music & lyrics by Will Wood
Produced by Will Wood
Recorded by Simon Ficken at Backroom Studios in Rockaway NJ and Jonathon Maisto at Kawari Sound in Wyncotte PA
Mixed & mastered by Kevin Antreassian
String section and choir arranged by Will Wood
Baritone ukulele, piano, keyboards - Will Wood
Upright bass - Vater Boris
Electric guitar - Mike Bottiglieri
Strings - Yoed Nir
Choir - Sofia Session Choir & Orchestra LTD.

==Lyrics==

I was right there  
While you fought tooth and nail
Gasping in the gas mask thrashing till you disappeared
Say you’re not scared, that you know it’s cause I cared and
Say you know I love you, and that hope was just not there

And I know, I know that I’m wrong
That when you’re gone you’re gone 
And I can’t bring you home
But I want, I want to believe
That you’ll remember me when you’re just memory

Roots in the ground
Or uploaded to the cloud or
Warm inside our hearts or as electrons in our head – nowhere now
Over the rainbow, can I stop by and say hello and
Sorry I would take it back if I could but I know

To love one from too far to call
Is not to love at all, to whom is it I talk?
But I want, I want to believe 
That you can still hear me when you’re just memory

Said “it’s okay”
And “It’ll be all be over soon"
I’d never let a bad thing happen to you
Now goodnight I love you

And every, everybody dies 
Fighting for their lives, just trying to survive
Well now I know, I know why we say
That there’s a better place that waits beyond the grave, oh

And I know, I know it’s not true. 
There’s just no more you but as long as there’s no proof
Then I choose, I choose to believe 
That we’ll met in sweet dreams after you’re put to sleep

Euthanasia

This emotive masterpiece delicately blends haunting melodies, heart-wrenching beats, and evocative harmonies, taking listeners on an immersive voyage through the depths of sorrow and loss.

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I lost my MJ - Vague003 - Drowning (slowed + reverb)

My first project ever GRIEF drops on March 27th, hope you will enjoy it

Spotify Link for ANGER: https://open.spotify.com/track/2TycnZ43afNc5344g4wu0i?si=c53565b194cd4f2e

Spotify Link

ANGER (prod. shvde x kosfinger x yjay x prodjulioo) *SPOTIFY LINK IN DESCRIPTION*

Spotify Link for DENIAL: https://open.spotify.com/track/1DqBkgVaPBBMsvFyMgvmFD?si=ecbd12af6610460a

Full album link: https://open.spotify.com/album/1oqsawruGZfJUQ6nV4hPf2?si=k6qNPMR3TMOxt-Kun75Tpg

DENIAL (prod.gxm x divase) *SPOTIFY LINK IN DESCRIPTION*

Spotify Link for Depression: https://open.spotify.com/track/1m6EKDv2SdjCb1xNcg30Ch?si=df7a1fdae1fe463a

Full album link: https://open.spotify.com/album/1oqsawruGZfJUQ6nV4hPf2?si=LaR2Eb3XRbSDtTztNjlk5w

DEPRESSION (prod. shvrs x only1august x nihil2free) *SPOTIFY LINK IN DESCRIPTION*

🖤 The Miracle Syndicate x Feck & Ellie — “You Called Me The Burn”

[Spoken Word Intro]
Something’s wrong…
You looked away first.

[Verse 1]
You left the door
Half open — like you meant to come back.
Your coat still there,
But I knew better than to ask.
I sat with the air
You used to move through.
There’s still dust
On the side of the bed — where I never slept.

[Pre-Chorus]
Your voice is
Still somewhere in the back hall.
I try to forget,
But the silence knows it all.

[Chorus]
You threw away a lifetime
Like it never meant a thing.
I held it in my bloodstream
Long after you stopped bleeding.
You said it wasn’t working —
But I was still breathing.
You walked out of the fire —
And called me the burn.

[Verse 2]
I know you ran
Because you couldn’t bear to watch it die.
You didn’t mean
To make a monument of goodbye.
I felt the quake
Long before the glass had cracked.
And maybe we were doomed —
But I never turned my back.

[Pre-Chorus]
I kept the notes you never wrote
(Beneath the bed, inside my coat).
You burned the bridge —
But I still wave
At the smoke.

