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PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE (feat. Days to Waste)

I DONT WANT A BREAK I NEED A BREAK . 
@nicco-diamonte @kanashi_boi

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keep me sober w/ niccothe1st (kanashiboi)

sc0tt: https://instagram.com/sc0ttryan?utm_medium=copy_link

https://soundcloud.com/sc0ttryan?utm_campaign=social_sharing&utm_source=mobi

the void ft. sc0ttryan

REUPLOAD (sorry that it's so inaudible)

lyrics:

one or two
i count the lies
think it was more
i wasted your time
i don't accept
the shit i said
im sorry that i
tried to hide

(one or two)
i regret everything i ever said to you
always been so fuxking scared to lose us two
two
two


I wish i wish i wish
to have your company again
with you was always fun
i jealous all of your "just friends"
I wish i wish i wish 
to not make mistakes all again
i know i fuxked pretty bad
but at least you and me just can forget right?


i'm not your friend anymore
i can't pretend to restore
you're not the same anymore
always had you now i'm fucking 
bored

i regret everything i ever said to you
always been so fuckng scared to lose us two
and you were all that i had
and i keep falling again
(fuck)

just don't act like you don't know me
don't act like i don't you
stfu we were homies
now you don't care about me 
so i don't care about you
i fuxking hate your friends
i fucking hate you too


I wish i wish i wish
to have your company again
with you was always fun
i jealous all of your "just friends"
I wish i wish i wish 
to not make mistakes all again
i know i fuxked pretty bad
but at least you and me just can forget right?



it only goes up from here

i did too much way before all this shit
happened so quick had to scratch it off my list
fuck all of your feelings i don't really give a shit
i cant listen to someone who wont even commit

the night's strange
i hope ill be okay
this shit dont ever change
i think ill go insane
his body's dearranged
no your not close to me
im on another stage 
im on another page

fuck how you feel ima keep getting better
im not the same im getting more letters
my features is up getting that chedder
im hunting you rats boy just like im shredder

she said she want me 
but ima let you be
you for the streets
and im with my team
i dont really need
but i can guarantee
ima be free
see more than you've seen

i did too much way before all this shit
happened so quick had to scratch it off my list
fuck all of your feelings i don't really give a shit
i cant listen to someone who wont even commit

the night's strange
i hope ill be okay
this shit dont ever change
i think ill go insane
his body's dearranged
no your not close to me
im on another stage 
im on another page

Too Much

Too Much (prod.reezgy)

prod @01kon 

lyrics:

@1himiko
Look at the time as she ticking away
Always getting mad get up outta my face
Always brought up the past
Always in the way

Looking at me all across the room
Got me tearing down saying i love u
I'm tired of you
Please just say the truth

Every single word that you say
It runs through my head and ruins my day
All the stops that we had man it feels like a chase

@thrmls
But the smokes been rising I can't help but notice
Look into your eyes you know you’re potent
Making up these lies, I couldn't tell him
You were never mine, thats why Im yelling (2x)

The weathers got me down
And you ain't helping 
Octobers getting cold
But we been melting

Every time I would've asked you dodge the question
Tell me why the hell you tried to text him
I swear I'll never make the same mistake again
That's why i never talked to none your friends again

You just wanna live in make believe
You just wanna go and play pretend

@sqeffy
Anytime I talk (voices in my head)
Anytime you talk (voices in my head)

Anytime you talk anytime you talk I do not care
How you gonna stalk and still not stare 
I don't wanna fight if it's not fair
whenever I see you I shed a tear
Crying and crying and I can't take it back 
Lost in the moment and you chose attack

also s/o @luvkurtis for helping me mix my vocals

ticking away ft himiko & sqeffy (01kon)

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS
produced by me and argus
mastered by pdktp
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lyrics:

Every day that passes is just another headache
Rotting in my bed, soon enough I will be dead weight
Always hated change, you know that I can't accept things
I know I said things, don't hold that all against me yeah

I can't be mad cause I know that you never meant it
You did your worst to be but I know you regret it
I know that I can't explain
The thoughts in my brain
Just tell me it's okay

Tell me that I'm worth it
I know I'm not perfect
I know I put you through hell
I know I deserve it

I just want to save us
You made it about you
Yeah it's getting cliche, but I can't live without you

