it gets lonely (demo)

worth (even trying)

prod me 

lost project file 


running from my thoughts and my habits
think that i’m abt to drown not a baptist
no i’m not good at acting
i’m barley good at laughing
yeah i’m running from the girl in the corner
see me see u it’s torture
you ask me what i mourn for
it all got blurred out
i need some tape for my tongue
and a knife for my eyes
i can’t trust my lungs
sure as hell not my mind
oh i lie
all the time all the time
i’m not helping anybody
doing something i don’t want to do
what the fuck i want to prove to you
i keep making promises
when i can barley bring myself to move
wonder why i’m being used
sat there in the driveway
i spilled my damn brain
making up a lie so i could love myself
i was hoping that it’d all change
but it didn’t
i’m all there there really is here to blame

so i could love myself

hide under the covers

https://too.fm/lose-it

You used to tell me lies
You know that I'm not your guy
I know you don't understand
I know it's all in your head
You used to always be there
You think the world's in your hands
I know you don't understand 
I know you don't understand

(You used to tell me lies)
(I know you don't understand)
(You used to always be there)
(I know you don't understand)
(I know you don't understand)

Face to face
Every time you fantasize I'll fade away
Nothing else, I just cannot get out
I'll go insane
I cant step foot inside the sacred place
Why'd you ask me on a Saturday night

It's a waste why you waste time
Don't wanna say too much I just want to make right
Run to the fields, 'till they catch me with a bright light
Cant take you home for its every man for himself

Understand, but you don't understand
Why don't you talk to the walls I'll never see you again
Maybe you'll get a chance, ha, that's what somebody said
I know you wanna be close but I don't want to be friends

(You used to tell me lies)
(I know you don't understand)
(You used to always be there)
(I know you don't understand)
(I know you don't understand)

You used to tell me lies
You know that I'm not your guy
I know you don't understand
I know it's all in your head
You used to always be there
You think the world's in your hands
I know you don't understand 
I know you don't understand

You used to tell me lies
You know that I'm not your guy
I know you don't understand
I know it's all in your head
You used to always be there
You think the world's in your hands
I know you don't understand 
I know you don't understand

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Lose it (Tell me lies)

produced, written, mixed, and mastered by blue leone
additional mixing by Bryce Terry (https://bryceterry.bandcamp.com/)

started 16 October 2024, finished 9 February 2025
3 minutes 28 seconds
175 BPM, G# minor
drop D tuning, capo on second fret

lyrics:
I crashed my car when we commiserated
the lights went dark when I flew on the pavement
I keep my mouth shut, I can’t say I hate it
‘cause if I talk, I feel you salivating

okey, you don’t want this
I know you don’t
the way you speak, I know how it’ll go (you tug my collar anyway)
you don’t want this (you tug my collar anyway)
I know you don’t (you tug my collar anyway)
I know you don’t

guess who?
look at what you’ve done to me
beat around the bush and see
failing to reach through the screen
guess who, guess who?
look at what you’ve done to me
beat around the bush and see
loaded guns aimed at our feet
guess who, fuck you

hot and bothered, you tug my collar anyway
hot and bothered, you tug my collar anyway
hot and bothered, you tug my collar anyway
hot and bothered, you tug my collar anyway
hot and bothered, you tug my collar anyway
hot and bothered, you tug my collar anyway
hot and bothered, you tug my collar anyway
hot and bothered, you tug my collar anyway

I doll myself up and the burden’s heavy
it’s times like these where Dracula’s my envy
to justify, think my defence is flimsy
I’ve become all I hated, rouged in glimpsing

okey, I think you want this
and so do I
the way you speak, I’ll hang on if I try (you tug my collar anyway)
I think you want this (you tug my collar anyway)
and so do I (you tug my collar anyway)
and so do I

guess who?
look at what you’ve done to me
beat around the bush and see
failing to reach through the screen
guess who, guess who?
look at what you’ve done to me
(please don’t say that you love me, ‘cause my love is for the few)
beat around the bush and see
(I danced around the subject when I found out that you knew)
loaded guns aimed at our feet
(denial over motion, you never thought it through)
guess who, fuck you

hot and bothered, you tug my collar anyway
hot and bothered, you tug my collar anyway
hot and bothered, you tug my collar anyway
hot and bothered, you tug my collar anyway
hot and bothered, you tug my collar anyway
(give me what I want, I’ll give it to you)
hot and bothered, you tug my collar anyway
hot and bothered, you tug my collar anyway
hot and bothered, you tug my collar anyway

Mint

Hot and bothered

track 7 from my album "Together": PRESAVE https://ffm.to/rpp3y4o

Together

Composition 001:

I drew my sword near.. and realized who I truly was.

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All music produced by roses at your tombstone (@cybrwitch)
Art credits fully go to https://x.com/aletiune, please support them

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this is really a cover. unfortunately i dont know sybyr but been a fan since a jit and beat is hard so :)

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so i could love myself

ginn

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