I've tried to express my constant tiredness that is overwhelming most common emotion in my life. But I hear also sad vibes after Niuta our shedog that has been gone 1.5 months now but it still hurts me so badly. I cant cry and feel depressed everyday. I miss her so much. I hope she is fine wherever she is. Im also stressed out and tired because there's gonna be a very big important day in my workplace and Im not even sure what is happening to me. Also I think that people just dont like me and dont wanna be friends with me and its overwhelming too. Well, that's it. Everything is in my music.

Tired and I miss Her (07/03/25)

I dedicate it for three people. My friend who is so far away and thank you for the inspiration for the title and how to start that song. The first melody was your idea not mine even if it was originally but a bit different on the guitar. I still find it so good, loving, and I hope you gonna play it more in the future. Please do it. My second friend, I've been sticking my phone with this song by your head l when you slept days in hosp drugged, and later after being conscious back, you said that heard that song through the sleep. I happily recollect your face when listening to it for the first time without sleeping. It made us feel so happy. And at last, @sk4di - I know you get it. 
You three understand the nuances I crave for in music. I'm happy that you exist, so much. But I'm craving for more people getting it. Looking forward to get to know you and that you like it, a lot. 

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