[LYRICS]

no, don't ever call my phone
i just wanna be alone, alone
i just wanna be alone, alone, alone
so don't ever call my phone, my phone

flash backward, when i was a teen
got my first number, it came with a screen (hey yo)
feelin so alive, or so it seemed
little did i know that shit would ruin everything (oh no)
turns out, the number was old though
got a couple texts, like "kathrine, where did you go?"
please, you got the wrong one, but they just keep on
callin me, textin me, botherin me, and i'm so fucking done

i'm not pickin up that phone
just tryna get some sleep and now you won't leave me alone (oh no)
walkin through my room, like where'd it go?
hangin up before i could decline you on my own (oh no)
i don't wanna pick it up
not another spam call, i'm like what the fuck, oh no
answerin machine like, hey what's up?
stumblin my words, nah i think i'll just hang up, the

phone, my phone
no don't ever call my phone,
my phone, my phone
i just wanna be alone
alone, alone
i'm not even that well-known
well-known, alone
so DON'T EVER CALL MY PHONE!

i'm not pickin up that phone
even when i need to, i get scared of dial tone (oh no)
i just get too worried on my own
parents make appointments for me, yeah it's sad i know
i don't wanna pick it up
i get fuckin anxious when i talk, yeah i get stuck
AuDHD, i'm outta luck
damn i'm just not built for this so i never pick up, my

phone, my phone
no don't ever call my phone,
my phone, my phone
i just wanna be alone
alone, alone
i'm not even that well-known
well-known, alone
so don't ever call my phone

jish! - DON'T CALL MY PHONE (socks. & jish! remix)

i really didn't want to make this song. i did it anyways.

Artwork by Zilla Leutenegger - "Untitled (2019)"

bpm : 74
key : f#min -33c

So tell me what you live for
I don't wanna associate with you anymore
Not after what you've done
Manipulate your way to salvation and you dont gain much

So what was it for
Why put me down and hate me some more
I'm so tired of having something to live for
You used me for 3 years and claim i was worse

I fight my fears a little more
Especially cause it's not much to ask for
When you lose your lover when they're outed, 
What do you apologize for?

I don't hold back my tears, let it drop to the floor
I don't care what you have to say anymore
When the evidence is in your face, 
will you run away? 

So what's UP
Tell the whole world what you did
Stop running from your guiltiness
When the lights start to shine on you,
Do you, regret what you did?

YEAH
TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT
IF I GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT WILL YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP
IM SO TIRED OF CHASING DREAMS WHEN ALL OF IT JUST,
CRUMBLES TO DUST

TELL ME
DOES YOUR HEART BEAT WITH ME, IS IT IN SYNC
STICK MY FACE IN THE WATER IN THE KITCHEN SINK
DROWN MYSELF IN MY OWN MISERY
WAS IT MY FAULT?

SO
WHAT, IM DONE GIVING UP
I SCREAM AND SING INTO A MICROPHONE AND GIVE IT MY ALL
BUT IT'S ALL GONNA FALL, TELL ME WHO YOU LOVE
DID YOU, PROMISE IT WAS HER?

IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR
LEAVE ME ALONE AND FORGET ME AFTER
WHEN THEY FIND OUT THAT YOU MANIPULATED ME,
WILL YOU, REGRET IT AT ALL?

Fight my fears
I don't, shed a tear 
Atleast not for you
Cause we all know what you do


FUCK
GIVE ME MY APOLOGY
YOU ARENT SORRY FOR THE FUCKED UP SHIT YOU ALWAYS SEEK
YOUR WEIRD ASS FRIENDS DONT BOTHER ME
SO, WHY DO YOU NOT?

I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THE FUCK YOU DID
STOP HIDING FROM ACCOUNTABILITY
WHEN YOU HAVE NOWHERE ELSE TO RUN,
WHAT, WILL YOU DO?

RUN
RUN AS FAR AS YOU CAN "CATCH ME IF YOU CAN"
I DONT GIVE A DAMN IF YOU TRY TO MANIPULATE ME AGAIN
IF I HAD ONE MORE THING TO ASK YOU,
WHO DO, YOU THINK I AM?

"WE'LL HUG AND KISS OUR WORRIES AWAY AS WE FALL"
I GUESS IT WASNT WORTH IT HUH
IF I HAD ONE LAST THING TO SAY IN THIS SONG,
"WAS I, WORTH IT ALL?"

Fear Fighter

this took so fucking long
visuals by temberlin, view here: https://youtu.be/_VdNkETf3CI

