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A down-tempo, soul-infused track about truth, fear, and connection. With acoustic textures, smoky brass, and stripped-back rhythms, this song explores what it means to open up — especially when time feels short. A quiet plea to speak honestly, to feel deeply, and to mend what’s been left unsaid.  



Say How You Feel

Clementine song no. 5

Let Me Be Better Than I Was – A Song for the Heart That Still Hopes

Warm, honest, and quietly powerful, this song blends heartfelt lyrics with a soul-stirring melody that feels both intimate and uplifting. The gentle acoustic instrumentation carries a confessional tone, while the vocals deliver raw emotion without pretence—just a sincere desire to change, grow, and walk closer with Jehovah.

This isn’t a performance. It’s a prayer set to music. Whether you’re at a crossroads or simply trying to walk a little closer to your values, this song is a companion for reflection. It reminds us that progress doesn’t require perfection—just humility, trust, and a willingness to try again.

Listen when your heart feels heavy or hopeful. Let it lift you one step closer to who you’re meant to be.

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Music and Vocals: Suno.ai
Lyrics: Fresh Virtual Reality

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[Verse 1]
I’ve worn my flaws like second skin
Hid what I felt, kept it locked within  
But I’m tired of shadows, tired of shame  
I need your light to show me the way  

I spoke like I had all the answers
But silence was my only prayer  
Now I kneel, heart laid bare—  
Jehovah, are you there?  

[Chorus]
Let me be better than I was
Not just stronger, but guided by love  
Not just calm, but trusting your plan  
Not just kind, but shaped by your hand  
You see the heart beneath the scars  
Let me be better—just as I am  

[Verse 2]
I’ve wandered roads that led me home
To where your voice is soft but known  
When I was numb, still you were near  
Your mercy louder than my fear  

I’ve read your word through weary eyes
Each verse a whisper, a call to rise  
So here I am, not proud, just true—  
I want to walk each step with you  

[Chorus]
Let me be better than I was
Less of my will, more of your cause  
Let me reflect what patience can be  
Show your compassion working in me  
You see the soul I’ve tried to guard  
Let me be better—Jehovah, my God  

[Bridge]
I won’t pretend I haven’t strayed
But you forgive when I’ve confessed and prayed  
No crown, no worth of my own to boast  
Just grace enough to hold you close  

[Final Chorus]
Let me be better than I was
Lifted by undeserved love  
Let every failure become my prayer  
Every tear, a step toward care  
You’re not done with me—this I trust  
Let me be better than I was

Let Me Be Better Than I Was

Written and performed by Joshua Rhys Middleton. Produced by Hugh Middleton

In The Brain

Lyrics:

Just be honest with me
Don't tell me what I wanna hear
All I really want is what you really mean

What you want this to be
Don't be fair, tell it honestly
What you mean to me

All the changing of the leaves
Doesn't mean they were meant
To learn a thing, they're just jewelry for trees

What was meant to see
Isn't worth the apology
If it comes to you naturally

That's just what it means (2x)
It'll be (3x)
It'll be exactly what it was always meant to be

What exactly does it glean
If it's clean, if it's all doxologies
At the price of hidden dreams

Don't give it what it's not
If it's not worth a second shot
It probably wasn't meant to be

Meant to Be (Demo)

Holy Woman

"Chevy Kaine - Seein' Through the Lies (by Sawedoff)" is a deeply personal and emotionally raw track that cuts straight to the heart of a father's anguish. Through poignant lyrics penned by Tommy Marcum, this song chronicles the painful experience of being separated from his son, Chevy Kaine, after communication was abruptly severed. It's an unflinching portrayal of the confusion, heartbreak, and unwavering determination to see through the lies and silence that stand between a father and his child.

The sonic landscape of "Seein' Through the Lies" is crafted to amplify the emotional weight of the narrative. [Describe the genre and key musical elements here - e.g., A melancholic blend of country and rap, featuring a somber beat and heartfelt vocals. The sparse instrumentation underscores the feeling of isolation, while moments of raw intensity reflect the frustration and yearning.] The production, presented by Sawedoff, aims to create an atmosphere that resonates with the listener's own experiences of loss and the fight for truth.

This song is more than just a melody; it's an open letter, a desperate plea, and a testament to the enduring power of paternal love in the face of adversity. It speaks to the universal struggle of maintaining connection and the resilience of the human spirit when faced with painful separation.

Explore the innovative tools that contribute to the sonic textures of Sawedoff's music:

Discover AI music creation with SUNO AI: https://suno.com/invite/@sawedoff

Stay connected with Sawedoff Music and follow the journey:

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Chevy Kaine - Seein' Through the Lies

"Sawedoff - LoveSick and Stoned" offers a fresh and upbeat take on the complexities of love and altered perception. This pop-country track infuses a catchy melody with a driving rhythm, creating a feel-good vibe that belies the slightly hazy lyrical content. Tommy Marcum's songwriting explores the giddy and sometimes confusing emotions of infatuation when under the influence, painting a relatable picture of blurred lines and intensified feelings.

The sonic landscape of "LoveSick and Stoned" is bright and energetic, characteristic of the pop-country genre. Expect [Describe key musical elements - e.g., a driving acoustic guitar riff, a catchy synth melody, upbeat drums, and harmonized vocals with a light, airy feel.] The production maintains a polished and accessible sound, perfect for cruising down the highway with the windows down.

