Produced by @decago and @rewind214
mixed/mastered by me
(lyrics)
it's all the same, wake up don't feel.
like me, but I think I'm changing slowly, i'm alright.
take your time, I saw u walking by
yeah, I could have said hi, but i didn't say a word 

I don't even know ur name i just wanna get to you
i wish you'd stop ignoring me, i just wanna see it thru
this been taking all of me
lately it's been hard to sleep
lately its been hard to see, a way that i could make it
out of here im faking, my face every day
my hearts been in my way, are u ok

all the same (decago + rewind)

Featuring @sqeffy + @courtega
produced by me

diamonds + sqeffy, courtega

out on spotify as well :)
https://open.spotify.com/track/4NXJrHSQcp1WDKnuqxNujg?si=b8355f8106434f0a

I Still Think About You

spotify, apple music, youtube, etc: https://linktr.ee/Samastic_SM

lyrics: 

[Samastic SM]
I been fighting, u don't even know 
Every night I go to bed, I gotta get my Sword 

I can only focus on the King and what He has in store (yeah) 
Focus on what's good, I gotta have it more (x2)

[O2solus]
Yeah, u don't even know what I'm going thru
And all these ppl talk but they won't see me thru

So Imma keep it pushin’ and hold on to U
So I won't feel alone in a room that's all empty 

Yeah, I don't need to rush, I'm on God's time 
I was looking for sum peace and I found mine 

And now I can rest with a sound mind 
With U I'll be fine 

With U I'll be fine 
Ohh-oh

With U I'll be fine 
Woah-woah

when the night comes ft. O2solus (dead spyro) (ALL PLATS)

refuge

refuge @o2solus

Last Light

tysm for still listening to my music university has made it really hard to make anything even though I want to make more
w/ @o2solus
//
lyrics:

(me)
Reminiscing in my head
Of things you used to say
Yeah everything you said
I just dont know why you would tell me so many lies
It makes it so hard to look in your eyes
Instead i try to look ahead
Im trying not to cry
When you say you want me dead
I dont got anything left
Anything left

And i dont know why you went behind my back once again
I just feel like i dont know what else you want me to do
I just dont know what i even mean to you
I tried too hard to make it right, i cant no more
Its just too much for me and i cant move on
Ive been thinking too much, i cant get through it all

(o2solus)
What u say, it means nothing,
I don't want to let u go yet, but I know I have to now, cuz I don't know, what I mean to u,
I've lost control,
So I won't see the end, of it all
Of it all
so I won't see the end, of it all
Of it all
Of it all
I don't want to leave

(me)
Reminiscing in my head
Of things you used to say
Yeah everything you said
I just dont know why you would tell me so many lies
It makes it so hard to look in your eyes
Instead i try to look ahead
Im trying not to cry
When you say you want me dead
I dont got anything left
Anything left

And i dont know why you went behind my back once again
I just feel like i dont know what else you want me to do
I just dont know what i even mean to you
I tried too hard to make it right, i cant no more
Its just too much for me and i cant move on
Ive been thinking too much, i cant get through it all

overwhelmed

overwhelmed + o2solus (me)

prod me

[lyrics]
If the sun sets down for the last time
I’ll still be waiting for something to go right
It’s harder to hold my tongue
I overcomplicate what’s wrong, on and off
2x
Running around like I 
Like I got somewhere to be
But I don’t know where to be
I’ve been doing this all night
I’ll wait for the sunrise all again

sundown

@o2solus
p. me

me:
u left me dead
i want my thoughts erased
can u pls just take away this pain?
i feel so numb yea
i just wanna run yea
can u pls lead me out the dark?
ive been feeling down for too long:/
i cant find my place idk where i belong
n all this stuff keeps draining my soul
even tho i got friends yea i still feel alone:(
 ‎
 ‎
@o2solus:
ill talk 2 u
when i decide i want u
i wont waste my time if u wont come thru
i think ive said enough, more than i had 2
i dont think ur the 1
and i know its a problem yea u cld solve them 4 me
all i want is the money ill get it shortly 
its not important
it dsnt matter now, it dsnt matter now
i cnt admit that i lost and
didnt know what the cost was
shut up, i feel like im a lost cause
yea still dnt know what i want noooooo
 ‎

me:
u left me dead
i want my thoughts erased
can u pls just take away this pain?
i feel so numb yea
i just wanna run yea
can u pls lead me out the dark?
ive been feeling down for too long:/
i cant find my place idk where i belong
n all this stuff keeps draining my soul
even tho i got friends yea i still feel alone:(

alone + O2solus

garden

prod me 

[lyrics]
I guess i lucked out cuz i got over it
I don't know how you know that im lower than i've ever been
I made mistakes so i could make amends, I won't make them again and i
I stay out of harm's way, i don't wanna part ways 
I’ll stay right here, looking are you sideways
And now i'm lonely up at my place, here 
Here, and i'm changing

