inabakumori - Haru no Sekibaku (Vo. Tsurumaki Maki) / 稲葉曇『ハルノ寂寞』Vo. 弦巻マキ

music / kian
vocals / kevin, kafu
illust / BONES 

[lyrics]
The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

I forgot the way that you would
Say that you would 
Be the one who'll make a change
And it hurts to say what's on my mind 
Given the way you treated mine
You were mine
But you refuse to look inside yourself 
Cause you're too scared of what you'll find
Live in your collective lie

The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

Insults you shout burn like the bile from my mouth
It's exhausting when you try to take away the

Happiness I try to hide

The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

LIKE THE BILE FROM MY MOUTH

Original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rXuGQKKx8pY
Music: MARETU (https://www.youtube.com/@MARETUch)
Base UST: たーさん
Tuning, Mixing, & Movie: Rishie-P (https://www.youtube.com/@Rishie-P)
Vocals: Kasane Teto (Synthesizer V) & GUMI AI

MARETU - Eraser Girl [Rishie-P Cover] feat. Kasane Teto SV & GUMI

vocal     Teto Kasane(Synthesizer V)
instigator     hya

snake feat. Teto Kasane(Synthesizer V)

"oh, i would give my world to you..."
how long do i have to wait for gravity to take me?
how much repetition can my broken heart bear?

PRE-ORDER CONSTANT COMPANIONS: https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/album/constant-companions

mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FftLImzl1-k
spotify/apple music/etc: https://fanlink.tv/iwticf

art by BEARVAMPS
https://twitter.com/BEARVAMPS
music and mv by Jamie Paige
https://twitter.com/pamiejaige
https://jamies.page/
mastering by Marcy Nabors
https://twitter.com/Shadolith

featuring GUMI Megpoid SV

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lyrics:

to spend a moment at your beck and call
oh, i would give my world to you
i live my life in simple repetition
but i would start again if it did you right
oh, i spend my days my fists against this wall
but not a single sound seems to make it through
count on my fingers all the grand admissions
and i can't make it through a single time
all i wanna do is to do you right

i wish that i could climb to the greatest heights
all the world beneath me when i meet your eye

i wish that i could fall a little bit harder
i wish that i could fall, like it would even matter
i wish that i could fall right into your life
but i'm not there at all, on the other side

i wish that i could fall and hit the ground running
i wish that i could fall instead of doing nothing
i wish that i could fall right between your eyes
but you just stand so tall, i'm left out of sight

i wish that i could fall somewhere it wont hurt

awake uneasy when the morning calls
oh, i would give my world to you
i life my life in simple repetition
but i can barely call what i live my life
all i wanna do is to do you right
hold up two fingers, check my double vision
beside myself again, beaten black and blue
without a purpose, i'm an apparition
but i could be your sword, you could hold me tight
all i wanna do is to do you right

i wish that i could fly with these broken wings
if it was meant for you, i'd do anything

i wish that i could fall a little bit harder
i wish that i could fall, like it would even matter
i wish that i could fall right into your life
but i'm not there at all, on the other side

i wish that i could fall and see the sky clearly
i wish that i could fall, not miss the ground completely
i wish that i could fall somewhere close to you
but i don't land at all, drifting out of view

i wish that i could fall, but only truly backwards
right into your arms

a fire lit within my chest
my heart's been burnt and wholly dispossessed
(these barely-blinking eyes that refuse to cry)
oh, what i wouldn't give to stay
to have my joy and sorrow cast away
but even if my wings have been set alight
all that i can do is to learn to fly
all i wanna do is to do you right

i wish that i could fall a little bit harder
i wish that i could fall, like it would even matter
i wish that i could fall right into your life
but i'm not there at all, on the other side

i wish that i could fall and hit the ground running
i wish that i could fall instead of doing nothing
i wish that i could fall right between your eyes
but you just stand so tall, i'm left out of sight

i wish that i could fall, but only truly backwards
right into your arms
your arms
your arms!

