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ohhh i'll run but my legs giving out
yes i beat the cancer it came out my mouth
don't tell me my health going down
i'll figure it out i'll figure it out
don't ask me what the doctors found
they're probably lying i know it's not mound
inside of my body i'd feel it by now
i don’t feel anything 
blood coming out with the mucus 
on my face it must’ve been the food that i ate
boy life is something you can’t replace
is what they say i’ll test my fate
machines telling lies upon my grave
how could i be dying when i feel great
i’ll stay true to yesterday
it’s been that way how could it change

i'd feel it by now

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say please  
before you take me 
somewhere i don't want to go 
i would rather slit my throat
don't tell me i'm crazy 
that will just make me
get blow up angry 
i'll smash my phone 
i want to keep my door shut 
i'm so done with this arrangement
i feel like i've been worn out 
for like 20 years
i never came downstairs 
i got red in the pigment of my eyes 
now i have false goodbyes

somewhere i don't want to go

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nothing bitch i'm fucking nothing
how can i be something right now 
judgement yeah i'm full of judgement
everything is flooding towards me
fell apart in like two weeks 
she screaming screw me 
my fundamentals i burnt them all down
i think something was brewing
i acted clueless 
things that i can't shake 
can't let it go ouch 
i think thoughts out loud 
i don't mean to say 
try to trigger me 
in all your little ways
trapped in this building 
planning my escape
only reason i'm here 
stuck in my brain
oh i don't know where i'm going
and oh making something and show it but 
oh no i forgot to charge my phone
now for months i'm gon be low
ain't that funny how it goes
shit it's 10am and i still haven't woke up
and i just quit my pills so i think i might throw up
you can tell that i'm in pain but you still say i look dumb
it kept on going on and i blew like a damn gun

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can u guys tell i like piano lol

my sense of timing 
i find alarming
i can't get back on my own shit 
she said that i'm alarming
i just threw up on the carpet
it glimmer like diamonds on watches
i'm trying my best just to stop it
said i found it alarming 
why you acting disgraceful
eating bread on the table 
did you pray up to god ?
i found that alarming
why so alarming 
i found it alarming 
why so alarming

i found it alarming

wait... there are songs over a min long ??? whaa ???? wha ????

railroads tied up for the payload
always weaving webs that r weak as fuck
head can't stop hoe
it won't let go
always feel stuck and it 
won't stop kiss rocks 
sometimes i can't fucking speak
i just need u nxt 2 me 
plz do not go play with me
studs on my belt so i go back to whipping shit
blood on my belt from the clippings of what i hit
the rough in the mix making it so i want to quit 
but i can't quit but i can't 
can't quit sticks and stones up in this bitch
hypothetically hit i'm fine i ain't pay attention
i dismiss every chance i fucking get 
i been trying to get a grip but i struggle with the patience

kiss rocks

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scrap but wanna get more shit out so

i know it's hard 
to find it within yourself
if i had some time off
i'd help you see ur worth baby
i struggle saying god 
i always think i betrayed him
i cannot sleep at night 
see this girls bulging eyes
i can't sleep 
i can't sleep
said i can't sleep
honestly it's you and me 
probably i'm into deep
i'm into deep
worry that i'm the same sheep
am i better not really
i'll calm down and smoke this tree
never easy never-

i can't sleep

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oh i think i lost my lunch
start to hate what ive become
i grew sick of me
i grew sick of this too
sitting in my room
hoping you would hate me
before i hate you
when i needed help nobody came through
i did that too
and i loved you so much it felt like sun
if i needed help you would jump the gun
i don’t deserve that at all
thought if i ran i would make you fall
hey it hurts hate my words
i wish i could spit up
all my thoughts and my fears
they rest in my stomach
building up everyday
no release out of place
no relief nothing changes
but i’d hold on
to you i couldn’t lose
the voice that i woke up to
but i can’t hold on at all
i need to throw up
our love was stuck with super glue
got sick and didn’t have the room
i cant fight all my battles
i’ll let myself puke

