lyrics:

i'm in a bad headspace
but it's ok, i got my bestie
without the music, i'd be moving in a dead space
fell out with stella cus she ruining my headspace
i came in last in the race, ain't no srt
i felt neglected and the liquor got the best of me
i got rejected, now i'm tryna lead a better life
left my lovers in the past, had to say goodbye

your face is double-sided, you're such a gemini
would you care if i died? i'm not willing to fight
you took my feelings and you left them burning in the fire
i got so fucking tired tryna learn to fly
i don't blame her you know, she's into other guys
if i was into other guys i'd be fucking gay
but now i'm into better things and the better pay
if she fucking died the world would be a better place
if i fucking died the world would be a better place
i need to go to sleep and wake up in a better way
bro been smoking on gas, bro let's elevate
it's the death of the past, bro let's celebrate
yeah my life is like a movie, you acting for the camera
i just met your girl, can safely say that i can't stand her
why they tryna bite me? i'm the gold standard
why you drinking pints until the point where you can't stand up?

headspace (prod. blossom1)

Lyrics:

Kill the chivalry, send out the cavalry
There's no way you rival me, there's no way she's killing me
Blood on my hands, you already dead to me
I just been giggling, but there's no more ecstacy
I'm on the battlefield, you can't take control of me
You see me winning, get controlled by all your jealousy
Take the weight off my shoulders
Winter's getting colder and we're just getting older

Cut 'em off, think I owe it to myself
I don't really have no friends, why I'm always by myself
and they left me in the past, so I do this all myself
Yeah they left me in the past every time I needed help
No I don't need no one else
When this money come around
Tryna take my place, they been tryna take the crown
I'm the ruler of this place
If you don't like the way that sounds, you gon' have to take me out
[?] won't ever come around
Every day, always feeling like it's over
[?] always got a little colder
So I guess it makes sense, I'm the asshole
Posted up with Nine, bitch I'm posted in the castle

Yeah I'm cold on the inside
You could storm the castle, but won't kill me from the inside
We got our differences, so we can set them all aside
Let's do this man to man, don't want another homicide
Another suicide, there is no more you and I
I dream about the place without a trace of you inside
I'm gonna close the gates before I end up crucified
Hop on the horse and don't look back at what I left behind

Closing all the gates, we got the moat around the castle
You can come and you won't see me when we pray for battle
I leave it all behind, let me hop up on the saddle
But you are dead to me, buried 6 foot down in gravel
But this spirit keep me warm on the inside
The only thing to keep me going, yeah I should've died
This is a battle in my mind but I can save it
and bitch I loved to see you smile but now I hate it
It ain't an equal battle, now a massacre
Never knowing what I've done, the thing I'm never asking her
But I'll go riding on my own like a traveler
Tryna ride with me but I don't need a passenger

[Chorus]

Someone put me in a hearse
I've been getting tired, it's a blessing and a curse
I don't wanna try, gave you love and it's the worst
Pulling up in cavalries, we'll put you in the dirt
We stormed the castle, we're out of options
Prepare for battle, I swear we've got this
Pull up with Nine, Darza, Kento and Cush
We at the top of the line, leave that bitch in the dust
Do you believe in me right now? Leaving me right now?
I've been getting sick of this
and I can't even take a hit
I can't even handle this

I can't even handle this, lost control my horses, I can't handle it
Grab all my forces, yeah it's gonna be so scandalous
We creeping inside your house, we've got the candle lit
Know you can't handle this, won't prepare for battle
I got thousand herds of cattle, all these bitches tryna tackle me
I put them in shackles, tryna hide but I'm the Jeckyll
I got cannons in the castle, I got cannons if he tattle
I got crimes against the state but I just run away and cackle

They was laughing in my face
Nowadays I can't go nowhere unless I got my blade
Xans to the face
Tryna run from the pain, I can't get away
Now I'm lost in the fray but it's okay
Emo bitch she tryna choke me
Bitch I'm just a demon, I hate everything that's holy
I'm just getting money yah, with my brodies
Eat me up like honey yah, shawty suck it slowly
I got bands on me, everybody think I'm walking funny
Don't hit my DMs unless you got some money for me
I'm rolling on molly, it don't ever get boring
When I'm coming down, take a xan, now I'm snoring

