jan 2022 fuck it

i'm a wanderer always looking for the meaning
all these years of searching losing all these layers of me
trapped in my lack of conscience my eyes jus feel like windows
let it all happen to me powerless to stop it
and i groan
all these pain from banging on the glass
the screams they all get muffled while these crowds of ppl pass
oh god i'm decaying real fast
why did i ever put my trust
in the process when i know that
they're all the devils work


clocks ticking
ride my dick but can't feel it
say my comeup fake
but worst comes to worst n ur all simping
ego check ego check
when i see the mirror
fall from grace, double take
cos all these days filler
fuck wrong with me
ion wanna do it right
stay inside crystallize
pop a pill n it's night night
face down thumbs up
don't let them see thru the veil
wanna set sail away from here
cos i’m fucking doomed to fail
red don’t take no bullshit from nobody
take one look at u to know ur whole life is a fallacy
tired of having to keep yo ass company
fucking on ur bitch last night she can’t get enough of me
civil war keeps going
internal conflict is my middle name
chaos ensues
while i’m too busy sipping on this lean
feel these eyes of mine close
yeah i'm off a bean
terrified that this the last year
i’ll ever be a teen
man we stay high
don’t wanna ever see me sober
don’t wanna ever accept the fact that my life is over
but i wander on, yeah i keep wandering away
searching for a meaning i been knew there ain't none in the first place

wanderer

wir wandern in eine andere Zeit
bleib ganz dicht bei mir

WANDERER- akustik live

This Series i go into the Dark Emotional world of Spacey landscapes and Ambience, a real Deep one this, that takes you off to a universe that escapes this world we live in, bit of movie nostalgia in places for that deep part of our mind, so sit back relax and drift off to this 2 hour journey of Ambient Tales with me, Dimitri, Big Love

Featuring Artists: 
Pizza the hutt
State Azure
Sinister
Alien worlds
Athena IV

Ambient Tales with Dimitri

“Technology Drop for Humanity” is an urgent, consciousness-warping transmission from Johnny Appleweed — part spoken-word prophecy, part quantum sermon. The song blends metaphysics, suppressed history, and spiritual science into a rally cry for rediscovering the truth hidden beneath layers of academic dogma and institutional misdirection.

At its core, this track challenges the legitimacy of outdated credentials and academic gatekeeping. Appleweed argues that true understanding doesn't come from a degree, but from empathy, lived experience, and alignment with universal energy. With a PhD in “empathy,” he reclaims the role of the mystic inventor, reintroducing listeners to pioneers like Edward Leedskalnin of Coral Castle fame, and the spirit of Nikola Tesla — both figures symbolic of hidden, infinite, Earth-based energy.

He presents a stripped-down theory of the universe grounded in quantum electromagnetism: North Pole (positive), South Pole (negative), and Particle (consciousness). These are not just physical concepts, but spiritual metaphors for how to navigate reality as an energy-being inhabiting flesh. Appleweed positions himself as a decoder of these mysteries — not to hoard knowledge, but to scale its liberation for the good of all.

The lyrics expose how technology has been withheld from the public under the guise of secrecy, militarization, and miseducation. Instead, Appleweed advocates a technology drop: a download of awareness, a metaphysical jailbreak to free humanity from invisible chains. With his signature blend of satire and sincerity, he dismantles systems of control, ridicules ego-worship, and offers a vision of unity powered by empathy, intention, and magnetic resonance.

The message is clear: True technological advancement begins not with machines, but with hearts, minds, and souls aligned with Earth’s natural energy. And Johnny Appleweed is ready to guide you back to that source.

Technology Drop For Humanity

[Verse 1]  
The neon hums, but no one listens.  
Footsteps echo down the empty street.  
A cigarette burns in slow precision—  
Flickers out, just like last week.  

[Pre-Chorus]  
Every window hides a story.  
Every shadow speaks in tongues.  

[Chorus]  
But I keep walking, I keep fading,  
Through the static of the night.  
I hear your voice, but it’s just memory—  
Another ghost in flashing light.  

[Verse 2]  
Strangers pass with hollow faces,  
Eyes reflect the city’s glow.  
Somewhere deep, the trains keep running,  
Parallel to what we know.  

[Pre-Chorus]  
Every window hides a story.  
Every shadow speaks in tongues.  

[Chorus]  
But I keep walking, I keep fading,  
Through the static of the night.  
I hear your voice, but it’s just memory—  
Another ghost in flashing light.  

[Bridge]  
I saw your name carved in pavement,  
Washed away in last night’s rain.  
The skyline flickers like a warning,  
But I don’t care to read the signs.  

[Outro]  
I keep walking... I keep fading...  
Just a whisper through the wires.

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“Keep Walking” is a mantra for endurance. It tells the story of moving forward through doubt and darkness, trusting that each step—no matter how small—carries us closer to who we’re meant to be.

