SCHIZOPHRENIA

https://band.link/imdyingdying

[Припев]
Умираю я
Жду этого конца, чтоб разобраться раз и навсегда
У меня не получается ничё
Какая-то стена встала между мной и тобой
И кому довериться из них?
Они готовы продать всё вокруг, не остановить
Не услышат музыки моей
Сотни обиженных людей, так нуждающихся в ней

[Куплет]
Они не знают меня, не знают обо мне ничё вообще
Ведь я скрываю себя настоящего от этих зверей
Не заведу семьи, я способен лишь на насилие
Убить во мне стремление хотят мои родители
Делать поверхностные песни, клипы — мой максимум
Пустая трата времени, не вижу результата
Линия спада бесконечная, я жить так заебался
Миллиона нет в 16, для чего я, блять, старался?

УМИРАЮ Я

creed

what the fuck am i seeing, am i going crazy?



15, turning 16 years old, things really ramped up, i was already struggling with auditory hallucinations and now visual hallucinations have become consistent and brutal

My hallucinations consisted of things like people in my closet at night, often with a singular glaring eye, abnormally tall disfigured people with massive hands for heads and also a singular eye, and hands with strings attached at my joints descending from the ceiling

you're not real (intro)

Full song lyrics and video on my Youtube:
https://youtu.be/heGanq_4ZZo

Entity

The story of a man and his progressive mental illness

notes from a  psychopath (Prodby.Dolce Vita)

better, my friend

CONTREBANDE
Magasine bi-mensuel sur le cinéma et la contre culture sur Radio Booster 89.1 FM.
Le jeudi de Minuit à ???

CONTREBANDE 63 - TORPEUR PROJECT - WALKER TEXAS RANGER

Gone.

This is made by NOTMAPS (Me)
This is a Self Insert Megalovania I made out of boredom, and I am very proud of my work!
This was just for fun, not a commission or anything.
Made in FLStudio

SCHIZOVANIA

Mental Asylum Except Instead Of Being Inside The Mental Asylum You Can Hear Everyone's Thoughts Inside Of The Mental Asylum And It's Kinda Cool

(prod by Michael Harrison)
12/6/24
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[CHORUS]
I got bugs in my ears
And they tell me their secrets
I don't care who hears
It's only me and my demons
Inside a four grid square
Where I pounder my meaning
Insanity is already taking me away

[HOOK]
20 nights alone in this Asylum
I don't got no real friends
Only got pretend ones

60 nights alone in this Asylum
I got bugs in my skin and they so at home

[BRIDGE]
Can we meet one more in the Summer?
I don't care what you say, that's a bummer
In a moment I gain back a bit of my sanity
But always and somehow it ends in calamity

[VERSE]
Can you meet one more in the Summer?
Cuz, It's cold out here in the Winter
(Did these padded walls grow thicker?)

Said, I'm stationed.
My mission is already dead
I don't got patience,
I lie in my bed

When my head was a mess
You say, that's standard issued
Feel like fixed Bayonets
When I'm slicing my tissue
I think you ran outta sinew
And I dunno what's next, yuuuh

[CHORUS]
I got bugs in my ears
And they tell me their secrets
I don't care who hears
It's only me and my demons
Inside a four grid square
Where I pounder my meaning
Insanity is already taking me away

[HOOK]
20 nights alone in this Asylum
I don't got no real friends
Only got pretend ones

100 nights alone in the Asylum
Can I taste your flesh?
It's my favorite part!

[OUTRO]
Got a problem with memory.
Do you care to elaborate?
And you feel like satellites?

It sure is Silent up on this here Hill. (prod. micheal harrison)

prod: @spsm00kereyes https://soundcloud.com/spsm00kereyes
mix & vocals: meee :P

my princess, leave stardust in her trail
=omg i got the flow down=

this life is mine, and im fine with it
lose all my time-
wired, im trapped in my brain cell im tired
this life is mine, all life is in hell
and im fine with it, lose all the time
and i, couldn't give a shit
a lot on my mind, 
my misuss, i miss you all day oh my dear
my misuss, i miss you all day oh my dear
this life is mine, and im fine with it
lose all the time and i couldn't give a shit
a lot on my mind, thinkin bout some bankers pricks

love frozen our hearts splayed open
we're broke n in love with hopin 
you're chosen the one has spoken 
we're hopeless when our blood stops flowing
love frozen our hearts splayed open
we're broke n in love with hopin 

my princess, leave stardust in her trail 
im obsessed, I try to get away no avail
love repressed, until i get your tail over here 
my misuss, i miss you all day oh my dear
the love song in your voice baby it's all i hear 
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stardust ⋆˙✮| prod. ЖЕРТВА БОМЖЕЙ MC

I'm Putting On A Voice But Speaking From The Heart.
This Is Me In A Psych Ward.

Food For Thought

beni almaya geldiler

CONTREBANDE 64 - TORPEUR PROJECT - FREDDY LES GRIFFES DE LA NUIT

Cant Stand ME (Move Like Me Squidmix) prod. Khadija Al Hanafi

my dear buddy friend: @3trance1 @3trance1 @3trance1
beat: https://soundcloud.com/3trance1/22hr

i hat3 m3 [prod miyuki info aka #3ntrance1 aka f;pwe]

She cut my dreads freestyle (I'LL MALL IT OVER Squidmix) prod. DJ Orange Julius

- T-850 -
YouTube - Clugerfinder
App - Left Out
Art - Maxi69er
Reddit - /u/T-1m
6 ft
Programmer.
Gamer.
UAV Pilot.
Artist.
Musician.
Video producer.
Director.
Actor.
Author.
Meme maker.
Shitposter.
Content Creator.
Dancer.
Singer.
DJ.
Athlete.
Stoner.
Synesthesia.
Schizo-Affective Disorder.
Sleep Paralysis.
Sleep Apnea.
Free Running Sleep Circadian Rythmn Disorder.
INFP- T ~ A.
Virgo.
Monkey.
Caesarean.
Bastard.
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My Name Is Maximilian   -
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✨ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀs ᴀs ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ sᴘɪɴs.✨
 Founder of @demon-here-collective ⚰️
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📼 Upcoming Releases:
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dont take any of my songs seriously 
i dont care about your opinion on them they are all jokes

17 year old enby bedroom producer 

Music is my coping mechanism 

Discord: caffinatedfluffball





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