But you're staying the same
But You’re staying the same

I know what you meant from what you never said
I am less, i am far from what you knew you wanted
I wish i wasn’t right, all right, about the way this
Goes
I don’t know where 
This went wrong

harms way

prod me

[lyrics]
Dishes in the cupboard
They’ve been there since you left
I know that you won’t come around now
But i still wish you would

It's nothing to you
But it's everything to me
If you wanna go
Then you should
Yeah, i wanna go back
Yeah, i wanna go back

I know that you won’t come around now
Now that the leaves are changing
But i still wish you would
I’m running out of time,
i wish that i said the things i wanted when its on my mind
I wish that i never broke a promise and i made it right
I’m waiting and i’m changing and im waiting just to realign
There won't be a better time
(i know its)

It's nothing to you
But it's everything to me
If you wanna go
Then you should
Yeah, i wanna go back
Yeah, i wanna go back

go back

with @o2solus prod @rewind214 love both yall
also im back at college now gg

lyrics:

(xternalz)
everything that i could do
u best believe that
i would lay it all for u
i hope u see that
no matter what we go through
it wont impede that
i could leave u
i never could

still i want to reach out
feel you close to me now
until i fall apart
ur not too far
ur not too far

(o2solus)
dont give up
on me yet
im running on bad luck
and u can see that
i cant find a reason
its losing meaning
im barely breathing
(woah, oh)
havent you done enough
cause I dont know what im waiting on
guide me off
if its what you wanted all along

(xternalz)
everything that i could do
u best believe that
i would lay it all for u
i hope u see that
no matter what we go through
it wont impede that
i could leave u
i never could

still i want to reach out
feel you close to me now
until i fall apart
ur not too far
ur not too far

still i want to reach out
feel you close to me now
until i fall apart
ur not too far
ur not too far

until i fall apart

until i fall apart w/ o2solus (rewind)

a remix for my current favourite song. Made in DAW (oors)
(all credit goes to @o2solus)

O2solus - Harm's Way (MATSON! Remix)

prod me

[lyrics]
Keep in touch, i don't want what you want now
I got wings and I flew to the sun how
Burning up, but i still don’t wanna come down
To where I began and I know you won’t
2x

I’ll give it a month, or two
And rebuild my bridges
I don’t want but i’m willing
Just don’t make me the villain

Memory lingering, on my fingertips
I bet you wish that you knew who you were by now

memory

prod me

[lyrics]
When the bad days run out then maybe I could be someone 
I could be someone, someone
It left a bad taste, cuz I know that you got what you wanted
You got what you wanted, you wanted

I take back everything, i take back everything
I take back everything, i take back everything
2x

You can’t let me down, cuz I’m already there
I’m falling so far, I don’t need nobody else I don’t need nobody
Yuh yuh yuh ay
You won’t understand, why you talking on your friends like you were never friends
Only one way that this ends and that's if it ends, but it all depends

take it all back

just know

prod me

[lyrics]

Yeah you’re like
Blue sky
I’ll try
One more time and a thousand more
To get near to you
2x

Yeah i've been beyond it
I put it all behind me last month
I refuse to catch up
When i fall behind
Im sorry, i take all your time
That's on me
What do you want from me
Lately im drifting
Way beyond listening to anybody else
What do you want from me
Lately im drifting
Way beyond listening to anybody

Blue sky
I’ll try
One more time and a thousand more
To get near to you
2x

And you don’t have to stay

blue sky

prod me

[lyrics]

Look me in my eyes
And tell me what you see
I still can't recognize
The person that i need to be
Im falling slowly, but it still don’t make you right
I know you don’t know me, but it still don’t make you right

I just wanna let it go
I just wanna let it go

I thought it was real
But i don’t wanna reach too high
Change your mind and break mine down again
Huuhh
Everything hit me at the wrong time
And i don’t why

Look me in my eyes
And tell me what you see
I still can't recognize
The person that i need to be
Im falling slowly, but it still don’t make you right
I know you don’t know me, but it still don’t make you right

need to be

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「 @blindstatekingdom 」
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thanks for listening <3
dm xternalzog on discord if u want to use smth
solo: $15
labs: $20
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@xternalz

Producer account: https://soundcloud.com/matsonofficial

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experimental gospel music 📼

This poor man cried, and the Lord heard him
    and saved him out of all his troubles.
Psalm 34:6

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