[Chorus]

storm the castle 2 ft. byekento, cush, dylan lotus, darza (prod. cush)

lyrics:

life's so boring, it's raining, it's pouring
i know i could ignore it, i'm raging, i'm roaring
interrogation, how i feel, i'm not talking
i could be a great or i could sleep until the morning
call me kobe how i'm always going down
i'm numb to all the pain, been a while since i frowned
i could try and scream but you'll never hear a sound
i don't like this feeling, it's some shit i can't pronounce

as the day gets shorter, earlier i'm slaughtered
i'm surrounded by disorder
and you know i had to leave, even when i still adored her
wasted or sad, it's the latter or the former
if i get money then i spend it
they want me to live, but i really wanna end it
bless up, but this shit was not a blessing
i guess it's turning into shit that's like confessions
first off, i'm so bored
i'm being helped by this shit that i poured
it's gonna turn into a problem
i don't like problems, i don't wanna solve them
i'm always tired and i get no sleep
if mother knew about the shit i'm doing she would weep
it's my fifth time drunk in a week
i've got a beer in my hand right now while i speak

bored forever (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:

kill me slowly, i'm tryna die faster
my soul's so lonely, my heart's your platter
kill me slowly, i'm done with this life shit
you say you know me but i don't like it

treading lightly, you say you loathe me
you say you like me, you just can't show me
i know you don't like when i do my worst
you're tryna help, it's getting worse
get a grip on my health, put that shit in reverse
i need your help, pick me up in a hearse
i'm back in my shell, guess i'm never gonna learn
you're gonna send me to hell, i know you really wish the worst
the way no one can tell that you put me on a curse
can you tell that she threw me in the deep end?
can you tell she got my heart but she can't keep it?
if you tell me that you love me then i'm sleeping
i got the codes for this shit like i'm cheating
can you tell i'm going up but i'm still bleeding?

[chorus]

no i don't like it, but i've been fighting
you think you can read my mind but you're not a psychic
don't know what she's tryna hide but i'm tryna find it
getting tired of the games, i'm so sick of lying
overthinking, overdoing, everything has gone south
now you wanna make up but i'm already gone now
you can try and keep up if you wanna find out
you can do it all wrong, baby this is your life now
kill me slowly, don't know why i'm holding on
life gets lonely, but i'm guessing that's the cost
you don't know me, really that's the truth
but you'll just call me psycho like you always do

platter ft. vvsaint (prod. blossom1)

lyrics:

we got along like a house on fire
but now i'm burning like a house on fire
devil sings like a motherfucking choir
call the fire brigade because my situation's dire
and my mental state is dire
i could think about the highs but i'm tryna go higher
someone chuck a clipper cus i'm running out of fire
throw me in the shitter, you can leave me there to die

you know i'm tryna die
i'd be living life if i really felt alive
i'd be living life if i cared enough to cry
i'm not living life, i'm just tryna get by
i'm just tryna buy a mansion, curses, sanctions
i don't pay attention, i've been flirting with distractions
you left me empty after all our interactions
i'm not admitting that i used you for my fucking satisfaction
one star, not satisfied
i could tell you why, but that information classified
cigs fill my mouth like a motherfucking pacifier
you know that i liked you, i hope you're feeling gratified
i'm rotting to the core
you know you can't restore me
scars on my body like it's papercut galore
i'm cold inside, curled up on the floor
i don't wanna be alive, rum, give me more
mum gave me life, she can have it back yuh
i wanna end it quick, throw myself under a tractor
life's such a bitch, told that woman suck a dick
they say my music is the nuts, i'm the nuts
get kicked, i never wanted kids

a house on fire (prod. maxchris)

lyrics:

