Come on!

Stop thinking they have stolen your time 
They have made up a story and you'll have to do it right
 Right is a lie, right is to lie, 
 You can't choose no, you ain't got a chance 
 You're just a prisoner of your fucking life 
You have black wings but you're afraid to fly
 Anything seems to be real, everything disappear 
You don't know what or who the fuck you can believe   (say) 

Hi everybody
 Welcome to the show 
Your life starts now
 Here in this world

  Cos you're a black crow, in a black city
 I don't care if you don't like me I say what a pity
 Cos you're a black crow, and you came with Death 
And I waited for you to take me to hell 

I only see black crows
I only see black crows
Uhhh!!!

 So here it comes the population of the nation 
They just go in one direction
I see no imagination
But everything is a fault of society, the propriety, the poverty 
All of that shit makes my anxiety  
 But we're the anathema of the state
 They want us to be deaf, blind, dumb, even dead 
They are gonna amputate your wings to think 
They are trying to past their past in our heads

Hi everybody
 Welcome to the show 
Your life starts now
 Here in this world

Cos you're a black crow, in a black city
 I don't care if you don't like me I say what a pity
 Cos you're a black crow, and you came with Death 
And I waited for you to take me to hell 

I only see black crows...



Black Crow

co-writer: https://twitter.com/rxadtoruin

let me kill the monsters under your bed
let me be the hat over your head
let me be your necklace, i just want to feel your breath
let me stand by you, even if you're with someone else

let me stay, just as a guest, quiet on your shelf
i'd rather be with you than be myself
if you ask i'll keep on singing every night when you're in pain
those nights i'll try to wipe off all the rain
those nights i'll try to wipe off all the rain

let me be the muse of all your verses
let me be the center of your curses
let me have your back, i don’t want to watch it fall
let me stand by you, even if it’s not on my own

let me stay, just as a guest, quiet on your shelf
i'd rather be with you than be myself
if you ask i'll keep on singing every night when you're in pain
those nights i'll try to wipe off all the rain
those nights i'll try to wipe off all the rain

let me fight the forces of your mind
let me try and love you with my rhymes
let me come to you, will you please open your arms ?
let me stand by you, even if i don’t have your heart

let me stay, just as a guest, quiet on your shelf
i'd rather be with you than be myself
if you ask i'll keep on singing every night when you're in pain
those nights i'll try to wipe off all the rain
those nights i'll try to wipe off all the rain

[instrumental]

let me at least be just air you breathe
let me know how you fake that all you feel
let me be your mirror, i just want to see your smile
let me stand by you, even if  i’m not by your side

let me stay, just as a guest, quiet on your shelf
i'd rather be with you than be myself
i’d rather be with you than be myself
if you ask i'll keep on singing every night when you're in pain
those nights i'll try to wipe off all the rain
those nights i'll try to wipe off all the rain
those nights i'll try to wipe off all the rain


stockholm syndrome


i'm a non-empathetic and cold-hearted boy
i don't see the difference with sadness and  joy
though i still feel the need to be comprehended
there's such a fine line between done and intended
i've repeated those words many times in my head
they sounded much better in water and clay
i've molded each letter with strong dedication
foundations are falling miming my salvation

oh, take me home
far away from where i hear a thousand broken souls
take me home, far away, i just can’t take this anymore

she’s the only good thing that has happened in years
she keeps smiling and laughing and light makes me fear
she might burn for her skin is paler than the sand
even god would have wanted to walk hand by hand
with the angel he made and put here on the earth
to blend in with the mortals who would look at her
and see beauty again, years has passed since they last
saw a face that feels like it’s been made out of glass

oh, take me home
far away from where i hear a thousand broken souls
take me home, far away, i just can’t take this anymore

he’s the sailor that’s anchored in my lover’s heart
he keeps drinking and dancing and making her laugh
he’s much better than me in almost every form
i’m no more than a lonely and bitter deformed
he’s kept getting away with her further and further
the boat that they’re in makes me wonder and wonder
if i’ll ever get to feel her light touch again
is she gonna stay here or will she get away ?

oh, take me home
far away from where i hear a thousand broken souls
take me home, far away, i just can’t take this anymore


dissimilarity

Lyrics:

Laying here, it's all so clear
I'm still the one I used to be
And though my wounds are closed
I still bleed

Come with me, we're strangers here
It's not the life we're meant to live
Through this door there's a new world
for you and me

Hold your breath, embrace the dark
Dream until the ache subsides
Close your eyes
until the pain is gone

No more nights spent alone
No more waiting in the cold
No more feeling like letting go

No more screams no one can hear
No more praying to be real
No more wanting things you can't reach

Hold your breath, embrace the dark
Dream until the ache subsides
Close your eyes
until the pain is gone

No more truth, no more lies
No more begging for a sign
No more mask to hide what's inside

No more drawings with red paint
No more trying in vain
No more tears left unshed

Hold your breath, embrace the dark
Dream until the ache subsides
Close your eyes
until the pain is gone

Don't be afraid to cross the door
Don't look back, you can't return
Time will stop
And your pain will be gone
All your pain will be gone

(Music and lyrics composed by me.
The picture is a beautiful work by http://t1na.deviantart.com)

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Hey Soundcloud!

(First of all, and even though I guess it's clear what the song is about, suicide is never the answer. There's nothing unfixable... except death. All my love goes out to those who might be struggling with stuffs <3)

 I'm Hana and this is the first self-composed song I'm ever sharing over the Internet. I know it's not very good and I apologize for bad recording quality and for my terrible pronuntiation (English is not my first language hehe ^^') but I'd be very thankful if you took the time to listen to it and let me know your opinions and suggestions and love and hate and pretty much whatever you want to tell me.

Hoping to be back with more stuff soon,

Hana Cupcake

The Door

[tw: self-harm]

i miss you
like the rain misses the ground
like a poet misses sound
like the darkest way of running

like the light mises the cave
like the drop misses the wave
like the sour taste of nothing

like i miss the sound of the rain
with our fingers intertwined
and the sirens blaring outside

but the jail got your heart
and the heart never lies
and you started to forget
your desire to hide
and become more like us
so you turned into fire
when we were more like dirt

i miss you

like my melodies missed their blood
when you turned them into mud
with the sound of your mouth laughing

like my voice misses the sheets
that i wrote to sing you to sleep
on your darkest night of crying

oh i miss the sound of the rain
with our fingers intertwined
and the sirens blaring outside

but the jail got your heart
and the heart never lies
and you started to forget
your desire to hide
and become more like us
so you turned into fire
when we were more like dirt

i miss you
like i miss the cut in my veins
oh i think i’m going insane
i swore i wouldn’t fall anymore

who i would end up like this
in a bed holding back my fists
from bashing up all that i’ve fought for


but the jail got to your heart
and the heart never lies
and you started to forget
your desire to hide
and become more like us
so you turned into fire
when we were more like dirt


The Door

Anywhere but home

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