change my mind - phritz
medicago - leastfavorite! (ft. blissom)
Die Young - Ke$ha
Scary Monsters and Nice Sprites - Skrillex
R4C3 - gaptoothv4mp
WEEKENDS!!! - Skrillex
Shit On My Ass - Brian Robert Jones
Roses - The Chainsmokers (ft. ROZES)
party 4 u - Charli XCX
let down - Jane Remover
7/11 Drone - dylan brady, daisy
T2MS - deth coni
DEFEATED - deadman 死人
TELEPHONE LINE 415 - underscores
4MOODss - SEBii
Trap Queen - Fetty Wap
prism - monty.pk
nrvs again - dad sports
sydney - gabby start
A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton
Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard
All Time Low - Jon Bellion
Ain’t It Fun - Paramore
cute - torr
Doubt - Hippo Campus
Your favorite sidekick - underscores
Muck - underscores
Sad Machine - Porter Robinson
Radioactive - Imagine Dragons
God is a Freak - Peach PRC
Crush Culture - Conan Gray
adderall - 1pressy
Texas - James Ivy
Fast Talk - Houses
parks dept. - To Oscar
Alone - Marshmello
Alien Boy - Oliver Tree
Peach Scone - Hobo Johnson
Heads Will Roll - The Yeah Yeah Yeahs (A-Trak Remix)
Tokyo Drift - Teriyaki Boyz
Jailbreak the Tesla - Injury Reserve
Bang! - AJR
wont come around - chriad
Mask - Dream
Car Radio - Twenty One Pilots
Guns For Hands - Twenty One Pilots
behavior - webcage
you need to get out - phixel
rock music - gabby start
Break Your Heart - Taio Cruz (ft. Ludacris)
On Melancholy Hill - Gorrilaz
Chocolate - The 1975
Musician - Porter Robinson
it gets lonely - kmoe
Something Comforting - Porter Robinson
Firework - Katy Perry
Cinema - Benny Benassi (Skrillex Remix)
n2o - aldn
mid - gabby start
ed hardy - GORESET
end it - heavn
GUMMO - 6IX9INE
Attention Horse - Glitch Gum
Call My Dad - AJR
dropout - brakence
I HAVE NO FUN! - leastfavorite!
1m n0t 54d Ju57 a L177L3 6LU3 - Can of Bliss
rainbow bridge - gabby start
LAST NAME ! - leastfavorite! (ft. cat.flp, blissom, and futureseeker)
Nice Boys - Temporex
Futurecore - lumatheproducer
doitrightback - saoirse dream
it will all be worth it in the end - Teknikvit
8486 - svnth
Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings
2006 Kinko's field trip - underscores
homeswitcher - Jane Remover (with kmoe)
2 fruit walls - bobby
down! - k0a
actor - webcage
Pretty Drama - To Oscar
The Way You Move - Outkast
First Steps - Lena Raine
Liquor Store - Remi Wolf
NINETEEN - Ana Kennedy
Kids - MGMT
headaches* - swazy*
8teen - Khalid
BL!NK - Frost Children
Sakura Trip - AIKA
Homesick - Catfish and the Bottlemen
Tough as Nails - Mosie
Bee - Jedwill
Icarus - Jedwill
Rainbow Road - nanobii
Triumph - cute girls doing cute things
Hello - Martin Solveig (feat. Dragonette)
Kyoto - Skrillex (feat. Sirah)
BURNING TIRES - FROMTHEHEART, Knapsack
smack'd - Button Maker (feat. swazy*)
Hot Milk - Snail's House
trustfall! - underscores
BABY - grape milk
means to defeat envy - f1nley, paxen imz1, sc2un sh4re, shibes
Dream Drop - Instupendo
copperwires - fyoum
devil cry - kurtains x whitetrash
la fleur - juno
mos thoser - food house
Party Rock Anthem - LMFAO
selfdestruct - torr
The Fractal Song - gabby start
cult - twikipedia
ADHD (unreleased) - futureseeker
Loansharks - underscores (ft. gabby start)
Don't Drop That Thun Thun - Finatticz
Whales - Hail Mary Mallon
Middle - Zedd, Grey (ft. Maren Morris)
burbank house - tsubi club
The Box - Roddy Ricch
gloves - kmoe
*Equip Sunglasses* - Hot Mulligan
Divinity - Porter Robinson (ft. Amy Millan)
Teenage Dream - Katy Perry
My Type - Saint Motel
Energy Drink - Virtual Riot
Preset Junkies - Virtual Riot
Peanut Butter Jelly - Galantis
I Can't Stop - Flux Pavillion
Centipede - Knife Party
Technologic - Daft Punk
diazepam - leastfavorite! (prod. carrocker)
gone - OG Lost
missed ur call - Jennifer May
CTRL - NotNevy (ft. 13erry & Shy High)
PLEASURE - Moore Kismet
BRODYQUEST - Neil Cicierega
Die2222Night - saoirse dream
Push - Hamdi, Skrillex, & Taichu
Dimension - Reach
estrogen & the doldrums - sebastian6
minimal beat - trndytrndy
...
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LFAV! PLAYS THE FIRST 161 SONGS SHE CAN THINK OF @ HI SCORES HOUSE 4/17/25

electro scrap not done obviously

dont_ever_forget

homeswitcher

the sample is thematically relevant!

01/13
TBA

...but what if it came back? in a big way?

COLOR*EXPLOSION_[187]

remix of https://soundcloud.com/banterz/gotmelike & https://soundcloud.com/tja117/party-rockers

xo, BEAT MY AURAFARMING TECHNIQUE..

'Point A'
SoundCloud only.

—
This one’s for U . . .
		. . . but U gotta look into my eyes first . . . 

I want you to be mad you didn’t think of it
I want you to want to keep the plastic
I want you to extract the acapella
I want you to feel like you can grasp it

I want that Poplife walk right talk nice
I want that first-class New York to Japan flight
I use my God-given name more than the one you call me
I didn’t have a choice， you didn’t earn the right

I’m in six figures of debt to multiple parties
I don’t regret anything more than making Johnny johnny
I can’t wait no more， cut the room in half — 
Girls to the front， boys to the back！ 

I split myself in two，  accidentally gave it all to U
Get your phones out， I like how it looks from the back
Get your phones out， I like how it looks from the back

I split myself in two，  I didn’t mean to give it all to U
Get your phones out， I like how it looks from the back
Get your phones out， I like how it looks from the back

I . . . O . . . U！ 

I split myself in two，  accidentally gave it all to U
Get your phones out， I like how it looks from the back
Get your phones out， I like how it looks from the back

—
Written and recorded in Chicago IL， San Francisco CA， Los Angeles CA， Brooklyn NY， Queens NY.

Point A

"I ANSWERED YOUR CALL. DID YOU MISS ME?"

cover / logo design: https://soundcloud.com/xaev

I SHOULD BE DEAD, BUT I'M NOT

online music community (following (most) members)

jish! - DON'T CALL MY PHONE (socks. & jish! remix)

to be determined.