when is my life gonna end, like can it get any worse?
swerving my car round the bend, i should've bought me a hearse
i should've never had a friend cus in the end it only hurts me
i should've learnt to play it dirty
it's 11:30, i'm pouring up the lager
all this shit i'm doing, swear i disappoint my father
throw me in the derby, i'm making enemies with karma
every time they left me on the curb so i surround myself with armour

i'm in the field like a farmer
if i was american i'd tell you i have trauma
can't deal with immaturity surrounding drama
they dragged it on for so long, i got trauma from that
i'm not hot-headed, i prefer a korma
but i don't feel happy when backed into corners
i don't have money to possibly launder
i got a clean record, i'm normal for that
am i normal? i'm not normal
i'm a weirdo, why you acting formal?
i attract attention, that's why i'm immortal
why i gotta live for so long on this planet?
i'ma jump through the portal
i'ma call up my friends, let's do anything unlawful
i'm waking up every day feeling awful
if i died, would you feel awful? like

derby (prod. ninewaters)

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we can stay hopeful ft. darza (prod. 8t33n)

lyrics:

i feel exhausted, my feelings deported
i'm feeling haunted, i need your support
i'ma leave you in the past, yeah i had to cut it short
i'm controlled by your strings but at least i'm never bored
i feel exhausted, my feelings deported
i'm feeling haunted, i need your support
yeah i had to cut them off cus i'm not fucking with these whores
i don't care about your feelings or your cause

you wanna love me, are you sure?
i don't really fuck with you cus you got insecurities
i don't really fuck with those who lack in all maturity
i don't really fuck with those who stick with the majority
it's why i'm by my lonely
i don't really fuck with those who keep pretending that they know me
i'm in my pit, so cozy
i'm just tryna keep warm cus in my soul it's always snowing
could you keep me warm inside?
you can't do that for me, you're so disappointing
i'm tryna put up with your shit but you're just really annoying
it's your soul i'm destroying but i do it for fun
see me, better run
cus when it comes to wrecking shit yeah i am next to none
i'm so exhausted, i've only just begun
my world is distorted, but i don't think i'm done

haunted (prod. crocus)

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Liam Parkins & Luvstruck ft. MIMI – Ravers EP

The Ravers EP brings together three fresh forces in UK and Irish dance: producers Liam Parkins and Luvstruck, and Dublin vocalist MIMI. United by their love for late-90s club music, they deliver two standout tracks that blend nostalgia with today’s dance-floor energy.

“Remedy” leans into a deep, emotive groove with widescreen synths, while “Ravers” — featuring MIMI — bursts with euphoric hooks and modern club sheen. Supported by Mondo Disko, Upper90, NRG Trax, Berou and more, the release taps the new UK club wave: melodic, emotional, and built for peak-time.

Together, the trio channel the spirit of classic rave culture through a contemporary lens, marking a defining moment in their fast-rising careers.

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Luvstruck & Liam Parkins - Remedy

Dans cet épisode on s’arrête dans un endroit où tout le monde passe mais où personne ne reste : l’hôtel.
Espace liminal, décor interchangeable, mais aussi lieu chargé d’histoires, l’hôtel est devenu un terrain de jeu privilégié pour la pop culture.
Du film au jeu vidéo, de l’enquête au huis clos, on explore comment ces bâtiments anonymes deviennent des mondes complets, parfois plus vivants que les personnages qui y circulent.

au programme :

 - Introduction & reco : pluribus, Poule piano igorrr, Mortis mutilati, witcher saison 4, steam machine, Dispatch

 - 39:04 - le mystère de Compiegne

 - 47:18 - présentation du thème 

 - 48:24 - pause heartbreak hôtel 

 - 48:56 - la chronique de Max : l’hôtel intérieur 

 - 1:17:39 - la chronique récréative de Beg 

 - 1:38:24 - Pumky 2 palaces 2 ambiances 

 - 2:12:00 - pause musicale igorrr

 - 2:12:31 - Choco : Hôtels et JV 

 - 2:31:19 - questions auditeurs 

#60 - Soirée à l'hotel et mystère de compiègne

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