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Cryw1tch - Wut U Need (Prod. 1kkyoto)

1st song - @farawaysxul - Brains Out (Prod. Trejnts)
2nd song - @crywitch - Wreckd

s3v3nth l4y3r journals

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

Yeah, I woke up fucked up
High from last night
Saw you in my dream
I wish it was real life
I've been burnt out
Broken
With no one by my side
Leave me out to die
But you know I still try

Leave me, bleed me
I just don't care
Hate me, blame me
I know it's not fair
Yeah, I'm crazy
Baby I won't lie
Got too many scars that I can't hide
Got too many cuts and bruises baby
Trust me I've been through it
Treat my heart just like another drug
The way that you abuse it
That's the reason I can't fall in love
You treat me like I'm stupid
You won't find nobody else
To love you like I did
And still do
Try to block you out my brain
But you break through
I can't sleep and I can't eat
When I think of you
Nothing ever feels the same as it used to

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

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hey there (prod. frevel + 5head)

produced by fumiko

lyrics: 

brodie keep cracking the seal I'm tryna keep clean
keep me away from that shit bro I done seen things
you switched on your bro for a bitch, that's not the same thing
i lost my brother to drugs that's not the same thing
i got that news I don't know when he coming back
just chill out bro don't give your mom a heart attack
i wish that I could do better for you
i wish that I could do (better)
he got too caught up in that lifestyle
i wish that I could go back right now
you see I, I been so selfish all my life now
thinking, wonder if I should knock my lights out
i always think about myself and I won't ever change
i'm trying but I just can't do it
but when you wake up to the pounding of the morning rain
i won't be there to get you through it
my brother locked inside a cage
he couldn't find his dream
the system told him don't pursue it
some part of me feels like I gotta do better
not living healthy need to change my ways
she makes you happy well you need to go get her
no point in life when you just waste your days
i cloud my mind up with these memories
i can't get rid of history
but I gotta do this shit for me
and on this melody, you hear me sing a symphony
of selfishness, apologies, the pain behind my infamy

recluse

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iris (prod. fumiko)

cryw1tch - teen suicide 2k22 (prod. jvsper + acekingston)

yeah its #seraphim but sometimes i feel #kirari
tryna find a way
baby i write it in my #diary
alleviate my pain
baby make it go away
gotta keep inside of me
cus that is just ma theoryy

i dont fuccin see itt,,
i dont wanna feel ittt
make it count for me
baby make it count for everything
i just wanna be here
i j wanna b near
make it count for me
make it count for ma theory

@jeuneghxst

et puis fuck jpeux pas te dire tout ce que j'ai sur le coeur
ta pas ton mot a dire c'que j'aime chez toi c'est pas que l'exterieur
et si ils t'parlent mal tu sais j'peux sortir l'extendo
j'ai l'poids d'tes mots qui m'casse le dos
j'suis pas lazy j'ai bsoin d'repos
et si tu te sens mal
tu sais j'peux pas y faire grand chose
toujours masqué sur la photo
j'suis pas en vie j'ressens zero
j'ai passer la nuit à écrire
y'a que ton nom dans mon diary
faut que tu sois la pour moi baby
tu fais partie d'ma théorie
tu fais partie d'ma théorie
tu fais partie d'ma...
tu fais partie d'ma théorie

i get the urge
to tell u that
i can hear ur voice
i can feel ur there
when i take my hand
and write it down
all my words come true
i see lands its all new

yh times go
times go
where does my life go??
i dont i dont
wanna feel the wind blow x2

(choruss)

my diary, my theory (feat. jeuneghxst)

https://solo.to/sanriorose
MV: https://youtu.be/FU_dYrrni3I
Prod d0llywood1

If its not plugg what would u call it
Im always on go I never pause it
Only thing I care abt is my deposit
U might see where im at, but what caused it?
Told my momma Im a artist
Gangnem pull up wit some dope n then I sparked it
Rest in peace to my dearly departed
I jus hit my bro like look what we started

