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Lyrics:

I don't know what's in your head,
Clearly even you are unsure about your thoughts,
Just tell me...
Was it worth it...?

Many days started to fade,
No matter what you're going to say,
Everything just starts drifting away...
Effort is lost, like a mirror broken on the floor,
Which shards just harm you more...

(Which shards just harm you more...)

Are we living only for indifference (Indifference)?
Have we left common sense behind at all (Behind at all)?
Are we just drowning in our haughtiness (Haughtiness)?
Do we no longer value anything at all (Anything at all)...?
Everything seems like a vicious circle (Vicious circle),
You decide to twist the words in reversal (In reversal).
Exploitation and manipulation (Exploitation and manipulation),
I never gave in to this humiliation (Humiliation)!

Doubts took you away,
It's like I'm getting all the blame...
From the dawn to the sunset,
You were afraid of your haunted mindset...
Complications of the situations,
Been always there to give a needful motivation...
Many words just ricocheted away,
It feels like spitting in my face...

(It feels like spitting in my face...)

Are we living only for indifference (Indifference)?
Have we left common sense behind at all (Behind at all)?
Are we just drowning in our haughtiness (Haughtiness)?
Do we no longer value anything at all (Anything at all)...?
Everything seems like a vicious circle (Vicious circle),
You decide to twist the words in reversal (In reversal).
Exploitation and manipulation (Exploitation and manipulation),
I never gave in to this humiliation (Humiliation)!

All this silence,

And for what?

Consequences,

Left us dead...!

(Left us dead...!)

Are we living only for indifference (Indifference)?
Have we left common sense behind at all (Behind at all)?
Are we just drowning in our haughtiness (Haughtiness)?
Do we no longer value anything at all (Anything at all)...?
Everything seems like a vicious circle (Vicious circle),
You decide to twist the words in reversal (In reversal).
Exploitation and manipulation (Exploitation and manipulation),
I never gave in to this humiliation (Humiliation)!

(Days started to fade...)
(Many words just ricocheted away...)
(Mirror broken on the floor...)
(Silence rips it through your core...)

Indifference

Lyrics:

Alone in the shadows left to cry
No one hears me no one cares why
World's a mess full of deceit
Heart's in pieces beneath my feet

Broke up left with silent tears
Indifference sharp like piercing spears
Corruption's thick the air is foul
Lies and greed in every scowl

I'm alone but I stand tall
Manicured lies around us all
Broken heart yet no regret
Dignity's mine I won't forget

Life's a game we played to lose
Left with pain old bruises bruise
Empty souls
Shallow disguise
Numb to truth deaf to cries

I'm alone but I stand tall
Manicured lies around us all
Broken heart yet no regret
Dignity's mine I won't forget

Ignorant minds so blind to see
Caged in fake
Lost humanity
Broken down but still I breathe
Holding on to what's underneath

I'm alone but I stand tall
Manicured lies around us all
Broken heart yet no regret
Dignity's mine I won't forget

(Alone in the shadows left to cry...)
(No one hears me no one cares why...)
(Broke up left with silent tears...)
(Indifference sharp like piercing spears...)

Alone in the Shadows (Cinematic version)

Lyrics:

I’ve been sinking in my own thoughts,
Drowning in the weight of all my flaws,
Can’t escape the chains I’ve wrapped around,
The voices whisper, ("You're the one who brought this down.")

Every night’s a war I fight alone,
Breaking down in silence, cold as stone,
But I know you see the cracks inside,
Even when I say I’m "fine," I know you recognize.

I can’t shut it off, it’s burning me alive,
A fire in my chest that I can’t survive,
I swear I try, but every time I fall,
It’s like I’m screaming, but no one hears at all.

The weight inside my head, it’s pulling me apart,
I’m stuck within these walls, tearing at my heart,
I’m blaming myself for everything I feel,
And I know you understand, but it doesn’t make it heal.
I hurt myself to numb the pain,
But every scar just feels the same,
You say you’re here, and you always stay,
But I’m lost inside, and I push you away.

I overthink every word I said,
Convinced that I’m the monster in my head,
I’m scared to show the depths I’ve reached,
Would you run if you knew the things I preach?

But you hold me close, you see my soul,
Even when I’m breaking, losing all control,
You’ve seen the darkest parts I try to hide,
But somehow, you don’t run, you just stay by my side.

I wish I could be stronger, but I’m shattered glass,
Every time I try, I just fall back to the past,
It’s hard to breathe when you’re trapped in your own skin,
But you say you’ll stay through the mess I’m in.

The weight inside my head, it’s pulling me apart,
I’m stuck within these walls, tearing at my heart,
I’m blaming myself for everything I feel,
And I know you understand, but it doesn’t make it heal.
I hurt myself to numb the pain,
But every scar just feels the same,
You say you’re here, and you always stay,
But I’m lost inside, and I push you away.

I don’t deserve the love you give,
But you’re the reason I still live,
In this storm, you’ve been my light,
When all I wanted was to fade into the night.

I can’t stop the war in my mind,
I’m breaking, but you’re still by my side,
You say I’m worth it, that I’m not alone,
But this battle’s mine, this weight I’ve known.

