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Old school vibes é sobre resgatar as batidas vibrantes que marcaram época. Ritmo, sintonia e qualidade, onde cada som carrega sentimentos profundos. Músicas feitas para tocar a alma, trazendo de volta aquela energia inesquecível de outros tempos. Cada som é uma celebração intensa, onde a música guia e eleva."

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Old School Vibes - Dj Andy Felix

bob lazar was right about ufos back in 1989

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🔥 Paradigm – Song Insight & Lyrics 🔥

🔻 Paradigm – Song Insight
There comes a moment when you realize—you don’t have to keep living in someone else’s world. Paradigm is about breaking free from the expectations, judgments, and illusions that have kept you bound.

It’s about the struggle between who you were and who you’re becoming. The ghosts of the past may whisper, but they don’t get to write the future.

This is a declaration. A shift in power. A moment of clarity.

It’s time to redefine what it means to be you—without their shadow hanging over it.

🔻 Paradigm – Lyrics
Intro
(Soft instrumental buildup with a haunting melody)
I try like hell to be a force for my change,
But whispers echo, foretelling the end.
Words spoken, tones masked by others,
It’s clear—you knew.

Verse 1
Pressure pulls me, forces me to be that guy,
From a place of repair, not despair.
Clinging to a world where I’ve decayed,
Wanting to be saved from the dark I’ve made.

Pre-Chorus
Alone—a word that rings so true,
In this place, it’s all I knew.
Slipping away, emotions faked,
A fragile shield for the heart I break.

Chorus (softer, then builds)
Your blindness is your sickness,
A war I won’t endure.
I’m worth the time, I’m worth the fight,
No longer trapped in your cold war.

Verse 2
I hide in a den, where guilt can’t stay,
A blanket of shadows keeps truth at bay.
Bound by my past, judged by the blind,
They can’t see the light I’ve kept inside.

Musical Interlude (instrumental solo with haunting tones)
Bridge
The blood that bound us, now transfused,
A prescription of loss, the man I lose.
Anger stifled, resentment fades,
But your motives haunt the path I take.

Pre-Chorus
Alone—a word that rings so true,
In this place, it’s all I knew.
Slipping away, emotions faked,
A fragile shield for the heart I break.

Chorus (stronger, with harmony)
Your blindness is your sickness,
A war I won’t endure.
I’m worth the time, I’m worth the fight,
No longer trapped in your cold war.

Solo (instrumental guitar or piano solo)
Hook
"I’m worth the time, I’m worth the fight.
No longer trapped in your cold war tonight."

(Repeat hook with layered harmony)

Outro (soft fade-out)
I try like hell to be a force for my change,
But whispers echo, foretelling the end.
Words spoken, tones masked by others,
It’s clear—you knew.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
Some wounds take time to heal, but that doesn’t mean they define you. Paradigm is a turning point—the moment where the weight of the past is no longer stronger than the pull of the future.

🔥 No more waiting. No more pretending. This is the shift—this is the breakaway.

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Paradigm

🔥 Apocalyptic Expulsion – Song Insight & Lyrics 🔥

🔻 Apocalyptic Expulsion – Song Insight
There’s a moment when everything collapses—when the truth becomes inescapable, and the world as you knew it is gone. Apocalyptic Expulsion isn’t just a song; it’s an awakening. A realization that someone you once held close has become unrecognizable, lost in their own self-destruction.

It blends themes of love, betrayal, and finality with an eerie, dystopian soundscape—haunted by robotic echoes, digital distortion, and a sense of inevitable loss. This isn’t just about heartache. It’s about watching someone you love fade into oblivion, powerless to stop them. It’s a farewell wrapped in electric static, a whispered truth drowning in a synthetic storm.

Is this reality, or just a fantasy? Does it even matter when the damage is already done?

🔻 Apocalyptic Expulsion – Lyrics
Intro
"Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?"
(Robotic monotone, echoing into a void)

Verse 1
"Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see,
You're just a poor boy, but now you're gone and threw it all away.
Your body's aching all the time, you're feeling like you just want to die."