Tell me that I'm worth it
I know I'm not perfect
I know I put you through hell
I know I deserve it

I just want to save us
You made it about you
Yeah it's getting cliche, but I can't live without you

(I know I can't take much more
You put me down on the floor
And I can't give you myself
You think I'm lying when I-)

Did I put you through hell?
I know you hate my guts, but I still wish you well
Did I even deserve it?
Tell me what's the purpose?
Cut me off and let me be all on my own

I know I can't take much more
You put me down on the floor
And I can't give you myself
You think I'm lying when I-

Tell me that I'm worth it
I know I'm not perfect
I know I put you through hell
I know I deserve it

I just want to save us
You made it about you
Yeah it's getting cliche, but I can't live without you

Tell me that I'm worth it
I know I'm not perfect
I know I put you through hell
I know I deserve it

I just want to save us
You made it about you
Yeah it's getting cliche, but I can't live without you

need you still (p. me)

going insane
you dont want me to remain
i feel the same
id cast myself straight into the flame

i cant contain
this shit is getting hard to blame
on everyone
responsibility just isnt fun
cant go anymore

wasting my life for another high
cant go back to where i got left behind
wasting my time stuck inside my head
chose wrong when the option is flight or fright

look at me
isnt self destruction what u want to see
im not done
im dragging names down into the ground

its all my fault
dont blame me i also want me gone
live in misery
u just wanna see me squirm

im so fucking done
lead into my skull
get me out right now
get me out this town

no attempt to fix my life

Lyrics:

Dear Johnny tell me I’m wrong
but I heard you’re drug slangin’
Pops mad he kicked you out cold
and I can’t blame him at all

Fifteen no sense of direction
walking with a zip in the hallway
Skippin’ school and getting fucked up
I don’t know why you do these things

Dear Johnny
Dear Johnny
I hope you clean things up
Dear Johnny 
Dear Johnny
Oh shit you got suspended again?

Meet me in the bathroom stall
I got uppers I got downers I got poles I got everything
Johnny is my name and I’m fucked
I grew up in the burbs but im juggin’ out the crib like 
Walt

Pour me up a six class
Everybody think I’m lame but they hit me up to cop some drugs
All I ever wanted was love
All I ever wanted was a place to belong

Fast forward now I’m getting searched
I think the pigs don’t dig my swagger man
Mouths ran and I got expelled 
I really thought they had my back 

And that bitch fucked a different plug
All I wanted was a sweet I love you doll
Lil’ Johnny there’s no time for prom
Lil’ Johnny went and got arrested 

Dear Johnny
Dear Johnny
I hope you clean things up
Dear Johnny 
Dear Johnny
Oh so you’re in jail now?

Meet me in the bathroom stall
I got uppers I got downers I got poles I got everything
Johnny is my name and I’m fucked
I grew up in the burbs but im juggin’ out the crib like 
Walt

Pour me up a six class
Everybody think I’m lame but they hit me up to cop some drugs
All I ever wanted was love
All I ever wanted was a place to belong

Dear Johnny tell me I’m wrong
but I heard you’re drug slangin’
Pops mad he kicked you out cold
and I can’t blame him at all

Fifteen no sense of direction
walking with a zip in the hallway
Skippin’ school and getting fucked up
I don’t know why you do these things

the story of johnny (no time for prom)

Lyrics:

How many chances do I get
For you to pull me down again
Move to a place inside my head
Falling away from where I stand

I got caught chasing loose ends
You brought me further away from them
Feet on the ground and it all made sense

That I need something
That's out of reach from me
So just hold on back looking through the gaps and you'll see
What's been missing

And then it gets to me
Walls closing in, slowly
Then it's hard to breathe I will try and think of the things
We could be

I spent too long on broken things
By now it's probably killing me
Stare at the mirror never blink
The things I didn't want to see

You're scared to talk about your dreams
I'm scared I'll mess up everything
Wash down my worries go to sleep

That I need something
That's out of reach from me
So just hold on back looking through the gaps and you'll see
What's been missing

And then it gets to me
Walls closing in slowly
Then it's hard to breathe I will try and think of the things
We could be

Flares

This track is inspired by my favourite J-Rock bands like Asian Kung Fu Generation and One Ok Rock, with a metal twist at the end 💀