[Chorus]
You threw away a lifetime
Like it never meant a thing.
I held it in my bloodstream
Long after you stopped bleeding.
You said it wasn’t working —
But I was still breathing.
You walked out of the fire —
And called me the burn.

[Bridge]
Forgive you?
Forget me.
Forget you?
Remember me.

[Outro]
You never looked back.
But I did.
You never said goodbye.
But I stayed.
You never meant forever —
(But I remember every word.)

Credits:

The Miracle Syndicate x Feck & Ellie @feckundellie
@bradastra @nayelisastra @themiraclesyndicate @feckundellie

Vocals: Nayeli Astra
Produced by Brad Astra

Special Thanks:
To the ravens who guided our melodies, the universe for its endless inspiration, and to everyone who has been part of this journey. This music collection is dedicated to those who dream with their eyes open.

In Loving Memory:
To Rio, who always listened.

Recorded at:
Nude Studio, Calgary, Alberta

Artwork by: Brad Astra
Photography by: Brad Astra

Released under Painful Records Ltd.

© 2025 The Miracle Syndicate. All rights reserved.

You Called Me The Burn

[Lyrics]
There is no heaven nor hell beyond the veil,
No afterlife awaits, the soul is but a tale.
After death remains merely organic decay,
Information scattered, the soul slips away.
Thus, death concludes all that we individually hold,
Yet memory transcends when the flesh grows cold.


Memories of the departed, within your heart they dwell,
Joy, sorrow, anger—echoes forming a silent knell.
To remember is to conquer death's unyielding might,
No physical symbols needed, for they renew grief's blight.


In the city of the dead, we honor those we've lost,
Yet sorrow and anger linger, haunting like a ghost.
Why did you leave, abandon me in life's cruel flow?
Symbols torment deeply, yet memories softly glow.


Memories of the departed, within your heart they dwell,
Joy, sorrow, anger—echoes forming a silent knell.
To remember is to conquer death's unyielding might,
No physical symbols needed; they're merely profit's blight.


Parting from love, deepest anguish to bear,
Tormented by loss, twisting in despair.
True comfort is rare, true empathy distant,
Yet memories of loved ones keep death resistant.
Physical monuments dig sorrow anew,
Yet memories alone will carry me through.


City of the dead, a city built of sorrow,
Unearthing scenes of death, tormenting each tomorrow.
They claim a place to mourn, yet hypocrisy prevails,
Profit feeds deceit behind grief's veils.


Illusion of the soul, pain turned commodity,
Symbols crafted cleverly, exploiting tragedy.
Cities of the dead invade the realm of life,
False reunions promised in a world of strife.
No soul exists where quantum chaos reigns supreme,
A fantasy invented, a comforting dream.


The city of the dead is a city of grief,
Love transforms to knives, slicing grief again.
City of the dead, built upon desire,
Taking hostages of loss, selling grief to buyers.
Graves insult memory; love needs no stone,
For your beloved's monument is your heart alone.

My Grief and Despair

Necro-polis

Music To Help Me When I Miss My Son. I Got Him 4Life

Whatsnext

LYRICS

Sous un ciel d’étoiles brisées, je t’appelle
Ton ombre s’effrite dans la brume cruelle
Chaque vent murmure un éclat de ton rire
Mais ton absence m’engloutit, je ne peux m’enfuir

Ton absence est un océan où je me noie
Un amas de cendres qui brûle en moi
Maman, ton éclat s’est perdu dans la nuit
Je suis un phare éteint, seul dans l’oubli

Tes mots dansaient comme des feuilles d’automne
Sur mon cœur d’enfant, ils chantaient ton psaume
Mais ton absence les vole, les disperse en poussière
Et je cherche ton souffle dans les ombres d’hier

Ton absence est un océan où je me noie
Un amas de cendres qui brûle en moi
Maman, ton éclat s’est perdu dans la nuit
Je suis un phare éteint, seul dans l’oubli

Si mes larmes pouvaient tisser une aile
Je volerais vers toi, d'étoile en  étoile
Ton absence est une aile arrachée
Maman, sans toi, mon ciel s’est effacé

Ton absence est une mer qui agite mes rêves
Ta lumière s’éteigne, mais l’amour se soulève
Maman, je te porte dans mes veines toujours
Un chant dans le vide, un éternel amour

Ton absence, Maman

Twelve tracks. One story. Endless lessons.
This is the complete remaster of Mic Master Lyon’s twin 2020 Hindsight EPs—now unified under the evolved vision of Xen-Lyon.

