surprise bday drop!! :3

last year was fucking CRAZY. i moved out, got started on HRT and i've just been chillin and it's been so awesome both for me mentally and creatively. i've genuinely never felt more alive than i do now, like for the first time i feel like i can just be myself and not give a fuck about what others think about me.

i appreciate all the support on my recent songs, it means a lot to me that you guys love my stuff as much as i do. i don't plan on stopping anytime soon.  <3

WHO CARES A FUCK??

[LYRICS]

healthy vitals
it's all a cycle
missed one recital
there's something new, and my world decays again

clarity lost inside the distortion
feeling like i gotta change just to fit in
kill the part of me that cries out "no!"
guess i'm stagnant if that's what it means to grow
and yelling at each other isn't friendship to me
the same old shit likes to trickle down vc
dearie me
took a peek thru my emotions wrapped 
and discomfort's number one at the top of my screen

healthy vitals
it's all a cycle
missed one recital
there's something new, and my world decays again

i'm waiting for this moment to pass
never been a fan of living in the past
now i lie between the meadow and the grass
at an impasse, i just feel trapped
concrete growing into my bones
buried deep beneath the sound of my headphones
hold onto these feelings of my own
i've never felt so alone
i've never felt so alone

ruined vitals
stuck in a cycle
friend group survival
i'm strapping in, as my world decays again

ivy earthworm - the sun is only as bright as you envision it to be (mentholgrrl & irselr remix)

wip032325

[LYRICS]

[Chorus]
come with me! let's frolic in the fields together
risk it all on one endeavor, free of all bullshit forever
it's easy! yeah the city is such a bummer
do you want to waste your summer? pop this shit and let's get dumber

[Post-Chorus]
and we're simply not built for responsibility
yeah we're simply not fit for this grim society
yeah we're tired of feeling like our lives are fake
i deleted all my contacts, threw my phone in the lake

[Chorus]
so come with me! let's frolic in the fields together
risk it all on one endeavor, free of all bullshit forever
it's easy! yeah the city is such a bummer
do you want to waste your summer? pop this shit and let's get dumber

[Post-Chorus 2]
it's not like we can be productive anyway

[Bridge]
deleted all my contacts, threw my phone in the lake
i'm tired of feeling like my life is fake, i
pooled all of my savings and i hopped on a train, yeah
i can't shake the feeling that my life is fake, i'm
half asleep and lookin out the window at the rain
yeah the feeling's waning, i can anticipate yeah
i jumped out of the window and right into the glade
yeah i can't dawdle now, there's a new life to make

[Chorus]
so come with me! let's frolic in the fields together
risk it all on one endeavor, free of all bullshit forever
it's easy! yeah the city is such a bummer
do you want to waste your summer? pop this shit and let's get dumber

[Post-Chorus]
it's not like we can be productive anyway
and we're simply not built for responsibility
yeah we're simply not fit for this grim society
yeah let's go embrace our animality
don't you wanna go and shatter the social contract with me?

dogHOUSE & mentholgrrl - ESCAPE!

Mario Says: Get Your REAL ID Today! [Freestyle] #RIPSQUADD_CERTIFIED

R.I.P

EYES SHUT

flip of https://soundcloud.com/marshall4/dontworrybb

blur_/notears_.wav

to-the-core_153 out-take
replaced with https://soundcloud.com/xaev/acting-real-crazy

ID (i think)

made because bored 

remix of: https://soundcloud.com/lmnjay/heartholder

@lmnjay

heartholder x omg (lmnj nds remix)

Kawaii Future Bass How To Make Future Bass   w/ DJ WEEDBONG

online music community (following (most) members)

ivy earthworm - the sun is only as bright as you envision it to be (mentholgrrl & irselr remix)

to be determined.