🍂 That annual moment when your weather app says "perfectly balanced" but your brain chemistry says "absolutely not."

Written during a 3:17 am spiral about how my SAD lamp is still in a box from last year's breakdown while everyone else seems to have their shit together enough to coordinate outfits with falling leaves. This track is for everyone whose "autumn aesthetic" is just surviving until spring.

Produced entirely in my bedroom between therapy appointments I can't afford and pumpkin spice lattes I definitely can't afford. The bass-line mimics my serotonin levels (steadily declining), while the synths represent the $40 candle I bought instead of groceries.

For my listeners dealing with the season change: What's your most unhinged fall coping mechanism? Mine is calling eating soup in bed "honoring the harvest" 🥲

If this resonates, you might need therapy. If you can't afford therapy, welcome to the club - we have seasonal depression and memes.

Seasonal Depression (His)

Hi, sorry if you came across my page, not sure if my ADHD meds be working that well lately.... ALL LISTENS ARE FINAL, NO REFUNDS.

I just want to dance to my own music with you all. Experience it together, as I truely find joy in knowing my actions are significant. 

Initiate a Convo in the Comments, then we'll go from there. I'll follow up with everyone.

New tracks tagged #millenial-core