Lyrics:

Snow falls, but it won’t freeze me,
I’m safe inside, where the warmth holds me.
The world outside is burning, but I don’t care...
With every breath, I feel the cold air.
I light my smoke, sip my drink,
Watch the chaos, and I just think...

Christmas lights flicker, soft and bright,
But I’m alone, and it feels just right...
Wrapped in the glow, in this quiet space,
A holiday’s warmth, in this empty place...

I’m alone but I’m fine...
In the silence, I find peace tonight...
The world’s burning down, but I’m safe here...
Smoking my thoughts, with no more fear...
A drink in my hand, a smile on my face,
Winter’s embrace, in this lonely place...

The fire crackles, a comforting sound...
The night is still, no one’s around...
The cold air bites, but it can’t break me,
I’ll toast to this night, let the world be free,
I’ll watch it burn while I sip my wine,
As the world falls apart, I’ll be just fine...

Christmas lights flicker, soft and bright,
But I’m alone, and it feels just right...
Wrapped in the glow, in this quiet space,
A holiday’s warmth, in this empty place...

I’m alone but I’m fine...
In the silence, I find peace tonight...
The world’s burning down, but I’m safe here...
Smoking my thoughts, with no more fear...
A drink in my hand, a smile on my face,
Winter’s embrace, in this lonely place...

The clock strikes twelve, New Year’s near,
A fleeting moment, another year,
Fireworks echo, but I stay inside,
The warmth of my home, where I confide...
I raise my glass to a world in flames,
Another chapter, but it feels the same

I’m alone but I’m fine...
In the silence, I find peace tonight...
The world’s burning down, but I’m safe here...
Smoking my thoughts, with no more fear...
A drink in my hand, a smile on my face,
Winter’s embrace, in this lonely place...

The world burns outside, but I’m still here...
Watching it all, with nothing to fear...
The fire’s warm, the drink’s divine,
As Christmas fades into New Year’s time,
In this moment, I’m alone but fine...

Lonely Lights

Lyrics:

Why don’t you listen?! I’ve been screaming all this time,
The world is broken, and we’re sinking in its grime!
Can’t you feel it?! This crushing weight of lies,
I’m tired of pretending, while hope just up and dies!

You stand there like it’s fine, but I’m falling apart!
Do you even care at all, or are you just playing the part?!

I’m done being strong! I can’t take anymore!
Every fight, every scar, it’s ripping me to the core!
Don’t tell me to stay! I’ve got nowhere to go,
In this world full of sorrow, I’m drowning alone!

Do you see these hands?! They’re stained from holding on,
The battle’s never-ending, but your strength is always gone!
I’m not your savior! I can’t carry us both,
You call this life a purpose, but all I see is a ghost!

You tell me it’s “worth it” when it’s tearing me apart,
How can you stand there when I’m bleeding from the start?!

I’m done being strong! I can’t take anymore!
Every fight, every scar, it’s ripping me to the core!
Don’t tell me to stay! I’ve got nowhere to go,
In this world full of sorrow, I’m drowning alone!

Look me in the eyes! Tell me this is how it ends,
While I’m clawing at the edges and you’re calling it pretend!
Don’t you dare look away! Face the grief you’ve ignored,
If you can’t bear the weight, then what are you fighting for?!

I’m done being strong! I can’t take anymore!
Every fight, every scar, it’s ripping me to the core!
Don’t tell me to stay! I’ve got nowhere to go,
In this world full of sorrow, I’m drowning alone!

I’ve given enough! I won’t carry your shame!
This grief isn’t justice; it’s a soul-crushing chain!
Don’t ask me to stay! I’ve nothing left to give,
If you’re so strong without me, then show me how you live!

I'm done

Lyrics:

Hard to rest in piece...
Minds flowing in unsettled streams...
Need to get out...
What's the best way out...
From this mess alone...?

I stood in the light, where the world seemed so clear,
With the warmth of your words, every moment felt sincere.
Dreams were alive, dancing wild in my head,
I never thought this would leave me dead.

But now I rise through the ashes, break the chains you left behind,
Fighting through the shadows, I reclaim what's mine.
I’ll scream for my worth, no more silence to bind,
In the wreckage of your lies, my strength will shine.

Your smile turned to ice, and the skies grew so cold,
The truth in your eyes was a story never told.
In the darkest abyss, I felt the sting of your knife,
Now I claw my way out, battling for my life.

