided

stalking you like its nothing but it really means something
it's late into the night you undress right in my eyes
i take pictures of you, jerked off into my shoe
the way that i see you, i'd say its so taboo
i take off my sock, rub it into the pot
you see a light, its someone you despite
yelling at me wont stop me from flee
i threw my sock at you and i ran without a clue

i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
i dont know whats right or whats wrong
i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
why wont you let me have a chance
i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
i dont know whats right or whats wrong
i just want to be your stalker boyfriend
i just dont want this to be one sided

Stalker Boyfriend

im too damned overwork and i can't live like this again
But yet i try and fail but yet im still up at it
but in the end it never meant anything more than just
a few bucks i earned at a dead-end job overwork 

im so damn overworked and i can't get behind the wheel but i
still try to make it work and yet i still lay down and die
my potential is wasted staying here theres nowhere else
that i can go and i will just have to suffer here oh well

im too damned overwork and i cant live like this again
But yet i try and fail but yet im still up at it once again
but in the end it never meant anything more than just
a few bucks i earned at a dead end job overtime 

i cant get pass this point in my life i must end it tonight
i cant stay at this place this stupid wagiecore job
but if i could and i should but theres no use to leaving here
i grab my 12 guage and i point it to the roof of my mouth

im too damned overwork and i cant live like this again
But yet i try and fail but yet im still up at it once again
but in the end it never meant anything more than just
a few bucks i earned at a dead end overtime job
but the show must go on and i will be replaced
retold the story about how the guy ended his life
repeat the cycle of this boring lame ass job
keep the kids all of them so damn overworked

Overworked

so lame and fake
should kill myself
wake up fucked up
every single day

my soul for sale
i've lost my faith
and I can't see any trace of God anywhere.

fuck and drink is all i do
Tears and pills fill my room.
flirting with suicide
no morals, no laws

another whore and one more shot,
another downer down my throat,
a shotgun in my fucking mouth
my brains on the wall

Suicide Note (Belowground Cover)

[Chorus]
Nightmares filled my head again
holes burn through my chest and into my heart
I try and try and it never worked out
thoughts and memories flooding again

[Verse 1]
and i still try and keep my head up while falling down
and i try (to)  keep my own steady self dignity
and i manage to keep my calm through out  the storm
and all i want again is just to be with my friends

[Chorus]
Nightmares filled my head again
holes burn through my chest into my heart
I try and try and it never worked out
thoughts and memories flooding again

[Bridge]
and i manage to keep my calm through the storm
and all i want again is just to be with my friends

[Chorus]
Nightmares filled my head when will it end?
holes burn through my heart and into my soul
I try and try and it never worked out
thoughts and memories never to be said again

Nightmare Again

Did you know there's only a limited amount
Of happiness on earth to even go around
And it would be nice to get my hands on some
Other people always turn out to be
The problem

If you don't mind could you please stop
You're always smiling at me
If I was you
I'd be gloating too
I hate it when you're happy

I'll max out all my credit cards and never worry again
'Cause I'm a rich greedy banker winning this zero sum game
And fuck having friends they just get in the way
I'm a crab in a bucket pulling you down the drain

If you don't mind could you please stop
You're always smiling at me
If I was you
I'd be gloating too
I hate it when you're happy

If you don't mind could you please stop
You're always smiling at me
If I was you
I'd be gloating too
I hate it when you're happy

Pillacle - Emotional Autarky Cover (Experimental Remaster)

Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th birthday we got matching tattoos
Used to steal your parents' liquor and climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had a clue
Never planned that one day, I'd be losing you
In another life
I would be your boy
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world
In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

(🥁)


The One That Got Away (Rock Cover)

I'm feeling cold now
U never do me right
I live alone now
I never do alright
I look to my left and I look to your right
I see you with my eyes doing it with other guys cuz

I love you and you hate me
Saying OMG I hate this guy I lived to be with
You hate me and I love you
U tell me what's so wrong with me
I'm just a human being too (3x)

Let's be friends forever
I'm fine with what you want me to be
If we were together 
More and more, forever, never
(2x)

Mr. Know-it-all

God has blessed me with my musical talent

New tracks tagged #ecel