I Wish That I Could Fall

"i don't wanna let you down"

youtube mv - https://youtu.be/Yg6g3agPj8Y

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music / illust / mv - friendxp  
vocal - sheena

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instrumental / midi / lyrics - https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1d-V7zDQiUcbIlweUSpywtOG57Ck9lMU9?usp=drive_link
streaming - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/friendxp/how-2-pleaser
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/album/how-2-pleaser
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

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it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

it’s a crisis in itself
the symptoms paralleled in every infidel
i know it well
you always sell what’s not to tell
and simply, a stagnant “truth” luring us into “sin”
as soon as we begin
i know better than that
back-to-back, there’ll be no slack

i’ll never be ready
cannot keep my breathing steady
as i one step, two-step, closer to you
can’t follow through, i already knew
solitary basis
crude migration through these phases
cycle on and on
while struggling to play along

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a burden i cannot rid

a masquerade of willful ignorance
performed until the closing act is done

i don’t wanna let you down
i don’t wanna ever let you down
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

“let me waste my life atoning for somebody else’s burdens”
who should be responsible for traumas left inaudible?

now, we’ve both withdrawn
dawdled on when mending bonds
and now, they’re nearly gone
every single fleeting glance
i can spy the eyes of latent plights
hunting through night

of course, the status is enforced
may i premorse what bloomed straight from the source?

denouncing that “other side”
turn it to me and i’ll look alive
“would you look at that round of sinners?”
smiling, idling as no beginner
it’s better not showed nor telled
“it’s like they wanna go straight unto hell”
for this sentence that swallows all lifelines
i’d like a bit of time

i’ll never be ready
cannot keep my breathing steady
as i one step, two-step, closer to you
can’t follow through, i already knew
solitary basis
crude migration through these phases
cycle on and on
while struggling to play along

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a burden i cannot yet rid

in the end, it’s the same
is there gain without pain?
“it’s coming around to get you cause ain’t it true?”

as i’m bombarded by complexity
the world remains a mystery
there’s no room for ambiguity
“allah, the scenes i see are - ”
shrouded by ubiquity
parading false identities
and twisting tongues oh so breathlessly
“allah, the scenes i see are gone”

allah, the scenes i see are wrong…

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a life that i cannot lead

a masquerade of willful ignorance
performed until the closing act is done

i don’t wanna let you down
i don’t wanna ever let you down
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

now, and till i’m gone
allah all along had me wrong

HOW 2 PLEASER - friendxp feat. sheena

"i spend my hours doing alchemy..."
a song about wanting to be remembered / to live

mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1U6qefKcOrg
bandcamp: https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/album/cadmium-colors
spotify/apple music/etc: https://fanlink.tv/cadmium

art by Que
https://twitter.com/REVERIEQUE
mv by friendxp
https://twitter.com/friend_xp 
saxophone solo by Soneji of Project Mikan
https://twitter.com/JustSoneji
mastering by Marcy Nabors
https://twitter.com/Shadolith

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lyrics:

i spend my hours doing alchemy
i mix my yellows and my blues to make a shade of green
prosaic practice of depravity
suspending innocents above their disbelief
i wish that i could paint a pretty picture onto everything
and leave a mark upon the world that felt like anything
but maybe that's the essence of an artist and their legacy
just chasing down a sense of infamy

put brush to canvas with a pirouette
a simple motion makes the consequence intricate
all the little nothings and my parapet
i hope it's something that you don't forget

cadmium red is the ground beneath
cadmium orange, everything i see
cadmium yellow is the air i breathe
cadmium colors painted inside me
i can make autumn from a single leaf
steal a fine picture like a first class thief
make the water work like you won't believe
find a new world that can set you free
how could anybody ever live like me?

i spend my hours doing alchemy
i make a life refining zinc inside the smeltery
it's not exactly where i want to be
but wanting doesn't matter when there's mouths to feed
i wish that i could paint a pretty picture of a fantasy
and turn a feeling to a living for my family
instead i make the metals in the pigments in my reverie
and maybe that can be enough for me

oh, isn't it funny facing destiny?
it's like a knife inside twisting my arteries
god, i want for nothing but identity
i think that something might be wrong with me

cadmium red is the ground beneath
cadmium orange, everything i see
cadmium yellow is the air i breathe
cadmium colors painted inside me
antegrade fever, 101 degrees
shatter my body with a gentle breeze
dammit, i am real and i have my dreams
watch me burn brighter 'til i fail to breathe
how could anybody ever live like me?

