Space Laces - phone tap [jane remover +  leroy remix] #ImQuittingDumbStep

[LYRICS]

healthy vitals
it's all a cycle
missed one recital
there's something new, and my world decays again

clarity lost inside the distortion
feeling like i gotta change just to fit in
kill the part of me that cries out "no!"
guess i'm stagnant if that's what it means to grow
and yelling at each other isn't friendship to me
the same old shit likes to trickle down vc
dearie me
took a peek thru my emotions wrapped 
and discomfort's number one at the top of my screen

healthy vitals
it's all a cycle
missed one recital
there's something new, and my world decays again

i'm waiting for this moment to pass
never been a fan of living in the past
now i lie between the meadow and the grass
at an impasse, i just feel trapped
concrete growing into my bones
buried deep beneath the sound of my headphones
hold onto these feelings of my own
i've never felt so alone
i've never felt so alone

ruined vitals
stuck in a cycle
friend group survival
i'm strapping in, as my world decays again

ivy earthworm - the sun is only as bright as you envision it to be (mentholgrrl & irselr remix)

i guess

cover by me
illustration done by my friend anna
prod noct + sgf

[Verse 1: nocturnnne]
uh, uh, it's all eyes on me
brand new coat and i got it for free, she puts me under lock & key
i cant tell her what im trying 2 see
i cant tell her what im trying 2 be, e l l i e
( 3 3 3 3 3 )
three things i could never tell a soul, i don't wanna come back home
i don't wanna see his face, now i smell like his cologne
i do not want her embrace, i just hide inside my phone

[Verse 2: mentholgrrl]
locked me outta heaven, too tall to ride
meander on the streets outside
yeah they'll wave hi, walking in and out
i'll convince myself i'm happy, circle round the same routes
should i really waste my afterlife?
just cause i'm something that you don't despise?
think that it's about time, think it's my turn to define
and a break and enter charge will just have to be the price

[Chorus: Secret Girlfriend]
i could be a shadow in the corner of your eye
unless you love me for the first time
i could be an animal not worth wasting your time
and drown in shame until the day i die
still waiting for the day i feel those wings sprout out my back
i could be an angel flying through the sky
but im a demon to you aren't i

BDY w/ mentholgrrl & Secret Girlfriend

from 2022 I still like this one alot, me and kosu were supposed to lab on this but we never finished it

Charpie (demo)

We all go a little crazy sometimes
Youve been running circles in my head
For a minute, for a moment, for the rest of my life
Ill take off the headphones when im fucking dead

It just sounds so sweet, decimal bpm
C sharp minor, 40 cents
Playing on my speakers late at night and
I can feel it every time i take a breath

Do i piss you off? Do I make you swerve and crash ?
Do i make you cry? Trying so hard not to laugh?
Turn up the compression just to see how you react
I dont like the music i just wanna dance

You make me ill, boy
Chew me up and spit me out
You make me ill, girl
Chew me up and spit me out
You make me ill, boy
Chew me up and spit me out
You make me ill, girl
Chew me up and spit me out

I just wanna make some shit that makes ur fruity loops crash
Might overstimulate to stop myself from crying
I want it hard enough to knock the chest out of my breath
The synths sound twice if cracked instead of buying them

You dont do melodrama, i dont know what to say
I like the way you sound with ott on all the way
Your pushing all my buttons, see what noiises you can make
Im gonna blow your speakers, saturate the 808

I want you to keep me in your pocket cuz youre desperate to see my face
I want you to make me so embarrassed i dont wanna have to face my friends
I want you to know i think about you when i say im gonna be okay
I want you to listen to these lyrics when im done with them and wonder if i wrote them about you !!!

Do i piss you off? Do I make you swerve and crash ?
Do i make you cry? Trying so hard not to laugh?
Turn up the compression just to see how you react
I dont like the music i just wanna dance

You make me ill, boy
Chew me up and spit me out
You make me ill, girl
Chew me up and spit me out
You make me ill, boy
Chew me up and spit me out
You make me ill, girl
Chew me up and spit me out

ivy earthworm - the sun is only as bright as you envision it to be (mentholgrrl & irselr remix)

to be determined.