Chorus 1
"Our life had just begun, but you wasted it all away.
Even though I loved you, you chose another way.
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see,
You're just a poor boy, is this the real life or is this just fantasy?"

Verse 2
"Remember the nights, we held each other tight.
Now it's all gone, you're lost in the blinding light.
You chased the high, left everything behind.
Our love was real, but you were too blind."

Bridge
"So many nights I cried, hoping you'd come back to me.
But the man I loved is lost, gone with the memories.
You were my everything, now you're just a ghost,
Haunting my dreams, breaking me the most."

Chorus 2
"Our life had just begun, but you wasted it all away.
Even though I loved you, you chose another way.
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see,
You're just a poor boy, is this the real life or is this just fantasy?"

Outro
"Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
You were my everything, now you're just a memory."
(Robotic voice fades into silence, static hum remains…)

🔻 4Me2BeFree
There’s nothing conventional about 4Me2BeFree. This isn’t music for the shallow—it’s for those who have stood at the edge, staring into the abyss, questioning what’s real and what’s illusion. Apocalyptic Expulsion is an electrified elegy, a track that doesn’t just tell a story—it makes you feel it deep in your core.

Dark. Haunting. Unapologetic.

This isn’t about pretending things are okay. This is about confronting the wreckage, mourning what’s lost, and walking away through the static storm—forever changed, but never broken.

Because the past may be gone, but the music never fades.

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Apocalyptic Expulsion

For my birthday I give you all a gift - My Birthday Beats - happy listening

Sharon O Love -  My Birthday BEATS

Here is my new mix celebrating the best Pride in Europe - AMSTERDAM - once again I feel blessed to play at FUNHOUSE -my favourite play ground - ENJOY MY BEATS - Be Proud - Be Happy - Be Yourself.
HAPPY PRIDE!

Sharon O Love  - Funhouse XXXL

I am proud to share with you my WE NYF Party session, WE  is Europe's most famous gay clubbing experience and it is more than a pleasure to be invited to play. Enjoy my journey of sound - RAVE SAFE

SHARON O LOVE WE NYF

Here is my latest mix taking you on a journey of sounds and beats with twists and turns, layers of warmth, energetic builds and a selection of quality tracks from some of the most inspiring DJ/Producers.
Happy Listening - feedback is always appreciated.

Sharon O Love - AdhDJ Insomnia

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

trauma induced ptsd for the soul…bad times call for bad music. #queerwave #lesbro #queermusic #lgbtqai #haunted #horror #lezbro #doomgloom #sadness #musictocryto #listenafterimdead #goldenghoul #sadmusic #gayshit #sadgayshit #edm #crybabymusic #ohio #queerartist

A música sempre foi uma paixão que me acompanhou desde cedo. Desde criança, estive rodeado por melodias, tocando teclado e violão na igreja, cantando em grupo e explorando diferentes estilos. Esse envolvimento me permitiu desenvolver um profundo entendimento musical, compreendendo cada nota e sentimento por trás das canções.

Em 2018, realizei um antigo sonho ao mergulhar no universo do Tribal House, um estilo que desperta minha alma e move o meu som. A partir daí, decidi que meu caminho seria como DJ profissional, dedicando-me integralmente a esse objetivo.

Para aperfeiçoar minhas habilidades, ingressei na DJ Escola, onde dei os primeiros passos na música eletrônica, explorando suas diversas vertentes. Logo depois, também em 2018, tive a honra de estudar na Atomic – Curso para DJs, onde aprendi com a renomada DJ Mara Borges, uma referência no Tribal e uma mentora que me guiou com ensinamentos valiosos, que carrego até hoje.

Meu gosto musical é autêntico e distinto. Tenho uma afinidade especial por batidas intensas e vocais que marcam momentos, sejam eles atuais ou de gerações passadas, criando uma atmosfera atemporal que transcende qualquer festa e deixa uma marca inesquecível.


Minha busca pelo conhecimento musical é incessante. Mantenho-me atualizado com as tendências, e me aprofundo cada vez mais no entendimento do que torna cada beat especial. Afinal, para mim, a música é uma jornada constante de evolução e paixão, onde cada show é uma celebração que conecta e transforma.

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