While the title hints at a slightly altered state, the song's overall tone is optimistic and lighthearted. It captures the excitement and uncertainty of new feelings, amplified by a touch of carefree indulgence. "LoveSick and Stoned" is the soundtrack to those moments where emotions are heightened, and the line between reality and perception playfully blurs.

Explore the innovative tools that contribute to the diverse soundscapes of Sawedoff's music:

Discover AI music creation with SUNO AI: https://suno.com/invite/@sawedoff

Stay connected with Sawedoff Music and explore more sonic journeys:

TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@camotd
YouTube: youtube.com/@musicsawedoff
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/l337app
Twitter/X: https://x.com/designs_tommy

LoveSick and Stoned

REAL

GRIFDORF is a genre-melting artist from Davidson, North Carolina, blending hip-hop, alt-pop, and what he calls “Space Funk” - a sound rooted in honesty, heavy emotion, and weird grooves. Raised on rap, pop, and rock records he’d obsessively dissect in his bedroom, he taught himself to write, produce, and record music from scratch.

“SIGHTINGS FROM MY SPACESHIP” (2021) was his first sonic offering. Sticking with a DIY approach and homegrown methods of creating music in your bedroom, Grif and his best friend, Tyler Smith [wxpu] crafted an EP channeling the pandemic’s imposed loneliness.

2021-2024, next was to craft a single trilogy, each having a central purpose. “HOODIE” - shows he can rap his ass off. “DOPE” - shows he’s one hell of a storyteller. “DREAM” - shows his honesty and uplifting, positive nature. But after these, the main mission was the mixtape.

His debut album//mixtape, “GRIFTAPE” (2025) is a sonic patchwork of synth-pop sheen and sample-heavy hip-hop grit - equal parts Tyler, The Creator and Mac Miller with a dose of 2000s indie energy. His lyrics explore purpose, mental health, love, heartbreak, and self-discovery, all wrapped in sharp wit and grounded optimism.

GRIFDORF is a full-spectrum creative: singer, producer, filmmaker, designer, actor, head of PAJAMA PUNKS, and co-founder of two genre-bending music duos - THE GO-TOOS and VENDING MACHINE. Always, the root remains: tell the truth, have fun doing it, and inspire others to be exactly who they are.

Welcome to the sonic frontier of Sawedoff Music, where the raw storytelling of country collides head-on with the hard-hitting energy of rap. Driven by the unique lyrical perspective of Tommy Marcum and innovative beats & soundscapes crafted with AI music generators like SUNO AI, Sawedoff delivers a sound that's both familiar in its roots and fiercely original in its execution. Expect a genre-bending experience that's perfect for backroads cruising and late-night vibes.

I’m one of Jehovah’s Witness. I write to think. I’m not a songwriter. I just play with ideas, and I always write for myself. I never intended to write anything for others, let alone songs for people to listen to. 

My musical skills are non existent. I am learning to play the ukulele :). When AI music came out, I saw it as a chance to experiment, but I didn’t plan to share anything with anyone. So I apologise in advance if I get the music genre wrong. I was just having fun. That’s when I got interested in lyric writing, so I started reading books on the subject.

Some of the books I’m reading include “Song Maps” by Simon Hawkins, “On Song Writing” by Aaron Espe, “How To Write One Song” by Jeff Tweedy, “Rhyming” and “Writing Better Lyrics” by Pat Pattison. I’m also subscribed to Keppie Coutts’ newsletter.

I think the music (Suno.ai) does most of the work to make these lyrics sound good. I can spend hours tweaking a song on Suno that ends up sounding terrible, only to hit on one at random that does a decent job of presenting the lyrics in music form. So, if you like a song, it’s because of random chance, not my skill.

I’d like to stay anonymous for a few reasons (including the one above), but also because I want to give all the praise and glory to our Creator, Jehovah.

I do not speak or write on behalf of The Watchtower, JW.org, or any other Jehovah's Witness. If you would like to know more, please visit the official website at www.jw.org

i fw hiphop, i hope u like my stuff. dont forget to follow and if u can, and want, support me. have a nice time

Might just let the music speak for itself! (:

Performing a blend of experimental-pop, soul and electronica, UK based singer, songwriter and producer SAER is forging a name through his musical collaborations and set to feature on new releases later this year. 

An emotive singer with a distinctive voice, SAER’s song writing embraces curiosity and vulnerabilities in human nature; delivered fluently with a haunting falsetto. 

SAER is a multi-instrumentalist that moves effortlessly between stormy electronica soundscapes and minimalist, heartfelt laments. Influenced by the likes of Jeff Buckley, Nick Drake and Imogen Heap; with rousing piano with soaring vocals, SAER conjures a contemporary sound that is both unique and intriguing.

Solo stuff, Calder (the band) peep, diagnosed with baggy-eye syndrome, pretentious film specialist, etc.

I make music that doesn’t sit still — blending pop, indie, hip hop, and singer/songwriter energy into whatever feels right in the moment. Every track has its own identity, but they’re all me. If you like genre-bending sounds and surprises, you’ll probably feel at home here.



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