yesterday (31sentinel x goodbyex2002)

produced by xona 

[???]

-lyrics-
I might act like you but I’ve been knowing my own limits
I can’t help myself when you treat me like I was different
oh my god, I swear I’m falling all apart and it won’t stop
it’s like September and it doesn’t seem to rot-

like you..

I might stab myself or two
don’t walk within these hilly dunes
I’ll fall right here and shoot through you
“stay by side”
I’m not your other guy
this isn’t choice I just know that I’ve been airtight 

I’ve been so upset, ember through my chest
where did all your friends go(?) coalesce
I might need a grip to pull me into this 
drugs are different, they walk into a depth
ay, yeah
caught within my skin 8 leg to my sight 
I’ll tell my truth and leave you hanging so you won’t cry- don’t try
ain’t one, ain’t by your side
so so, out of line? enduring all the fights

~

my life is hurting for a way to pause
I’ll hang around and let it go on
yeah, yeah
I can’t choose on what I’m on
I tend to change and I’m worried that-

talk down oh my oh my-
it’s on me to make it out alive 
more found within my skin
8 eyes, 8 legs
they left off from my head

the coldest winter seemed so innocent, swim through the rivers and reach my instrument
I threw my life on the line for a threat.
I’m so depressed, I’m at fault for this shit
I wanna run but I can’t deny
feelin’ dread to our trust and I cry
and I can’t find a source why oh I, hate my life I don’t need an-

spotify

spiders III

https://soundcloud.com/heybelak
https://www.youtube.com/@prod.L1GHT

Obsessive w/ Belak

chlorine

motion sick

guitars done by @prodjpjp
rest produced by heylog

lyrics:
starving now, it gets pretty bad
you saw it all get split in half
about every bridge has been collapsed
old friends of mine slowly detached
i think it's all my fault
questioning if i'm wrong
how do i make it stop
can't rest at all

one call was all i needed
right now, i feel completed
2019 is over
been four years and got lower
though, for me it stood out
bleed to just hear one sound
i'd die to hear that noise
the calmness of your voice
i knew how it'd turn out
soon you'd be leaving town
and i couldn't bare that thought
was hard to move on
32 degrees, lungs get colder by the second
been through hell and out
it's like there's some type of obsession
wondering the choice you made if you've ever regret it
if you gotta say something why don't you come confess it
everytime you mention how, i need to find me
don't know what ur tryna say
don't know what u mean
i think ur just saying words
you're just saying things
even you confuse yourself
you don't know what to think
the reason why i live is to hope for a day
to finally see guidance leading ur way
wonder how to start, wonder where i go
all of it requires leaving my home
been through a bit and so much has gone
you don't gotta be sorry if i went through a lot
i can see us starting a family
i think it's the only thing that'll help me

starving now, it gets pretty bad
you saw it all get split in half
about every bridge has been collapsed
old friends of mine slowly detached
i think it's all my fault
questioning if i'm wrong
how do i make it stop
can't rest at all
heart's pounding strong
been up for hours
the sun's almost up
like how do i do it
she say, "where you been"
no where
just haven't checked my phone to use it
it's all gone down in carnage
debris in my lungs
wake up, feel like garbage
and get my yeti cup
i'm obsessed, pop a can of caffeine
even 300mg can barely do a thing to me

carnage

feat. @chiefjuno
prod Oh well. & @thrmls

lyrics: 

I just get mad at me
10 thousand hours of regret
I do it masterfully
I'm overloaded but I'm drained 
Just like a battery
And all my problems
They get worse at night like after three

Man I hate this feeling
It's hard to describe
Living in a box
No one can see me like a mime
Nothing I do is good enough 
I'm never satisfied
And the more I think about it
Then the less I wanna try
Man I hate wading
Lost in the ocean with no one to save me
Try to paint a picture but 
I'm too nice so no shading
All give and no take so
My magic is fading
Tried to build a bridge 
But my legs were shaking

I'm so scared of 
Shit that isn't there
It's getting hard to handle
But I can't pretend
We're just friends
It doesn't make sense 
For me to be your man though
Like can we just be honest
Do you really expect me to solve this
I've been up all night
I'm nauseous
It's never gonna work out 
I called it
She feels so unseen
Dropped out of school
Low self esteem
Taking different kinda pills all for the dopamine
She's been waiting all her life to take it out on me

Man I hate this feeling
It's hard to describe
Living in a box
No one can see me like a mime
Nothing I do is good enough 
I'm never satisfied
And the more I think about it
Then the less I wanna try
Man I hate wading
Lost in the ocean with no one to save me
Try to paint a picture but 
I'm too nice so no shading
All give and no take so
My magic is fading
Tried to build a bridge 
But my legs were shaking

I guess this is all that's left of me
Hate to admit it I got jealousy
Cause I don't really have a legacy
I probably need therapy

This feeling is too hard to describe
Living in a box
No one sees you like a mime
That's why I'm always late when I arrive
The more I think about it then the less I wanna
Try

hard2describe (feat. juno)

