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pass out
tommy when i roll out
ion check my phone now
only when u go out wtf
pass it up again
words i've left unsaid
think im better dead
thoughts inside my head

cold
blowing im smoking on thrax n been stuck in my home
2 days a week i been barely breathing, im sleeping in smoke
i been outside n still been stuck on the road
oh~
baby i am not making it home

(bad bitch like maleficent
im smoking this evergreen, its heavensent
im sipping on heavenly
this everclear shit no good 4 me and i'll throw it up by like 2 or 3
honestly know u dead 2 me but still fill u up like its calories)

live life in a hurry
my baby so worried
pushing in a benz, we cruisin 90 in a 30
uh, double cup i fill it up like shit was dirty
I COULDN'T THINK OF A LINE HERE LMFAOOOOO

pass out
tommy when i roll out
ion check my phone now
only when u go out wtf
pass it up again
words i've left unsaid
think im better dead
thoughts inside my head
pass out
tommy when i roll out
ion check my phone now
only when u go out wtf
pass it up again
words i've left unsaid
think im better dead
thoughts inside my head

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dead (heyylotus & warheart)

flash [old shizukesa scrap]

ARF ARF GRRRR RUFF WOOF (im so sorry)

i got blackmailed into putting these lyrics on here @tactiical LMFAOOO

[shizu]

tellin me to run run run run run run
i am not the one one one one one one
using me for fun fun fun fun fun fun
she hit the phone and i don't know any better

met her under the sun
(they say) never fall in love
but all this time in silence
stuck inside, violently numbing
so still searching for something else
to tell me that you want me
memories all fade away
but without you i'm nothing
trust me

[ri4h]

i trust you but i dont want to
cuz what do i do?
when you say "i love you"
i'm scared of losing you
i know that i need you
but i
oh i need you by my side
can you hold me thru the night
i know its rough but can we try
can we try
oh no, i'm scared
i need, you here
i can't, compare
oh it's, not fair
oh can't, you stay
you're driving me insane
so don't you run away
oh, run away

[shizu]

tellin me to run run run run run run
i am not the one one one one one one
using me for fun fun fun fun fun fun
she hit the phone and i don't know any better
[x2]

runnn ft. ri4h (chaos x goo)

lots of music comin 😁🤞💌💕

@ybcmiley @stick2gethr

way back + ybcmiley [ertu]

yes i know that's not how u pronounce facade o-o
--
quit the talking
armory, got green on me like goblin
saw the options
on me when i walk in
doors suicide pop outside with my polish
all this gas up the mileage
i flaunt it 

spiral again
get stuck in the head
i been fucking sick of this shit
but you wouldn't know what it is
so guess my time be better off spent with a spliff
bet i'll be flooding my wrists at 2am
and tell you it is what it is
say im such a bitch of a kid
who lives in his bed 
and copy off miles n shit
fuck off of miles's dick
i just compile my thoughts into flow for the spit
and grow a lil bit
half of the time i dont feel alive, plus when i split
these days if u sway emotionally they dip
oh my god, ur facade was obvious, lil bitch
staying closeted to almost all my friends, steady distant
like half of them would ever listen

quit the talking
armory, got green on me like goblin
saw the options
on me when i walk in
doors suicide pop outside with my polish
all this gas up the mileage
i flaunt it

armory (iceboi)

i know the mix is horrible, but just uhhh pretend like it sounds good idk 
also yes it's all pitched down slightly i was self conscious <3

shoutout freestyling hooks

lyrics:
she say put the lime in
ion know what the time is
i be staying silent
find me in here crying
told me keep it simple
whip crash like a rental
crackin wraps 2 reassemble
cant get u out the mental

overseas
flow like fit so lysterine
pop out white tee no mr clean
my pyt bitch we shootin scenes
nigga who u fooling
steady boolin
wrists look like to do list
opposite of living i put my bullet in n shoot it at me
settle mind poundin dread, fill it out w/ lead
MIA in my head, think im better dead
fuck it up off the drugs so i write instead
try run away, just to stay inside of my bed
stuck inside the cold, ion really go out
every song abt me because im always alone now
loud dissociating till my bowl within the background
jus a fuck up lil bitch guess u found out

she say put the lime in
ion know what the time is
i be staying silent
find me in here crying
told me keep it simple
whip crash like a rental
crackin wraps 2 reassemble
cant get u out the mental

rental_2003 (travis xantana)

