am i ruining my life im sorry this isn't that good i promise i have better music LOL WHO AM I APOLOGIZING TO LOL NOBODY ACTUALLY CARES RIP HAHA ok so what #daed

jackzebra 重要的事情说三遍 bootleg

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Why does nothing I do ever seem right
I might as well go mess up my life
Cause when I try to make it better it only gets worse
Wonder if she knows that I’m tripping over her
If I circle back maybe that will break the curse
I can’t begin to realize what I want
Left alone all my defenses gone

I know there’s something there with us
Question is will it help or will it hurt
She might want me long gone oh
At least this feels real I thought I was numb
Been on the road finding something new
I can’t turn around I might crash out real soon
And I fear that she’s long gone no
She told me do not go so tell me what I’m on

I made a journal about it
18 steps but who’s countin
Take one more breath I’ll be drownin
But I retraced when we were founded
Since then I been climbing the mountain
Your face I can’t live without it
You say I’ll be happy and I doubt it
Till I’m with you but I can’t reroute it
I ooo realize 
That there’s so much more to this than ruining my life
I might wanna die
I put down my guard and trusted you hope I was right

You changed my mindset
You came at the perfect timing

I know there’s something there with us
Question is will it help or will it hurt
She might want me long gone oh
At least this feels real I thought I was numb
Been on the road finding something new
I can’t turn around I might crash out real soon
And I fear that she’s long gone no
She told me do not go so tell me what I’m on

I made a journal about it
18 steps but who’s countin
Take one more breath I’ll be drownin
But I retraced when we were founded
Since then I been climbing the mountain
Your face I can’t live without it
You say I’ll be happy and I doubt it
Till I’m with you but I can’t reroute it
I ooo realize that there’s so much more to this than ruining my life
I might wanna die
I put down my guard and trusted you hope I was right

In all 18 steps 
I never wanted you gone
But if I follow through
Good bye and stay so strong

18 Steps to Ruining My Life prod. AUGUSTIN & Xavier

ruinin it ruinin it ruinin it ruinin it ru ru ru ru 

POV: you're ruining it

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