#goldenghoul #queerbeats #queerwave #painwave

Purple clouds of unconsciousness

What a lovely day to spiral into oblivion

I went to god to ask her why?
but there was nothing, no reply
I was given a book of lies, these lies taught me how to hate myself
I was given a book of lies, these lies sold me death in disguise
I went to god to ask her why?
but there was nothing, no reply
when I think of her I often cry, look up only to scream why?
as the vultures circle in the sky, I thought I'd never compromise
while it was no, no surprise, I was left to my own demise
I drained her blood & realized her heart beats have me hypnotized
I went to god to ask her why?
but there was nothing, no reply
when I think of her I often cry look up to scream why?
while it was no surprise, I was left to my own demise
I was a given a book of lies, these lies sold me death in disguise
I went to god to ask her why?
but there was nothing no reply
I was given a book of lies, these lies taught me how to hate myself
I went to god to ask her why?
but there was nothing, no reply

vacation bible school dropout

let’s all take a break from this harsh reality

had i known i would have stayed away but here we are

the sounds in between all the other sounds of what between sounds like

sure as shit dont wanna

slow burn into the abyss

Abandoned grief

“Heartbeat Synchronicity” is a pulsating journey through electronic beats, designed to resonate deeply with your soul. The soft yet driving rhythm feels like the pulse of a heartbeat, creating an immersive experience. Its hypnotic soundscape blends gentle synths with rhythmic patterns, perfect for setting the mood in a chill club scene or a late-night lounge. The track feels intimate and reflective, evoking themes of connection and synchronicity, making it ideal for any LGBTQ+ party playlist looking to elevate the atmosphere with an emotive and steady groove.

Heartbeat Synchronicity

“Shots Are On Me” brings an infectious, carefree energy to the dance floor, with a groove that encourages celebration and fun. The rhythm, while mellow, carries an underlying pulse that makes you want to move, blending effortlessly with the playful melodies. This track is perfect for getting the party started or keeping it going, offering a lighthearted yet inviting atmosphere. Whether it’s for a night out or a laid-back get-together, “Shots Are On Me” sets the tone for good times and endless possibilities.

Shots Are On Me

I Drank Too Much Tequlia

back roads to nowhere

high strangeness

scabies from the 1980s

Old school vibes é sobre resgatar as batidas vibrantes que marcaram época. Ritmo, sintonia e qualidade, onde cada som carrega sentimentos profundos. Músicas feitas para tocar a alma, trazendo de volta aquela energia inesquecível de outros tempos. Cada som é uma celebração intensa, onde a música guia e eleva."

#TribalHouse #DJSet #FeelTheVibe #MusicWithSoul #TribalEnergy #GayPride #LGBTQMusic #DanceWithPride #QueerBeats #ProgressiveHouse #TribalGroove

Old School Vibes - Dj Andy Felix

I hope the comet is a direct hit

bob lazar was right about ufos back in 1989

Project Gravitaur Lazar

🔥 You Could’ve Been – Song Insight & Lyrics 🔥

🔻 You Could’ve Been – Song Insight
Some betrayals don’t come with a warning—they creep in like shadows, wrapping around everything you once knew.

"You Could’ve Been" isn’t just about loss—it’s about what could have been. It’s about realizing the truth too late, after giving someone your all, only to see them disappear into their own darkness.

It’s the fight between regret and resilience. The battle of holding on vs. letting go. The pain of watching someone self-destruct, knowing they took part of you down with them.

But in the end, this isn’t a song about losing—it’s about surviving. It’s about breaking free from the weight of their choices and reclaiming your own story.

🔻 You Could’ve Been – Lyrics
[Verse 1 – Rap]
You could’ve been different, seen the pain I was drowning in,
You could’ve been there, a light in my darkest hour,
After all the love I gave, the battles I fought for us,
You could’ve reached out, saved me from myself,
But instead, you chose to turn your back,
You chose hate, chose to walk away.
Disappearing like a ghost when I needed you most,
Becoming something I never wanted, never feared before,
You made me feel trapped, no way out,
Trading my values for the highs we chased,
I lost the person I used to be,
For the nothing we became, the shadows we embraced.

[Pre-Chorus]
Can't buy our souls, our hearts and minds stay free,
Sadness for the man who couldn’t stay,
But our fight for meaning lights the way.