But now I rise through the ashes, break the chains you left behind,
Fighting through the shadows, I reclaim what's mine.
I’ll scream for my worth, no more silence to bind,
In the wreckage of your lies, my strength will shine.

The weight of betrayal, it shattered my soul,
In the storm of despair, I fought to stay whole.
Every demon you summoned, I faced with a roar,
I’ll burn through the pain, stronger than before.

But now I rise through the ashes, break the chains you left behind,
Fighting through the shadows, I reclaim what's mine.
I’ll scream for my worth, no more silence to bind,
In the wreckage of your lies, my strength will shine.

Through the fire, I walk with scars on my skin,
But from the depths of the ruin, a new life begins.
No more chains to hold me, no more tears to fall,
I’ll stand in the flames, and rise above it all.

Mixed Thoughts 2

Lyrics:

Voices of anguish claw at my mind,
But I won’t let them chain what’s left behind.
A world of lies built on decay,
I’ll burn it all and light the way.

The filth of greed, it stains their hands,
But I’ll bring justice to this barren land.
Their poison spreads, but I won’t fall,
I’ll tear it down—destroy it all.

Kill the pain, destroy the chains,
Erase the darkness, end their reign.
Through fire and ash, I’ll cleanse the sky,
Corruption falls—tonight it dies.

They feed on weakness, thrive on despair,
But I’ve seen the truth through the toxic air.
The time has come to purge the rot,
To take back everything they forgot.

Their empires crumble, their thrones will burn,
This is the end for all they’ve earned.
Through struggle and scars, my blade will sing,
A reckoning for everything.

Kill the pain, destroy the chains,
Erase the darkness, end their reign.
Through fire and ash, I’ll cleanse the sky,
Corruption falls—tonight it dies.

Feel the weight of your sins, it’s crushing down.
Hear the roar of the flames, it swallows the sound.
No mercy, no redemption for what you’ve sown,
I’ll leave no trace of the lies you’ve known.

Kill the pain, destroy the chains,
Erase the darkness, end their reign.
Through fire and ash, I’ll cleanse the sky,
Corruption falls—tonight it dies.

No more pain, no more lies,
This is the end of their demise.
From ashes rise, the pure remain,
A brighter world, free from chains.

Purging the Dark

Lyrics:

The mirror cracks, but I still stare,
A thousand faces, none compare.
Their whispers claw, they pull me down,
The silence screams, I start to drown.

The weight of guilt, the scars unseen,
A war inside, where I've always been.
Every breath feels like a fight,
To find a flicker in the night.

I’m clawing, screaming, breaking through,
These demons won’t define my truth.
But every time I think I’m free,
They drag me back into the deep.

I built these chains, I forged my cage,
A prisoner to my own rage.
But in the cracks, a light breaks through,
A voice that whispers, "I’m with you."

The twist of fate, the cruelest lie,
I fought for years, but never asked why.
The voice was mine, the demon too,
The war I waged was all for you.

I’m clawing, screaming, breaking through,
These demons won’t define my truth.
But every time I think I’m free,
They drag me back into the deep.

It's all my fault, I let you fall.
The love I lost, I lost it all.
The monster wasn’t just inside,
It was my guilt the day you died!!!

Ooohhhhhhh! Noooooo!!!
I hate myself so fucking much!!!
I hate to feel shattered in millions of pieces!!!
I hate everything about this worthless place!!!
Guess I'll just pull the trigger...

I’m clawing, screaming, breaking through,
But this abyss feels born anew.
You’re gone, and I can’t make it right,
I’m haunted by your fading light.

The mirror breaks, the shards remain,
A fractured soul in endless pain.
But still I walk, though shadows call,
A hollow echo of it all.

Fighting Shadows

Lyrics:

Running through the summer haze, bicycles flying down the trails
Laughing ‘til we lost our breath, chasing echoes in the air
Forests whispered all our names, frozen moments in the frame
Every snapshot tells a story—now they’re all that still remains

Fireworks in winter nights, snow forts built in fading light
Coffee warming frozen hands, laughing loud, making plans
But time’s a thief, it slowly crept, took our days, the ones we kept
Now I’m staring at the past—tell me, can we bring it back?

