the cat is just as beautiful as this song 🩷

im too lazy to type the lyrics rn LMFAO but luv yall

shoutout decks and sendflowrs mwah :) this has been in the works for almost a year now so i really hope yall enjoy <33

so what w/ sendflowrs & decks (kayomi + takko)

time finna fly like zone
we in the twilight zone
fake cartier on the wrist
V on neck with no Lone
u peon I been the goat 
time audemar drippin froze 
rock white fit like a ghost
bitch im all white looking snow
been alright bet that u know that
wood pack in a black bag
smooth flow talking snowboard
pulling strings like a backpack
good spliff getting me jet lagged 
3 fifths like a flashback
catch that
223s in the lobby, shoutout to ally
(EMPTYYY!!)
great track brodie made last year
purple lean no grape juice here
more checks up than adidas (*I FORGOT WHAT THE ADIDAS LOGO WAS LMFAO*)
u can trust that dear
eventually flooding the wrist like a pier
call out to all of my peers 
I been balling while u wasn’t here

am i making it clear enough?
ion want any love
ion need anyone
2 in the morning
raining n pouring
writing until we done
ill never see the sun
but you’ll never be the one
—————
im chill as fuck
idk what im doin but
i been loving every single second of what im doin bud
so dont get in my way
ik what i say 
i know what road i pave
i know what grave i dig
stayin up all night
not cus i need to
js cus i can
two red cups give no fucks
im about to throw it up
i am the queen ur the pawn in this life
goin fast i might crash but idga shit at all
 u r a baby ur my lover girl
imma hold ur hand till i die
please hold my hand if i cry
i look how the street lights
post me all on ur facebook~

✨EMPTY!!✨

man idk if im real but im loving this
why the fuck you saying u cant change shit
u can change it 
u can change ur life
like i did mine
facts
woah
its wild i know
i couldve done so many things different
but i wouldnt now
cus if i didnt do what i did i wouldnt motherfuckin have u now 
i got burning hands 
reynolds in my belly
man my thoughts are scary
i thought id be dead feburary 
—————
am i making it clear enough?
ion want any love
ion need anyone
2 in the morning
raining n pouring
writing until we done
ill never see the sun
but you’ll never be the one

am i making it clear enough?
ion want any love
ion need anyone
2 in the morning
raining n pouring
writing until we done
ill never see the sun
but you’ll never be the one

twilight w/ emptychest (urban nerd)

i feel hypocritical 
ive been hanging out at bars a lot
its kinda cool but i hate to think about it cause its fucked up
the fact that i actually kinda find it fun
its like a trampoline for when you feel down
i understand the appeal now 
sing along to the songs that you love
and im zoned out 
for right now i guess its what lifes all about 


i give it a week before im over it 
why the fuck am i here?  dont have money to spend
theres a girl looking at me and i need her to fucking stop, honestly. 
i really hope i dont wake up tomorrow 
cause i dont know how much more i can handle of this problem 
i hope you know that im not having fun at all
id rather be anywhere but here now 
where’s my trampoline? 
bitch i feel down
feel it everywhere 
so i dont think i deserve to go anywhere 
everything you said makes sense now
you had your reasons to peace out 
and i get it 
i just really wish that youd never said it

trampoline (prod. pekarot)

everything by me
been working on a lot
seriously way more to come
hope you enjoy. 
thank you so much for listening.
your support means beyond any means to me.

i know i can't keep killing me off slowly
putting my dreams behind me
i find it so damn unlikely; 
remind me
quiet lifestyle, but defiled by this thoughts of mine
memories are heaven
'till you are what you forgot in time
don't care..
you don't care
you don't care, anymore.

i can see appeal
conflicted with the feeling
a burden on myself
it feels like i just killed me
get over that hill
down another cup of coffee
relive how it felt
to think, see, hear, and feel nothing

over-sensitized and ill
aye, when's it my turn to heal?
insinuate that better place you've always dreamt of only kills
until we fall and call it quits
by stone or gun that don't exist
i was here for all of this
(i was here for all of this)

i know i can't keep killing me off slowly
putting my dreams behind me
i find it so damn unlikely; remind me

how i got here, and who i am to stand by
'cause with fragile ears and hearts,
we've always been paralyzed, paralyzed
no wonder, why.

(killing me off slowly)
(putting my dreams behind me)
(i find it so damn unlikely)
(remind me)

all of this

please don’t step on my heart 
i’ve been over and over this
many times before 
please don’t get out my car 
the door opens and you leave 
and then we fall apart 

call my bluff, we play cards 
but she always has the ace 
hiding up her sleeve 
i can’t ever recall
not one moment that she ever 
simply smiled at me 

and those cold eyes make me panic
what do you want 
i can’t manage 
and those bright red lips 
make me vanish
what do you want with me 

stop the crying and the shouting, im sorry 
but maybe you’re better off
i’ll stop the crying if u tell me u want me
i’ll do anything no matter the cost

cus the rain my love hasn’t stopped coming
ever since you were the one i lost
i can’t be here without you, im dying
one kiss will finish me off 

please don’t step on my heart (stop the crying and the shouting i’m sorry)
i’ve been over and over this
many times before (but maybe you’re better off)
please don’t get out my car (i’ll stop the crying if u tell me u want me) 
the door opens and you leave 
and then we fall apart (i’ll do anything no matter the cost)

call my bluff, we play cards (cus the rain my love hasn’t stopped coming) 
but she always has the ace 
hiding up her sleeve (ever since you were the one i lost) 
i can’t ever recall (i can’t be here without you, im dying)
not one moment that she ever 
simply smiled at me (one kiss will finish me off)