The weight inside my head, it’s pulling me apart,
I’m stuck within these walls, tearing at my heart,
I’m blaming myself for everything I feel,
And I know you understand, but it doesn’t make it heal.
I hurt myself to numb the pain,
But every scar just feels the same,
You say you’re here, and you always stay,
But I’m lost inside, and I push you away.

But you never leave, you never let me go,
You’re the only light I’ve come to know.
And maybe one day, I’ll let you in,
But for now, I’m stuck in the war within.

Overthinking 2

Lyrics:

I’m drowning, caught in the undertow,
Waves crash heavy where my fears grow.
Deep down, I hear the monsters call,
Echoes of weakness build my hollow walls.

But I’ve held my breath for far too long,
Fighting shadows where I don’t belong.
Every heartbeat feels like it’s borrowed,
A fragile strength carved out of sorrow.

I’m drowning, sinking further down,
Lost in a sea where my soul might drown.
Letting go of the fight, I’ve always known,
In the chaos, I find I’m not alone.

The mirror shows cracks, the truth unfolds,
A battle waged within my broken soul.
Deep down, I see the monsters lie,
They feed on the tears I’ve tried to hide.

But beneath the weight, I feel a spark,
A fragile flame ignites the dark.
Every scar reminds me of my name,
Through the hollow, I’ll rise again.

I’m drowning, sinking further down,
Lost in a sea where my soul might drown.
Letting go of the fight, I’ve always known,
In the chaos, I find I’m not alone.

Let the tide take what it will,
I’ll find my way through the still.
The monsters scream, but I’ll endure,
Through the hollow, my strength is pure.

I’m drowning, sinking further down,
Lost in a sea where my soul might drown.
Letting go of the fight, I’ve always known,
In the chaos, I find I’m not alone.

I’m drowning, but I’m breathing now,
Rising from the depths, I’ve taken my vow.
Letting go of the fear, I’ve come to know,
In the pain, I’ve found a strength to grow.

Drowning

Lyrics:

Why don’t you listen?! I’ve been screaming all this time,
The world is broken, and we’re sinking in its grime!
Can’t you feel it?! This crushing weight of lies,
I’m tired of pretending, while hope just up and dies!

You stand there like it’s fine, but I’m falling apart!
Do you even care at all, or are you just playing the part?!

I’m done being strong! I can’t take anymore!
Every fight, every scar, it’s ripping me to the core!
Don’t tell me to stay! I’ve got nowhere to go,
In this world full of sorrow, I’m drowning alone!

Do you see these hands?! They’re stained from holding on,
The battle’s never-ending, but your strength is always gone!
I’m not your savior! I can’t carry us both,
You call this life a purpose, but all I see is a ghost!

You tell me it’s “worth it” when it’s tearing me apart,
How can you stand there when I’m bleeding from the start?!

I’m done being strong! I can’t take anymore!
Every fight, every scar, it’s ripping me to the core!
Don’t tell me to stay! I’ve got nowhere to go,
In this world full of sorrow, I’m drowning alone!

Look me in the eyes! Tell me this is how it ends,
While I’m clawing at the edges and you’re calling it pretend!
Don’t you dare look away! Face the grief you’ve ignored,
If you can’t bear the weight, then what are you fighting for?!

I’m done being strong! I can’t take anymore!
Every fight, every scar, it’s ripping me to the core!
Don’t tell me to stay! I’ve got nowhere to go,
In this world full of sorrow, I’m drowning alone!

I’ve given enough! I won’t carry your shame!
This grief isn’t justice; it’s a soul-crushing chain!
Don’t ask me to stay! I’ve nothing left to give,
If you’re so strong without me, then show me how you live!

I'm done

Lyrics:

Hard to rest in piece...
Minds flowing in unsettled streams...
Need to get out...
What's the best way out...
From this mess alone...?

I stood in the light, where the world seemed so clear,
With the warmth of your words, every moment felt sincere.
Dreams were alive, dancing wild in my head,
I never thought this would leave me dead.

But now I rise through the ashes, break the chains you left behind,
Fighting through the shadows, I reclaim what's mine.
I’ll scream for my worth, no more silence to bind,
In the wreckage of your lies, my strength will shine.

Your smile turned to ice, and the skies grew so cold,
The truth in your eyes was a story never told.
In the darkest abyss, I felt the sting of your knife,
Now I claw my way out, battling for my life.

But now I rise through the ashes, break the chains you left behind,
Fighting through the shadows, I reclaim what's mine.
I’ll scream for my worth, no more silence to bind,
In the wreckage of your lies, my strength will shine.

The weight of betrayal, it shattered my soul,
In the storm of despair, I fought to stay whole.
Every demon you summoned, I faced with a roar,
I’ll burn through the pain, stronger than before.

But now I rise through the ashes, break the chains you left behind,
Fighting through the shadows, I reclaim what's mine.
I’ll scream for my worth, no more silence to bind,
In the wreckage of your lies, my strength will shine.

Through the fire, I walk with scars on my skin,
But from the depths of the ruin, a new life begins.
No more chains to hold me, no more tears to fall,
I’ll stand in the flames, and rise above it all.