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Genre: Alternative Rock / Dream-Punk 
Key: G Major
BPM: 122
Time Signature: 4/4

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Artist: Kareem Tyler 
https://www.instagram.com/tylercraftsart

© 2025 Kareem Tyler. All Rights Reserved.

Keep Walking

Wanderer

Don't Kno ~~~~~ (circa 20--)

Woke up this morning feeling something other than fine
I keep looking around for you to call but maybe it's not our time
Don't Know whether they'll or should I feel alive
Blowing going with the wind, I'm more of a dust RAT in your eyes
I fine tune everything I've ever had to with this life 

Don't Kno whether I should go away
Somethings are better left unsaid
Don't Kno whether I should stay away
Somethings are better left unsaid

Maybe tomorrow will be different than the other times
FUUUCK I'm just tryna feel alive {exhale}
Maybe in another place in our time, Oh yea

We'll see the pain we caused inherently 
I feel like somethings telling me 
I wanna get it out, I wanna get this out 
I wanna get it out, I wanna get this out 
I wanna get this out, I wanna get this out

OOOHHHHH, OOOOHHHHH

Don't Kno whether I should go away
Somethings are better left unsaid, baby
Don't Kno whether I should stay away, fuck
Somethings are better left 
Somethings are better left 
noo, noo, I should go, or I should stay 
Somethings are better left, oh you kno, oh you kno, oh you knoooooo
Whether I should...
But I can't stay away
Somethings are better left 
Somethings are better woah-oh-ohhh

{cheeky acoustic guitar outro}

~~fin







save as dontnkno

Preludes for a Luminous Wanderer is a single journey, told in sixteen fragments of light and shadow.

Recorded in complete improvisation.
Each one is a moment caught in motion — a step on an unmarked road where the horizon walks with you.

From the first note in the pale light of dawn,
through silent seas, distant bells, and rain that falls like glass,
to the warmth of a luminous memory and the final drift into feathered light —
this neo-classical piano album is both a map and a mirror.

It is for those who have wandered,
for those who are still wandering,
and for those who have finally found that the wanderer was always themselves.


Prologue

There is no map for this journey.
It begins before the first step —
in the hush before dawn,
when the air itself seems to wait
for something only you can hear.

You carry no luggage,
only the weight of moments
you never thought would matter.
The road before you is not paved,
but made of light and shadow,
of rain that falls upward,
of waves that whisper your name.

And somewhere ahead,
a figure walks, luminous against the horizon —
not a stranger,
but the shape of your own becoming.


The Cycle

1. Prelude in the First Light
In a ray that has yet to touch the earth, the first note awakens.

2. Prelude to the Awakening Shore
The sea opens its eyes, and every breath becomes a wave.

3. Prelude in Wind-Carved Clouds
The wind shapes the sky into forms no one else will see.

4. Prelude for the Wandering Tide
The tide carries away footprints to where the land forgets all names.

5. Prelude in Raindrop Glass
Every drop holds an entire world, inverted and shimmering.

6. Prelude in the Language of Distant Bells
Faint chimes drift across the horizon like fragments of memory.

7. Prelude in Shifting Shadows
Shadows dance with light as two eternal companions.

8. Prelude to the Silent Sea
An ocean where you can drown without fear, without touching the water.

9. Prelude in the Shape of Wind
Invisible hands carve paths no one can follow.

10. Prelude in Broken Ivory
Keys with cracks where stories live.

11. Prelude to the Last Star
A fire in the sky that burns only while someone is watching.

12. Prelude in the Language of Waves
The waves whisper words that cannot be translated.

13. Prelude for the Unreturning Path
A path that leads into the light, leaving no trace behind.

14. Prelude for a Luminous Memory
A memory that warms, even when the world has gone cold.

15. Prelude Beneath the Glass Horizon
The horizon lies under your feet, glimmering like water.

16. Prelude in the Feathered Light
Light drifts like feathers, carrying the weight of silence.


Epilogue

You do not arrive at a place.
You arrive at a self
you did not know you had been searching for.

The luminous figure ahead
turns to face you —
and you see it has your eyes,
your hands,
your voice when you speak in dreams.

The path behind you is already gone,
swallowed by light.
You are both the wanderer and the home.

And the sea,
the wind,
the bells in the distance —
all of them play your name,
until there is no name left,
only music.