Vocals are Vocaloid Synthesizer V Kevin

Shine

Medicine

SWITCHBLADE

<3 
LYRICS:
love

i just wanna love on ya

i just wanna touch on ya 

i just wanna rock witcha

baby

baby all ya past men pussies

all of them boys ain't seriously lookin

i mean look at you

put it on me shorty let me see just what that body do

funny how the realest one could show you how it's supposed to look

and if your ex tries talkin shit i'm gettin him slapped

that's on my soul, no time for me to spend on a non man

id rather be, witcha spending time on an island

and money ain't no issue so you know we got flights mapped

you give me what i give a pillow girl that shit could make me nap

put me to sleep i mean

forgive the nerves cuz you look so amazing

hey girl when i see you it's like i go crazy

hey baby when im with you never want it to end

go to bed wake up and i'll see you again

all smiles good morning and breakfast in bed

and you understand when i tell you im depressed

life is so damn easy when i'm with you instead

i could run to you anytime, you too, say when

love

Lighting a candle...

Discover Thomas Reid:
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82dd…oQvQ&dl_branch=1
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCgwYdPzYFFKWu_7tCAAGQZw
Instagram: www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/

Lyrics:
I’m lighting a candle to sit with my shadow
I’ll turn on the tv to fill up the space
I guess that I’m used to making a breakfast for two now
But it’s just me and the meds that I take

And I 
miss you most
In the morning
And I
Miss you most 
when I wake

I’ll put the all the pictures of us in the attic
I leave my heart hanging from a string
And maybe I’m waiting for you to come take it
And maybe you don’t even think about me

But I
Miss you most
In the morning
And I miss you most
When I wake
And I’ll
Make the bed
Up so nice
Oh please come home
Again

Miss You Most (prod. idly blare)

producer: @deadfishpoland

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/goodbyewilson

lyrics:

'another suicide attempt, why would you do that'
my family concerned, why they didn't knew that
all you have is talk with us, that's what we're here for
no one knows it isn't easy, when you're sucidal

feeling like a burden, do you know the feeling
Won't talk with nobody, rather stare at the ceiling
Don't want to be a problem, that's what I'm thinking
try to change my point of view with "just get a grip kid"

Depression, you're always sad?
Just don't think about that
You're seeing things and you're scared
You know there's nothing there
Panic attacks, you can't breath?
Just calm down and you'll see
You can't get out of your bed?
Just pull yourself together

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Nothings ever easy when your suicidal
Catch me on the floor broken bottle poisoned vitals
Move on with the day because the pressure hasn’t killed me
End it with a bang because the pleasure what I’m feeling

You have no idea how bad that I wish that I could tell you
If only it would work and you could save me with your help soon
Cuz time is running out n I don’t think your gonna make it
But I’ll hold out my hand in hopes that you are gonna take it

Can’t you see that it’s tearing me up
While these thoughts keep on breaking me down
I just wish I could turn this around
But Not more than I wish I was underground

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Mental Illness

spotify/iTunes etc

Mental Illness (feat. goodbyewilson)

[produced by dj khaled's son]
[mixed and mastered by neek and convolk]

lyrics:

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

stuck here
in the same place
everyone fake 
they all wanna save face
my heart chokes
intimate notes 
everyone wrote
when i lost my way

you don't know what i been through 
i don't show what happened to 
me back when i wasn't cool
me back when i was a fool

feel like i'm kanye back in 06
feeling like what i say, people notice 
colder than an ice age cracking both fists
colder than an ice age heart is frozen 
x2

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

swear to god

Meaningless lyrics, did this to experiment and have fun.
Outside of my normal style, but I hope you guys enjoy :)

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the center folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

taking 2 steps you're backing
i see your footsteps im tracking
I see emotion you're lacking
I see you fall away

drawing blood with a knife
I'll start by taking your life
gripping to death in the night
I see you fall away

Come snapping bones I can show that
low blow to the chest I can strike back
pull up to the show with a full pack
you dont know when I blow you'll be stabbed back
say you reap what you sown but
I can see that you aint going nowhere
make like a fool when you run back
sliping down in a pool of your blood, ha

gripping the grasp of a soul
you better know, 
I'll be taking it all
hit a new low
this path that I chose
it aint for me anymore

slippery slope
down to the floor
im taking it all
with me to fall
you aint anymore
ayy 

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the centre folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

need you still (p. me)

tansea