i remember those years in school
the first time i saw you on stage, something in me stopped moving
you smiled like you didn’t know everyone was already looking at you
my friends said the same — that you had this softness
something in your eyes, something that made us all want to be near

i still think about the way your hair moved when you laughed
how your cheeks looked like they were meant to be held for a second
you always seemed surprised when people liked you
but how could we not
you were kind, even when no one deserved it

i don’t know if you ever loved me, not really
but thank you for letting me be there
thank you for not pushing me away when you could have
thank you for giving someone like me that small moment
it was enough
more than i deserved

schooluv (alternative)

schooluv

Midnight air and your voice in my head(voice in my head)
Replay the words that you never said( you never said)
I know your eyes are searching for the door( for the door)
But I’m still hoping you'd want me more( want me more)

You said you’re not what I deserve(but what i deserve?)

Just for now, can you hold me like it's real?( like it's real?)
Even if it's fake, I just wanna feel(wanna feel)
I know you’re leaving, but don’t tell me how(don’t tell me how)
I don’t need forever, just for now( just for now)
Just for now, keep your hand in mine(Just for now)
Even if we’re broken, say we’re fine(say we’re fine)
We don’t gotta make it out somehow(out somehow)
I don’t need forever — just for now(just for now)

just for now....
just for now....

track from possible mini-album RE (mb idk rn )\


I'm sex sick, I can't breathe
Need your touch, it's killing me
I'm sex sick, you're the only drug I need
I'm sex sick, feel so weak
You're the pain that makes me speak
I'm sex sick, can't you see
You're the only cure for me

Tell me you need it too
Tell me you feel it too
Wrap your legs around my sins
Girl, show me what we do

Show me you need it too
Tell me you feel it too
Wrap your legs around my sins
Girl, show me what we do

I'm sex sick, I can't breathe
Need your touch, it's killing me
I'm sex sick, you're the only drug I need
I'm sex sick, feel so weak
You're the pain that makes me speak
I'm sex sick, can't you see
You're the only cure for me

I'm sex sick...
I'm sex sick...

i`m SS(RE)

if i had nine lives, i'd live each one curled against your side(against your side)
i’d wake you before the sun just to feel your hand brush over me( brush over me)
my body pressed into your chest like it’s the only place i exist(place i exist)

you wouldn’t even need to speak — just feed me, love me, hold me for a while
i’d follow you room to room like a shadow that refuses to disappear

i’d purr until you smiled again(i’d purr until you smiled again)
meooowwww....
meooowwww....

when you're crying and think no one hears you
i’d crawl into your lap without asking and fall asleep on your sorrow(i do it)
i wouldn’t fix it(i can`t fix it)
but i’d stay(but i’d stay)

sometimes that’s all we need — a warm body that never leaves(that never leaves)
if this life ends, find me again in the next one( find me find me)
i’ll come running when you whisper my name( whisper my name)

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