[Chorus]
Never thought I'd see the day, he’d turn away, betray,
Now there's nothing left to say,
Astounded, left confounded, can't comprehend the mind,
Trying to grasp the why, so we don't get left behind.

[Female Harmonies – Backing Vocals]
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh (during "prop in your dream")
No more lies, no disguise (during "breaking through your scheme")
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh (during "I’m not alone")

[Verse 2 – Rap]
Trading my values for the drugs we did,
I lost myself in the emptiness we created,
I fought to make you see the hurt inside,
But you fed me lies, made me believe in a life that wasn’t mine,
A world built on deceit, on shadows and smoke,
But now I see through it all, the truth I couldn’t deny.

[Pre-Bridge]
Life's a journey, you gotta learn, persist,
Don't ignore the signs, or you'll end up in the mist.
We won this fight today, with clarity, we see,
Defined by truth and love, that's our legacy.

[Female Harmonies – Backing Vocals]
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh (during "prop in your dream")
No more lies, no disguise (during "breaking through your scheme")
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh (during "I’m not alone")

[Bridge]
Ultimately, he lost it all, a lesson learned so clear,
We can't be bought, no chains on me.
Under a bridge, but our spirits free,
We stood for something real, a lasting song.
He may be gone, but we stay strong.

[Female Harmonies – Backing Vocals]
Free, oh free, I’m free (during "breaking free from the prison")
Rise, I rise, I rise (during "narcissistic disguise")
Worth, my worth, my worth (during "I know my worth")
No more lies, no disguise (during "no more falling for your empty mirth")

🔻 4Me2BeFree
This isn’t just another track—it’s a statement. "You Could’ve Been" is the anthem of those who refuse to be held down by someone else’s destruction.

It’s for the ones who fought to save someone, only to realize you can’t save those who don’t want to be saved.

🔥 This is survival. This is truth. This is the power of breaking free.

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You Could’ve Been v4

🔥 Paradigm – Song Insight & Lyrics 🔥

🔻 Paradigm – Song Insight
There comes a moment when you realize—you don’t have to keep living in someone else’s world. Paradigm is about breaking free from the expectations, judgments, and illusions that have kept you bound.

It’s about the struggle between who you were and who you’re becoming. The ghosts of the past may whisper, but they don’t get to write the future.

This is a declaration. A shift in power. A moment of clarity.

It’s time to redefine what it means to be you—without their shadow hanging over it.

🔻 Paradigm – Lyrics
Intro
(Soft instrumental buildup with a haunting melody)
I try like hell to be a force for my change,
But whispers echo, foretelling the end.
Words spoken, tones masked by others,
It’s clear—you knew.

Verse 1
Pressure pulls me, forces me to be that guy,
From a place of repair, not despair.
Clinging to a world where I’ve decayed,
Wanting to be saved from the dark I’ve made.

Pre-Chorus
Alone—a word that rings so true,
In this place, it’s all I knew.
Slipping away, emotions faked,
A fragile shield for the heart I break.

Chorus (softer, then builds)
Your blindness is your sickness,
A war I won’t endure.
I’m worth the time, I’m worth the fight,
No longer trapped in your cold war.

Verse 2
I hide in a den, where guilt can’t stay,
A blanket of shadows keeps truth at bay.
Bound by my past, judged by the blind,
They can’t see the light I’ve kept inside.

Musical Interlude (instrumental solo with haunting tones)
Bridge
The blood that bound us, now transfused,
A prescription of loss, the man I lose.
Anger stifled, resentment fades,
But your motives haunt the path I take.

Pre-Chorus
Alone—a word that rings so true,
In this place, it’s all I knew.
Slipping away, emotions faked,
A fragile shield for the heart I break.

Chorus (stronger, with harmony)
Your blindness is your sickness,
A war I won’t endure.
I’m worth the time, I’m worth the fight,
No longer trapped in your cold war.

Solo (instrumental guitar or piano solo)
Hook
"I’m worth the time, I’m worth the fight.
No longer trapped in your cold war tonight."

(Repeat hook with layered harmony)

Outro (soft fade-out)
I try like hell to be a force for my change,
But whispers echo, foretelling the end.
Words spoken, tones masked by others,
It’s clear—you knew.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
Some wounds take time to heal, but that doesn’t mean they define you. Paradigm is a turning point—the moment where the weight of the past is no longer stronger than the pull of the future.

🔥 No more waiting. No more pretending. This is the shift—this is the breakaway.