(baby, do you know what it's like to die?)
(to see the sparkle fade from inside your eye?)
i can't remember what it's like to feel autonomy
can't even feel it in the moments that you left to me
(i don't wanna leave with a work undone)
(the paint can barely dry 'fore it fills my lungs)
i keep a bullet in the chamber, mocking me
but i don't wanna feel it coming out of me
i don't want-

i spend my hours doing alchemy
i mix my yellows and my blues to make a shade of green
chasing impossible philosophy
and hoping that this poison ain't the death of me

cadmium red is the ground beneath
cadmium orange, everything i see
cadmium yellow is the air i breathe
cadmium colors painted inside me
i can make autumn from a single leaf
steal a fine picture like a first class thief
make the water work like you won't believe
find a new world that can set you free
how could anybody ever live like-

(baby, do you know what you wanna hear?)
('cause you can say the word, make it oh so clear)
we're all just searching for a sense of solidarity
to hold each other close and confiscate our destiny
(no one wants to leave with a work undone)
(we only need a brush we can pass along)
i kept a bullet in the chamber for a rainy day
but what's the point in planning for it anyway?
i've got too many colors for a shade of grey
and i can make it autumn every single day!

Cadmium Colors

THIS IS NOT ME / yi xi

music, mv / kian
vocal / gumi sv
inst, svp, midi / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/11pScNLevO1_M0K12OeW9RdfO4C_kH66m?usp=drive_link
MV / https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nz0SDWMPOGE

[lyrics]
Inexplicably, something's telling me
That everything is slowly getting worse
Unexpectedly happening to me
I need to leave before it starts to hurt
And I just can't take the constant need to stay alive anymore
Blood and gore

I'm being honest now
You make me want to die
Another masterpiece
Before my very eyes
So, just tell me, is it obvious?
The envy of their merriment is mine
And isn't it sublime?

I'm just afraid enough to never speak again
All I can think to do is leave it crawling underneath the skin
And I still can't take the constant need to stay alive anymore
Blood and gore

I'm being honest now
You make me want to die
Another masterpiece
Before my very eyes
So, just tell me, is it obvious?
The envy of their merriment is mine
And isn't it sublime?

I'm stuck here with my fellow peers
And they listen to my fears
And no matter what I show
They won't know how far it goes
And they throw it at my face
Every trend I need to chase
I'll keep clawing at my bones
On this envy, I could choke

Forget the glory days
Your friendship makes me cry
So go have everything that's never been in my life
I'll just be honest now
You make me want to die
Another masterpiece
Before my very eyes
So, just tell me, is it obvious?
The envy of their merriment is mine
And isn't it sublime?

FRENZY, UNTRENDY

A sad yet hopeful song about holding on to love and not letting it die or fade away even in the face of intense sorrow and pain. Dedicated to all those who have loved, lost or are still holding on.

LYRICS:

It breaks me everytime we fall
Here alone waiting for your call
My beating heart still so in love yeah
You raise me everytime I fall

Wish upon a star
And please don't let it fade away
Please don't let love die today (na na na na)
please don't let it fade away
please don't let love die this way (na na na na)

Love don't fail us now
We rise
Never let me go
Never fade away
We rise
We are not alone

I won't let us fade away
We won't let love die this way (na na na na)
We won't let us fade away
We won't let love die today (na na na na)

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Production: Lyrics and music composition - DJ Joshy B (Aka Joshua Bryan); Software - Cubase 14, Fabfilter Twin 3, Synthesizer V Studio Pro 2 (Stardust Minus), Eleanor Forte,  Solaria voicebanks), U-he Diva, Ujam Subcraft, Moog Mariana, Sitala, Valhalla Supermassive, Eventide Blackhole.

Don't Fade Away

Electronic music enthusiast producing loop and MIDI based tracks primarily in  Cubase and Logic Pro. People have described my music as emotional and  creating stories and scenes in their minds.  

I use a combination of digital audio workstations, virtual instruments (VSTs), MIDI, audio processing, live vocals, audio samples, and vocal synthesis to create my sound.  

I’ve been inspired heavily by artists from multiple genres including Hans Zimmer, Enigma, Peter Gabriel, Moby, Linkin Park, Trance DJs like Paul Van Dyk, BT, Armin Van Buuren  and Tiesto and producers like Timbaland as well as contemporary electronic, trap and pop artists.  Always enjoy collaborating with musicians and vocalists across genres.

music that can make a victorian child have a seizure <3

Main Account: https://soundcloud.com/shockerzapper
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Reuploading vocal synth songs. None of these songs are mine and are made by the respective producers.

NOTE: THIS ACCOUNT DOES NOT PROFIT FROM ANY OF THESE UPLOADS.

Vocaloid producer from Japan 

🎥YouTube
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🎵Spotify
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🔗SNS
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contact: me@jamies.page

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vocal synth producer // alt rock + dark pop music

i do it! the vocaled loids

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