Written in a time of lockdown, loss, and inner war, these songs became testimonies—fragments of a young prince walking through fire, betrayal, heartbreak, and awakening. Now, with every verse cleaned up and every beat reborn, this LP stands not just as a look back... but as a foundation for the empire being built.

🔱 This is what survival sounds like.
💎 This is pain, poetry, and prophecy.

Tracklist & Themes:

1. All I’ve Lost – The first tear. Isolation, heartbreak, and the question: “Was it all for nothing?”

2. Friend Zone – Young love and emotional confusion through the lens of loyalty and one-sided truth.

3. My Letter – A suicide note turned into a letter to friends and family.. a spiritual letter to the beyond, asking for peace and closure.

4. Slowly Dying – Addiction, numbness, and the haunting echo of what’s been left unsaid. R.I.P

5. Tell You The Truth – Unfiltered honesty in the aftermath of manipulation and self-sabotage.

6. Wasteland – A reflection on broken foundations and fractured trust, a vow to escape.

7. Harsh Road – A call to the forgotten. A voice for the voiceless on society’s roughest paths.

8. Back In The Day – Nostalgia laced with sorrow. A love letter to innocence and lost time.

9. Never The Same – Betrayal, rage, and the moment you decide to walk away for good.

10.Home Alone – The gut-wrenching silence after abandonment. Broken bonds and burning bridges.

11. If I Fall – Vulnerability as strength. An open journal of addiction, mental health, and choosing music over madness.

12. Showdown – The final evolution. Chessboard wisdom, spiritual armor, and the truth: Protect your king.

💿 Remastered by Xenarith B3ATZ (Byron Hand)
🎙️ Written & Performed by Mic Master Lyon / Xen-Lyon (Byron Hand)

This isn’t just a remaster—it’s a resurrection.
If you’ve ever battled with your demons, lost your way, or cried in silence…
this LP was made for you.
This is the truth, told in hindsight.

#XenLyon #2020Hindsight #RemasteredLP #MicMasterLyon #XenarithB3ATZ #UKRap #ConsciousRap #RealMusic #SpokenPain #StreetPoetry #MentalHealthRap #EmotionalBars #PrinceOfTheJungle #OriginStory #SoundCloudRelease #ByronHand

My Letter [Remaster]

Welcome to Xenarith B3ATZ 🎧🔥

I’m here to share my passion for music with the world! From hard-hitting Techno to electrifying DNB, Tekno, Dubstep, and beyond, I create every type of electronic music you can think of. Whether you're a rapper, DJ, or producer, my beats are crafted to inspire and energize your projects.

Looking for instrumentals? I sell high-quality, versatile beats for artists on BeatStars—check the link below to explore my catalog and find your next anthem. Let’s create something unforgettable together!

All Rights Reserved by Royale Recordings.

Links below to my BeatStars and Youtube channels.

Partly cloudy 🌤️ 
Life does not wait for perfection.

brad@themiraclesyndicate.com 

The Miracle Syndicate is an alternative indie rock project led by songwriter Brad Astra, creating emotional and cinematic music that resonates deeply with listeners. Based in Calgary, the project blends textured melodies and immersive soundscapes with themes of love, loss, and transformation.

Alternative, Indie Rock, Dream Pop, Post Punk, Shoegaze, Cinematic, Emotional, Atmospheric, Dreamy, Textured

Published by Painful Records Ltd.

All songs are released into the public domain. 
Please feel free to download them.
No need to credit me, and you're even free to sell it if you like.
Hmm, but if you like it, I would love for you to help infected&spread my lyrics!
Link Free.  feel free to expose it anywhere you like.

I am a bacterium with mycolic acid on its surface.
I will damage your lungs.
And..... Smash commercialism.

💤
Mail: dreamspacex@outlook.com (for business only or removal)

Independent experimental singer-songwriter and multimedia artist, currently fast asleep.

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