banshee (wisssery)

yes i know that's not how u pronounce facade o-o
--
quit the talking
armory, got green on me like goblin
saw the options
on me when i walk in
doors suicide pop outside with my polish
all this gas up the mileage
i flaunt it 

spiral again
get stuck in the head
i been fucking sick of this shit
but you wouldn't know what it is
so guess my time be better off spent with a spliff
bet i'll be flooding my wrists at 2am
and tell you it is what it is
say im such a bitch of a kid
who lives in his bed 
and copy off miles n shit
fuck off of miles's dick
i just compile my thoughts into flow for the spit
and grow a lil bit
half of the time i dont feel alive, plus when i split
these days if u sway emotionally they dip
oh my god, ur facade was obvious, lil bitch
staying closeted to almost all my friends, steady distant
like half of them would ever listen

quit the talking
armory, got green on me like goblin
saw the options
on me when i walk in
doors suicide pop outside with my polish
all this gas up the mileage
i flaunt it

armory (iceboi)

she does what you never did
you don't know how hard it is
to wake up alone
if it's over it's funny it still makes you cold
when you know

that you couldn't step away
in hopes that a memory
of something you need, would ignite from the first thing
that i thought was real but it's not

and i said i'd wait for you
in silence and in solitude
if it can't get better
there's darkness ahead
but it's safer together
i'm gone

shake at the thought of you
i still think a lot of you
of things that you said
feel at home with the worst things i keep for myself

and the life you were dealt's not a thing that you wanted
and i wasn't either and you made it obvious
so i don't trust a fucking thing
the nicest face could do the same
i think about it everyday
i wish i never let you in

make it quick i'm still here waiting
lost my mind way back in Salem 
all at once you've only been all i want

and the life you were dealt's not a thing that you wanted
and i wasn't either and you made it obvious
wait for the day that your body decays
just to hear that they love you
cause they never will

Snow Cabin

lyrics

a long time ago there was hope in my eyes
but now i just see whats in front of me
n if im not awake can u open my eyes?
n try to make me wake up manually

and those boys on ur phone seem nice
but do they make you songs whenever they see u cry?
i swear on my life that im trying
just wait for july
theyll be lining up to hear me outside
theyll be lining up to hear me outside

stop talking if this bottles my last drink i wanna make it count
i seem to think better when theres no one around
all i need is a smoke and the sun down
then i can make you proud
kid dont want fame he wants the riches
his wife and not the bitches
drunken swashbuckler im singing to the fishes
n i know when i die no one will listen but the mrs.
like woah
i traded all my friends for some peace of mind
i cant go outside tonight im busy making rhymes
but u dont need to worry baby girl im fine
its just one of those nights

and those boys on ur phone seem nice
but do they make you songs whenever they see u cry?
i swear on my life that im trying
just wait for july
theyll be lining up to hear me outside
theyll be lining up to hear me outside

drunken sailors shanty (jacob vallen)

its super shitty but i didnt care enough to spend time recording or mixing after the 1 takes so it's kinda all over the place and w/ presets LMFAO

wtf im crying cover

the logs do be mono tee hee

fashionably late
like my passion been proving
a clean slate couldnt save me at the rate we been moving
the trio me myself and i and still i aint be improving
its either patiently waiting, or basically stupid
maybe music aint got much in it 4 me 
lately living the dream
only its in dreams when im snoozing, yet still been losing sleep
yes i dont reach out now but hope they know me truthfully
crucial info never coming out me usually
really never talk much in my new stuff
to pick apart the projects watch em fall apart like "true luv" LMFAO
hit up only homies they gon tell me "bro u too rough"
"made a new track like what you think about it
and what would you change about it"
too tuff
but spliffy got me couch locked
and i aint felt this down to earth since last time that i been grounded
took me back to school days with lunch bags,
iphone in a backpack that's hidden under notepads
all black with the screen cracked
almost wanna go back
kid still, but i live alone
make a wish tim turner dimmsdale dimmadome
lookin ass white fit on 
and my wrists froze 
no more 9 missed calls 
and nightly terrors
terrifying 2 death
plus the heavy weighted trauma overstay in my chest
but if the emdr dont work i might blow out my head
almost killed myself again, im trying my best
guess that's what happen when u go off the meds

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monologue (engless)

lyrics ⬇️ 

it never happened like I thought 
oh no
all alone until I rot
they gon pick apart my bones
I don’t need another slot
jus to fill a stupid spot and then screw up on the plot
ima roll up with with dawgs don’t you tell me I should stop
you don’t know what’s goin on. 
yea it’s not ur job

there’s opportunities everywhere 
i could keep going on
but I cut like silverware 
so now days I don’t want you to stare
i wish that we got along
but we’re not a perfect pair

yea why can’t you see way beyond the pier
i don’t appreciate all of the pressure here

it’s catching up to me
i think they want me dead
do they want me here
or do they want me there instead

I tried to show I want you less
cuz that’s the truth
Then you treat me like a pest
but don’t tell me what I do

what’s new
it’s an issue 
how I’m lost
with out you

i never the kind of cost
shoulda thought this through
cuz you ripped all of my wants and needs in two

what’s the obvious answer?
i don’t need you 
fake it with laughter 
but how can they prove
I can’t wait til after ik what to do
and I hope that she’s flattered when she hears the news

beyond the pier w/ decks (flesh x jolst)

静けさ - shizukesa

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monologue (engless)

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