the logs do be mono tee hee

fashionably late
like my passion been proving
a clean slate couldnt save me at the rate we been moving
the trio me myself and i and still i aint be improving
its either patiently waiting, or basically stupid
maybe music aint got much in it 4 me 
lately living the dream
only its in dreams when im snoozing, yet still been losing sleep
yes i dont reach out now but hope they know me truthfully
crucial info never coming out me usually
really never talk much in my new stuff
to pick apart the projects watch em fall apart like "true luv" ..
hit up only homies they gon tell me "bro u too rough"
"made a new track like what you think about it
and what would you change about it"
too tuff
but spliffy got me couch locked
and i aint felt this down to earth since last time that i been grounded
took me back to school days with lunch bags,
iphone in a backpack that's hidden under notepads,
all black with the screen cracked
almost wanna go back
kid still, but i live alone
make a wish tim turner dimmsdale dimmadome
lookin ass white fit on 
and my wrists froze (this is a lie i am broke pls send me money or taco bell)
no more 9 missed calls 
and nightly terrors
terrifying 2 death
plus the heavy weighted trauma overstay in my chest
but if the EMDR dont work i might blow out my head
almost killed myself again, im trying my best
guess that's what happen when u go off the meds

monologue (engless)

sorry it took a year for me to mix this

5 miles to town
fine if i drown
n my mind so loud
ion wanna fight now
bish pipe down
ridin 165 bish no malcolm in middle
had sum problem shit to pawn off n get solved like a riddle
before i put the glock 9 bullet right in my temple
dyin its simple, look bish im dying its simple

late last december
low life like my face from a time i remember
the head down inside moms crib, drugged up temper
wit fucked up love this shitty house never better
its how life go i guess
been sweater weather forever inside of ur chest
but this shit never hurt when u had died in ur head
lie alone in bed
eyes filled wit dread 
no cry for the meds
now im-
caught in crossfire baby tell me who i am
ion think you understand
if i hit ts then i do it all again tonight
crossfaded put a cup in each hand on ice
all nite till a.m. been feeling alright
grab onto my hand we could ride away
or u could pass me up by like rightaway
pass me a blunt need it right away
(shorty gon say she not part of me
but stay bumpin "armory"
honest to god its like)
fuck out my way
stay zooted, fucked up in my place
like you is the source of the cause of my pain
so of course that shit go thru my brain
red the hatred run, course thru my veins
let my body erupt thru the flames
never feeding myself as of late
evermore im feeling it's my fate

5 miles to town
fine if i drown
n my mind so loud
ion wanna fight now
bish pipe down
ridin 165 bish no malcolm in middle
had sum problem shit to pawn off n get solved like a riddle
before i put the glock 9 bullet right in my temple
dyin its simple, look bish im dying its simple

inter_165 (thaibeats)

lyrics 

[maesk]
people like to talk
all that fake love
hopping out the car 
i only wanna see my day 1s

seeing new stuff 
theres no such thing as same fun
i swear no one rlly give a flying fuck

remeniscing bout the present
like its a star
the world is in my palm but i cant throw it farr

cant move
its like my body made of tar
its no use
im jus a puppet w a heart

they try spite me
but i won’t change for anyone

mayb im th one that u should keep ur heart w
or mayb im th one that need another heart stitch

cant move
its like my body made of tar
its no use
im jus a puppet w a heart

[shizukesa]
let me in
I prefer the words when they was cutting thru the skin
just tell me how to live
perforate my brain till my body lookin swiss
cuz i could never win
all I need is you

if you try to tell my vision lately youll be seeing blue
sippin baby I be sipping daily in my fuckin room
if she say she love me when she fuck know I feel it too

puppet w/a heart

puppet w/a heart ft shizukesa (flesh x taurs x rich James)

~cockiness//love: both can be seen as forms of hubris—love by its tendency to blind us to the faults of.. well, us, and cockiness by its tendency to lead us to believe that we are invincible or infallible. <3

phone dnd leave me lone bitch
fw my team, gunnin domes quick
but we gon hit w/ that full clip
if u want beef we got smoke nigga

flow fly no fly, so smooth like butter
nigga better pipe down, on ur mario brother type shit right now
bitch find out
locked in been talkin my shit
u lookin confidentless (ik this isn't a word LMFAOOO)
how a nigga talk down to me
im confident u aint even top of the list 
let alone top of no bitch

i... ✨🖤

i can feel the passion when u look into my eyes
feel it passing every time you say goodbye.
acid drippin down the skin, fuck a cry
why this shit gon happen when i feel alive ?? :/
shit aint even pposed to be a fucking luv song
but i aint felt the bliss i did w/ u in so long
 ̶l̶i̶g̶h̶t̶s̶ out, only passing by in snowfall
peace now, but i feel my blood in slow coughs
(put my coffin by the forest with a folk song
promise one day you'll wake up in my bedside
and slow dance by the porch under moonlight)

phone dnd leave me lone bitch
fw my team, gunnin domes quick
but we gon hit w/ that full clip
if u want beef we got smoke nigga

"𝓼𝓱𝓲𝔃𝓾𝓴𝓮𝓼𝓪 𝓱𝓪𝓼 𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓱𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓱𝓾𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓼 𝓽𝓸 𝓰𝓸 𝓪𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓰 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓰𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓽 𝓼𝓽𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓰𝓽𝓱"

hubris (rosebone x nate morgan x katlightning)

raw w/ autotune .

