its hard to love when no one loves you back 07/08/23 

Read a Bible just to get me out of trouble
Stuck inside a bubble pushed away until i stumble back in rubble
I thought people loved me but they never loved yuh
Get my head straight before going under
Hearing thunder 

call my name 
Call my name 
Before letting the gun bang
Escape the pain 
Scraping change in another plane
Same things different place 
The only difference is I don't have a face 
Last place 
Based out of hell 
Oh well i couldn't concentrate 

so i let the demons do their thing
Gain range till I'm out the way
Faith being tested religious text wont go in my brain 

I've been fixing to picture how to aim 
When i let the gun spray taking lives as they pray 
but their god wont listen anyway 
Favor the chosen ones that gave me death everyday 
Walking the plank of depletion 
deletion still Concours everything 

I don't know how to fix myself 
Sins building so i have live with stealth 
hiding place getting exposed by the belt 
hanging from a heart felt message 
Lesson 
learned 
I burned 
now I'm inside of this ugly urn

Check Out My Hiding Place

Losing is my motto 
I have no core 
Rolling up a fronto
Divine restored 
I cant even rent a condo 
Im fucking poor
Ive been losing at the lotto 
So I rob the store 
My concious ain't geppetto
He left out the door when he couldn't take no more 
Now im pouring out my soul and all remorse 

My life dont make no sense 
Concious or none i cant ever get some rest from this fucking stress haunting every dream of mine until im pressed 
Day dreaming cause I feel depressed 
Everybody gets to know me
Now they left 
Oh can I get the check?
Leave the bill for the next group I'm getting used to theft 
Barley pulling through my world is dead 
I told you I'm the proof of what not to do 
should've listened instead 
wasting time Impressing others 
with wasted memories that burn my mind 
Needed to rest my eyes 
but they're drowning me out of my own life

Headache

oxidized

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