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running from my thoughts and my habits
think that i’m abt to drown not a baptist
no i’m not good at acting
i’m barley good at laughing
yeah i’m running from the girl in the corner
see me see u it’s torture
you ask me what i mourn for
it all got blurred out
i need some tape for my tongue
and a knife for my eyes
i can’t trust my lungs
sure as hell not my mind
oh i lie
all the time all the time
i’m not helping anybody
doing something i don’t want to do
what the fuck i want to prove to you
i keep making promises
when i can barley bring myself to move
wonder why i’m being used
sat there in the driveway
i spilled my damn brain
making up a lie so i could love myself
i was hoping that it’d all change
but it didn’t
i’m all there there really is here to blame

so i could love myself

This year has seen quite an evolution for myself from an emotional intelligence aspect. I tried to reflect the growth throughout this year in the music and I hope that in someway or another it may inspire you all to reach within yourselves to achieve something greater. I want you all to know that you seriously can achieve any and everything that you could ever imagine as long as you dedicate and subject yourself to successes and failures. It is ok to fall short, be vulnerable, and put away our own pride for the sake of bettering not only ourselves but those around us. Mind over matter, you are what you put out. Don’t be afraid to love my friends. Love well ❤️. With the grace of God, I’m ready for you 2025. Please lead us all to good faith and prosperity!

This song is dedicated to Naika Venant and anyone that is or has been unfortunately domestically abused. My heart and concerns go out to you all and I want you all to know that you are and will be forever loved. I know it’s not easy but I am glad that you decided to keep going today. I want you here. Love you ❤️  

~

Lyrics:

(VERSE):

You looking up at your calendar
You hope your daddy say “I’m proud of ya”
You hope your momma say “I’m proud of ya”
You hope your say gang say—ugh
Your parents get to the fighting,
“boy you better quit that crying!”
Your grades drop and you trying 
Mental problems they rising 
But I’m here to tell you
“that you can, I swear you can!”
It don’t matter what you do!
Please stick to the plan, yeah stick to the plan!
It’s gon pay off yeah,
You finna ball yeah,
That money tall yeah,
Yeah!
You rocking Balmain
You finding romance
You rock these big chains
Yeah!

———

Released: December 31st, 2024

Written By: Elleonte
Produced By: Elleonte
Mixed & Mastered By: Elleonte


Optimism III (Prod. Elleonte)

Sourdough Sucks Honestly. [yopsn + kiltenzo]

Marking as the debut project for Elleonte, "The World Ends With You" highlights the struggles of teens and young adults worldwide as they navigate the world and their own troubles. These anthems are meant to be the voices of the youth!

My Life Is A Mess But I Still Wouldn't Change It! (Grateful!) (Prod. Elleonte).mp3

Don't Cry, It's Only The Beginning! (Interlude) (Prod. Elleonte)

Bossed Up! (Prod. Elleonte)

fuck kq.

[lyrics]

Sip with a thousand bucks
On David’s grave, I’m countin up
I make it rain like I’m out the club
And I fucked his bitch, don’t try to front
Sip with a thousand bucks
On David’s grave, I’m countin up
I make it rain like I’m out the club
And I fucked his bitch, don’t try to front

Yea, faggot, don’t try to front
I shoot up ya stage, Osamason
Kawaqii’s a bitch, meat size is none
I put that on his momma, bruh
Pop out once, make his neck bleed
Swing once, and David’s dead
Yea, I fucked him and his lil wife
Crazen raped his family all night
Fuck Butler, live that animal life
YVL, in hell, he can’t go to Mike
Kawaqii sleepin with a man overnight
I been creepin with a pan on my right hand, then I strike
Hit his head, got 200 pumped
Cock my Glock onto Kawq’s cock
Got the mula, dawg
Never switch, on my kids
Always in my best, Kawaqii’s a bitch
Snatch his chain, take his faggot knife, then stab him twice
Overtake his channels, likes get to 0
He know that I’m nice with my steelo
C4 in system, 3 y/o sister
Lambo drivin, his bitchass dyin
I called RobTop, his sick ass cryin
Lil David’s killed, I didn’t even try

Sip with a thousand bucks
On David’s grave, I’m countin up
I make it rain like I’m out the club
And I fucked his bitch, don’t try to front
Sip with a thousand bucks
On David’s grave, I’m countin up
I make it rain like I’m out the club
And I fucked his bitch, don’t try to front

You’s a fuckin bum
Dave, yo ass is dumb
You’s a fuckin bitch
Dave ain’t never gettin rich


FUCK KAWAQII (U'S A FUCKIN BUM) [prod. zutril]

cold • paranoid • haunted • mechanical • desolate • nihilistic • tense • nocturnal • hollow • fogged • corrupted data • glitchcore • anxiety • synthetic soul • dream decay

Echologic - (Denzel Curry X $uicideboy$ Type Beat) (For Private Sale)

The lyrics speak for itself. Sorry for cursing! 🙈

Lyrics:

I seen your text jigga, I left it on read
These jiggas’ll won’t choose you, they’ll leave you for dead
And I gotta chose me over you, that’s a fact
You ain’t reach out to me when I was rotting in my bed
Even though I am here, can’t remember last that I rest
Everyday the same, work, school, sleep y’all know the rest
Like how can I complain, when I’m truly just blessed 
I want more out this life, I think that’s why I’m stressed
And this path that I got got me alone, I’m depressed 
But I believe in myself, feel that s**t in my chest
You may not relate to me but you better invest
B-B-B***h I’m Big E, best secret that you kept 
Just know there were some days I sat here and I wept
Just know there were some friends I lost, too indirect
Just know I may went back to old ways and I regressed
But I stay honest, keep it pushing, happy that we connect

Released: October 20th, 2025

Rest! (Prod. Elleonte)

Enjoy!

Producer: ProxyIX
Artist:Prox2Thurll

Who Gon' Shoot It?

prod @queenadriann
lyrics 🍰

got tha choppa in the back n its gon fuckin spray
got a bounty on tha bitch i'll put sum on ur head
he wan talk down cuz ik that bitch dont got no friends
i be watchin out 4 ops i dont watch wut i spend
blood up on my hands
handle that boy well
feel like an organ donor
send his hb in the mail
these nggas fucking smell
yuhh im raising hell
they tryna copp my swag i told tht boy it's an epic fail
it's an epic fail
bitch i hit tha milly rock
4:44 i check that clock
idk shit i'll spend it on socks
osama im blowing up
2many bitches tryna fuh
i cant give u up
ed bitch keep throwin up
od she js throwin up
ima od in this club
bitch dont check up on me now

💞 GYARUSWAG  ᓚ₍ ^. .^₎

Prod. Sage/OGCyanide
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Space Yakub

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