nowadays this shit so real
i dont even have no bros still
bitch switched up, how the cold feel? 
said i switched too, fuck it so what 
none my old music holding up
dont know how to write when u dont feel

baby how are you getting home
i cant save you still im right here
brittle home but my skin and bones 

never picking up when im on the phone
maybe that’s why i’m dying here
maybe that’s why I’m all alone

still afraid of 3 years ago
picture frame of abandonment
mixed with drug problems and her broken soul

god i blame myself how you died alone

and i hate myself for the lost/last time

used to take myself to our lakeside

now its just myself in the late lights

shame (b.wub)

(lyrics)
baby watchu sayin you'on know bout me
you'on know bout me
you'on know bout me
so just keep yo peace
dont have a ho but im not in the streets
i got some goons, next to me
ready to die, for me

been a minute since me n u talked, u'on know bout me
so dont talk bout me
i stay in my home
i do not bother the public so leave me alone
inside of a month, ive finished like 5 songs.
the fuck is u on 
no eta, its done when its done

dont step w me u cant fit in my shoes
pull up them trues
saggin them pants like a fool
fuck allat lame shit u claim, none of its cool

i took a seccc
had to look back on my life
16 years, 
i wish it was u by my side.
i gotta lock in keep my priorities right
santana n night
this sound nice
i hope u could tell, i could hit this shit all night
i could hit it twice

peacekeeper (santana x night rdd)

(lyrics)
as im sinking deep into this couch, can u hold me
got a couple close friends, they dont even know me
got a couple real friends, i think they’re my homies
soz for leaving early, lately i been busy

once i thought it over, i realize u dont control me
yes im in a bad mood
oh you know im sorry
we know im a bad dude //
im watching from the nose bleeds
i ain mean to hurt u
i just thought u were

ur stressing me out leave right now
leave right noww
staring at the groundd
everything fell out

workin all day
im becoming someone, that even my bitch
hate
im here to stay
u wanted me then, its too late

as im sinking deep into this couch, can u hold me
got a couple close friends, they dont even know me
got a couple real friends, i think they’re my homies
soz for leaving early, lately i been busy

bottle service (caves)

fuck the pronto
love and go, girl i gotta hold on
used to know whenever u wont call
only fold 
like its in my protocol 
call it home
guess i'll never move on

tired
from the plight
flooded eyes you would die here
spent a nightmare, crucified with wires
grip my side dripping blood on attire
sip it up, shi i luv a vampire
several skies dimming out past our lightyear
but girl im right here still for ur devour
used to hit the tone to bid me with its alright
jus a motherfucking goddamn liar
nigga think shit sweet no swisher
fuck ur minute maid lemonade pitchers
oughta pop out n show u my picture
wrist hurt type high, sadder than a bitch
dark eye rings, saturn shi
heavy emptiness impacted my ribs
still been nb but im practically him
they chasing when i actually dip

fuck the pronto
love and go, girl i gotta hold on
used to know whenever u wont call
only fold 
like its in my protocol 
call it home
guess i'll never move on

protocol (rosebone)

rollin up gon pass my time baby
i know what to do when it get past time baby
lookin thru this lens. another life waitin
they took all my shine but i dont like hatin

all my friends r drunk as fuck, i think i should be too
all my clothes are plain as fuck i need a gucci suit
she dont think i notice, i know jus what she gon do
it aint no price u could throw us that gon make me come to uuu

fuck i barely know my name but she know me like no one else
i wouldnt say that im depressed, just disappointed in myself
& ik that im a mess but ill make somethin of myself i swear to God
im just stressed but ill get better when i see you next time

i promise u there aint no next time
baby next time, ill be dead
ran a red light
baby youre high off ur meds if u let life pass u by til we’re dead

this bitch got me fucked up but i aint even drinkin
i guess i ran my luck up, or i did too much thinkin
i wish that i could shut up but i just keep on speakin
i guess this kinda sums up the way that i been feelin

rollin up gon pass my time baby
i know what to do when it get past time baby
lookin thru this lens. another life waitin
they took all my shine but i dont like hatin

all my friends r drunk as fuck, i think i should be too
all my clothes are plain as fuck i need a gucci suit
she dont think i notice, i know jus what she gon do
it aint no price u could throw us that gon make me come to uuu

all my friends r drunk as fuck (methboiswag)

ILYSM/BITTER FREESTYLE OUT ON ALL PLATS RN 

KINOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

a voice for the weak..

Debut Album “Trauma” in December((^_^))
1 song a week starting Oct 23 every Wednesday 

𝙲𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚎 + 𝙴𝚟𝚘𝚕𝚟𝚎

believe & u will succeed

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静けさ - shizukesa

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