Prelude to the Awakening Shore

Prelude Beneath the Glass Horizon

Prelude in Raindrop Glass

Prelude in the Feathered Light

Prelude for a Luminous Memory

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♪ Mav-d feat. Эндшпиль - Странник (Wanderer)
♪ Released: 4 October, 2024 
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[Куплет 1: Mav-d]
Забытый многоэтажными зданиями странник
Вряд ли попытался бы что-то поменять
Мы выбирались с этой западни, но знали (Но знали, знали, знали)
Что будем возвращаться к ней опять
Опять, опять проблемы, быт, мои загоны
Крики фоном, тёмные коридоры, заборы
Злые псы своим лаем нам читать не дают
А нам нужен лишь покой и…

[Бридж: Mav-d]
Мы искали это в раю
Мы искали это в раю и...
Мы искали это в раю и…
И, и, и, е
Мы искали это в раю
Мы искали это в раю и…
Мы искали это в раю и…
И, и

[Припев: Mav-d]
Мигом заколачивали в себе войну
Чем забита голова моя понять не могу
Думая, что птицы нам о том и поют
Мы искали это в раю и…
Мигом заколачивали в себе войну
Чем забита голова моя понять не могу
Думая, что птицы нам о том и поют
Мы искали это в раю

[Куплет 2: Эндшпиль]
Меня снова зовёт эта дальняя дорога
Уличный smoke, каменный jungle ведь — не ново
Пробудить ото сна этот сонный babylon
Чтобы изменить мир и прибавить тепла
Фибрами души дотянуться до рук
Этот нелегкий путь не даст опять нам свернуть
И, знаешь, ты права, но ведь я преподавал
Там, где учат этим штукам, поэтому пока
Пока течёт весна, я готов к тебе идти
Познать что-то великое, только посмотри
Не смей меня менять и не смей меня учить
Ты успеешь наверстать, я успею позабыть
Эти красивые закаты вечно за моим окном
Мы скрываем так много, хоть и принесли в дом
Забуду про заботы, можешь опять смолчать
Я прихожу с туманом, сажусь писать

[Припев: Mav-d]
Мигом заколачивали в себе войну
Чем забита голова моя понять не могу
Думая, что птицы нам о том и поют
Мы искали это в раю и…
Мигом заколачивали в себе войну
Чем забита голова моя понять не могу
Думая, что птицы нам о том и поют
Мы искали это в раю
И, и

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🔻 Song Insight

"How Many Rights Done Wrong" is a journey through life’s detours—the places where every turn seems to lead somewhere new, but never quite “right.” Anchored by a hypnotic chorus and gritty, road-worn verses, the song explores the cycles we fall into, the scars left behind, and the stubborn hope that pushes us to try again, even when the world keeps spinning us in circles. With its vivid highway imagery and raw honesty, this track captures the ache of searching for meaning—and the wry humor of getting lost along the way.

🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]
How many wrongs before a right
Getting stuck on left for a life
It’s too dark to see the light
If not now then when—tonight

[Verse 2]
I’ve got cycles, running them over
Dead roadkill marks every mile I’ve lived
Each pattern splatters across my shoulder
It’s not just a life in my head

[Bridge]
Hitched a ride through borrowed time
No bike, this shit got wild
I’m stifled, grown and torn
This bloodline’s mine alone

[Chorus]
How many wrongs before a right
Getting stuck on left for a life
It’s too dark to see the light
If not now then when—tonight

[Verse 3]
Roads lead down to dying towns
People talk but never speak
Always got some shit to say
Never willing to take that walk

[Bridge]
It’s lip service, no pleasure
Growing pains, no measure
Can’t see the gains for all these losses
Something’s gotta change before I toss this

[Chorus]
How many wrongs before a right
Getting stuck on left for a life
It’s too dark to see the light
If not now then when—tonight

[Verse 4]
Backstroke through the undertow
What goes down stays below
How far can you go without hope to show?
It’s a place you never grow

[Outro]
How many wrongs before a right
Getting stuck on left for a life
It’s too dark to see the light
If not now then when—tonight

🔻 Personal Reflection

I wrote this song after one too many nights replaying old mistakes and missed exits, both real and metaphorical. “How Many Rights Done Wrong” came from the push-pull of wanting to do better, but feeling like every direction just leads back to the same spot. It’s a nod to all the times I took the wrong turn, hoping somewhere down the line it would make sense—or at least make for a good story. If you’ve ever felt stuck at life’s crossroads, you’ll hear a piece of yourself in this one.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

This track is pure 4Me2BeFree: messy, honest, cinematic. Our music is about transforming lived pain into a shared, relatable journey—finding beauty (and a little dark humor) in the confusion. “How Many Rights Done Wrong” is another page in the story of learning, unlearning, and finding meaning in the middle of chaos. The goal: turn life’s wrong turns into a map for someone else to find their way home.