Mixed Thoughts 2

Lyrics:

Running through the summer haze, bicycles flying down the trails
Laughing ‘til we lost our breath, chasing echoes in the air
Forests whispered all our names, frozen moments in the frame
Every snapshot tells a story—now they’re all that still remains

Fireworks in winter nights, snow forts built in fading light
Coffee warming frozen hands, laughing loud, making plans
But time’s a thief, it slowly crept, took our days, the ones we kept
Now I’m staring at the past—tell me, can we bring it back?

I want to go back, relive it all again
The laughter, the fire, the stories in the wind
Now I stand alone where we once ran free
Smiling through the pain as my heart still bleeds

Took the car and hit the road, just the two of us this time
Still we felt the empty space where the third one used to ride
Late-night laughter through the haze, chasing memories we can’t replace
But the days slipped through our hands, and we slowly lost our way

Firecrackers in the sky—burning bright, but gone so fast
Just like us, we shined so strong, but nothing gold will ever last
Tell me, did you feel the change? Did you see it slip away?
Or was it just another night before the dawn erased our names?

I want to go back, relive it all again
The laughter, the fire, the stories in the wind
Now I stand alone where we once ran free
Smiling through the pain as my heart still bleeds

Flipping through the photographs, I see us in the golden past
Tears are falling, but I smile—'cause for a moment, we’re alive
We still exist in memories, in echoes carried by the breeze
Maybe one day, when fate is kind, we’ll meet again, somewhere in time

I miss these days so much!
It feels so far away!
But at the same time...
It feels like it was...
Yesterday...

I want to go back, relive it all again
The laughter, the fire, the stories in the wind
Now I stand alone where we once ran free
Smiling through the pain as my heart still bleeds

But until then, I hold this pain,
The bond we had still calls my name,
And if the stars should realign,
I'll see you there—one last time...

Fading Trails

Lyrics:

I don't know what's in your head,
Clearly even you are unsure about your thoughts,
Just tell me...
Was it worth it...?

Many days started to fade,
No matter what you're going to say,
Everything just starts drifting away...
Effort is lost, like a mirror broken on the floor,
Which shards just harm you more...

(Which shards just harm you more...)

Are we living only for indifference (Indifference)?
Have we left common sense behind at all (Behind at all)?
Are we just drowning in our haughtiness (Haughtiness)?
Do we no longer value anything at all (Anything at all)...?
Everything seems like a vicious circle (Vicious circle),
You decide to twist the words in reversal (In reversal).
Exploitation and manipulation (Exploitation and manipulation),
I never gave in to this humiliation (Humiliation)!

Doubts took you away,
It's like I'm getting all the blame...
From the dawn to the sunset,
You were afraid of your haunted mindset...
Complications of the situations,
Been always there to give a needful motivation...
Many words just ricocheted away,
It feels like spitting in my face...

(It feels like spitting in my face...)

Are we living only for indifference (Indifference)?
Have we left common sense behind at all (Behind at all)?
Are we just drowning in our haughtiness (Haughtiness)?
Do we no longer value anything at all (Anything at all)...?
Everything seems like a vicious circle (Vicious circle),
You decide to twist the words in reversal (In reversal).
Exploitation and manipulation (Exploitation and manipulation),
I never gave in to this humiliation (Humiliation)!

All this silence,

And for what?

Consequences,

Left us dead...!

(Left us dead...!)

Are we living only for indifference (Indifference)?
Have we left common sense behind at all (Behind at all)?
Are we just drowning in our haughtiness (Haughtiness)?
Do we no longer value anything at all (Anything at all)...?
Everything seems like a vicious circle (Vicious circle),
You decide to twist the words in reversal (In reversal).
Exploitation and manipulation (Exploitation and manipulation),
I never gave in to this humiliation (Humiliation)!

(Days started to fade...)
(Many words just ricocheted away...)
(Mirror broken on the floor...)
(Silence rips it through your core...)

Indifference (Remastered)

Lyrics:

Moonlight on the highway, fading in the glass,
The echoes of a life I know I can’t get back.
Footsteps in the dirt, washed away by rain,
Every road I take still whispers your name.

The wind calls, but I don’t turn around,
The past is a song, but I won’t hear the sound.

I’m drifting away like leaves in the tide,
Carried by time, no place to hide.
It’s bittersweet, but I know I’ll be fine,
Letting go doesn’t mean I say goodbye.

Familiar streetlights glow in the night,
But they don’t shine the same, they’ve lost their light.
A part of me stays where the seasons change,
But I keep moving, I can’t stay the same.

I’m drifting away like leaves in the tide,
Carried by time, no place to hide.
It’s bittersweet, but I know I’ll be fine,
Letting go doesn’t mean I say goodbye.

The past is a ghost, the weight is real,
But I won’t break, I won’t stand still.
No more waiting, no more chains,
The road calls out—I'm not afraid.

I’m drifting away like leaves in the tide,
Carried by time, no place to hide.
It’s bittersweet, but I know I’ll be fine,
Letting go doesn’t mean I say goodbye.

A breath of cold air, the sky open wide,
Not the end… just another ride.

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