prod. by: thms 
written by: thms.
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//yeah, I mean how could you?
//how am I?
//that’s a joke right, right?
//like you're joking? 
//oh, you're not.

oh
Things were going too good
Don’t get me misunderstood
The doubts around
They turned to truths throughout

through septembers cold i stood
didn't need what I thought I would
going numb in my face
But the winds that blow weren't what you'd think

I'll say
For my estate

That it's easy
For something to come along 
and pretend to save face

and you'll speak
bout how i never listened
Do you hear yourself in the words you’re saying?

These things just don't do this.
rotten luck at its core I swear
Might as well be toothless cause im
Coping hard on my own

And it feels so useless
I won't breathe with my own lungs
But I already feel this
Left alone in a broken home

on my own
I'll stand shone
may not be long
But I'll fight as long as I hold on

to be strong
don’t feel like i can know
But I know ive got a way
A way 

So I'll be here
and I'll wait for years
yeah I'll hold back the tears
can't you see im right here? Replace my fears.

because this wont heal
its pressing on me and I feel
the world is spinning they wont hear
me like you do. God, I need you. 

I swear to god 
Im not crazy
I just hate the things 
That you make me

You're cliché 
with no taste see
No thoughts 
That heads so empty

Going in blind not chasing
The waters too deep for saftey
Dive in headfirst im lazy
No regard for lifelike shading

Here come take me
Please baby
I need saftey in your arms
I'm going crazy

I hate being
This shell so empty
My mind is going dark

watercolors

"Light-Emitting Diodes" EP

I'll be okay

2/27

another one in continuation w my gal pal @jauntsen

lyrics:
take your time
the walls push back i know
it’s hard to lie
the bloods all on my clothes
don’t say your fine
still can't destruct the code
what’s on your mind?
i still can’t find your home
can you tell that
ill be for the meltdown
if i were to leave 
you wouldn’t make a sound
it’s all a race
it’s all a game
shits not the same
you’re two faced
need to find a new way
get me out this place
before i 
leave it all End it become a ghost
i can’t 
pretend i care to the ones at home
god damn
i know that i
bring the wrong things into fruition
i can’t decide 
i just had a dream about a feeling i aint ever feel before and now i miss it every night
talk is cheap but this is do or die
pick a door but this ain't suicide
every day i wake up and question if i do it right
never meant to mention 
you just underestimate which 
side
i chose
can’t you just see
i tried
who knows?
what next for me?
what is meant to be
I know eventually 
you will finally leave
what is next for me
was it meant to be
It wasn’t meant to be.

walls p. II (ft. jauntsen)

additional production by @nick11111110101

ephemeral, emerald boost
stall until it’s jaded, my nerves come in twos
rewind in formation, back on a thread
if you could turn it around,
pike platodes burrowing in
shattering, liquify like that
getting that feeling so packed like that
mystify into the breadth
like a shy old dog climbing under

my alarm is ringing

emerald boost w/ nick

looking for the star you saw
let it blossom
looking for the star you saw
pry it open
following the seeds you've sown
let them blossom
follow all the seeds you've sown
make it back home

don't fear
every hand you hold
make a wish
get your story told

get yourself out of your bed
your body won't forget it
don't fear every hand you hold
speak easy, get your story told

thanks for 1k followers :)

Speak easy

@whitefishmei
[ˈbuəmslaŋ]

sleepy tapes is a community music event hosted on blisscord where everyone has 5 days to make a song based on a given cover art

sleepy tapes vol. 5a took place september 8 - 13 2023 with cover art made by @dovelessmusic

thank you everyone who participated <3
discord.gg/rxY6UKjWKM

Whitefish - Boomslang

808 cowbell delivers stunning revelation

0:00 Marcos Valorne - install (2023 old version)
0:59 Marcos Valorne - watch me id
1:34 Marcos Valorne - just imagine id (Sicko Mode jersey edit)
2:21 Marcos Valorne - Sunkissed id (Any%Fest Peroxide edit)
3:20 Salvati and Marcos Valorne - Houser Demo (Any%Fest x petals edit)

Visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pxM65S_Bams

Support any%fest here:
https://www.youtube.com/@any.fest.y2k
https://www.twitch.tv/any_fest_y2k
https://x.com/anyfesturl?s=20
https://soundcloud.com/any-fest-755836547

MARCOS VALORNE @ ANY%FEST OCT 28 2023

[LYRICS]

my therapist said i'm sad so
here's, here's a sad song
so that all of you can be sad too
wanna see a cute picture of a baby seal?
well that's too bad!! this is... is.. song!!!
can't show you.. cute picture in song!

oh- oh wait oh shit who's that?
oh shit it's The Weed Man he's gonna steal all my weed!!!
OH FUCK!! OH SHIT!!! NOOO!!
aaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

huuuaaghhhhhuuuuUUUUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUHHHGGH

(weed man vaporizes me and Steals My Fucking Weed!!!!!)

(weed sound)

November Day - dab rig interlude

to be determined.

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