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How Many Rights Done Wrong

W Λ N D ☰ R ☰ R

Dive into the epic journey of a restless soul chasing dreams under starry skies! This rock ballad captures the essence of wandering, fire, and redemption. If you love poetic lyrics with a touch of mystery and adventure, hit play and let the flames ignite your spirit

Wanderer’s Flame

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"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Born  as Denis John Monks

Dimitri Talbot is a mix of 30 years worth of Dark Twisted Techno, with  Ambient Breaks & Beats  all progressed into a combination of electronic sounds perfect for the underground party`s that we all love.
With a dark edge to his sound, you can feel the emotions pulsating through his beats.
Through the years he has journeyed through his own mission in life, from the dessert battle fields to the black mountains of wales but each time Electronic Dance music has centred the attention of his mind.
With Influences of the likes of John Carpenter, Hans Zimmer and the modern music scene as a whole, Dimitri takes you on a journey with each project.With countless Glastonbury, Reading & Knebworth Festivals growing up as a child to adulthood, the music inspired from Gatechrasher, Creamfields, Tribal gatherings and the berlin love parade, Dimitri has a vast experience of genres from many continents which he captivates in his own style of production.
From the Industrial Part of Wales comes a Driven Man With The Passion of Electronic Music from which he has derived his own unique sound,
With Hypnotic Techno Bass lines and Twisted Atmospheric Vocals, Dimitri Puts An Emotional Mood To Every Mix Showing Complete Passion To The Genre of Music He Express`s.

' Λ B S O L U T ☰ '
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Project KT (Knowledge Transfer) is the solo vision of Kareem Tyler—a multidimensional artist navigating the limits of the physical realm through immersive, genre-blending sound. Fusing progressive rock, symphonic fusion, post-punk ambience, and metallic catharsis, Project KT crafts cinematic soundscapes led by violin, orchestral depth, and raw poetic tension.

After a life-altering accident caused partial vocal cord paralysis and ended his ability to play piano, Kareem rebuilt his artistry through digital composition and visual design—transforming personal trauma into transcendent expression.

That rebirth came to life in Echoes of the Void (2025), a symphonic progressive metal epic charting entropy, solitude, and rebirth across expansive movements. Its companion, Beyond the Void, reimagined the work as a cinematic and orchestral odyssey, featuring Canadian singer-songwriter Valeria Rusnak, whose operatic vocals added radiant contrast to Kareem’s baritone foundation. Together, they forged a dialogue of shadow and light, entropy and grace.

Though Project KT remains firmly Kareem’s vision—writing, producing, and shaping every detail—he is actively seeking a female vocalist to further embody its still-untold emotional core. With an evolving presence on Instagram, BandLab, and SoundCloud, Project KT continues to weave cross-medium narratives that fuse sound, image, and meaning.

For listeners and collaborators drawn to gothic romanticism, cinematic drama, and genre-fluid experimentation, Project KT offers more than music—it is an echo unfolding into infinity.

I am Artur Tokhtash, a composer and sound artist.
My music unfolds at the intersection of classical tradition and sonic art: preludes, improvisations, and electroacoustic structures are not genres, but forms of memory and breath.

For me, sound is ritual. Each piece is not merely a composition but a trace of presence, an echo of vanished spaces, a light from places that may no longer exist.
The piano, in my preludes, becomes a vessel — an instrument that carries not only melody but also the silence between notes.

My works do not function as background. They are spaces for listening, inviting the listener into a state where music becomes both signal and transformation.

Step into the orbit of Johnny Appleweed —a psychedelic troubadour, lyrical wanderer, and channeler of cosmic truths.

This is more than music and technology; it’s a transmission center for empathy, satire, and soul-awakening frequencies. This is a movement where we are all empowered as presidents of our own galaxies.
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Born from the fusion of grassroots rebellion, quantum consciousness, and universal love, Johnny Appleweed weaves songs, stories, and satire to awaken unity in a world divided by ego.

Put your crown chakras back on ~ we're all Kings and Queens in this new society. Welcome to Garland[ia], y'all. The center of the Milky Way Galaxy. 🤠👑💜

We going live in... 3......2....we all 1  🙏

SONGPOET - das Leben in Poesie und die Poesie in Musik verwandeln

Ich bin SingerSongwriter und liebe vor allem die ruhigeren Töne mit poetischen deutschen Texten.
Zuletzt konnte man mich 2018/19 als Drittplatzierten in der ersten Staffel der TV-Show 'TheVoiceSenior' sehen und hören. Das Leben in Poesie und die Poesie in Musik verwandeln, ist das, was mich musikalisch bewegt und antreibt. In den 80’er Jahren habe ich bei einigen Produktionen u.a. beim Kultlabel Atatak bei 'Pyrolator mitgewirkt. Ich bin Musiker, Lyriker und Autor diverser Bücher und Theaterstücke.

Nun plane ich - Newcomer mit 68! -  Album und Tour, stelle mir gerade meine Musikfamilie zusammen. Hier auf SoundCloud findet ihr ein paar SongSkizzen, home recorded. Freue mich über Feedback. Danke!

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