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i'll spend months sober
believe lies again
they talk like it's not over
i'll tell you my friend
i'll never see you smile for me again
and that's my fault so i won't complain
it is what it is
i'll deal with that shit
i'll pack my bags up
i'll say we don't mix
and i'll blame it on ya
my body was tired
fear made me a liar

love u mimi

fear made me a liar

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imma start spamming tags mb 

i'll peel my brain for you
i'll fill my head with screws
you can make a bruise
on me if you want to

it was the same shit last time
i needa smoke i needa cope where my pass time
i had it down now my brain can’t work right
i’m the problem i’m certain
nothing is urgent
i can’t do shit cause i’m never bothered
my effort worthless
just close the curtains
theres nothing to see here the show is over
i'm done acting like it's all okay
it's not okay
and when i wake
it will stay the same
don't know i bother
i shouldn't bother

bruise

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my face hurt like hell
and my jaw is swollen
i'm struggling to write
and i hate my motives
can anybody help me now
i don't know how to use my mouth
i'm not like them not at all
i aim real high but i tend to fall
keep on falling down
i can barley move my lips
i think about doing this
over and over again
i can't seem to get a grip
oh they faking and shit
always get stuck on a bitch
you never talking to me
when you need something check in
where my head at
swear imma do it again
and i recollect it i
feel i'm stuck in a pit
i know they don't care
why i'm coming back ? again
my will to live is running out
the more i give
i'm tired of the outcome
i lived through it
i gave what i had
and i ain't mean shit to them
find it funny that's the way things are
you be running
while i'm walking wrong i noticed
copy everything you're so bizarre
you be running
while i'm walking wrong i noticed


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stop stop for a second spliff
she be getting high i be getting bliss
open up the lock with the key of tricks
she talking like she gone she not over this
girl i'm not the one for you
hit rock hit floor i lost my screws
i dread i hate the things you do to me
you're bruising me love
i just want to have things my way
smoking in your car like a lightweight
bitch i never get why i try fate
imma leave it behind reach a new state
stuck up like epoxy i am prone to saying sorry
if the memories still haunt me will it ruin what i got
bitch what happened to my heart
know it used to beat so hard
now it's just beating soft
so think i've caught a clot yeah

hey i'm a stupid and a liar
i can't do shit when i'm tired
and it all falls back on me so
wonder why i feed my ego
9 times out of 10
i lose all my fucking friends
my heart is barley beating
i've got so wrapped up in this


clot

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running from my thoughts and my habits
think that i’m abt to drown not a baptist
no i’m not good at acting
i’m barley good at laughing
yeah i’m running from the girl in the corner
see me see u it’s torture
you ask me what i mourn for
it all got blurred out
i need some tape for my tongue
and a knife for my eyes
i can’t trust my lungs
sure as hell not my mind
oh i lie
all the time all the time
i’m not helping anybody
doing something i don’t want to do
what the fuck i want to prove to you
i keep making promises
when i can barley bring myself to move
wonder why i’m being used
sat there in the driveway
i spilled my damn brain
making up a lie so i could love myself
i was hoping that it’d all change
but it didn’t
i’m all there there really is here to blame

so i could love myself

8/27/24 
i been singing love songs 
please do not sing along 
you don't know me like that
if you put a bitch on 
imma still listen long
if the track going hard
i'm at a loss cause 
i lost my purpose 
in all of this shit 
you think i'm worthless 
don't think you're wrong 
that's something i'll admit 
still got your songs on my playlist
mutually hated 
i can't find one thing that we agree on
i don't care if the song is special 
to me or to you 
or your friends
it's not clear to me 
try not to scroll through 
some bullshit that'll make me unhappy




i'll admit

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three days from saturday
this is more than i can manage
i got blood inside my bandage
from all the times i tried so hard
bitch oh my god
i crashed my car
woke up so early to hit a rock
i did the right or so i thought
i thought i had this i did not
i’m so sorry that i disappointed you
i don’t mean to be a bother
know things hurt but i hurt too
and there’s no room for my shit
don’t care about that you care about this
and when i talk you want me to quit
say jack about smoke till i breathe in
i don't want to restart 
go somewhere else 
why they always gotta give me hell
i haven't even smoked in a month 
and now i gotta deal with this shit
how i'm supposed to deal with this shit
how i'm supposed to deal with your shit 
how i'm supposed to get the bands quick
girly suck it up like nesquik :P

breathe in

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