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS
produced by me and argus
mastered by pdktp
-
lyrics:

Every day that passes is just another headache
Rotting in my bed, soon enough I will be dead weight
Always hated change, you know that I can't accept things
I know I said things, don't hold that all against me yeah

I can't be mad cause I know that you never meant it
You did your worst to be but I know you regret it
I know that I can't explain
The thoughts in my brain
Just tell me it's okay

Tell me that I'm worth it
I know I'm not perfect
I know I put you through hell
I know I deserve it

I just want to save us
You made it about you
Yeah it's getting cliche, but I can't live without you

Tell me that I'm worth it
I know I'm not perfect
I know I put you through hell
I know I deserve it

I just want to save us
You made it about you
Yeah it's getting cliche, but I can't live without you

(I know I can't take much more
You put me down on the floor
And I can't give you myself
You think I'm lying when I-)

Did I put you through hell?
I know you hate my guts, but I still wish you well
Did I even deserve it?
Tell me what's the purpose?
Cut me off and let me be all on my own

I know I can't take much more
You put me down on the floor
And I can't give you myself
You think I'm lying when I-

Tell me that I'm worth it
I know I'm not perfect
I know I put you through hell
I know I deserve it

I just want to save us
You made it about you
Yeah it's getting cliche, but I can't live without you

Tell me that I'm worth it
I know I'm not perfect
I know I put you through hell
I know I deserve it

I just want to save us
You made it about you
Yeah it's getting cliche, but I can't live without you

need you still (p. me)

yo, it's skylin. 
I just wanna let yall know that the person I am talking about in this song
says nigga and he's not black
if you protect him in any way you are protecting a nigga that says the n word
and is NOT black.

"I already gave you Ozone, suck my weiner nigga" *enthusiastically*

as you all have already may heard, 
this shit is wild bro. GET into the song

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don't step where you'd trip

happy birthday .. happy birthday to you!
happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday to you!

"bro we are fighting fucking prison my boy, where the fuck are you bro"
"bro you seem to never fuckin wanna push with us bro, like I swear.."

"..like"

"enlighten me mother fucker"

[root]
fuckin with the wrong one I promise I will not miss bitch
this a glock [REDACTED] it dont do no fucking distance
promise if you keep on talkin shit I'll air out london
who the fucking fuck is [??????] you best get yo [$@#^]

how the fuck you feel confident enough to talk shit
you look like shaggy but rogue that nigga a tooth pick 
talkin bout some "the streets chose me" but I don't think thats the case
got your mother stressing saying [NOFREEPROMO] but what about your grades

when is [@$#%$] droppin that's that shit that no one asked
if i walk in [adrenaline cycles] can I find you in the back?

yeah uhhh.. I need some help gettin' some uh.. 
hold on, is you [#$^#$%]? I got something to say

"WHAT??? ..dude"

BETTER WATCH YOUR MOUTH CUZ YOU WAS CRYING TO ME BACK THEN
TALKIN ALL THAT SHIT, LIKE I KNOW YO DADDY INSIDE IN THE PEN 
BETTER PRAY TO GOD ALL THE INMATES WASN'T INSIDE OF HIM
THEN YOUR FATHER WOULDNT BE A MAN HE'D BE A BOTTOM BITCH

everytime you post a song sheldon is sucking on your dick
at this point make him put on a dress n then call him your bitch
you talked about weed for like half of your song that ain't a diss
bet you wouldn't come and dox me, find out my flavor of linux

you cant rlly fw me im ready for these enemies
I been doin this for years I program root kits w much ease
better be a good boy, I'd hate to tell yo momma [@#$^]

[dazed]
if u hard, then i wanna see u shoot bitch
we know u wont
and i promise u aint cool bitch
why'd all yo homies blow yo dick when you drop shit
yo pfp on discord corny cuz u chopped shyt HA
pressing my brothers like pressin da number
to call up dat deadbeat in jail
im moving harder but bitch i am younger
so tell me what'll that entail?
talk about guns but you dont even tote you a beam
and you workin at Walmart
bitch ima pull up to tucky
yo fat bro wont help, he movin like paul blart

petty bitches movin stupid do not try that shit

(yeah, yeah YEAH)

YO DADDY GETTIN FUCKED INSIDE THEM CELLS
HOW YOU FEEL BOUT THAT
BRO BUILT LIKE A TWIG, I'LL BREAK HIS ARMS
HOW HE SNAP LIKE THAT??
DOES [C&%&$@!!] FUCKING KNOW BOUT THE WAY THAT YOU MOVE? YEAH
[$@#%^%] GET THE FUCK OFF OF HIS DICK HE PROLLY SNAKING YOU

THIS AINT ALL
THIS BITCH MOVING LIKE A WHORE
YEAH
STARTED IN A CORD
THIS BITCH MAKE ME FUCKING BORED
I WAS TOLD THAT [3&!*%(] HAD SOME
FILTHY FUCKING BITCH
YOU GOT NO SELF RESPECT
SO I'LL THROW A FUCKING FIT
UGH

need you still (p. me)

tansea