I want to go back, relive it all again
The laughter, the fire, the stories in the wind
Now I stand alone where we once ran free
Smiling through the pain as my heart still bleeds

Took the car and hit the road, just the two of us this time
Still we felt the empty space where the third one used to ride
Late-night laughter through the haze, chasing memories we can’t replace
But the days slipped through our hands, and we slowly lost our way

Firecrackers in the sky—burning bright, but gone so fast
Just like us, we shined so strong, but nothing gold will ever last
Tell me, did you feel the change? Did you see it slip away?
Or was it just another night before the dawn erased our names?

I want to go back, relive it all again
The laughter, the fire, the stories in the wind
Now I stand alone where we once ran free
Smiling through the pain as my heart still bleeds

Flipping through the photographs, I see us in the golden past
Tears are falling, but I smile—'cause for a moment, we’re alive
We still exist in memories, in echoes carried by the breeze
Maybe one day, when fate is kind, we’ll meet again, somewhere in time

I miss these days so much!
It feels so far away!
But at the same time...
It feels like it was...
Yesterday...

I want to go back, relive it all again
The laughter, the fire, the stories in the wind
Now I stand alone where we once ran free
Smiling through the pain as my heart still bleeds

But until then, I hold this pain,
The bond we had still calls my name,
And if the stars should realign,
I'll see you there—one last time...

Fading Trails

Lyrics:

I don't know what's in your head,
Clearly even you are unsure about your thoughts,
Just tell me...
Was it worth it...?

Many days started to fade,
No matter what you're going to say,
Everything just starts drifting away...
Effort is lost, like a mirror broken on the floor,
Which shards just harm you more...

(Which shards just harm you more...)

Are we living only for indifference (Indifference)?
Have we left common sense behind at all (Behind at all)?
Are we just drowning in our haughtiness (Haughtiness)?
Do we no longer value anything at all (Anything at all)...?
Everything seems like a vicious circle (Vicious circle),
You decide to twist the words in reversal (In reversal).
Exploitation and manipulation (Exploitation and manipulation),
I never gave in to this humiliation (Humiliation)!

Doubts took you away,
It's like I'm getting all the blame...
From the dawn to the sunset,
You were afraid of your haunted mindset...
Complications of the situations,
Been always there to give a needful motivation...
Many words just ricocheted away,
It feels like spitting in my face...

(It feels like spitting in my face...)

Are we living only for indifference (Indifference)?
Have we left common sense behind at all (Behind at all)?
Are we just drowning in our haughtiness (Haughtiness)?
Do we no longer value anything at all (Anything at all)...?
Everything seems like a vicious circle (Vicious circle),
You decide to twist the words in reversal (In reversal).
Exploitation and manipulation (Exploitation and manipulation),
I never gave in to this humiliation (Humiliation)!

All this silence,

And for what?

Consequences,

Left us dead...!

(Left us dead...!)

Are we living only for indifference (Indifference)?
Have we left common sense behind at all (Behind at all)?
Are we just drowning in our haughtiness (Haughtiness)?
Do we no longer value anything at all (Anything at all)...?
Everything seems like a vicious circle (Vicious circle),
You decide to twist the words in reversal (In reversal).
Exploitation and manipulation (Exploitation and manipulation),
I never gave in to this humiliation (Humiliation)!

(Days started to fade...)
(Many words just ricocheted away...)
(Mirror broken on the floor...)
(Silence rips it through your core...)

Indifference (Remastered)

Lyrics:

Moonlight on the highway, fading in the glass,
The echoes of a life I know I can’t get back.
Footsteps in the dirt, washed away by rain,
Every road I take still whispers your name.

The wind calls, but I don’t turn around,
The past is a song, but I won’t hear the sound.

I’m drifting away like leaves in the tide,
Carried by time, no place to hide.
It’s bittersweet, but I know I’ll be fine,
Letting go doesn’t mean I say goodbye.

Familiar streetlights glow in the night,
But they don’t shine the same, they’ve lost their light.
A part of me stays where the seasons change,
But I keep moving, I can’t stay the same.

I’m drifting away like leaves in the tide,
Carried by time, no place to hide.
It’s bittersweet, but I know I’ll be fine,
Letting go doesn’t mean I say goodbye.

The past is a ghost, the weight is real,
But I won’t break, I won’t stand still.
No more waiting, no more chains,
The road calls out—I'm not afraid.

I’m drifting away like leaves in the tide,
Carried by time, no place to hide.
It’s bittersweet, but I know I’ll be fine,
Letting go doesn’t mean I say goodbye.

A breath of cold air, the sky open wide,
Not the end… just another ride.

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