wtf did u do to me w/ luxuriess [Blix]

ketamine 

it’s just like it’s never ending 
it’s just year after year 
idk what to do anymore 

Idk what to do anymore 
Someone please help me
I can every thing shutting down internally 

I’m shutting down 
I don’t wanna be around 
I’m tryna spread a message 
I’m tryna help so people don’t end like I am

I had to learn the hard way 
Bitch I’m living life the hard way 
All these things holding me back 
I’m the only one blame 
Man I hate that life has to be this way 
I’m not okay
I’m gonna stop pretending 
Off da k I feel myself ascending 
It was so hard for me to take accountability 
Why was I made this way 

Why is the world so fake 
All these images everyone’s tryna portray 
As I get older 
I’m starting to see people’s true colors 
It fucking disgusts me 
I’m having all these fucking bad dreams 
I hate that I’m not fucking with ur energy 
All these lines of ketamine 
I’m damaging my self 
But I see reality

perception [MOTHMAN]

Ketamine , you’ve been here for me 
You opened my eyes up to reality 
Thank u for giving me clarity 
The truth came out and now I see 

 Who was gonna tell me 
I looked like a fool in front everybody  
I hate that I was so naive
Why’d you have to cross those boundaries  

And im damn near dying
All the lies that were spread bout me 
All the manipulating 
I’m not the picture you portray me to be 
I’m by myself I’m going crazy 
You made the closest ones betray me 
You took the ones I loved the most away from me 


I’m by myself I’m going crazy 
Something save me 
Something save me you’ve done damage permanently 
Permanently now I must live with this for eternity 
You showed me that I can’t even trust my own family 
  
You’ve made me look like a fool in front of everybody
And u weren’t sorry 
I love doing drugs IM
I’m so sorry 
Ketamine

clarity (remix) [deadat18]

2manyemoceans



I see why I don’t get along with others 
Off da psychedelics, I love seeing different colors
Mentally in hell I just sit in my room and suffer 
Deep in a k hole I realize I’m different from others 
I’ve gone thru the worst anyone can go thru 
Where I’m from I’ve really made myself look like a fool
Ketamine and Molly , you been here for me 
Crazy how I stopped smoking weed and nobody wants to hang with me 
Thinking what’s wrong with me 
Off dmt I feel everything
Ion really give a fuck bout material things 
Fuck that shit mane 
I used that have all that shit before anyone did 
Now I’m looking at them like who you tryna impress man
I’m sad at the world 
Bc of what it’s become 
Do you know what it’s like to lose your loved ones 
I tend to only relate to people who been thru struggles 
That’s why hardly anyone understand me I’m always gonna be alone 
always gonna be alone 
they’ve never been thru the real struggle 
That’s why hardly anyone understands me I’m always gonna be alone

lacedgod

woadthiene
get a taste of myne
extravagante elegaince
4x
"
taken off all ye clothes
woadie i been waitin foreivre maane
make de nite turn to day
rainfall on my crakkeling glassedt faace
engineer autt de gaame
iym in my lair i plot & renounciate
ritualistik & kryptik
specifically servin de dream of my children
"

mentally in hell w/ lacedgod [whiteshinobi]

I Wish you told me what was on your mind 
I still think about that night 
I saw the pain in your face 
I wish you opened up to me
you can tell me anything 
Seeing you cry broke me
Cuz I could see your pain 

I hope I didn’t let you down 
I’m sorry that I’m not around 
I’m sorry that I couldn’t be the one you needed 
I’m sorry that I’m still not shit 
I never wanted you to go thru this 
You’re going thru what I did when I was a kid
I understand what you’re feeling
I miss when I would open the door and you would come running to me 
To have that again I would do anything
Everyday I open my wallet to look at the note you left me 

I think I’m dying 

Without you I feel like I’m nothing
You always reassured me that I was something 
To have you close to me
I would do anything

i can feel ur pain [floorish]

so cold w/ dieyowai [?]

I don’t wanna die 
I am eternal 
baby stay dry 
Please don’t cry
Ima go outside and take my life 
I just wanna die tonight
Someone help me tonight   

I will never die 
I am eternal baby stay dry 
Please don’t cry
Ima go outside and take my life
Please don’t cry suicide
Are you gonna help
 are you gonna watch 
Please shut up and watch me die
Let’s stay outside till it’s night 
Look at the sky it’s black and white 
I don’t wanna die tonight 
Someone help me tonight 

Just stop and stand by my side 
Can you tell me if you love me
Before I 
Kill myself 
Tonight 
I just wanna die I’ve said it multiple times 
Are you gonna cry at night 
And look up  to the sky
Tears dropping from your face 
Just wipe them away
Even if your here I still miss you either way 
I still remember when u wiped my tears off my face
All the other guys want you 
It feels like a race
So if ima die tonight don’t worry it’s gonna be okay 
I just wanna the pain in your eyes

suicide [trbldboy]

Okey la verdad me arriesgo en subir esto lol

Muy posiblemente no haga version Extendida de esto (La verdad me quedo malisimo)

Jamon del mar - N.D.M (SuperTux Milestone 1 Soundfont Mix)

N.D.M - B2T Session 01
01- Ni Ten Ichi Ryu (TeeBee Rmx) - Photek https://www.beatport.com/track/ni-ten-ichi-ryu/5412006
02- Alone - Technical Itch
03- Bitch (Ft. Arsenic) - Gein https://gein.bandcamp.com/track/gein-arsenic-bitch-2017-remaster
04- Satanina - Limewax https://obscene.bandcamp.com/track/limewax-satanina-obscene009-a
05- Dark Rain (ft. Snow) - Current Value https://currentvalue1.bandcamp.com/track/dark-rain
06- Sandwaves - Dj Hidden https://djhidden.bandcamp.com/track/sandwaves
07- Street Sweeper - Gein https://gein.bandcamp.com/track/gein-street-sweeper-2017-remaster
08- Evolution - Limewax https://obscene.bandcamp.com/track/limewax-evolution-obscene016-aa
09- Fear & Extacy - Current Value https://futuresicknessrecords.bandcamp.com/track/current-value-fear-xtc
10- Slave To Life (ft. B-Key (Limewax Vip) - Dylan https://freakmp3exclusive.bandcamp.com/track/dylan-bkey-slave-to-life-limewax-remix-freakmp3003

2025

N.D.M - B2T Session 02

S ieH ?aY

Hago musica, remixes, soy parte de la comunidad de supertux, hago niveles, blah blah blah

Spinning from 2004 & not quiting on you guys any day soon!
Got 2 Aliases: 

N.D.M (D&B-Darkstep-Jungle-Crossbreed-Neuro-Techstep )
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Story: I got my influences from the classic hardcore hiphop days (1992-2001) & hardcore rave music.
Tech Itch is just one part of me i just can't go on without.
I like all sorts of the dark d&b vibes from Renegade hardware to Prspct, but my 1 & true love will allways be the Future Sickness Recordings (you got to check them out! It's a Belgian label!)

The style i prefer to spin? well that depends on the mood 'm in i guess?
I like to discover a wide range combo's & styles. From pure filthy darkstep & crossbreed to classic neuro. (Again it is the VIBE that counts)

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D.M.N (Techno / Hard / Industrial / Core)
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Interested in the darker side of Techno, the whole realm of the more aggressive grooves & pounding beats is just what i need to tell a story.
I search for that point where the tracks can meet and let them balanced play with eachother for a while. My aim is to carefully bring the listener to another level of excitement with that right combo's at the right moment.
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