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Paradigm

🔥 Apocalyptic Expulsion – Song Insight & Lyrics 🔥

🔻 Apocalyptic Expulsion – Song Insight
There’s a moment when everything collapses—when the truth becomes inescapable, and the world as you knew it is gone. Apocalyptic Expulsion isn’t just a song; it’s an awakening. A realization that someone you once held close has become unrecognizable, lost in their own self-destruction.

It blends themes of love, betrayal, and finality with an eerie, dystopian soundscape—haunted by robotic echoes, digital distortion, and a sense of inevitable loss. This isn’t just about heartache. It’s about watching someone you love fade into oblivion, powerless to stop them. It’s a farewell wrapped in electric static, a whispered truth drowning in a synthetic storm.

Is this reality, or just a fantasy? Does it even matter when the damage is already done?

🔻 Apocalyptic Expulsion – Lyrics
Intro
"Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?"
(Robotic monotone, echoing into a void)

Verse 1
"Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see,
You're just a poor boy, but now you're gone and threw it all away.
Your body's aching all the time, you're feeling like you just want to die."

Chorus 1
"Our life had just begun, but you wasted it all away.
Even though I loved you, you chose another way.
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see,
You're just a poor boy, is this the real life or is this just fantasy?"

Verse 2
"Remember the nights, we held each other tight.
Now it's all gone, you're lost in the blinding light.
You chased the high, left everything behind.
Our love was real, but you were too blind."

Bridge
"So many nights I cried, hoping you'd come back to me.
But the man I loved is lost, gone with the memories.
You were my everything, now you're just a ghost,
Haunting my dreams, breaking me the most."

Chorus 2
"Our life had just begun, but you wasted it all away.
Even though I loved you, you chose another way.
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see,
You're just a poor boy, is this the real life or is this just fantasy?"

Outro
"Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
You were my everything, now you're just a memory."
(Robotic voice fades into silence, static hum remains…)

🔻 4Me2BeFree
There’s nothing conventional about 4Me2BeFree. This isn’t music for the shallow—it’s for those who have stood at the edge, staring into the abyss, questioning what’s real and what’s illusion. Apocalyptic Expulsion is an electrified elegy, a track that doesn’t just tell a story—it makes you feel it deep in your core.

Dark. Haunting. Unapologetic.

This isn’t about pretending things are okay. This is about confronting the wreckage, mourning what’s lost, and walking away through the static storm—forever changed, but never broken.

Because the past may be gone, but the music never fades.

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Apocalyptic Expulsion

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

trauma induced ptsd for the soul…bad times call for bad music. #queerwave #lesbro #queermusic #lgbtqai #haunted #horror #lezbro #doomgloom #sadness #musictocryto #listenafterimdead #goldenghoul #sadmusic #gayshit #sadgayshit #edm #crybabymusic #ohio #queerartist

A música sempre foi uma paixão que me acompanhou desde cedo. Desde criança, estive rodeado por melodias, tocando teclado e violão na igreja, cantando em grupo e explorando diferentes estilos. Esse envolvimento me permitiu desenvolver um profundo entendimento musical, compreendendo cada nota e sentimento por trás das canções.

Em 2018, realizei um antigo sonho ao mergulhar no universo do Tribal House, um estilo que desperta minha alma e move o meu som. A partir daí, decidi que meu caminho seria como DJ profissional, dedicando-me integralmente a esse objetivo.

Para aperfeiçoar minhas habilidades, ingressei na DJ Escola, onde dei os primeiros passos na música eletrônica, explorando suas diversas vertentes. Logo depois, também em 2018, tive a honra de estudar na Atomic – Curso para DJs, onde aprendi com a renomada DJ Mara Borges, uma referência no Tribal e uma mentora que me guiou com ensinamentos valiosos, que carrego até hoje.

Meu gosto musical é autêntico e distinto. Tenho uma afinidade especial por batidas intensas e vocais que marcam momentos, sejam eles atuais ou de gerações passadas, criando uma atmosfera atemporal que transcende qualquer festa e deixa uma marca inesquecível.


Minha busca pelo conhecimento musical é incessante. Mantenho-me atualizado com as tendências, e me aprofundo cada vez mais no entendimento do que torna cada beat especial. Afinal, para mim, a música é uma jornada constante de evolução e paixão, onde cada show é uma celebração que conecta e transforma.

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