moodswings.. [ recyclebin x jolst]

Party At My House! [+ Irby]

Nightmares in spider silk
Always killing all my dreams
Can’t stand all of this ilk
That has made me feel so sick
Nightmares in spider silk
Always killing all my dreams
Can’t stand all of this ilk
That has made me feel so sick

In this room, nobody knew
Everybody is now here
In a room with many chairs
Friends and family all around
“I’m sorry for your loss”, he said
The pain inside of many eyes
Somebody pinch me, I must be dreaming
I’m begging you, this can’t be real!

Nightmares in spider silk
Always killing all my dreams
Can’t stand all of this ilk
That has made me feel so sick
Nightmares in spider silk
Always killing all my dreams
Can’t stand all of this ilk
That has made me feel so sick

nightmares in spider silk [+ dercept]

Lyrics:

What say you - my only pride
You held me from my will
What say you - my nightmare
I loved you way too late

I don’t want this pain no more
And you don’t wanna feel it too
And no matter what I do
I’ll always fuck it up, I’ll always do
Take it up with the sky for me
Seeing if it wants to cry
But I don’t wanna die
I don’t wanna see the other side
Now my pulse is fading
Slowly my blood is slowly freezing
I don’t wanna close my eyes
Take me away from endless sleep
It’s way too late for me
I just want to fall asleep
And leave it all already
Take me back to my grave

What say you - my only pride
You held me from my will
What say you - my nightmare
I loved you way too late

[last post of 2024, happy new years!]

Music For Funerals

what say you [+ sogimura]

Lyrics:

Woah, wanna feel more than life?
Woah, like a blade.. molten knife
Wanna feel little more than life!
Gimme one more reason to ask you why

Don't you know about it all
I've been waiting for so long
For this plot to soon begin
If it meant a corpse or two
Desperate measures for idiots
Think there's endings with a twist
I'm a coward through and through
Understand, it's a life reset

Woah, wanna feel more than life?
Woah, like a blade.. molten knife
Woah, wanna feel more than life!
Gimme one more reason to ask you why

more than life [+ asperr]

Lyrics:

Got that high tide
When I get high
Don't you think twice
You will know why:
"1, 2, 3, 4 in the deathmatch"
I'm just lost in conversation
Were you just dumb as a bricks
I'm hearing things once again

Take me with you, I wanna go there
You know it's true, don't you let go
Take me with you, I wanna go there
Take me with you

Feral to the fault
When I lose heart
Don't you close eyes
When I tell you:
I'm autistic, I'm just different
Social life, inside a trash can
No one cares, no fucks to give
I really hate it when they say:

Take me with you, I wanna go there
You know it's true, don't you let go
Take me with you, I wanna go there
Take me with you

take me with you [+ wixxy]

I feel something piercing on my skin
Then I don’t know if I’ll make it out
Next thing I know, I see dead bodies
All around me, now she’s on the run

She is now gone…
Out on the run…
I have failed…
She’s out on the run..

I feel something piercing on my skin
Then I don’t know if I’ll make it out
Next thing I know I see dead bodies
All around me, now she’s on the run

out on the run [+ takuori]

Off “Darkflower”

[Lyrics:]

I sense the end might come
Like the water rising

You seek the missing link
Likely to sew or break the soul

Let's see if you'll try

Anywhere But Here [+ Injury]

Lyrics:
So much angels around me
Too much demons surround me
Spreading ashes with my name
In the fire in the rain

Melancholy surpassed me
Not a care wouldn’t fix me
Now i’m blocked from serenity
As i’m trapped in eternity

Mother Father Daughter Son
Take a look in the family tree
Get a grip, you’re on your own
Your own mistakes placed you here
Grab the glass pour the wine
Best of luck, in a prison cell
Way back when on the very day
You’d never think on all you did

So much angels around me
Too much demons surround me
Spreading ashes with my name
In the fire in the rain

Melancholy surpassed me
Not a care wouldn’t fix me
Now i’m blocked from serenity
As i’m trapped in eternity

ashes with my name [+ candle]

Magnolia [+ Injury]

Lyrics:

Let me live again, the darker the heart
The darker the heart, the darker the heart
Let me breathe again, the darker the heart
The darker the heart, the darker the heart

True love, never feels the same to me
True love, is broken apart by human nature
True heart, never beats when it's out in the open
True heart, they never light up when they're broken

Can you taste the red, the darker the heart
The darker the heart, the darker the heart
Loving misery, the darker the heart
The darker the heart, the darker the heart

There a rose grown in thorns
Let me hold you very close
Somewhere close where you'll grow
In a place, latched in soil
Welcome home, to the world
Maybe more can somehow grow
I don't know what I'm writing now
I don't know what I'm writing now!

Let me live again, the darker the heart
The darker the heart, the darker the heart
Let me breathe again, the darker the heart
The darker the heart, the darker the heart

The Darker The Heart [+ Injury]

Lyrics:
Seen you somewhere (Somewhere)
Seen you out there (Out there)
Seen you somewhere (Somewhere)
Seen you out there (Out There

Fall upon the sky and see the other stars
Far apart and spread on out so very wide
Driven out from the cosmos to the universe
Why take away what i really need for memories

You cannot cost me all my dreams
I wanna live so lucidly, just leave
Let me be the one who gets to leave
I don’t want to feel so haunted

Like a moth fully tranced with open flame
Do scarecrows love it in the pouring rain
All i feel in emptiness is so much pain
When all i wanna really do was just to dream

Lucidity [+ Injury]

Mindfreak II [+ Jvsper]

Lyrics:

Stay here with me
At least for awhile
I need some more time
To say my farewells

It really hurts to say goodbye
Too many time i ever tired
You have always been a friend to me (and everyone)
Thats what hurts the most to us all

The sun sets westward
At oceanside view
You're here with us
You're in our hearts
The sun sets westward
The sun sets westward
The sun sets westward
The sun sets westward

THE SUN SETS WESTWARD! [+ Irby]

@timeless-archive veteran
founder of @ghxstcollective (on hiatus)

Soulfade welcomes you through a music journey never witnessed before. Formerly known as Kid Skully from 2018 to 2020, he has the styles that are inspired by Emo & rock artists as well as some Emo rappers that inspired him more in a musical level. There are hinges of rock, hyperpop, jersey club, dance, indie, & shoegaze sounds are developed here in one sitting.

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