I jus hopped in the car my father parked it
N we smoke so much dope look like we party
Lil bratty bitch but shes not a barbie
I bet yo bitch'll look me up on safari
I swear I tried to fix my life Im too far in
I swear I dont need a wife I need a foreign
Molly rock'll make a bitch go all in
One hit of the gas now Im fallin

One hit of the plant n I frolic
She said she like my drip my fit is aquatic
N my niggas from the south jus like quannnic
Told a lie straight out my mouth n she bought it
My bitch gothic
I get on the mic Im not melodic
Fuck 12 Im not patriotic
Im not cryaotic
How could u say that thats yo bitch she electronic

Look at dis drank this demon blood I concocted
These niggas dont like my songs they distorted
I stg this on purpose
Double cup this 30 perc is submerged in
Got what u want Im a yn merchant
U want some smoke I call the BloodHaven surgeon
I dont even want that bitch to treat me like a person
I smoke dis dope so I dont feel like a burden

I thought you had it in you

I thought you had it in you **Music vid in desc**

Heroine Diaries - Sunday Night Ft. Lilbearshawty (The Sad rap) [The Free Alternative hip hp]

(prod. by discent)

It'll all end in the Dark..

Lyrics:

I still hate my life!
No, I’m not alright!
No, it won’t be fine!

If this takes my life,
These pills and flashing lights!
It’ll all be fine!

Cause you were So beautiful!
Like something made of miracles!
Take the breath right out of both my lungs!!
Ripped to pieces; what we were both known to be..

If it hurts then let it end your life!
Let it end tonight!
Let it end tonight!!

If it hurts then let it suck you dry!
Destroy your life! 
Destroy your life!!

I’ve been going crazy
going through some problems
Nothing helps me anymore I can’t solve them
You were all the reason I could find to face them
Now that you’re dead the xannies make me faceless..


Beat me,
Tear me down to pieces,
I’m not worth it!

Let me drown in my own blood 
Until I’m livid!

I can see them Watching, watch me close the curtains!

Say goodbye to all the shit that made me worth shit!


If you say that this is only for the better..
Why the fuck do I feel worse than I have ever?!

If you wanna know how I’ve been,
I’m still BREATHING!!
It’s the ONLY Way To know MY HEART’S Still BEATING!!!

I still hate my life!
No, I’m not alright!
No, it won’t be fine!

If this takes my life,
These pills and flashing lights!
It’ll all be fine!

Cause you were So beautiful!
Like something made of miracles!
Take the breath right out of both my lungs!!
Ripped to pieces; what we were both known to be..

If it hurts then let it end your life!
Let it end tonight!
Let it end tonight!!

If it hurts then let it suck you dry!
Destroy your life! 
Destroy your life!!

I'M STILL BREATHING! (prod. by discent)

digital treble x magicspell - hexd up kawaii synthpop

prod by me again love u guys <33

lyrics:

maybe its the way that I been feelin lately
I keep trippin on your laces its so complicating 
suffocated by your breathe
while you’re sleeping
tell me is it me or is it everything this weekend

so its me and you 
in this polaroid burnin 
I cant seem to tell the truth
its so hard when im with you
burnin pictures in my wallet you can see it right 
its the only way im ever gonna sleep at night

fk it tho, it’s okay im gettin my money up
I know you dont believe me but I give a fk
if I fall, imma end it all
im tired of these fights endin in draws

I get so fkin stressed that I cant calm down
and all my friends are busy and they gone now
I cant help but feel alone cus I dont go out 
im so stuck in my head I cant get out 

I say I love you and I mean it, I know you dont believe it
all the shit that I been feelin I wish I wasnt breathin 
I seen it cant believe that im not dreamin 
I always close my eyes cause I cant look I’ll jus be terrified 

terrified, of my visions, im so terrified
look me in my eyes, cant u see this fkin parasite
parasite, eatin at me killin me inside
I cant fall asleep and I cant get up I put my life aside

my diary, my theory (feat. jeuneghxst)

tarozan